I ended up turning my attention to the TV instead of twitter for the duration the boys were gone. I wasn't going to pay any heed to those tweets, who cares anyways? They're just jealous prepubescent teenagers.

The boys came back into the room and collected their things and we were off again. I was in a car with Louis and Niall. We went to the hotel we were staying in for the night to get something to eat. It was a fancy hotel, I have to say.

We ate in the restaurant and once we had our dinner it was straight back to the cars again. We didn't even have time to go see our rooms. It's literally go go go with these boys. It has to get tiring. We arrived at the stadium and were taken backstage. The boys literally only had time to get changed and they were onstage.

I watched from the side of the stage and I have to say, they do put on a good show. But Niall seems so different on stage than he is to me. Like he's playful and talkative yet I can barely get two words out of the boy. It hurt a little to see this but I decided not to let it bother me. I'm sure he'll start being nice to me once we get comfortable around each other.

I was wrecked myself before the concert was even over so I can't even imagine what the boys are like, seeing as they're the ones that are doing all the work, all I have to do is watch.

The boys came back offstage, sweaty and tired looking. They all downed down bottles of waters and were all out of breath. "Right boys, come on, we have to go." Who I found out while the boys were on stage, Paul said.

"You guys literally don't have time to sit." I said to Liam as I followed them to the car.

"I know, but hey we can sleep now until eight in the morning, that is literally a lie in for us." He said, getting into the car next to me. Niall had gone in the other car with Louis and Zayn so I was with Harry and Liam. "How's Niall treating you?" He asked me, taking a drink of water.

"Fine I guess, he hasn't really said much yet." I chuckled.

"Don't worry, he'll be nice to you soon." Liam said and give me a smile. "I bet he's just shy." Liam said. I looked at Harry on the other side of me and he had his head on the window and his eyes were closed.

"I'm tired so God I don't even know how you guys feel." I said.

"Yeah, it's a lot of work but It's worth it knowing we are making so many people happy and saving so many lives, it's magical really." Liam said to me. "You have any siblings that like us?" Liam asked me.

"I have an older brother so he's not really a fan but I also have a little sister though she's not all that keen on you." I laughed.

"Everyone has their opinions." Liam shrugged.

"Shit I forgot to message Joanna." I said, face palming myself. I quickly took out my phone and typed a message to her. Not a few minutes later she had replied but I couldn't read it because we had arrived at the hotel and were getting out of the car. Niall had already raced up the stairs to his bedroom for the night. "What room do I stay in?" I asked Liam.

"I don't know, I usually share with Zayn." He told me. "Ask Michael, he's over there." He told me and pointed to Michael who was taking suitcases out of the boot of the van.

"Michael who am I sharing with tonight or what room have I?" I asked him. I felt so awkward and rude asking him that but I was just so tired I wanted to get to bed.

"Your bag will be in whatever room you're gonna sleep in for the night so just check which room out of the ones we have it's in and that's your room for the night." He told me. I thanked him and Liam, Harry and I went upstairs to the floor our rooms were on. We checked the rooms for where our bags were and I finally found my bag. The room was empty other than it, I must have my own room then? I hadn't seen Niall's bag in any of the rooms, I wonder where he is. I opened my suitcase and took out my toothbrush and pyjama's for the night. I opened the bathroom door while texting Joanna back and I got the fright of my life when I seen a figure standing at the sink.

"Oh holy shit." I said, putting my hand over my heart. The figure turned to face me and I seen it was Niall. Great. At least it's two single beds in the room. "I'm sorry." I said and closed the door again. Of course my luck, I have to be sharing with Niall. At the bottom of one of the single beds was my bags but where's Niall's?

I looked around the room and the I noticed it was actually in the corner of the room. I sighed and sat down on my bed which was the one closest to the bathroom. Niall had the window bed. He then opened the bathroom door and walked back into the room.

"Sorry, I didn't know you were in there." I awkwardly said, scratching the back of his head. I was just lucky he was only brushing his teeth. He still didn't reply he just walked over to his bag and opened it while I went to the bathroom. I got changed into my pyjama's and brushed my teeth. Once I was finished I walked back to our room for the night to see Niall was in bed already and a pile of his clothes were in the middle of the floor. I turned off the light and got into my bed too.

He's not very talkative is he? He was lying on his back with his phone in his hands. I was gonna say something but what's the point? He probably won't reply. I took out my phone too then he actually spoke. "Do you have twitter?" He asked me, not looking at me though.

"Yeah, why?" I asked him.

"Well, Michael said I'll have to follow you someday soon so." Niall replied.

"Yeah, I have twitter." I said. "Are you gonna sleep now?" I asked him.

"Yeah, I better, we have to be up early tomorrow." He sighed and placed his phone on the bedside table.

"This must be so weird for you." I said as he put his hands behind his head.

"What?" He asked me, turning his head to actually face me. There was a bit of light shining on it from the bathroom.

"Me, like you having to pretend you're my boyfriend and all that." I sighed.

"Well, you have to pretend you're my girlfriend so it has to be weird for you too." He replied.

"It kinda is." I laughed. "Not everyone is asked to be hired as Niall Horan's girlfriend." I smiled at him.

"S'not something that's asked everyday." He agreed and turned around in his bed so his back was facing me. "Sleep now." He mumbled.

"Yeah, goodnight." I said to him but it's Niall, so I didn't get a reply. Nothing new there. I couldn't really sleep well but i eventually fell asleep at some point. When I woke up Niall was still sleeping. It was half seven in the morning so I knew he'd be awake soon. There was no point in me trying to go back to sleep, so I just got my phone. I looked up Niall again and I saw pictures of me standing at the side of the stage last night. How on earth did they get those pictures?

I didn't read any of the tweets about us, I knew they'd be bad. It wasn't long after that our door opened and Michael appeared.

"Come on guys, you have to be away by half eight." Michael said but Niall didn't even move. "Niall." Michael repeated.

"Be up in a minute." Niall mumbled. Michael shrugged and left the room. I got up and went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and done my hair. I just put it in a bun because we're going to be travelling today. I went back into the room and Niall was still lying in bed.

"Niall, you'd need to be getting up." I said, getting clean clothes out of the suitcase. He just groaned but pushed back the covers anyways. I nearly choked on my breath when I seen he was just in his boxers. I never seen a boy in just his boxers. I quickly looked away while he rubbed his eyes, sitting on the side of the bed. He had freaking abs, I mean it. I quickly grabbed my clothes and ran to the bathroom before I could stare anny longer. At least he didn't notice.

I was halfway through getting dressed when the handle of the door rattled and there was a knock on the door. "Hurry up." Niall whined, God that morning voice. Wait what am I even thinking for Gods sake. I opened the door a few minutes later and he scrambled in and shut the door before I even had a chance to look at him. I just shrugged it off and went and packed my bag.

Niall came out of the bathroom a bit later in just his jeans. He got dressed and packed his bag too. Once we were ready we left the room and met the boys in the corridor. "Are there fans outside?" Liam asked.

"Yep." Michael replied.

"So how will we get out?" I asked him.

"We'll have to go through them again." Michael said. Liam walked over to the window and looked down.

"Jenny c'mere, look." He said. I walked over to him and there were even more fans there than there were at the airport yesterday.

"How do they know you guys are here?" I asked him.

"They know everything, they probably already know your name and where you're from and your date of birth." He told me.

"They probably know the time in all." Louis said.

"I don't even know what time I was born." I said.

"Well, you'll find out soon enough." Liam laughed.

"Is the bus here?" Zayn asked.

"Yeah, it's in the parking lot if you look out, it's behind the fenced thing though." Michael said and we all looked out and surely enough it was there. Well, there was two buses. A silver and black one.

"How will we get from here to there?" I asked.

"We'll have to walk, these boys may be rich but we can't get an airplane from here to there." Michael joked with me. "Right we need to get going." Michael said. I went to grab my suitcase when Michael stopped me. "No, you leave it there, you can't take a suitcase through the crowd, one of the men will take it." He told me. We all left our luggage in a pile. It felt weird to not actually have to do anything but yet have everything you needed.

"Are we all going out together or what?" Liam asked.

"Yeah, the security is downstairs waiting so off you go." Michael said. "Niall, don't forget about Jenny."

"Yes, yes, I know." Niall sighed. We got the elevator down and once we were in the lobby Niall waited up for me. "Are you scared?" He asked me as we reached the doors. I just nodded watching as the four boys went out the doors and through the crowd as fast as possible. The screaming was seriously going to my head and they were all looking inside here to see Niall.

"Niall, I don't wanna do this." I said.

"Look, you were fine last time, you'll be fine this time too." He said to me. The security guards were standing waiting on us. "Look, come on." He said and wrapped his coat around me again. "There, you'll be fine now, nobody will hurt you." He said, looking down at me. I looked out and nearly everyone had their phones out by now.

I was shaking a little but was comforted by Niall's touch and smell for some strange reason. "You'll be fine, don't worry." He whispered to me as we walked out the doors. This time I heard a lot of 'Niall, who's she?' and 'who's that' but Niall just ignored them and we kept walking. It felt worse this time, I felt like I couldn't breath and it felt as though we were walking through the crowd forever. All I could see was faces and flashes and I just wanted it to be over.

I gripped Niall's shirt and he looked down at me and give me a reassuring smile. That is definitely the first time he smiled at me. I would remember that smile anyways. I whined a little when I felt hands touching me, I was so scared I seriously couldn't breath at all. Niall's other hand reached over and he stroked my hair gently, obviously trying to comfort me. It did comfort me slightly to be quite honest.

We eventually reached the gate and it was shut behind us, the fans just crowded around and all the hands were reaching through. "You alright?" He asked me once we were out. I literally couldn't breath and my whole body was trembling. Niall looked at me and bit his lip. He looked over at the crowd and back at me. He then wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tight. "You're alright now, look we're beside the tour bus." He whispered to me. The fans screamed louder when he hugged me but I suddenly felt comforted. "You did so well." He whispered to me. His hot breath against my ear was sending shivers down my spine. "Come on, we'll go to the tour bus and you can relax, right?" He said to me.

"Okay." I said. He took my hand instead and lead me to the tour bus. We were going on the black one. I was finally able to breath again and I didn't feel as though the whole place was closing in on me. The screaming was piercing my ears. I don't know how it doesn't bother Niall. He let me get up the steps of the bus first and then he followed. Once we were out of the fans sight Niall didn't speak another word to me as I walked around the bus getting the gist of it. I had to say it was a lot bigger than I expected it to be. There was a living area with a massive couch and a TV. There was also a well equipped kitchen and bathroom. Then down the back was the bunks. There was four on each wall, one on the bottom half and one on the top half of it. There was a storage area at the end of the bus and on top of the bunks and at the sides. There was red curtains on each of them and red duvet covers. Inside the top ones was a TV and headphones and a place to charge your phone. There was also a few small pockets and drawers to keep things in.

"Here's your bunk." Michael showed me. It was a bottom one. "Niall's is there." He said, pointing to the one on top. I got into the bottom one, it wasn's as good as the top one, it didn't have a TV or headphones but everything else was the same. I didn't really mind anyways.

Once I was finished looking around my suitcases had arrived. "You can put your things in here and here." Michael said pointing to some of the storage places.

"Okay thank you." I said. Everyone got unpacked and then the bus started moving. I looked out the window and the fans were still there watching us and screaming but you couldn't hear them screaming inside the bus.

So this is my life now? I'm living on a bus with boys I don't even know and the one I am meant to know barely talks to me. Great.

I should've went to college when I had the chance.

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