"Oh fuck." Niall cursed looking out the window of the airport. We had just landed in America again and there was literally a gigantic crowd outside waiting to devour us. Camera's were flashing in every direction and I knew people were waiting to bombard Niall and I with questions of our relationship.

I was not prepared for this crowd.

"Is there not any other way out?" Louis asked Paul.

"There is one other way but they have that exit blocked too, we're going to have to go through them." He sighed in response.

"No Niall." I shook my head at him. He looked a little worried himself.

"We'll be fine." He said, although his voice didn't sound too convincing.

"Niall said you get panic attacks?" Louis asked me and I nodded. The other boys were looking at me now too.

"Hey, I used to freak out too, just try stay calm, cling onto Niall and I bet you'll be fine." Harry put his hand on my back.

"Hey boys we are late already for this interview." Paul groaned. "So come on, we have to get out to the cars."

"Come on, we'll go first." Harry said to Liam. They both went out first, along with a bodyguard and the crowd began screaming. I saw Harry's hair disappearing into the crowd along with Liam. It was as though the crowd really was devouring them. Zayn and Louis went next, leaving Niall and I.

"Hey darlin' we'll be fine, yeah?" Niall asked me.

"Right, are you two ready?" Niall's bodyguard asked.

"Like old time's sake?" Niall opened the side of his jacket for me. I let a small smile cover my features and I walked over to him and he held me tight. He kissed the top of my head and we began to walk outside.

The screaming began to pierce my ears and I felt my eyes growing blurry. All I could hear were questions about our relationship being thrown at us. "Is Jenny hired?" "Niall, just admit it." "It's so obvious!"

Someone then tried to grab me but Niall pushed them away. Paul pushed through the crowd leading us and I felt the walls in my throat tightening as more abuse was yelled at us. Telling us how pathetic we were. I tried to ignore but I think it hurt Niall more than it hurt me.

I never let people's opinion get to my head, whereas Niall can be somewhat different.

Some rude things were yelled at us that I am not even going to repeat, but there were the odd few defending us. I looked up at Niall and he looked back down. "Are you okay?" He mouthed to me. I just looked up with watery eyes, I don't think he needed an explanation.

Some massive girl harshly grabbed at me and pushed me making me trip but Niall caught me. Paul pushed her away while I began to cry silently. "Leave my girlfriend alone." Niall yelled, helping me back to a stability. He held me tighter now.

We were nearly out but I couldn't breath properly anymore. I knew I was having another panic attack. I could see the car ahead of me but Niall was the only thing motivating me to get there.

People were being so rude and inconsiderate of us. I never anticipated getting mobbed to be to this extent.

There was a news reporter then. "Niall, was Jenny hired? Come on, tell us the truth." He slung a microphone in front of Niall's lips. Niall glared at him and Paul told him to back off. There was a camera man next to him recording the whole thing and I knew that everyone would soon see me online having a panic attack, because that was just what I was having right now.

"Niall, come on! Everyone wants to know the truth!" There was another microphone. He totally ignored it as we were at the car now, well van. Paul opened the door and Niall let me get in first. Once Niall was in he slid the door closed. I let out a large breath. I could still hear the screaming and the abusive comments in my head.

"Jenny, oh Jenny." Niall wrapped his arms around my trembling frame. "I'm so sorry." He whispered as we sat down next to Louis and Zayn. Harry and Liam were behind us.

"Is she having a panic attack?" Harry asked and Niall nodded as I buried my face in his chest, trying to level my breathing.

"Hey Jenny, breath in and out with me, yeah?" Niall asked pulling me back from his chest. He done the same thing he done last time I had a panic attack. He's better at handling them than me and I'm the one that is constantly having them. All the boys were watching me and I felt a little self conscious.

My breathing finally regulated thanks to Niall's aid. He kissed my forehead once it had. "I'm so sorry Jenny, I tried to get us through as quick as possible." He pushed a strand of my hair behind my ear.

"Someone stole my hat." Liam sighed.

"They were yanking at my clothes." Zayn said.

"They nearly made Jenny fall." Niall added in.

"Fucking sucks." Harry sighed.

"Hopefully the next time we go to an airport nobody knows we're landing or taking off." Louis said. "How did they find out anyways?"

"How do they find out anything?" Zayn asked.

"Great point." Louis nodded.

"You alright now Jen?" Niall questioned, looking down at me with concern in his blue orbs. I nodded and played with the zipper on his jacket. Louis placed a warm, comforting hand on top of mine and I saw Niall glaring at it.

"You'll be fine." Louis said. "I bet you'll get used to the crowds after a while." He tried to assure me.

"I've been afraid of crowds my whole life, I don't think I'll get used to it." I said to him, letting go of Niall's zip.

"Niall used to be too, didn't you Nialler?" Louis asked him.

"Yeah, but I didn't have panic attacks."

"You weren't far from having 'em." Zayn added. He just shrugged, not looking too bothered about it.

"Have you got some water?" I asked Niall. He opened his bag and pulled out a half bottle, handing me it. I thanked him and took a drink.

Once we arrived at the studio there were a few paparazzi waiting, but nothing like there had been at the airport. They were all yelling for Niall as we got out of the car.

"Are you hired?" One yelled at me but Niall held me tight,

"Niall! Niall! Is your girlfriend hired?" All the questions were cliche and basically sounded the same. Niall answered none of them and we all scurried into the studio's before anything was said.

Lou was there ready and waiting to do their hair. Everyone sat down to get it done. Niall was last so I waited for him. While they boys went out to the interview I stayed with Lou. "So how are you two handling the world finding out?" Lou asked.

"I don't know, it's just we're pretending it's lies but I don't know we got mobbed at the airport and they were all yellling abuse at us and I ended up having a panic attack." I said, playing with one of her hair clips that was sitting on the dressing table.

"Ohh.. that's not good." She sighed.

"Like we were so happy together again because Michael allowed us to date and then suddenly it's just all a mess again."

"I'm sure it'll blow over in a few weeks." She tried to assure me.

"We'll have to wait and see yeah?" I tried to sound optimistic.

"Have you been getting a lot hate on twitter?" She questioned. "I know those fans can be brutal."

"Don't even start on that, here, I'll read out a few out." I said, taking out my iPhone. I clicked the twitter app and started reading through my mentions.

"'I knew you were hired! Niall would never date someone like you by choice'"

"'How pathetic that you had to be hired, I knew it all along.'"

"'You're just Niall's beard, that means you're nothing special so stop acting like you r'"

"'Niall doesn't even love you, he's just pretending.'"

"'Getting paid to be Niall's girlfriend? That's a new low.'"

"'I knew you didn't look like a happy couple, now I know why.'" I decided to leave it there. I sighed and turned to Lou.

"Woah, they're harsh." She sighed. "They're just jealous though."

"There's the odd few nice ones but very few." I sighed just as the door opened and a young man with dark hair, headphones around his neck and cables coming up from his jeans pocket came in.

"They're looking for you onstage." He said to me.

"Me?" I asked a little shocked. He nodded and gestured for me to follow him.

"Niall wanted you so I was sent to get you." He said. "Right through there, you'll see they boys." He pointed down a narrow hall. I walked down it and there was a curtain which I pulled back. Once I did there was a set. The boys were all sitting on two couches and there was a young female interviewer sitting in front of them.

"Jenny." She grinned.

"Here, make room for her." Niall said to Liam who moved to the other couch so I could sit next to Niall.

"What am I doing here?" I whispered to Niall.

"Shush." He shook his head as though telling me not to whisper here.

"So Jenny," She looked at me. "We heard that you're hired, is that true?" She asked me.

"Hired as in, hired to be Niall's girlfriend?"

"Yes."

"No, that's not true." I lied.

"Then why are these rumours going around?" She questioned.

"I can answer this one." Niall piped in. "Jenny had this old friend and he wanted to get with her but she was dating me, he wanted Jenny to leave me for him but she wouldn't, she told him she was in love with me and he obviously couldn't take it, so he tried to get revenge. She even has a text from him saying 'good luck dating him now'. He was trying to sabotage the relationship." Niall explained.

"Is that true?" She asked me and I nodded. "Can we see the text?"

"Course." I take out my phone and find the message, showing her and then the camera.

"I don't know why people would believe this nonsense anyways, it's as though they don't want me to be happy with Jenny. Like I love her more than I probably love myself and I don't understand why people are trying to hurt us. If they were true fans they wouldn't believe all these rumours, especially when I tweeted about it saying it was fake." Niall said.

"If they really cared about me they wouldn't had mobbed us at the airport. Poor Jenny ended up having a panic attack and the amount of hate she and I are getting. I don't like to see her hurt because if she is hurting I am hurting and I don't understand why the fans would want either of us to hurt?" Niall questioned.

"Like it's been five years, it took me five years to find someone like her but I am so happy I found her, I just wish people didn't have to complicate it for us. It just makes me feel like nobody wants me or her to happy. Don't I deserve it?"

"I can see where Niall is coming from because the fans are so supportive but then when they are like all together on something, they can be real tough to deal with. When I first began dating Sophia they were horrible to us but now they love her and they're all so nice." Liam said.

"We love our fans and we are so grateful for everything they have given us and everywhere they have gotten us but sometimes they take it too far and end up hurting us, without even realising." Niall said.

"They just don't really think sometimes, like they don't think we see their tweets about us, but we do, they don't think we will notice what they're doing." Louis added in.

"So Jenny is definitely not hired?" She asked Niall.

"Definitely, she is my girlfriend and I have never loved a girl like I have loved her." He gave me a hug.

"Lovely, well, I wish you two the best then." She smiled.

"Thanks." I grinned and smiled at Niall.

"You hope these rumours go away soon?" She asked.

"Yeah, they're a little ridiculous and are getting a bit out of hand," Niall said. "you should have read some of the tweets we were getting last night, they were despicable." Niall shook his head.

"They think that Jenny and Niall aren't going to see these things but they do." Liam nodded. "I just don't think they think before they tweet."

"Yeah, they're like 'Ah well, Niall has twenty million followers or whatever so he will never see this tweet.'" Zayn said and I nodded in agreement.

"I wish they thought about it before they sent the tweet because some of it does hurt, as childish as it sounds. Doesn't matter how old ya or or who ya are, people saying horrible things about ya is gonna hurt." Niall shrugged and the boys nodded in agreement.

"So you don't think they purposely try to hurt you?" She asked and they all shook their heads.

"Maybe some of them do, but the true fans wouldn't." Harry finally spoke.

"I see." She nodded. "But either way, you guys love your fans?"

A chorus of "Of course's" and "Yes'" were heard throughout the room.

"No matter what they're the ones that got us here and we can't thank them enough." Liam told her.

"That's nice." She grinned. "So, I guess that's it for today then," She clapped her hands together. "thank you so much for coming!"

"Thank you for having us." Harry smiled.

"Nice to meet you Jenny." She said to me.

"Nice to meet you too." I shyly replied. We all went backstage again but I caught Niall and dragged him into an empty room. Closing the door and shoving him against it.

"You done amazing." I began kissing him. "What you said was amazing." He moaned against my lips.

"What are you-" He began to pant. "What are you doing?"

"I love you." I whispered, beginning to unbutton his shirt.

"I know you do baby, but what are you- you trying to do?" He ran his hands through my hair.

"I don't know you just made me wanna kiss you so bad." I replied shyly, playing with one of the buttons.

"You were just being so rough, wasn't like you." He chuckled.

"Hey, I'm always a lot more rough than you anyways." I pointed out.

"I know and that's what makes me melt." He chuckled as there was banging on the door behind us, making us jump.

"Come on, we have to leave." It was Michael. Both our eyes widened and Niall quickly began to rebutton his shirt. "What are you doing in here anyways?" He opened the door while Niall was still buttoning his shirt.

"Sorry, she was um.. telling me something that happened and we needed privacy." Niall lied. Michael eyed us up and down but shrugged it off and walked on. "Jesus Christ Jenny." He ran his hands through my hair gently. "We can't be doing things like this."

"Sorry." I pulled my sleeve over my knuckles. "Just love you." I whispered.

"I know, and you want to express it but we can't now, not while we're on tour." Niall tilted my chin to look at him. "We wouldn't want to risk getting caught." He kissed my cheek. "Now would we?" He asked and I shook my head.

"But what about at night time when Michael isn't around?" I asked him curiously.

"Darlin' as much as I'd like to, we don't wanna get caught." He kissed my forehead, placing his on mine.

"But what about the tour bus? Michael's not on that." I pointed out.

"Yes, but the other boys are, I don't think they want to listen to us-.. you know." He trailed off.

"Come on guys, now!" Paul said and Niall took my hand and led me out to where the van was. We got in and I looked up at Niall.

"I still love ya, you know." He said, taking my hand in his. I nodded and smiled down at our intertwined hands.

"I love you more." I whispered.

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We were last to go to bed. Everyone else was in their bunks but Niall and I stayed up watching The Hangover seeing as it was on the telly. Once it was over Niall was quite tired looking.

"Will we go to bed?" I asked him and he nodded, his eyes drooping closed.

We made it down to the bunk and I got changed into my pyjama's while Niall was nearly sleeping. "Would Michael really fire me if we done it?" I asked Niall once I was in the bunk next to him.

"It's Michael, you never really know." He shrugged lightly. "Do you think we're really gonna stick to it though?" He asked with a small chuckle.

"We can try, yeah?" I asked and he nodded.

"Maybe you'll last but I probably won't."

"We'll see." I chuckled, snuggling into his chest. "You done so well today, did you read any of the tweets on twitter?" I asked him and he shook his head. "Will we read some?" I asked.

"Yeah, go." He instructed and I took out my phone to read them.

"'I feel real bad for Niall and Jenny now..'"

"'Poor Niall, did you see how upset he looked today?'"

"'Niall and Jenny have to be a real couple, come on'"

"'I still hate them whether she is hired or not'"

"'Jenny is totally hired'"

"'I believe Niall when he says she's not hired.'"

"'If Niall says she's not hired she's not hired!'"

"'Jenny needs 2 fuck off'"

"'Srsly guys, Niall looked so sad today, it hurts to see him like that'"

"'Why would your idol be someone who can't even take the hate when he gets it, pathetic..'"

"'Niall is pathetic, just like Jenny is for agreeing to get hired'"

"'Leave Jenny and Niall alone and just let them be happy'"

"There's a good enough mixture in there." Niall said.

"Yeah, better than last night anyways." I nodded.

"Can you guys shut up and go to sleep?" We heard Louis saying.

"Haha, sorry mate." Niall replied with a small chuckle. "We better sleep then so, you heard the boss." Niall whispered with a laugh.

"Yes, the boss has spoken now shut the fuck up." He said and I began to laugh.

"Right, night Louis." Niall said. "Night Jen." He whispered and kissed me. "I love you lots."

"Love you more."

"Stop being sappy and go to sleep." Louis said.

"What if we snog?" Niall asked.

"Niall." Louis whined.

"Niall." I started to laugh. I didn't think he was being serious, but it's Niall so of course he was. He began kissing me trying to make as much noise as possible, not holding in any moans or sounds either.

"Niall, stop it oh my God, just let a boy sleep." Louis groaned. "You know we have to be up early to record the album." Louis reminded him.

"Okay, I better sleep." Niall detached his lips from mine. He pulled the duvets up over us and smiled at me. "I'm so happy right now." He whispered stroking my cheek. "At least I know now we're going to be okay, as long as Noah keeps his mouth shut from now on, but know if he ever opens it again, I will bang him up."

"No you won't Niall, no fighting." I chuckled.

"I don't usually fight, but when it comes to you, I'll fight just about anyone and I don't care." He stated. "Just as long as you're protected and happy."

"So what, you'll always protect me?" I asked with a smile.

"Precisely Jen." He grinned, kissing the top of my head.

"Yes, yes, how cute now shut the hell up and sleep!" Louis exclaimed making us laugh but we finally snuggled down to go to sleep.

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