Chapter 40.
Manahil's POV.
Getting excited to meet Haaniyah, I was just getting impatient to reach there as soon as i could. Looking out at the mountains and the greenery, I was enjoying the cold breez of Murree. All the last memories of Murree start coming to my mind making me sad for few seconds. But i just didnt bother to think about those days as i was going to meet Haaniyah today. From the hot weather of karachi to this cool breezing weather of murree, It was so loving and relaxing that i was feeling stress free all of sudden. Taking the turns again and again the driver was driving carefully the cab while i was just wanted to fly to reach my Haaniyah. 10 years were a very long time. I had missed her. So much that now it was diffucult for me to wait for any longer.
As the cab stopped in front of the house, i paied the bill to the driver and took my luggage out. With a smile, I marched in. Crossing the main gate, my feet took pace to reach inside where i could see my best friend. As I reached there, I stopped and took a deep breath to open the door.
"Haaniyah." As i pushed the door, I just couldn't stop myself from calling her.
How much i missed her!!.
"Haaniyah." Entering the hall, I looked around to find her,to find anyone but there was no one to be seen.
Even not at the main gate, i didn't saw any guard. That was strange.
"Haaniyah." Looking around, I yelled this time her name.
"Haaniyah." Calling again as i turned, my eyes landed on them who were coming down from the stairs.
Hands in hand, looking beautiful like always. I jusy kept looking at them who didn't change but become more beautiful and it was really true that they were meant for each other. My eyes filled up with water when i saw her eho was looking so pretty in pink frock so cute just like my Haaniyah. My best friend. She was.
"Haaniyah." Yelling with happiness, I took steps ahead to hug her.
Throwing the shoulder bag on the floor, I ran toward the stairs and without caring anything, i just hugged her.
"Missed you so so so much best friend." Hugging her, I said and moved back to see her sho was standing shock with wide eyes.
"Hey what happened?" Waving my hand in front of her, I said but giggled my own and hugged her again.
"I really missed you Haaniyah." Saying i moved back to look at her who was silent and was looking at me like i was a stranger.
"Manahil." On his voice, i turned my head toward Haider who was standing just by her side.
"Assalam-u-Alikum Haider bhaiiiii." I said while shaking hand with him who smiled on me calling him bhai (brother).
"Walikumusalm. You didn't change." Saying, he smiled and i looked at Haaniyah who was standing still.
"What happened to you? Why are you not saying anything? You didn't miss me? I know you didn't. No one loves me." Saying i wiped my unseen abd unshed tears to make her smile but she was all quite.
"Let's go there and then talk." Haider said and i realized that i stopped them on the stairs.
"Sorry. Come." Saying i walked ahead toward the hall while both of them followed me.
"Sit Manahil and thank you so much for coming." Said Haider and i just could smile while my eyes were all the time on Haaniyah who was looking at me silently.
"Haaniyah go and bring some refreshments for your friend. You know na she's a food lover." He said and Haaniyah for the first time smiled and walked toward kitchen and i looked back at Haider confused.
"What happened to her?" I asked as she disappeared in the kitchen.
"She lost her memory." On his words, I i looked at him, thought i heard him wrong.
"What?" I stopped myself from shouting.
"10 years ago she met with an accident and went in coma. Few months ago she came back to me but lost her memories. She forgot me." Said Haider looking down but i could sense his eyes going wet.
"Haider why didn't you ever tell me? God what kind of friend I'm!" Feeling bad and angry on my own self i said.
Looking at the direction where Haaniyah was coming with maid i ran to her.
"Haaniyah." Yelling, I hugged her tightly feeling all the pain she went through.
"I'm so so so sorry. I was not there when you needed me." Couldn't hold my tears but in tears, I said what i was feeling.
My this friend how much she had to suffer. I thought and moved back to see her who was now smiling.
"You always shout like that?" She asked and i laughed my heart out and hugged her once again.
"I missssssed you." Saying, i moved back and caressed her cheek with my fingers looking at her who was trying to recognize me.
"Don't worry. We'll make new memories. Haaniyah and Manahil's." I said and she gave a nod with a smile.
"Come give me something to eat. I'm starving." Holding her hand, i pulled her with me to the hall and took seat on the sofa while maid served us the refreshments.
"Hello everyone." On the voice, I looked up and my eyes widened, breath stopped and hands freeze in the air.
Kashan's POV.
"Haaniyah." Startled on the voice which i heard, I turned and waited for a second to hear the voice again.
"I'm getting crazy." Smiling on my own condition, I looked down again at the laptop where i was checking my mails.
"Haaniyah." Again her voice startled me and i felt my heart beat stopoing for a second.
"Haaniyah." Again her voice and i stepped down from bed as my heart beat quicken feeling her around.
"Haaniyah." This time her voice made my feet to run out of the room to see her.
I was almost runnibg toward the voice to see her. I wanted it to be true. I wanted to see her. I was hoping it was not my hallucinations. God i was missing her like my life depend on seeing her. My feet stopped at the stairs where she was hugging Haaniyah. Her beautiful face was visible to my eyes.
Today there was no veil around her face hiding it from me. My eyes get watery looking at her who was so busy in hugging her friend and talking to her. I saw Haider and Haaniyah going with her in hall while my feet slowly moved behind them silently. Standing at the distance from them, i could see the grief on her face. I knew Haider had told her about Haaniyah's condition and that made her sad.
My lips smiled when she ran to hug her friend again. I could feel her tears in her voice. She was crying, consoling her friend. She was juat like that. Caring and loving and that's what made me crazy for her more.
"Come give me someyhing to eat. I'm starving." Her words made me smile as she pulled Haaniyah with her in the hall.
Taking seat, she took the samosa in her hand and without any other thought, start taking bites and i could tell she was much hungry. Looking at her like this in eating position was much fun. She was just like a kid but now it was going to be fun more when this shocking surprise was coming in front of her. Smiling, i took steps ahead keeping her all the time in my eyes.
"Assalam-u-Alikum everyone." And as i said, her magical eyes moved up to see me and as I expected the figure was freeze in shock.
Supressing my smile, i kept looking at her shock face. Her mouth filled with samosa was stopped, eyes widened hands freeze in the air and i could tell her breath were stopped too.
"I said Assalam-u-Alikum." Leaning a little closer to her, I said keeping her all the time in my eyes.
"Huh!" She just could say that and then she start coughing.
Coughing badly, she was trying to catch her breath and i was just looking at her who was tingling my heart making it more mad for her. On blue jeans, a red colour shirt with the matching stroller around her neck and her hair which were a little curly spread on her shoulders were making her more beautiful. Due to coughing, her cheeks and nose turned red.
"Are you okay Manahil?" Rubbing her back asked Haaniyah while i took a glass of water and sat on my knees in front of her.
Touching the glass of water with her lips i made her drink water while my eyes looked in her eyes which were filled with water.
"Are you okay?" I asked worried looking at the water running out of her eyes.
"I'm." Her slowly voice came but i lost again.
Lost in her those hypnotic eyes which again made me fall for her. The piece of meat on my left side start to run fast tingling me, pinching me sweetly as the feel of her love again risen in me, making me fall in love with her again and again and again and i just couldn't help but to kept looking at her.
"You please stand up." Her beautiful voice took me out of my lost condition.
Smiling a little, i moved back and stood up. Standing back i didn't avert my eyes from her who's eyes shiver was visible to me and so were her hands. With tissue, she cleaned her mouth but kept looking down, didn't bother to look up at me.
"Will you stop teasing her?" Haider's whisper came in my ear and i didn't hide the smile which spread on my lips on his words.
"Its just the start. You just wait and watch what I'm going to do." I said to Haider but keeping her in my eyes who was now saying something to Haaniyah.
"She's tired. I'm going to show her room." Said Haaniyah while me and Haider gave nod.
As she stood up, her eyes moved up a little to met with mine for once but again looking away she marched out holdibg Haaniyah's hand.
"God I'm crazy for her." Placing my hand on my heart, i said and turned to see him who was smilung.
"Thank you for calling her." Hugging him, I said as it was hard to control my happiness.
"Control bro. Will she accept this time?" His question made me move back and i looked at him
"This time i will made her accept my love and me. You just keep watching but there's a problem." I said and he looked at me confused.
"What?" He asked looking at me.
"My heart!" Placing my hand on my heart i said.
"It gets crazy when i see her." As i said we both burst into laughter.
"I wish you all the best and please hold your heart too for few days. By the way where is Shahvaiz? I didn't see him after the breakfast." Asked Haider and i shrugged my shoulders.
"I don't know. I haven't seen him either." Said I and we both walked toward his room.
Shanze's POV.
"Vaiz." Calling him again i touched his forehead and it was still burning.
I didn't know what to do. For the last 3 hours he was laying like this. First i thought that he's acting but now i was getting worried and when i touched his forehead it confirmed that he was burning in fever.
"Vaiz you okay?" I shook him but no answer i got.
"I think i should call Haider and Haaniyah." I thought and took steps to go out of the room.
As i opened the door i saw Kashan and Haider stabding and were about to knock the door.
"Hey is everything okay? We haven't seen you after breakfast so we thought to check on you both if you're okay?" Said Haider.
"No Vaiz is not fine. He has fever." I said and step aside to give them way.
Both entered and looked at Shahvaiz who was now a little shivering. I waked to him who was fully hidden in the blanket even his face was hidden now.
"Vaiz you okay?" Tried to take off the blanket from his face i called him but he was shivering more now.
"I think i should call a doctor." Saying Haider went out.
"First put one or two more blankets on him." Said kashan and nodding i went to take 2 bkankets.
Spreading them on him fully i waited for the doctor but his shivering body was makng me tense. He was burning in fever and there was nothing i could do.
Soon the doctor came and checked Shahvaiz. Giving him injection and some other medicine, he left while i took seat next to Vaiz who still had the fever.
"He'll be fine now till morning. You don't need to worry." On Haider's words i looked up.
"Thank you so much." I said as my eyes filled up with tears as he was in pain and i couldn't take it to me.
"No worries. You take care of him. Call me if you need anything." Haider said and both left while i kept seated there close to my vaiz.
He was still shivering. But the shiver was not that strong as it was before. I took seat next to next and kept waiting for him to come out from those blanket which were on him hiding him fully.
Manahil's POV.
"You take rest for now. See you at dinner." Saying Haaniyah left while i closed the door hurridly.
Resting my back with the door, I covered my mouth with my both hand still felt myself shock. Shocked on Kashan being here. I didn't know that he would be here.
"Why I came?!" Scolding myself i walked toward bed and held my head in my both hands, felt helpless.
I knew now there was no way to save myself from him. There was no way to be not with him and i knew he was going to tease me, going to ask those question which i couldn't answer. I was badly stuck. There was no other way to ran away.
"What would i do in front of him?" Asking myself i rubbed my both palms in tension while biting my lips and my mind was trying to think at least a way to avoid him but it was failing.
I was failing to think anything. Anything that could kept me far from him but i knew that was not possible. He won't stop from coming to me and i knew this time i won't be able to stop my heart from taking step toward him from accepting his love.
"What will I do?" With tears i thought and lay back on bed still with his thoughts on mind.
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Looking around i found the place empty. Slowly i took steps ahead toward the dinning as my stomach was now making voice. I was starving but only because of Kashan i missed my dinner but now it was getting difficult for me to stay hubgry. Checking time at my wrist watch when it was confirmed that all will be sleeping at midnight i took a breath of relieve and walked ahead toward the kitchen first to have something to eat.
Going in the kitchen i opened the refrigerator and took the meal out. Placing it in microwave i waited for it be warm. As i filled ny plate with chicken biryan, i filled a glass with coke. Looking at my dinner, my mouth filled up with water and i just wanted to eat it hurridly.
"Make a plate for me too." Srartled on the voice I turned and as i turned my eyes widened while feet moved back a step as he was standing so close just right behind me.
"You scared me." I said while placing my hand on my heart.
"Sorry for that but please take my dinner out too." He was saying but i could see his deep eyes on me only on my face but moving nor blinking just fixed on my face making me nervous.
"You...go. I'll bring it outside." I said tried to show myself confident but i was not.
"Fine. But.." He stopped and took steps closer while i moved back until my back touched the cabinets behind me making me stop.
He kept moving closer, closer and closer until he was just few inches away from me. My forehead filled up with sweat and i could feel my throat dry.
"Wh..at?" I managed to ask, tried hard to hide my nervousness.
"But this time you won't make me wait too long." He said as he leaned a little closer to my face and kept looking at me while i was lost in his eyes.
In his those eyes where i could the shine of tears. Those tears which were because of me. In his those eyes where i could see the pain. The pain of losing me. In those eyes where i could see the fear. The fear of losing me again.
"Don't make me wait anymore." Whispering,he didnt look away and i could see the tears brimming up in his eyes making mine eyes too to blur because of tears while my heart felt arch just with the feel of his pain.
But holding himself,he moved back and without looking at me again he walked out of the kitchen and my tears left my eyes to only flow on my cheeks.
"That's why i didn't want to come in front of you. I can't see you in pain. The pain of losing me." I mumbled to myself and cried a little to lighten the burden of my heart but soon i wiped my tears and took a plate for him too.
Composing myself i walked out with our dinner in my hands. My eyes landed on him who was already there on the dinning table waiting for me.
"Here." Placing his plate in front of him i said and he without looking at me start eating while i took seat in front of him.
Looking at once i start eating too. But there was all silence between us. I wanted him to speak to talk to me. To talk to his Manahil. All the words all the talks, he said to Tasavur i wanted it to say to me, to his Manahil but he was silent.
"Umm...how...are you?" I asked as i looked up at him.
"Leave me. Tell me how are you? All these years where were you? I thought we were friends or maybe more than friends but you just disappeared." He said all of sudden looking at me and my mouth hanged up, words lost.
What could i say. There was nothing i could reply in his question.
"Don't look away. Let me see in your eyes." He said as i was about to look away but it was difficult for me keep looking in his those eyes which were filled with my love.
"Kashan listen...I.." I didn't understand that what should I say.
"Okay sorry. I didn't mean to disturb you. Sorry for that." He said and again looked down at his plate to have his meal.
"So you become a rock star." I said still looking at him
"So you know." He questioned back and i looked away.
"Congratulations." I said still looking at everything around except him.
"Why don't you just keep looking at me." My eyes froze on his words and slowly i looked at him.
"At least after 10 years its my right to keep your eyes only on me. Your these eyes which never let me stay peaceful but haunt me all these years. These eyes where i can see only my reflection. 10 years ago i was there and still I'm there." He said pointing toward my heart making me lower my eyes .
"But you don't worry i won't be problem for you again as I'm getting married." Shocked on his words i looked at him.
What was he saying? He was getting married and I didn't know. He didn't even tell Tasavur about this.
"What?" I couldn't stop myself from shouting.
"Yes I'm going to marry soon." He said and i just couldn't stop the tears from brimming up in my eyes.
"I just met her about a month ago. She's so beautiful. I can feel you in her. When she stays with me i feel like you're there." He said and I looked at him surprised.
"What's...What's her name?" I asked prayed in heart not to hear the name i was thinking.
"Tasavur." And he said which was scaring me.
"Did...Did You asked her?" I asked tried not to cry in front of him.
"Not yet but i know she won't say no to me. After all I'm a rockstar." He laughed his last words.
"But i want to say that you don't need to be worried. I won't tease you anymore." He was saying and i was cursing myself for hurting him sgain.
He didn't know but i knew he couldn't be together with Tasavur. Because Tasavur and Manahil were one not two girls and i knew i was once again going to broke his heart. To break him badly.
Haider's POV.
I looked at Haaniyah who was still looking at them who were seated in front of them having their dinner but we knew there was something happening. Maybe many confessions.
"We should go to our room now." I said to her who gave a nod.
"Let's first check on shahvaiz and Shanze. I hope he's fine now." She said nodding i took steps ahead with her toward their room.
As we knocked the door shanze opened it.
"Sorry to disturb you. Is shahvauz okay?" I asked her who smiled.
"He's fine now. Thank you for your concern." She said and i gave a nod.
"Please take rest now. See you at morning." I said and holding Haaniyah's hand i walked toward our room.
As we entered the room i found her lost in some thoughts.
"What happened?" I asked her who looked at me.
"What you guys think of yourself? You all liked us in hanging between your love and you. I just don't know what to do with you boys?" She ws saying while taking off her jewellery but i was confused on her words.
What was her meaning? What was she saying? What she actually wanted to say. I was not understanding.
"Can you please tell me what you want to say?" I asked as i stood behind her who was combing her hair.
"How innocent you're. I'm talking about you boys. You all like to see us yearn for you boys. Poor shanze and poor me." She said and I looked at her more confused.
"What happened to Shanze?" I asked her because i was totally not understanding her meaning.
"When we went to ask about shahvaiz, I saw her pillow and blanket on couch. They were not sharing the same bed but there is some problem going between them and i knew it would be Shahvaiz. Otherwise Shanze is so beautiful and good girl." She said and i took a breath of reileve.
I got scared that why was she saying all this. My cute Haaniyah who got worried for everyone.
"They will solve it. You don't need to worry. " i said looking at her who was still looking angry.
"What were you saying about yourself? Why you called yourself poor?" I asked who turned to me on my queation.
"Yes poor me because my husbabd doesn't give me his attention." She startled me and with her every word she was taking a step closer to me pushing me back with her hand which was placed on my chest.
"Sorry?" I asked as i was still not understanding her.
"My husband wants to stay away from me. He doesn't like to touch me to love me. He likes to run away. He wants me to just yearn for him but he likes to tease me. He just don't want to blame himself for anything." She was saying still pushing me back in anger.
Holdibg her both hands in mine i pulled her closer in the circle of my arms.
"So what were you saying?" I asked but my eyes lost their selves in her face which was glowing like moon.
Her face was as glowing as moon. Her black beautiful hair spread around her shoulders and her fists clutching my collar in them and her beautiful deep black eyes on me.
"Tell me what were you saying?" Whispering i asked but i felt myself lost.
Lost in her who was pulling me to her. Her eyes lowered down and i could see the shiver of them. The colour of shyness appeared on her cheeks while her hands trembled on my collar as my fingers touched her face feeling her features.
"Let me take you back those days which were so memorable." Whispering in ear i kissed her earlobe and i could feel her nervousness.
"Haider leave me." She slowly said and i could feel her nervousness.
"Why? You want me to be close to you to touch you then why?" Pulling her closer i said but couldn't stop myself from kissing her pink cheeks which were turning more pink on my touch.
"Please." I heard her but i was not able to stop today.
"Just shut up." Whispering with loved i touched my lips with her and start kisding her.
I was dying to kiss her to feel her soft lips with me but till now i was stopping myself. Angling her face i just couldn't stop myself and start kissing her. Her hold on my collar clinched while i held her more tightly in my arms. Taking her dupatta from her shoulder i threw it away and start kissing her passionately. Juat like our first kiss. The first kiss which we shared years ago and now again i was kissing her just like that day. Biting and kissibg her lips i was taking her back to that day where we claimed each other with our first kiss.
"You're only mine." Whispering on her lips i gave a bite on her lower lip making her moan and she started to respond to my kiss.
Getting crazy for each other we were just kissing like there was no tomorror. Nibbling her her lips i was just enjoying the taste of her soft lips which were moulding with mine.
"Haider." Lack of breath she pulled back and took deep breaths while i just couldn't hold myself for another kiss.
Claiming her lips again i moved back holding her in my arms and we both of us fall on bed still in the position of kiss.
"I love you." I said as i was deeply engrossed in kissing her
She moaned beautifully while leaving her beautiful lips my lips made their way toward her chin to downward on her beautiful neck which was made to be kissed to be loved.
"Haider." I heard her to stop me but I was not going to.
Haaniyah's POV.
I was just feeling his lips kissing me intensily on my neck all around. I tried to stop him as i was not able to hold all the sensations running in my body. How he started all this i just didn't know. I was just teasing him didn't expect him that he'll start kissibg me. He kissed me few minutes ago was like a kiss of claiming and it really made me crazy for him more but now his sensuous touch was making it too difficult for me to stop him. In a trance his lips moved on my neck leaving rough and wet kisses making my eyes to roll back in pleasure while i let myself flow in these sensations he was giving me.
"Moan my name Haaniyah." I bite my lips in shyness on his words as he took my shirt off from my shoulder and placed his hot lips there to kiss me.
"Haider." A slow moan escaped my lips as he placed another kiss there.
"Again." Demanded he this time gave wet kisses along on my shoulder to my collarbone making my head to move back but i felt my breath stuck as his hand slightly went inside my shirt to touch me.
"Again." Whispered he pinned his teeth below my collarbone making me hiss in pain.
"Haider." Restless for him i moaned and then he gave another bite a little harder this time.
"Haider please." Getting restless for him i said feeeling his sensuous touch on my stomach.
"I love you." He whispered still kissing me on my neck while i was just moaning and a smile was touching my lips.
Before we could go any further a knock disturbed us. Haider moved back and looked at me. Again we heard a knock on the door making of us to got up. I took dupatta from the ground and walked toward the washroom while Haider went to open the door.
With beatibg heart i was just trying to control myself. Shy smile was not leaving my lips thinking about our closeness. I was lost in thinking about us when a knock on yhe door startled me.
"Haaniyah."
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