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Love is a mutual feeling that's brighter than the sun..

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"May Allah grant you shifa":My Aunty said as she made her way out..

I lied on my bed as I looked at the white ceiling thinking about my current situation, I left the hospital 2 days ago but am still under bed rest,it's freaking the hell out of me and my freedom of movement..

"Amna is here":Amal said coming in..

"Areef drove them here":she looked at me..

"From the look on his face he wants to see you":she said chuckling..

"So I asked him to come in":she said as she smiled and made her way out..

The mere thought of seeing him makes shivers run down my spine..

"Assalamu'alaikum":He salamed as I answered...

"How are you feeling":he asked looking concerned..

"Fine alhmdllh":I smiled calmly..

"Allahu Yashfiki":He prayed..

"Ameen,jazakallahu khairan":I smiled as I looked at him..

"You lost weight": I said trying to crack a joke..

"I was so scared when I saw you looking lifeless on that hospital bed,why do you have to stress yourself,you have everything then why are you punishing yourself":he said as sadness clouded his eyes..

I looked at my fingers as I started playing with them,had it been he knows the reason am stressed he won't even say this,I have everything but I don't have him and I can't have him..

"Hey don't cry am sorry":he said worriedly..

I realized that I was crying as I wiped the liquid on my face..

"Let's introduce ourselves,we are friends but we don't know much about each other": I said smiling at him..

"Why do you want to be my friend":he asked..

"You are a daddy's girl but am a guy who is wandering on the busy streets of the city of life,not knowing my alternative or where to go and what to do,trying hard to provide for my single mother and siblings, I don't even have time for myself":he said as he sadly sigh..

"But you have got all you want,but I am a guy with one thing in mind "Fulfilling my dreams":he said as he smiled at me..

"I did not get anything I want also Areef, I also have my own flaws and bad memories that hunts me": I said as tears slipped down from my eyes..

"I had a cousin who happened to be my favourite his name is Hassan,we do our things like twins whenever he will come here, I was given a car when I was 18 and I told him that we will go out with the car and I will drive us to show him my driving skills": I sobbed.

"We had an accident due to my reckless driving and he died": I cried harder..

"He was the best thing that ever happened to me but I was the reason for his dead": I sobbed as he tried to calm me down..

This is my worst memory ever and I have never talked about it since after it happened..

"I became crippled due to the serious accident and guess what all my friends left me at that time": I sobbed thinking about how everybody left in a blur..

"And yet you are saying that am a happy person,what you see is not always what you can believe because it might not be right": I said looking at him..

"This is the secret behind my stress trauma": I said as I sadly let the tears flow like a river of sadness..

"It's not your fault,it's destiny":he said as my head started spinning and I let darkness engulf me..

"She let it out": I heard Amal shout happily as my ears went deaf..

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