Levi's POV

After I asked eyebrows and coconut about how heats worked I decided to write down what to get. I looked down at my list one last time to see if I needed anything else.

Heat shopping for Eren:
Dildos
Lube
Extra vibrators
Ice
Special Alpha mask
Rags
Cooling Blankets
Cock ring

I looked at my list with a light blush. The last thing is for way down the road. I have a lot of stuff already but I'd rather get him new toys. Lord knows if Erwin borrowed them or not. I called Isabel into my room.

"Yes~"

"When can I move around?"

"Actually now. Just take it easy."

She went to leave but I stopped her.

"Hey...uhhhh....Do...you think....you could help me...you know...pick Eren out some....uh....toys..."

I was blushing. I didn't really feel right asking the girl I call my little sister but I didn't know who else to ask.

"OF COURSE BIG BRO!!!!"

"Thanks..."

I left Eren a note and in "mamma Hanji's" care. I got dressed and walked out to the car were Isabel was waiting. We got into the car and drove to the mall.The whole time she was explaining to me how to make him feel the best with the toys. I was relived when we got to the mall.

"ALRIGHT WE'RE HERE"

She squealed and pulled me out of the car and into the mall. And sadly straight to Spencers. When we got there she immediately started looking at the giant shit. It surprised me that I was bigger than their biggest dildo. She went down to their medium sizes and all I could think was how rude of an awaking Eren was in for when I actually have sex with him.

LE TIME SKEP

After about an hour I had ended up buying 4 dildos in small, medium, large, and OH HELL NAW THAT AIN'T GOIN IN. I came up with the last one's name due to it being a little smaller than me. Anyway I also bought a mini vibrator with a wireless remote. I bought a cock ring and this weird metal stick that also stop him from coming but it vibrates. Isabel says Farlan hates it. They are surprisingly kinky and she "punishes" him A LOT.... we were now at the food court and I was missing Eren.

"Hurry up and eat I miss Eren."

"Yea...I've been taking care of you and Erwin I just wanna cuddle with Farlan for a while..."

She threw her sand which away and we made our way to the car. We hopped in and I put the bag in the back.

BUZZZ BUZZZ BUZZZ

Caller ID: Shit for brains

I answered it only to have Hanji yelling in my ear.

"LEVI EREN IS HAVING A PANIC ATTACK HE WOKE UP AND DIDN'T SEE YOU I CAN'T CALM HIM DOWN HURRY THE FUCK UP AND GET HERE!"

"FUCK I AM ON MY WAY PUT EREN ON THE PHONE NOW! "

I heard shuffling and soon wheezing. I hit the gas going A little over the speed limit of 40 miles an hour.

"Hey baby I'm on my way home right now."

I still heard sobs and wheezing along with a panicking Hanji in the back.

"Okay baby boy I really need you to breathe for me. In, out, in, out,"

I saw the head quarters. And he wasn't calming down much over the phone. I hung up and ran inside. Straight to Eren. He was still holding the phone and sobbing. I walked over and scooped him into my arms. emitting my comforting pheromones to calm him down.

"Baby breathe for me come on."

I grabbed the inhaler Isabel told me to use when he got like this and put it to his mouth. I pushed the button and he breathed in the chalky medication, soon taking shaky breaths in an attempt to calm down.

"I'm sorry I went out while you were asleep. I won't do it again."

He wrapped him arms around my neck and his legs around my waist, which hurt due to the healing wound but I ignored it. I picked him up and rubbed his back. While kissing his cheeks and forehead. I looked at Isabel as she came in with the toys. She ran them to mine and Erens room before running to Farlan.

Eren's POV

I don't understand why I get like that whenever Levi leaves but I do. And so far he always comes rushing back to help me. I really feel like I'm being a burden to him though he can't even leave this house anymore. With out me having a panic attack anyways. I put my head at my alpha's scent gland and take in a giant sniff of his comforting smell. I wonder if he'd care if I kill myself. Maybe he just feels bad for me and would be happy if I'm gone.

"Baby stop thinking that way. Before you ask, I can see it in your beautiful eyes. I would care."

I could only nod and squeeze his neck. I heard a slight chuckle from Levi and he rubbed my back. I think someone might actually care about me! I nuzzled into his neck. My alphas neck. I smiled at the thought. I....Eren Yeager....have....A mate....not an abusive, unloving mate....no...I have the most caring, kind, handsome, loving mate. I sighed a happy sigh and took a deep breathe of his scent. This is how I want my life to stay. Happy and love filled. But sadly I know not everything will stay happy. Dad has a gang. It's just a matter of time before I'm taken. I saw levi look down at me and scowl. I guess he knows what I'm thinking again.

"Baby boy. No one and I mean NO ONE. Will ever take you from me."

He kissed my forehead. I gotta remember to close my eyes. I closed my eyes, sniffing Levi's alpha scent. Maybe, just maybe I've found a little bit of happiness.

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