Chapter 35.

Haaniyah's POV.

"I'm so tired." Stepping in the room I said and freed my feet immediately from those high heel which I never liked.

"Tired?" He asked coming in behind me and I gave a nod while laying back on the bed and closed my eyes.

"My feet. It's so paining. Who brought these heels." I said twisting my feet and looked at him who took off his shoes and coat.

My eyes tangled for once in his handsome look. Today in our Vallima he was looking so handsome that It was hard for me to not look at him. And now even I was so tired but my eyes still wanted to keep looking at him. Holding his sleeves on his forearm, he walked toward while I closed my eyes.

My eyes snapped open as I felt his hands on my feet.

"What are you doing?" I asked and tried to pull back my feet from him.

"Shhh...keep laying there." He said as his fingers slightly start moving on my feet to give a massage.

"Stop it Haider.  Don't touch my feet." I said and tried to get up but pushing me back again he held my feet tightly.

"Don't move or I'll bite you." He said making me eyes wide while chuckled and keep massaging my feet.

He keep massaging my feet and I keep looking at him who was making my heart flutter.  With his love, I felt myself so lucky girl. Whenever I looked in his eyes I could see an ocean of love for me. His love was pulling me more to him. Making my heart beat increased.

"Why you love me so much?" I asked looking at him who was looking down at my feet.

"Huh?!" He looked up and smiled.

"Because you're my life." He said and pressed his lips on my feet and I smiled.

"And everyone loves their life. That's why I love you so much." He said placing my feet on his heart making me smile.

Pulling my feet back,i got up and moved closer to him. Resting my head on his heart, I wrapped my arms around him.

"Thank you Haider." I said feeling him and he wrapped his arms around me.

"Thank you for coming back to me." He said rested his chin on my head and I closed my eyes.

"You love me so much right?" I asked and looked up at him who smiled and pressed his lips on my nosetip.

"I love you so much. More than anything." He said hugging me back.

"I'm sleepy." I said snuggling more in his arms.

"Sleep then." He said holding me firmly.

"I've to change first." Moving back, i said with my half open eyes.

"That I can do it if you don't mind." Winking, he said and my eyes go wide and I straightened myself.

"No thanks. I can do it by myself." I said and was about to step down the bed when he pulled me back and leaned on me making me lay back on the bed.

"You can't escape from me tonight." Whispering closer, he leaned more closer to my face and I felt my breath stopping on his intense look.

"You know...!" He paused while his fingers touched my ear to take my earring out.

"I want to be so close to you but.." He paused as he took my other earring out.

"But?" I asked looking in his those captivating eyes.

"I'm stopping myself." He said and his hands ran on my neck making me gasp and he pulled out the necklace.

"I'm stopping myself from doing anything." Leaning closer to my lips, he stopped and I felt my brearh hitch in my chest while I felt my lips burning with his breath falling on it.

"Haider." I whispered his name while my lips shivered in anticipation.

"Don't stop yourself." Whispered closed to him as my eyes captured his plump lips.

Holding his shirt, I pulled him closer and wrapped my arms around his neck while he cupped my face slamming his lips on mine making my eyes go close and so did his.

"Haaniyah." Whispering on my lips, he start kissing me passionately and I couldn't stop myself from kissing him back.

Pulling him closer,I kissed him with all my love while his fingers ran on my neck making me moan and lost in his touch. Biting on my lips, he deepen the kiss making me lost completely.  I was not understanding that how his touch,his kiss was giving me these sensations. How I was getting crazy for all this. How I was craving more for his touch.

"Haider." I whispered on his lips while kissing him back with same passion.

We were so busy in kissing each other that all of sudden, I felt a sharp pain rising in my head making me squeal.

"Haider." Pulling back, i closed my eyes tightly while held my head.

It was hurting as hell. I was not able to open my eyes.

"Haaniyah What happened?" I heard him but didn't open my eyes as I couldn't.

"Haider my head." I yelled holding my head as tears start coming out of my eyes.

Haider's POV.
"Haaniyah look at me." Holding her face I said looking at her who was  moving her head on pillow here and there and many tears were rushing out her eyes making me scared.

"Haaniyah." I called her again but she was crying continuously while holding her head and I was getting scared panicked.

"Haaniyah did you take your medicine?" I asked her and she shook her headcas no.

Going down from the bed immediately, I ran toward thecdrawer whee her medicines were.  I opened it and took out her medicines with a blink of eye and rushed back to her. Taking the pills out i filled the glass with water and leaned closer to her.

"Haaniyah take medicines." Making her sit a little I placed pills in her mouth and made hercdrink water.

As she gulp the medicines I pulled her in my arm and start caressing her back and with other hand I start running my fingers in her hair to give her relieve.

"You'll be fine. Nothing will happened to you." Making her head rest on my chest I wrapped my arms around her and said.

Her shivering body started to get relax and so was her headache gone. I keep caressing her head a little and tried to stop my tears which were ready to come out. It was hurting a lot to see her in pain. 

"I shouldn't do this." I said to myself as I was feeling that always my closeness made her hurt.

Every time I was closer to her she felt the pain. My closeness was disturbing her. I had to maintain my distance with her. Until she get well till then I've to be at distance.

"I won't touch you now." Whispering I closed my eyes while leaning back with her in my arms who was now in sleep.

"I won't tease you now. I can't see you in pain." I said holding her closer to my heart.

Shanze's POV.

We landed on Lahor airport but like strangers. This journey we started as friends to become companions but now we were standing together like strangers. My eyes were filling up with tears again and again as his cold behaviour was killing me. The more my heart wanted to embrace him,the more coldness he was showung.

Stepping out of the airport we get in our car and the driver start running it on the huge road while we both were on two corners of the car looking out of the car. I was crying silently. How he can think like that? How could he regret on what happened between us. It was hurting me more.

The journey ended and we both stepped in our house after losing our friendship frankness and the beauty of our relation. Hiding my tears, I formeda smile on my lips before getting in.

"Mama." I called with a happy smile and ran to her who was all surprised to see us.

"Welcome Bacha." Hugging me she said and I held her tightly and tried to stop my tears from coming out.

"What happened Shanze? You okay beta?" Mom asked and I moved back with a fake smile.

"Of course I'm fine. It's just that I missed you." I said and hugged her again.

"We missed you too but why you came all of sudden? You've returned soon." Mom said and I moved back to see Dad.

"We missed you so much so we came back." I heard Shahvaiz and I hugged Dad.

"My princess is okay?" Dad asked and I nodded.

"I'm fit and fine. What about you? You look weak." I said looking at him.snd he smiled.

"I'm good beta g. Come let's have tea together and it's so good to see you both here. I was really missing you." Dad said and we all settled down in front if each other.

Dad and mom start asking about our honeymoon and we were giving them answers. Some true and some fake.  I looked up at him who was seated next to mom talking to her with a smile and my heart hurt. I never knew that my heart will start beating for him so easily and soon.  And he was seated like what happened between us was nothing to him. I let him touch me kiss me because my heart surrender to him. And here he was breaking my that heart which was still crazy for him.

He was regretting and that was hurting me more. Maybe I couldn't touch his heart for once.

"Dad I'll be resting now. Talk to you at evening." I said looking at Dad who have a nod with a smile and I rushed from thereas now it was getting hard for me to control my tears.

Closing the door behind me, i broke down into tears and covered my mouth to stop my hiccups. 

"Vaiz." I cried all the pain out i was feeling in my heart.

Shahvaiz's POV.

I was looking at her who was showing me her bsck. Our room had only a night bulb on and I was still awake. Looking at her back i tried to stop my tears to come out. So restlessness I was feeling in my heart.

I was feeking bad for coming back all of sudden but I didn't had any other option. I never knew that my act with Rebecca will create so much problem that will end our friendship our frankness and beauty if our relation.

That day I wanted to see Shanze's reaction on Rebecca with me and what I saw was unexpected. I was just trying to make her jealous but it turned all to wrong way and I made her cry. I made my Shanze cry and then what I dud was more erong. I crosses my all limits and boundaries. I didn't had to do that. I hurt her. I knew that's why she was looking so sad not talking to me.

"I'm sorry Shanze." I said looking at her back.

"I'm really sorry." I said and wiped my tears and lay back on bed.

Manahil's POV.
"I want to see you." He repeated the words but I was still shocked.

What he asked?

"W..why?" I asked and looked away coming out of the sgovk.

"I just want to see you." He said again vomingvin front if me.

"Just for once I want to see you." He said and I felt his eyes going wet.

"Kashan you okay?" I called him.who was looking at me without blinking.

"I'm..fine. So will you show me your face?" He asked again and I gave a negative shook.

"No." I said looking away.

"Sometimes it's not good to test someone so much." He said and I looked at him who had his gaze on me and I saw his eyes going red with tears but looking away he out on his black goggles and slipped his hands in his jeans pocket and walked ahead toward the water.

"Where are you going?" I yelled as I saw him going in the water.

"I'm planning to die." He yelled back while going deeper in the water and I ran after him.

"Kashan don't be mad. Come out." I said looking at his knees which were going deeply in the water.

"Please." My voice cracked with tears as I saw him going more in the water.

"Manahil." He yelled my name while looking up at the sky.

"Kashan please come back." I cried while moving faster in the water to reach him but he was still far from me.

"I love you. Love you Mabahil.  Are you listening." He yelled again and I cried looking at his craziness.

"I'm listening Kashan. I'm watching." I said in heart and ran to hold him.

Holding his arm, I stopped him from going any further and pulled him out with me.

"Are you out of your mind?" I said looking at him who was almost drenched and so was I.

"Love make a person crazy don't you think!" He asked with a heart taking smile on his face.

"Shut up. Come out of your love now." I said angrily.

My heart was still beating in fear. He was thinking all this a game or fun. I thought I've just lost him and he was here smiling like an idiot.

"My life is nothing without her love you know." He said with a smile and I just keep looking at him.

"She doesn't love you. She left you and never came back. Then why are you ruining yourself. Stay happy in your life with your family." I said tried to convince him as I knew we couldn't be together ever.

"She's all I have. Otherwise I'm all alone in this huge world. And she loves me more than me." He said leaning closer to my face.

"Manahil loves me right? Since we played the match and Manahil lost her heart to me. Right?" He was saying or asking I couldn't understand.

But all the memories start flashing on my mind. From the day to now every moment I lived with him and without him. My eyes filled up with tears and I looked away from his heated eyes.

"For that answer you've to find Manahil." I said and again looked at him still holding my tears back.

"She's here. I don't need to find her." He said making me scared with the thought that did he find out that Tasavur was Manahil !?

"W..where?" I asked and he smiled taking a step back.

"Here." Pointing toward his heart he said and I took a brearh of relieve.

"Let's go now. I'm getting late to go home." I said and he ran to joining my feet.

"You're a good friend I found agreed many years." He said coming in front if me walking on back steps while wearing cap.

"Walk straight. And do you miss your friends?" I asked as I remembered Haaniyah.

"So much. My only friend who was first my biggest enemy." He said and I lookedcat him confused.

"Haider. His name is Haider." He said and I saw him lost with a light smile.

"Leave it. Come. Have dinner with me tonight." He said holding my hand but I pulled it back immediately.

"I'm not coming. I've to go home." I said as now i want to go back in the reality.

I didn't want to live this dream anymore now. Tasavur or Manahil in any condition I couldn't be with him. I knew.

"You're coming." He said and again took my hand in his and dragged me with him toward the car and I remain silent this time.

"Kashan I want to go home please." Getting in the car I said but he gave negative nod to me.

"Tonight I don't want to be alone." He said and I looked at him confused whose eyes wetness was not hidden from me.

"Why? What is so special ?" I asked who started the car and his car start running on the road.

"Kashan." I called him.again who didn't answer.

"It's not special but painful." He said while blinking his eyes again and again and I could see teaes brimming up in them.

"It's the day when she left." He said and I looked down feeling do bad.

"She left without saying anything.  Without telling anything. How can she even do that?" He stopped the car and rested his head on the steering wheel and I held my tears back.

I knew I was bad. Very bad. I hurt him a lot. But there was nothing I could do. Just to shed teaes with him.

"Why you left Manahil?" He almost cried and I could see his tears falling on the steering wheel.

"Hey rockstar." I called him and he looked up at me.

"You said she didn't go anywhere but she's here with you in your heart. She'll come back for sure." I said and moved closer to wipe his tears.

"Don't cry please." I said and he smiled while moving back.

"She has to come back. I know." He said smiling again and I smile too under the veil.

"What are you going to serve me tonight? I'm so hungry." I said looking at him who smiled.

"My heart." He said and my eyes widened and he laughed which made me smile too.

"I can't take your heart because there is Manahil living and there's no place for Tasavur I guess." I said and he gave a proper nod.

"True. But I can make place for you there." He said winking with a smile and I laughed with him and he started the car.

Haider's POV.

I was looking at her who was sleeping peacefully in my arms. All the night I spent like this. All the night I keep looking at her hearing her sleep.  Giving myself believe that she was okay. Touching her forehead I removed her hair and slowly pressed my lips there.

Moving back I again start looking at her while caressing her jaw. Slowly her opened up on my touch and I smiled looking at her.

"Good morning Mrs Haider." I said looking at her who smiled back and hugging and again closed  her eyes once again.

"Still sleepy?" I asked her and she gave a nod.

"I'm sleepy." She said holding me tightly and I held her back in my arms.

"You okay now?" I asked caressing her head.

"Haider." She called me and pulled back to see me.

"I'm fine now. Don't worry." She said looking in my eyes and I nodded.

"You scared me." I said and she smiled.

"I'm sorry." She said which made me smile.

"Why are you sorry? Just take care of yourself okay?" I said and she nodded and hugged me again and I gladly took her in my arms.

"Haider." She called again.

"Yes my life." I said running my fingers in her hair.

"Will you tell me that how I met with this accident which made me lost my all beautiful memories with you." She said and I closed my eyes going back in those days which were as hell.

Kashan's POV.
"Welcome." I said looking at her who was standing on the entrance of my house.

She stepped in with me and we both walked ahead toward the living hall. I was happy no I was do much happy that finally my Manahi was standing in my house. Not as a reporter but as a friend. She didn't know that I knew her. I knew that she was my Manahil.  She was looking around the house and I was looking at her who's eyes were only visible to me.

"I wanted to say that day too but stopped myself. Your house is so beautiful." She said and I smiled.

"I made this for her. She loves red colour and I like white. So I made the combination of these two colours." I said looking at my huge house.

"It's beautiful." She said and I smiled.

"You please sit.  I just come." I said and nodding she took seat while I walked up stairs toward my room.

I was so happy. My heart was flutter as she was here. My Manahil was here. In my house as my guest. Going in my room I took my clothes and went to change it hurriedly. Coming out wearing my white pant with navy blue colour shirt which had white lines on it I ran out of the room to see her.

But my feet stopped on the stairs.  Going two steps back I hide myself behind the piller and looked at her who just opened her veil and took a deep breath but I was stuck. My eyes stuck to her beautiful face which was in front of me. My eyes filled up with tears and heart beat more faster.
Her eyes her thin nose her soft pink lips her beautiful chin and her beautiful cheeks. After 10 years I was looking at her.

"It's you Manahil. It's really you." I thought looking at her glowing face.

"It's really you." I said as my tears left my eyes.

I saw her wiping her face with her stroller and again she straightened it on her head and made a veil again covering her beautiful face. And it again hidden in the veil. Wiping my tears i held my beating heart which was going crazy I stepped down the stairs.

"Sorry  for making you wait." I said stopping in front of her andshe stood up.

"That's okay." She said and I could imagine her lips forming into smile. A  smile i was crazy for.

I keep looking at her who was beating in my heart. How badly I wanted to take her in my arms. But I stopped myself.

"Come let's have dinner." I said and she noddedand I walked ahead.

The dinner served on the table and I pulled a chair for her. She sat and I sat in front if her and saw her playing with fingers.  Nervousness and fear were visible on her face.

"You don't worry. I won't look at you." I said looking at her and passed her a plate so that she can serve herself.

"Promise I won't look at you." I said and served my plate and look down as I want her to sat properly.

I felt her eating but I didn't look up at her. I keep looking down on my plate. I keep eating and keep feeking her gazeon me.

"Don't look at me.  Or you'll fall in love with me." I said with a smile still looking down.

"What if I'm already in love with you?" I heard her which made my lips to smile more.

"Really? Poor me. Stuck in two girls." I said and heard her giggle.

"So who will choose." She asked.

"Hmm...that's quite difficult." I said leaning back on my chair but still with lower eyes.

"You love her so much na? But can't you move on." She said and I smiled.

"See this." I said while taking my wrist watch out.

"You know who gave this to me?" I said looking at the watch while my mind went 10 years back.

Those memories who were painful and hurtful. Those days which I never wanted to remember. But for now I had to go back to those days where I lost her. I lost my Manahil.

A/N:: Assalam-o-Alikum readers.

How are you all?

Finally the past is going to revealed.  I'm so tired after writing two chapters.  I hope you enjoyed the chapters.

Kashan and Haider both are stuck in their love. For their girls they have to suffer more.
And that stupid Shahvaiz who us hurting his Shanze a lot. Will he be able to understand her.

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