He locked the door of his room after we entered and it made me a little scared. "So what do we do now." He chuckled.

"I don't know, you're the expert." I blushed.

"I'm not much better than you, I'm only three away from being a virgin." He admitted.

"You've only-"

"Yep." He blushed.

"Whoa." I said and he nodded.

"Are you sure you wanna do this? I mean we don't have to if you don't want to, I am okay even if you don't-" I cut him off by pressing my lips to his.

"Shush, I'm sure." I whispered. "I've waited long enough for this moment and I want it to be with you."

"I love you so fucking much." He groaned and our kiss turned to a heated one. I could feel the butterflies growing in my tummy as I didn't know what to expect. "I wanted to take this fucking dress off you all night." He hissed. "And I've been walking around with an awkward boner because of you, I just hope nobody noticed." He pressed himself into my thigh making me gasp.

"Holy God Niall."

"Mmm, jump." He commanded.

"Not in these heels." I laughed.

"Then take them off." He chuckled, suddenly changing from his seductive tone to a soft, caring tone.

As I bent down to take them off he started to look around the room in dismay. "This isn't very romantic for your first time, is it?" Niall asked.

"As long as you're in the scenario, it's okay." I reached up and kissed him on the nose

"Here, let me make this a little more romantic for you." He said and started to try clean up a little. He gathered all this dirty socks and boxers and threw them in a pile in the corner, then he pushed all the bottles of water off the bedside table and into the small waste bin. He grabbed two of the candles he had and lit them, leaving one on either side of the bed.

"Wait, let me put on some music.." He said, desperately trying to make this nice for me. Just the fact he was trying so hard made me love him even more.

"Okay Niall, it's perfect." I walked over to him and turned him to face me.

"No it's not, don't lie." He said and I rolled my eyes. "I'm sorry your first time will kind of suck."

"Niall, I only want you, not a romantic room with candles or whatever you think is romantic, that doesn't matter." I stroked his cheek and he smiled.

"Okay then, if you're sure, will we do it then?" He asked. I nodded and put on a smile as he lead me to the bed. "Lie down baby." He instructed into my ear. I obeyed and lay down. He kicked off his shoes, taking off his socks, throwing them on the ground.

His hand trembled as he touched my clothed side. "You're perfect." He whispered, eyeing me up and down. He discarded of his jacket too, letting it fall to the ground. He began leaving kisses on my jaw, then leading down to my neck. He began leaving his mark and I let out a moan, then biting my tongue when I did.

"Hey darlin', it's fine to moan." He breathed against my heated skin. "I know you want to." He ran his hands up and down my sides. His touch ignited my senses. I bit the inside of my mouth to prevent any more moans escaping. "Come on, I want to hear you moan." He hissed, pressing himself into my inner thigh, emitting a moan from me.

"Can I take off your dress?" He asked, his eyes dark now. I nodded, feeling very nervous now. He sat me up and hitched up my dress, revealing my underwear. His breath hitched when he saw the lace and he let out a moan. He reached for the zipper, pulling it down. Then he helped me take it off completely.

"Holy fuck, you're flawless." He eyed me up and down. He gulped, reached out to touch my bra. It matched the panties. They were both a hot pink lace.

"Can you take some clothes off?" I asked him. He chuckled, flinging his sweater and jeans across the room.

"That better?" He asked me.

"Oh my God Niall." I gasped when I saw he was wearing red boxers. "Red boxers."

"Yeah, sorry, all my white and black ones were dirty." He chuckled.

"Red suits you." I couldn't take my eyes off him. "Really does."

"Should I wear red boxers more often?" He asked.

"Please." I said and he giggled, pushing me to lie down. He began kissing me again then moved lower and lower until he was at my breasts. By this stage, he looked up at me as though asking for permission. I nodded and he tried to unhook my bra, but he fumbled and failed. "Here, I can help."

"No, I wanna do it." He pushed my hands away, it's obvious he hasn't had much experience. He finally got it and took it off, basically drooling over my breasts. "Can I suck on them?" He asked me and I was a little shocked by those words coming out of his innocent mouth. He didn't wait for my response and before I knew what was happening his tongue was circling my nipple. My back arched and I let out a moan. It was a new sensation and I loved it.

"Niall." I whined and he grunted in response.

"That's it Jenny." He commented while I squirmed underneath him.

"You have an adorable little freckle under your left boob." Niall said making me blush as he traced it.

"Do I?" I asked and he nodded with a smile.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked and I nodded quickly.

"Positive Niall." I assured him as he hooked his fingers in the waistband of my undies. He swiftly pulled them down my legs while I gasped as my throbbing heat was exposed to the cold air. I quickly clamped my legs together in embarrassment as I seen him looking down there.

"No, you're perfect." He calmly said, separating my legs again. I was scared, yet exhilarated. "I want to experiment something new." He announced.

"What?" I asked. He didn't reply instead I saw his head disappear between my legs and my stomach done a somersault.

"Niall, what are you doing?" I managed to croak out. Before I was able to say another word I felt the tips of his hair tickling my inner thigh and then I felt a warm wet sensation on my heat and I gasped when I realised it was his tongue.

"Niall." I whined. "Niall, don't." I hid my face in my hands.

"Why not?" He asked, peering up at me.

"That's embarrassing." I blushed.

"Does it feel good?" He asked. I nodded. "Then it's not embarrassing." He tried to assure me. He began flicking his tongue around me and it felt like nothing I had ever experienced before. I began moaning uncontrollably as he sucked. It just felt so good.

Niall then pushed a finger in and I gasped at the feeling. It was when he added a second finger I felt a slight sting but it quickly vanished and pleasure replaced it.

I tangled my hands in his hair, tugging at it as he licked and sucked me. It wasn't anything I had felt before and it was fucking amazing. Soon enough, I felt the heat rising in my stomach indicating I was about to come. I was still too shy to tell Niall.

"Niall." I whined.

"S'wrong baby?" He asked, peering up at me. I began squirming around and letting out small moans. "Oh," He smiled. "you're gonna come." He chuckled. "Come for me." His eyes grew dark and his tongue went back to work.

I nodded and clenched my teeth together, screwing my eyes shut as he sucked my clit sending me over the edge. The sensation was unbelievable and it literally left my body shaking, much to Niall's satisfaction. When he moved back to kiss me again I got another taste on his lips other than the alcohol. Obviously me. I cringed a little but he soon made me forget it as he kissed me harder.

It was in that moment he got up and left me on the bed.

"Where are you going?" I asked him, feeling a little mortified that I was lying on his bed totally nude.

"Getting a condom." He told me.

"Oh." I began to get nervous again at the thought of doing this. He scavenged through his drawers but he didn't retrieve anything.

"Fuck, I can't find them." He cursed, picking up his jeans and looking in his wallet. "Are you on the pill?" He asked me.

"I was on the combined one but I had to come off it because I was having bleeding throughout the month." I told him and he sighed.

"That's no good."

"Niall, how don't you have a condom?" I asked him. Don't all guys keep them just in case?

"Do I need to remind you how many times I have had sex? I thought I kept condoms in the top drawer but I can't fecking find 'em."

"What are you gonna do?" I asked.

Niall's POV

"I'll be right back." I said grabbing my jeans and left the room without another word. I seriously need to tidy and clean out my room because how embarrassing was that, I couldn't even find a fucking condom and I have them somewhere, it's just where..

I quietly opened Louis' room door. I bet he has one. When I entered the room I was surprised to see the two lads in the bed. Liam must have gotten bored of the sofa. I walked to Louis and nudged him awake.

"Fuck, what's wrong?" He asked.

"Do you have a condom?" I whispered. We literally have no boundaries.

"Are you for real?" He asked and I nodded. "Give me a second." He picked up his jeans and got his wallet out from them. Surely enough he retrieved a shiny blue wrapper.

"Thanks." I went to grab it from him but he pulled back.

"What does my little brother need this for?"

"Oh you know, I just wanted to go eat a banana so I need fucking protection." I sarcastically said.

"Don't be cheeky mister, now why does my little bro need this?"

"Jenny." I replied as though his question was absurd, which it kind of was.

"Jesus Christ Niall, you're banging her." He basically yelled and I quickly covered his mouth.

"Christ Louis, keep it down man, no, fuck, this is our first time, fuck- I mean her first time so don't make jokes or tell the boys, she's embarrassed enough as it is." I said. "And I want this to be special for her because I love her and I wanna show her just how much she means to me."

"Alright." He chuckled and handed me it. "I won't tell them. I'm happy you found love mate, you deserve it." He patted my shoulder.

"Thanks." I smiled, taking it from his grip.

"What's going on?" Liam asked.

"Nothing go back to sleep you drunk cunt." Louis said. "And who the fuck invited you into my bed?" Louis asked him, hitting him with a pillow. He just flopped back down on the pillow, going back to sleep.

"Right Jenny is waiting."

"Have fun birthday boy." Louis smirked and shot me a wink. I closed the door behind me and made my way back to my bedroom where she was huddled under the duvet, looking a little frightened.

Fuck, I can't wait to show her how much I fucking love her.

Jenny's POV

He came back into the room holding what seemed to be a condom. "Where did you?"

"Louis." He replied, crawling back onto the bed after kicking off his jeans again.

"Niall, oh my God." I hid my face in my hands, He grasped my hands, pulling them back, forcing me to look at him.

"Shush, he doesn't care." He kissed me on the nose then climbed under the duvet along with me. "Will we do this then?" He asked, pressing his lips to my forehead. I nodded and he smiled and began to kiss me again.

I reached down in between us and started to palm him, earning a low groan from his part. He certainly liked it so I kept going while his kisses became sloppy. "Mmm, stop before I come." He gasped.

He pushed my hands away and pulled down his boxers, letting himself free. He sighed in relief when he did. Now looking at him, he seemed bigger than ever. I felt a little intimidated and scared. How will he even fit?

"I know what you're thinking." He made me peer up at him with wide eyes. "And I will fit." He chuckled.

"How did you know what I was thinking?" I asked.

"I know you." He stroked my hair.

"Is this gonna hurt?" I asked him. I was petrified by now, but I still really want to do this. I was oddly excited too at the same time.

"I promise I'll be gentle." He whispered, ignoring my question. He reached for the condom he had left on the bedside table and he fumbled with it. His hands were shaking so bad that he couldn't open it.

"Here." I decided to cut in and help the poor boy, taking it from his hands and ripping it open. I handed it back to him and he gave me a half smile. I watched him as he grabbed himself by the base, placing the condom on the tip, then rolling it down.

It made the butterflies in my stomach rise because I knew what was going to happen next. "Niall, I'm scared." I whispered as he held himself up above me.

"We don't have to do this darlin'." He kissed my cheek. "If you feel you're not ready I can wait longer." He softly said.

"I want to do this though Niall, I'm just a little scared."

"Don't be, okay? I'll be gentle and we'll take it slow." He reassuringly said. I nodded and braced myself. "Ready?" He asked. "Or should we kiss for a little bit first, t' calm ya down?"

"Please." I gasped and pulled him down on top of me, tangling my hands in his hair and forcing his soft lips onto mine. Our lips molded together perfectly, it felt as though they were made for each other.

When I was first hired I never thought Niall and I would be doing this right now. It's funny how things turned out. I never expected for him to be on top of me, kissing me while we are both naked.

"You know you're so beautiful, I'm so fucking lucky to have you." Niall hissed against my lips. "I love you so fucking much."

"I love you too." I whispered. We kissed for few more minutes then I decided I was ready. "Okay Niall, go." I whispered.

"Go where?" He asked.

"Get in me." I repeated more harshly.

"Ohhh." He said in realisation and I rolled my eyes. "You sure you're ready because once we do this there's no going back." Niall looked into my eyes for any disapproval.

"Niall, I'm sure." I stroked his cheek.

"Losing your virginity is a big thing babe, once I push in that's it, it's not like I can hand it back to you on a gold platter." He chuckled, pushing some of my hair behind my ear. "Fucking love these curls." He commented twirling one in his index finger making me smile.

"Niall, please, I wanna do this with you." I stroked his cheek.

"Are you s-"

"If you ask me if I am sure one more time I was slap you silly." I said and he started laughing.

"Okay, but I think this will hurt, I've never been with a virgin before but I'll go slow and be gentle." He assured me.

"Okay." I quietly said. I knew I was in good hands though.

"Okay, I'm about to push in, tell me to stop if you want me to." He put hs hand down and lined himself up at me entrance. I felt very nervous but he began kissing me again. It was then he slowly pushed in and a very sharp pain shot through me. I yelped out in pain.

"Are you okay?" He asked. I screwed my eyes shut, feeling tears prickling down my cheeks.

"Keep going." I managed to choke out, gripping onto his forearm harshly. He pushed in a little more and a throbbing began. The pain was excruciating. A lot worse than anyone could have ever described, or probably could. He tried distracting me by kissing me, though it wasn't really working.

Niall was breathing heavily and he looked scared. "Oh fuck." He muttered under his breath. He pushed in a little more and I regretfully started to cry. It was too much to bare. "Stop, please stop." I croaked out and he pulled out, leaving a dull throb.

"I'm so sorry Jenny, I didn't know this would hurt so much, I'm sorry." He kissed me, bringing me into his arms. I rested my head on his chest, feeling tears drop down onto it.

"I just want a cuddle." I sniffled. I felt a little childish but it hurt like a bitch.

"Sorry, you know I didn't mean to, I was tryin' t' be gentle." He kissed my forehead.

"Will you try again?" I asked him after a few minutes.

"I don't wanna hurt ya darlin'." He rubbed my cheek.

"Please, once you're in it's meant to get better." I was going by word of mouth from girls at my old school.

"Are ya sure?" He asked and I nodded, biting my lip. He moved so he was on top of me again. I pulled him down so our chests were touching and it send tingles up my spine when our bare chests touched. Even Niall let out a moan. "You ready?" He asked.

"Go." I dug my fingernails into his back. He lined himself up again and he looked more nervous than me. He then began pushing in and the pain began again. "Keep pushing in, don't stop." I screwed my eyes shut. I yelped out in pain when he got in further than last time. It made him freeze.

"Are you aright?" He asked and I nodded. He kept pushing in until he was fully in. I didn't open my eyes, I bit Niall shoulder, dragging my nails down his back. He wasn't moving, but I knew by the vein sticking out on his forehead and the sweat sticking to it that it was taking everything he had in him not to move.

He waited patiently until I was ready, after some minutes it was just a dull sting. I decided to man up for Niall.

"Can I- can I move?" He stuttered. I nodded and he slowly pulled out and back in again. "Ugh fuck." He moaned. There was a sting with every thrust but I tried to ignore it for Niall. Niall latched his lips onto my neck, leaving kisses all over my body, trying to distract me from the pain.

"Jenny, you're so tight." He groaned, sucking my neck. It felt so weird to be so full by him. The feeling of him inside me was so foreign to be but even though there was a slight sting, I still enjoyed the feeling.

"Jen, this feels so fucking good." He moaned. "How does it feel for you?" He asked. I just nodded and let out a small moan, this seemed to be answer enough for him.

"Holy fuck." He gasped, still going at a slow pace.

"Niall, go faster." I didn't particularly want him to go faster but if it made him feel better I was okay with it. He let out a loud moan and fuck, it was hot. I looked up at him. His eyes were watching me intensively. His hair was a mess and his cheeks were a deep rose. He looked hot.

"Fuck." He cursed as he sped up. "This is fucking amazing." He commented.

It was a little more painful but I concentrated on Niall's kisses. I bit his shoulder harder. Even though it was painful this was still an amazing feeling for me.

"I don't think I'll last much longer." Niall gasped. Of course he says this when I am beginning to enjoy it.

He thrust in and out of me a little harder and I let out a moan. It felt pleasurable. "That's it Jenny, moan." Niall gasped as I dug my fingernails into his back. "Moan my name for me baby." He demanded.

"Niall." I moaned and he let out a grunt.

"M'gonna come, okay?" He asked.

"No," I shook my head. "Hold it." I wanted him to go a little while longer when I was enjoying it.

"I don't know if I can." He hid his face in the crook of my neck.

"Hold it." I demanded and he moaned. He thrust in and out a few more times, slowing at times to try tame his climax and I could literally see his muscles straining to hold it. His face was full of concentration and I felt a little bad by how much he was struggling to hold it.

"I can't hold any longer, I'm gonna come." He gasped, his head flying back in pleasure.

"Come then." I said and that's all he needed to hear. His body collapsed on mine and he let out a loud groan as he began to orgasm, my name on the edge of his tongue. His breathing was heavy and unsteady like usual.

He looked so pretty as he came. His mouth made a perfect 'o' shape and his face was just full of pleasure, his toes curling. I could of watched him like that all day. He let out a whimper as he finished coming and I felt him throbbing inside me as he went soft.

"Holy fuck Jenny." He gasped. "Holy fuck." He repeated. I smiled and ran my hands through his dishevelled hair. "That was- I never came so much." He gasped. Of course it's Niall, so he was still out of breath. "I love you so much."

"I love you too Niall."

"No oh my God, I have never loved you as much as I love you right now." He kissed my chest.

"Same here." I agreed. He gently pulled out of me, making me whine at the empty feeling. He took off the condom and held it up.

"Look how full it is." He chuckled, looking proud. "That's impressive."

"Niall, we don't have to see that." I cringed although it was kind of hot to be quite honest. He laughed and put it back in the wrapper, then throwing it in the waste bin next to his bed.

"Best birthday present ever." He whispered, settling back down beside me. There was still a dull ache down there but I kept my legs clamped together to try help the pain. "Wait darlin', you didn't finish, do you want to? Oh my God, I am such an asshole." He hid his hands in his face.

"No Niall, I already did earlier, I don't want to again." I kissed his cheek. "Just go find me some clothes."

"Alright." He smiled and stood up, gathering my underwear and his boxers and one of his t-shirts. "Here." He handed me my bra, underwear and his shirt and then he slipped on his own boxers. I put everything on and as I did I realised I had bled on Niall's sheet. A girl told me she did after she done it the first time.

"Niall." I whispered, patting his arm.

"What?" He put down his phone and looked over at me. I just pointed down between my legs, staying silent.

"Oh God." He gulped. "Did I make you bleed?" He looked worried.

"I didn't start my period Niall, I promise." I was a little frightened of reaction.

"It happens when you take someone's virginity, I think, am I right?" Niall asked me, looking up with his bright blue eyes.

"Yeah.. I think so." I bit my lip. "Sorry, I got it on your white sheets." I blushed. This is the second time I have bled on Niall's sheets. How embarrassing.

"It's alright darlin', maybe you should go put a pad on in case you bleed anymore tonight." He suggested. I nodded and stood up. I felt a sharp pain shoot through my abdomen. Fuck, it was painful. I kept walking anyways and went to my bag to retrieve the spare pad I always keep in case of an emergency. I went to the bathroom to clean up a little and put it on, coming back to Niall's bed and climbing in beside him.

"Thank you so much for tonight, holy fuck." Niall said.

"I enjoyed it too." I smiled. "It was great at the end when the pain went away but then you had to come." I teased and he blushed. "You lasted longer that time you were drunk and I gave you a handie." I said, which was quite true. He did last longer that time.

"Sorry." He was a bright red.

"Niall, your shoulder is bleeding." I pointed out, it was then I realised I had bitten it. "Oh my God Niall, why didn't you say I was hurting you?" I asked.

"You were in a lot more pain than I was in, I knew you putting pressure like that on me was relieving some of your pain so." He shrugged.

"I'm so sorry, let me see your back." I said. I knew I had been digging my fingernails into his back too. Sure enough, there were bright red marks all down his back. "I'm so sorry Niall." I gasped.

"No, don't be, I made you bleed too, we're even." He smiled at me and lay back down. "I have a question." He piped up.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"How was someone as beautiful and perfect as you still a virgin?" He asked.

"I mean, it's not like I couldn't get a boyfriend or anything, there were plenty of boys asking me out but I just didn't like any of them so I didn't see the point. A few boys asked me to do what we just done there now too but I always said no because I wanted my first tine to be with someone I love and I am glad I waited because it was so worth it." I smiled and kissed Niall's clammy chest.

"I'm glad you waited too because fuck- that was amazing." He smiled down at me.

"Hey, guess what." I grinned.

"What?" He asked.

"You're now officially a man in my eyes." I smiled and he burst out laughing.

"Finally." He kissed my head.

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A/N Second update tonight ! I got so many comments so I decided to do a double update ! I think I deserve a vote and a comment :)