This song is the one that hits home for me...Guys I'm so sorry....I lost my dad to cancer and it's going to be my first Christmas with out him and it's becoming extremely hard to handle my dad and I were close. I was in his arms when he passed and I can't do anything rn but cry. I'm falling into a giant pit of depression and I just can't write with out crying....like I said I write my feelings out. I'll update when I can but I just can't get it out on time. And I don't want to ruin the book by making a character die. I'm so sorry I can't get it out. But I just can't stop crying and missing my father. Please forgive me. I will update just not as fast as most of yall want....I'm terribly sorry I just miss him

----Shallow_hearted