-Chapter 8
We walked off the bus and all the fans that were standing outside the gates started to get excited. They began screaming but Niall didn't even look at them. One of the girls had a very loud voice and shouted "Niall, is she your girlfriend?"
Niall didn't reply though, he just kept walking. They were shouting on him to come over but he didn't. We walked through the neatly mowed grass over to a tree that was quite a bit away from the fans. The started moving closer to us around the fence, but they could only get so close anyways.
We sat under a tree so we had a bit of shade from the sun. "Aren't you gonna go over to them?" I asked, turning around to see the fans that were only about twenty steps away.
"Nah, I'm not allowed to, they'll only ask questions about you and I'm not allowed to answer them yet." He told me as he laid the blanket on the grass. I was just glad the fans couldn't hear what we were saying. He sat down on it and patted the space beside him for me to sit down.
"Couldn't you at least shout hello or something?" I asked him as I sat down next to him.
"Nah, no point getting them all worked up if I'm not gonna say anything more, I'll say bye or something at the end to them." He said. All we could literally hear was them chanting Niall. I don't know how they could be so obsessed with one person, like at the end of the day he's just another human and he's no different to any of us. Well, he is a bit of an asshole..
"Your fans are kinda crazy." I laughed as I looked over and they were singing a song. "What song are they singing?" I asked him.
"It kinda sounds like one thing but I don't know because of their accents." He said and opened the basket. Inside was drinks and a lot of food and sweet things. He took out two glasses and poured out the lemonade that was in it.
"Have you ever been on a picnic?" I asked him. He shook his head. "Me neither." I sighed.
"Have you ever been on a date?" He asked me, taking out some of the food, but looking up at me once he asked the question. I looked down at my bitten nails and shrugged a little. "I'll take that as a no?" He asked me.
"No, I haven't really ever been on one." I admitted. "Lame, I know, I'm nineteen and I haven't even kissed a guy." I said and my eyes widened when I said it. "Oh No, I didn't mean to say that it just-"
"Shush, it's okay." Niall chuckled. "I'm not gonna judge you don't worry, I only ever properly kissed two girls before so don't panic." He said.
"But you're Niall Horan." I said.
"Yeah, and I had to buy my girlfriend." He said, gesturing towards me.
"So, at least you've kissed someone." I replied, but he just shrugged and squinted his eyes, looking up at the sky. He handed me a plate and we started eating some of the food that was packed for us.
I peered over and the group of fans was getting bigger and bigger by the minute. "Niall there's a lot of fans there." I said, getting a little panicked.
"Don't worry, they can't get in here anyways." He said, looking over at them, they started screaming when he did, shouting for him to come over. "Have you ever been on a date before?" I asked Niall. He just shrugged slightly and fiddled with the straw in his glass.
"I have, but I was like twelve so it doesn't really count and I don't think fuck dates count either." He said. "So, not really."
"Wait, what's a one of those dates you said." I asked him. He twitched the side of his mouth and awkwardly looked at me.
"Um..." He hesitated. "Can you not guess?" He asked me.
"Was it a bad fucking date?" I asked him and he face palmed himself.
"Jenny, it's where you just hook up, do the nasty and that's it." He told me and I cringed.
"So what? A one night stand?" I asked him and he nodded. "You actually had them?" I asked him in shock and he smirked.
"I'm a dirty, dirty boy." He smirked putting a grape in his mouth.
"Niall." I whined and hit his arm playfully.
"What?" He laughed.
"Why did you tell me that?" I asked him, flopping back on my back on the blanket and covering my ears. He just laughed in response. "But I thought you only kissed two people?"
"Yeah, but those girls don't count like, I only properly kissed two." He said putting another grape in his mouth. "Don't worry, I barely hook up with girls anymore to be honest, I just don't see the point anymore if you're not gonna gain anything out of it and you never know who the person actually is like, it's so hard to trust people these days." He sighed
"I know." I agreed.
"This is awkward, let's change the subject." He said, over at the fans who were still screaming. I took out a bit of watermelon and started eating it. "Oh watermelon." He said, looking at my piece. He took a bit too, such a copy cat isn't he.
"How about we get to know each other, like as if this were a first date." I said to Niall.
"Right, ask questions then." He smiled. He was actually being so nice to me at the minute, it's the nicest he'd ever been yet.
"Date of birth." I asked him.
"September thirteenth." He told me.
"Aha, May thirteenth." I smiled at him. "Favourite colour?"
"Green."
"Blue." I said. "Um, favourite food?"
"Chicken curry." He smiled.
"Same!" I exclaimed.
"Favourite singers?" He asked.
"Ed Sheeran, I love him so much." I told him.
"Ha, I know ed well." He smiled.
"No way!" I said.
."yeah, he's real nice." He told me.
"You lucky bastard." I said, making him giggle. We spent like ten minutes just doing this back and forth thing but I learned a lot about him.
"This was actually fun." He said, sipping on his lemonade.
"Yeah, it was." I agreed and flopped back on the blanket so I was lying down. He copied me and lay down as well beside me. He tilted his head to look at me and I did the same. I give him a smile but he didn't return it, he just stared into my eyes.
"You've got pretty eyes." He whispered to me. "
"Thank you." I said, feeling my cheeks blush a deep ruby red. The sides of his mouth curved to form a slight smile when I did this.
"Why're you blushing?" He asked me.
"No, boy ever really complimented me before." I shyly replied. I'm not usually this shy around boys, I don't know why I am with Niall. Usually, I call them every name under the sun and insult them, but the words just don't feel right coming out of my mouth in front of Niall. I don't know why.
"Ah shit, look, the paparazzi is here." Niall sighed, running a hand through his hair. I looked over and there were a few men with cameras pointed at us behind the gates.
"So what?" I asked him.
"We'll be on the front page of the newspapers everywhere now, how do you feel about that?" He asked me. I just shrugged. "Come on, let's get back to the bus." Niall said and started to put the things back in the picnic basket. Once everything was in, he stood up and flung the blanket over his arm. Before he picked up the basket I started to walk but he pulled me back. "No, we're not finished yet." He said to me.
"What do you mean?" I asked him.
"If we're gonna make the cover of all these magazines and papers we better make it good for them." Niall said. I was going to ask him what he meant but he grabbed my body and pressed his chest against mine. His hot breath was inching closer to my mouth and I felt my heart beating rapidly against my chest. Was he really going to kiss me now?
An uncontrollable desire coursed through my body, standing there with our chests pressed against each other, I noticed just how muscular Niall really was and how lush his lips actually looked.
I finally picked up the note the air had taken around us both. His shocking blue eyes were staring intently into my green ones. I could feel his gaze penetrating through my skin and bones and into my very core. I shivered a little and his arms wrapped tighter around me.
"Niall I-" I stuttered, a little scared right now because I didn't really know how to kiss someone.
"Just follow my lead babe." He whispered against my lips. I shivered when he said the word babe but I put my arms around his neck while his hooked around my waist. I looked back up to his eyes again but an almost threatening intensity had taken over them. For a moment, I worried he was mad at me but before I couldn't even ponder on it for too long he finally, after what felt like decades passing by for me, his soft lips pressed against mine in a slow movement.
The screams of the fans got louder and Niall smiled against my lips knowing it was working. I started to kiss him back, fueled by the butterflies that were breeding inside my stomach. Though he only softly grazed our lips first, it was still enough for me. The movements were enough to make me melt. His lips felt so right against mine. The butterflies were calming in my stomach because I actually felt comfortable doing this. I felt as though sparks were flying around us as the air got hot and my mouth wanted to make a soft sound but I stopped it from doing so.
In the faint distance I could hear the snapping of photos being taken but I didn't care, I stayed in the moment and enjoyed it because hey I was kissing Niall Horan. And this is my first kiss.
He then licked my bottom lip, I didn't know what that meant but I was guessing he wanted me to open my mouth. I opened it slightly and his tongue made it's way inside my mouth. His mouth felt so warm and right against mine and as his tongue massaged the roof of my mouth I never felt like I did in that moment.
If it weren't for our lungs demanding for air, lord only knows how long that kiss would have lasted. We broke from the kiss breathless and flustered. There was a quiet triumph in his eyes and what seemed to be a hint of fear. I blushed and turned away suddenly embarrassed at what I had done but also a little exhilarated all at once. "Shouldn't we be getting back?" I asked him tentatively. The fans were actually clapping for us.
"Um.. yeah." He awkwardly replied, looking down at his feet.
"That was amazing." I admitted, blushing a little again. He didn't say anything about the kiss, which made me wonder whether he liked it or not because I fucking loved it. It was the best feeling I ever experienced. He instead, picked up the picnic basket as the fans continued screaming.
He sheepishly took my hand and we walked back to the bus. "Bye guys." Niall shouted at the fans which was a bad idea because their screams pierced my ears. We got back on the bus and when we did we seen Zayn, Liam and Harry had left and it was only Louis playing FIFA.. "Hey mate." Niall said, sitting next to next to him.
I really wanted to know what he thought of that kiss. I am not sure but I think I really liked it. I mean really. I never kissed a boy before, it was so exhilarating. It kinda excites me to know I kissed him. I just wanna feel those soft lips against mine again and-
Snap out of it Jenny oh my God, I can't like him, it's wrong. I'm getting paid for this so I can't like him. It's not right. "Niall." I softly said to him and he looked up from his game.
"What do you want?" He snapped at me.
"I just um, I wanted to talk to you." I said, getting very nervous all of a sudden. He rolled his eyes but stood up anyways and followed me down to the bunks.
"Right, you brought me all the way down here now what the fuck do you want?" He asked me, folding his arms over his chest and leaning against the wall. I shut the sliding door and turned around to him. I twiddled my fingers and looked up at him. His facial expressions held those of a irritated and angered nature. "Well?" He asked me, tapping his foot against the floor.
"I um, well that kiss." I said and scratched the top of my head.
"Oh for gods sake Jenny." Niall sighed, running a hand through his hair. "That kiss meant nothing to me, absolutely nothing, it was all for the camera's and show and I'm sorry if it meant something to you but you know outside the public eye this relationship is strictly platonic and always will be." He said and I felt an ache in my heart.
"So what you didn't feel anything when you kissed me?" I asked him, my confidence fading with every word I spoke.
"Honestly no and I'm sorry if you did but I could never date someone like you anyways, you're not my type, I'm into more dark haired, blue eyes type and the more confident and bubbly." Niall said to me.
"Oh." Was all my dry mouth could muster to say.
"I just don't like you like that." He said and left the room, leaving me on my own, with a shattered heart.
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A/N Look at that a double update today, aren't I good?
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