-Chapter 98

"Maybe I pulled out." Niall suggested as we sat together in the private waiting room, so of course, nobody sees Niall Horan here. It's been a month since my birthday and much to my despair I have been having the signals, so we are waiting for the doctor to see if I am, (probably) carrying Niall's child.

"Niall, the chances of you having pulled out when you were piss drunk are as slim as the chance of me not being pregnant." I sigh and run a hand through my hair, tugging at it slightly. Niall took my hand from my hair, holding it between both of his. He looked quite unnerved but can you blame him? I mean, what if I am pregnant. What will we do? What about his career, even mine. I mean, I can't be travelling around as a makeup artist with a baby.

"Maybe you aren't pregnant though." He tried to sound optimistic as he squeezed my hand.

"Niall, please don't be so delusional." I sighed and look up at him. "I've been puking every morning and I mean, feel my belly." I sighed and placed his hand on it. He rubbed it gently and kissed my lips.

"Well, if you are, I'll take care of you both, seeing as it is my fault." He sighed and rested his head on my shoulder. "You'll not go through this alone, because I love you and if theres a baby in there," He patted my belly. "then I love that baby too." He smiled up at me, making my heart feel warm.

"I hope she hurries up, I'm about to wet myself here." I say, looking up at Niall. He chuckled lowly and rubbed my hand reassuringly. A few minutes later the nurse appeared in the doorway, much to my relief but I knew she was going to shout on me, which was what I was dreading.

"Jenny Johnson." The nurse called my name and my eyes widened. I looked down at Niall as he sat up. He coaxed me on and helped me stand up, walking down the hall with me. He held me protectively as we walked, wrapping an arm around my waist. "Don't look so worried." The nurse chuckled once we were on the room. I took a seat on the bed while Niall sat on the chair adjacent to it, still holding my hand. I was instructed to lay down, which I obliged. I stared at the ceiling as the woman put cold jelly on my belly, shivering a little and then turning my face away from the screen so I could look at Niall instead.

"I don't want to look." I announced, staring at Niall and he looked back into my eyes, probably not wanting to look either. Niall brought my hand up to his mouth and pressed his lips to it as he kept his gaze in my eyes.

"Jenny," The nurse smiled, nudging me gently to look. Niall looked up at the screen, I gauged his reaction and decided it was a good one because he was smiling brightly. Maybe I'm not pregnant then so? I hesitantly moved my head to the left and peered at the screen and up at the nurse. "Look, there's your little baby." She smiled and pointed to what looked like an acorn to me. My eyed widened and I gulped, looking over at Niall again. He was still smiling brightly.

"Jenny," He smiled excitedly. "We're having a baby." He grinned, kissing my cheek. I gave him a small smile back but I couldn't help but feel slightly worried. Fuck.. what is my mom going to say... I never even thought of that.

"I- I'm pregnant?" I asked the nurse, looking over at her, not in shock but more in denial. I did not want to be pregnant.

"Yes," She chuckled. "About four weeks, there's your little one there." She smiled and tapped the screen. "You can't really make it out yet, but there it is," She was cut short by me.

"You bastard!" I yelled and slapped Niall's face, making her eyes widen. Niall immediately grabbed his cheek and looked up at me like "What was that for?!" but stayed quiet, more in shock that I slapped him rather than anything else.

"I'll leave you two to talk." She quietly said, handing me some tissues to wipe off my stomach.

"What was that for?" Niall quietly looked up at me, with bright blue eyes, rubbing his reddening cheek.

"You got me pregnant!" I exclaimed, gripping a tissue tight in my hand and starting to cry, my emotions all over the place.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Jenny, come here." He cooed and opened his arms for me, patting his lap. I sullenly stood up and sat down on his lap. He took the tissues from my hand and gently wiped off my belly for me. "Look, I know you're in shock, I know this is hard for you to take in, but we have a little baby in here." He placed both his hands on my stomach. "Something we made through love." He gently kissed my neck. "And I love this baby, I know you do too." He softly said, turning me in his lap then to face him.

"I- I know I just I- I don't want to r-ruin your life or career or even my own." I cried and dropped my head to his shoulder.

"This baby won't ruin anything." Niall stated, rubbing my back gently. "I love this baby already." He kissed my forehead. "It's a bonus to the relationship we already have." He smiled.

"But Niall, what about our careers and that?" I ask, looking up at him. "We can't travel with a newborn."

"Well, we don't have to worry about that yet, but if I had to, I would take a break from my career so I could be with you and the baby." He kissed my lips this time. "Jenny, I will do anything for you two now, I don't care, I don't. I will do anything."

"I love you so much." I hugged him tightly. "I'm sorry for slapping you." I stroked his red cheek gently and looked up into his eyes.

"It's okay." He shrugged. "I understand you were angry and confused." He said and kissed me again. "Let's just go yeah?" He smiled at me and helped me stand up. I smiled at him and went to bend down for my bag when he stopped me. "Hey, hey, watch our little one, don't be knocking him or her around." He chuckled and helped me stand up, bending down himself then and picking up my bag for me.

I chucked at his over protectiveness and he lead me back to the car which took us to the tour bus again, where the boys were, oblivious to the knowledge of where we even just were. He helped me walk up the steps and then sat me down on the couch, wrapping me in a blanket and getting me a glass of water. "I'm your servant for the next eight months." He smiled, kissing the top of my head gently before sitting down next to me.

"Where were you two?" Liam asked, sitting down next to Niall. "We have the concert now, so you better get a move on it." He patted Niall's back.

"No, I'm not going tonight." He shook his head. "I'm staying with Jenny, she needs me." He stated, smiling at me.

"No, Niall, just go, I'm totally fine here." I insisted, placing my hand atop of his.

"Jenny, I'm staying tonight, just so we can talk about everything." He said.

"Talk about what?" Louis asked, entering the room, soon followed by Harry.

"Uh.." He scratched the back of his head and looked over at me as though asking for permission. I couldn't say no, I mean he tells these boys everything so of course he's going to tell them this. "I uh.. Jenny's pregnant." He said and their jaws dropped before Liam squealed loudly and congratulated us, the other boys not long following his suit.

"I thought I gave you that condom for a reason." Louis joked, nudging Niall as he reminded him of the time Niall asked him for a condom.

"Sh'up Lou." He rolled his eyes while Liam rambled on to me about all this baby stuff I wasn't even listening to. Niall started telling the boys then all the details, showing them the picture from the scan we got. They were all so excited and happy for us. I was still a little bit nervous. All that was swarming in my head was, how am I going to tell my mother?

"I bet you'll have the cutest baby ever." Harry smiled as he sat down next to me. "I mean you're hot and Niall's hot." He said making me look at him weirdly.

"Are you drunk?" I asked him and he chuckled.

"No, no." He shook his head, placing his foot on his knee and smiling at me. "Just being honest." He shrugged and Niall started laughing loudly at him.

"Imagine when we tell the fans." Niall smiled. "They're gonna freak out and be all excited because I'm going to be a dad." He chuckled and looked over at me. "Everyone will be jealous of you." He kissed my forehead. "Carrying my little one."

"Management won't be happy though." Liam looked over at us and I gulped. Fuck, I bet we will be in shit.

"Okay everyone leave, go to your concert, Jenny and I are gonna cuddle and talk, so fuck off everyone." He said, standing up and pushing all the boys out of the room. "Tell them I'm puking." He yelled after them and Louis gave him a thumbs up.

"Niall," I looked up at him, with worry in my eyes once the boys were gone. He looked down and raised his eyebrows as though telling me to carry on. "Niall, what about my mom?" I asked and even Niall's eyes widened.

"Fuck, I never even thought on her." He stood up and started pacing the floor. "She's scarier than management." He said, looking over at me, a very evident look of worry covering his features.

"Yeah, I know." I nodded and gulped myself. I started to nibble on my nails nervously because I do not know how she will take this. More than likely she won't take it well anyways. But there will only be one way to find out.

We'll have to tell her.

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"Niall, I can't go in." I shook my head, placing a hand over my stomach as we sat in Niall's car in my mom's driveway. "She's going to freak." I gulp. It's been a few weeks since we found out about the pregnancy and we finally, only got home now. I need to tell her in person, even if that is a lot more intimidating and frightening.

"Come on, everything will be okay." He replied, rubbing my shoulders gently which was a bit awkward considering we were sitting in the car.

"No Niall, she's gonna hate you, I know she will." I said, my eyes filling with tears.

"Look, stop jumping conclusions okay?" He said, wiping under my eyes. "And who cares if she hates me, I'm pretty sure she already hates me anyways so it really doesn't matter." He smiled reassuringly, reaching over and kissing my cheek. "Now come on, if she starts to yell or get angry, we will leave right away." He told me. I nodded timidly and got out of the car. He walked, with his hand on my back as we walked to the door.

"Jenny!" Joanna yelled when I opened the door, running down the stairs and throwing herself into my arms. "I missed you so much." She said, hugging me tightly.

"Hey, hey careful." Niall said to her when she basically flung herself at me. He was obviously thinking of our baby.

"Why?" She questioned, pulling back and looking at Niall.

"You'll find out in a while." He chuckled nervously as my mom walked down the stairs.

"Jenny." My mother smiled and came, giving me an awkward hug, which made Niall have to stop himself from laughing at the face I made at him. "What are you doing home?" She questioned, looking me up and down.

"We have some news." Niall smiled, coming over, wrapping a arm around my waist and smiling at my mom as we walked to the living room.

"Please, don't tell me you're getting married." She said, looking between Niall and I. Niall placed his hand on my stomach and then quickly retracted it when he realised what he was doing and the signs he could be sending. Joanna's eyes widened as they followed Niall's hand and then she looked up at me, obviously putting two and two together but waiting for one of us to say it.

"No, no, we're not getting married." He shook his head, chuckling lightly. "Not yet anyways." He mumbled, looking down at his feet. I looked up at him with a raised eyebrow when he said this and my mum tapped her foot impatiently against the wooden floor. "We're uh.. expecting.." He trailed off, looking up at her and I was just glad I didn't have to say it because I was far too nervous, which I knew Niall sensed.

"Are you sure you don't want it to be marriage instead?" She asked when he said this. He chuckled nervously and shook his head.

"No, no, we're having a baby." He smiled and Joanna squealed and ran to me, hugging me again.

"I'm going to be an auntie!" She excitedly exclaimed, looking up at Niall and then up at me.

"Yeah." I smiled and ruffled her hair which made Niall smile widely because at least she was happy.

"Jenny, you two can't have a baby now." My mum said, ruining our moment of bliss together. I sighed deeply and ran a hand over my face, mentally preparing myself for my mother yelling at me.

"Why not?" I asked as Niall rubbed my belly gently. "I love him, he loves me and we want this." I sigh, looking up at her.

"Because, you're only twenty-one, you have your whole life ahead of you and how can you be a travelling makeup artist with a newborn?" She questioned.

"I don't know mom, Niall said we would work something-"

""Niall said."" She mocked. "No! You have to think on your life Jenny!" She exclaimed. "Why did you agree to have a baby with him?!"

"Calm down." Joanna looked up at her.

"I uh.. didn't agree.." I trailed off, looking down at my feet. Niall cleared his throat and looked over at the wall awkwardly.

"This wasn't planned!" She yelled and Niall walked over to me, holding my body tight against his side in a protective manner.

"Please don't yell, it's not good for the baby." Niall said, placing a protective hand on my stomach and looking directly at my mother.

"If she wasn't pregnant I'd be telling you where to go and never come back." She snapped at Niall while Joanna gulped and sat down on the sofa. I hate that she has to watch and listen to my mom fighting with me all the time. It must affect her.

"Mom stop, stop shouting in front of Joanna, it's not right." I say and she rolled her eyes.

"You're pregnant Jenny!" She exclaimed. "And it's all your fault." She poked Niall in the chest which only made him hold me tighter.

"If you don't stop yelling at her I will leave and take her with me." Niall calmly stated.

"Oh no, she is not going anywhere with you." She eyed him up and down. Niall looked at her unconvinced, knowing in all fairness he had the upper hand with me.

"She lives with me." He stated, furrowing his eyebrows.

"I don't care! You got my daughter pregnant Niall, you've ruined her life." She sighed.

"Mom, this baby is not ruining my life." I look over at her. "If it was I would of aborted it when I found out and I wouldn't be standing right here." I bit my lip. "Mom, please, I want this baby, I love Niall and this baby." I rub my tummy, looking down at it and up at her hopefully.

"Alright, but don't come back to me crying, looking for help when Niall leaves you and this baby." She said, looking up at Niall and then over at me.

"I won't leave either of them." He firmly stated while Joanna smiled at me.

"I'm really happy for you two." She grinned and my mother gave her a glare. "What mom?" She questioned. "If they're happy, what does it matter?" She defended us.

"Because she's twenty-one." My mom pointed out. "She's so young."

"How old were you when you had Marcus?" Joanna raised an eyebrow at her and so did I. She coughed something incoherant under her breath. "What?" Joanna cupped her ear. "We can't hear you."

"What does it matter what age I was." She snapped.

"How old?" I asked and even Niall looked interested.

"Nineteen." She mumbled under her breath.

"You were nineteen when you had Jenny's brother?" Niall exclaimed and then coughed awkwardly when he realised that was not an appropriate way to react.

"Pregnant at eighteen." I added in, smirking at her. "So don't be a hypocrite." I said to her. "We want this baby just like you wanted Marcus."

"Whatever, fine." She sighed and Joanna rolled her eyes behind my mom.

"Congratulate them." Joanna demanded. "Mom, you should be happy for Jenny, you'll be a grandmother and maybe this way you'll see her more." Joanna tried to assure her optimistically.

"Congratulations then." She unenthusiastically said, glaring at Niall after she said it.

"Thank you." I smiled as Niall rubbed my belly. "Want to see the ultrasound picture?" I ask and Joanna nodded, already running over to us. Niall reached into his pocket, taking out his wallet where it was and pulling out the photo, showing Joanna.

"There's the head." He pointed to it, smiling proudly. "Look Lisa." He said to my mother and showed her. She gave a non-commital grunt and glared at him, with her arms folded. Joanna sighed and turned back to us, telling us how excited she was, smiling brightly at us.

We stayed for a while and then took Joanna to Niall's house for the night as I have barely seen her this weather.

"She didn't take it as bad as I thought she would." I said to Niall and he nodded in agreement.

"I thought she was going to murder me when I said it. The look she gave me was death." Niall chuckled, still somewhat nervously.

"I'm actually so excited though, I'm going to be an auntie!" She smiled brightly and we both nodded, smiling at her. "I'm sure mom will be fine with it once the baby is born." She said to us.

"Only one can hope." Niall sighed, tapping his fingers against the steering wheel nervously as he waited for the traffic light we were stopped at to turn green.

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Niall's POV

I watched her as she slept. I couldn't sleep though. I have been having a lot of restless nights these days. I mean fuck, no wonder I am.

She's having my fucking baby.

I portray a calm, rational Niall to her. Fuck, I've gotten a better actor since being on iCarly because I have never been so unnerved and frightened in my life. I don't know how to look after a baby! I'm still a kid at heart myself.

I love her and this kid though, I love this kid a lot and I haven't even met the little bugger yet. I do want this kid, but I'm scared. Scared of being a dad, telling the public, looking after Jenny and this kid.

I don't care what this child does to my career though. I will take a break from my career and help Jenny raise the child if I have to. I will, no problem. I will do anything for the people I love and I love Jenny and this baby.

But who in the right mind wouldn't be scared if they were in my shoes. I mean, I don't even know how to hold a baby properly! Or so the fans say anyways. 'Support the head Niall! You're killing the baby!' is all I get on Twitter. I don't even know how to support a damn baby head, how am I meant to be a full time father?!

I reached down and gently rubbed Jenny's stomach as she slept. My little kid is in there. What we made together. It's so strange to think a baby is growing in there. I smiled softly at the thought. Our baby.

"Hi little one." I whispered, pushing the covers down so I was face to face with Jenny's stomach. "I don't know if you can hear yet, I was never great with biology so I don't know when you babies get ears, but I just wanted to say hi." I whispered softly, rubbing her belly. "I'm your daddy." I smiled softly as I spoke. "Don't tell your mammy but I'm kind of scared to meet you. I don't know if I'll be a good dad or not." I sighed. "I'm sure y'er mammy will teach me, but I'm sorry if I screw up sometimes in advance. I'm gonna try my hardest for you, little 'un." I smiled, gently kissing her stomach. "I love you so much already and I'm going to do anything I can for you. Anything you need, you got it, okay?" I smiled. "And I'm going to take good care of y'er mammy too, I'll be a good boyfriend to her and maybe someday, when you're older, you might be at our wedding." I giggle at the thought.

"That's a long way into the future though." I chuckled lightly. "But I think y'er mammy is the one." I said to the baby that I didn't know could hear or not. "Look at me, two in the morning sitting here talking to you about marrying y'er ma." I chuckled. "Soon, you'll be waking me crying at two in the morning. Don't wake y'er mammy, okay? She needs her beauty sleep, if you need anything at night you have to cry only for me to hear." I smile and kiss her slightly swollen belly once more. "Okay, little 'un, I better sleep. Night, night, I love you." I softly said and put her shirt, or more so, my shirt back down.

I pulled Jenny into my arms. She groaned lowly and then wrapped herself around me like a koala. I smiled, kissing the top of her head and closing my eyes to go to sleep, subconsciously rubbing Jenny's stomach as I did.

I can't wait until I meet this little one, then I'll have two people in this world to love and protect.

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A/N ohhhhh almost the endddddd !!!!! It's getting so close now, I can't wait!! I'm am so excited for the sequel , I was actually editing the description today because I changed the end to this book that I had planned hehehe ;)

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