-Chapter 23
"I don't know how you can say that." I said, shaking my head at Niall in disbelief.
"Say what?" He asked me.
"That this fucking relationship is strictly platonic." I said.
"Why can't I say that?" He asked me.
"Because, you're sending me all the wrong signals." I irritably said.
"How am I even sending you any signals?" He questioned, raising an eyebrow.
"Oh, I don't know, being playful with me, teasing me and fucking cuddling me at night." I snapped at him.
"So, what I can't be nice to someone now without having to be their fucking boyfriend?" Niall yelled at me.
"There's a difference between being nice to someone and fucking taking them into your bed at night." I spat at him.
"Maybe I like the company?"
"I am not your freaking doll." I snapped.
"No, but you're trying me to make me yours." He yelled. He turned around and peered around to obviously make sure nobody else was around here but other than us, the place was deserted.
"I'm not trying to make you my doll.."
"Well, why the fuck are you shouting at me for saying you'll never actually be my real girlfriend?" He shouted at me.
"Because- because I like you." I said, in a voice barely audible.
"Well, what can I do about that?" He asked, his eyebrows furrowing. "If I don't like you back there's not much I can do." He said, though there seemed to be a little bit of uncertainty in his voice. "You know fine well you're not my type and I have no feelings for you whatsoever." He said and I looked up at him with hurtful eyes.
"You have no feelings for me but you'll cuddle me?" I asked him.
"Jenny, just because you cuddle someone doesn't mean you like them." He sighed.
"You can't just cuddle me and expect me to think nothing of it.
"Well, I think nothing of it." He spat. "I don't like you, why can't you understnd that."
"So all those times you kissed me, you felt nothing." I said, my confidence fading with every word I spoke. I wanted to knwo the answer, but deep down, I knew it would probably hurt more than anything.
"We're not fucking talking about whether I liked the kiss or not." Niall snapped, much to my surprise.
"Yes we are." I replied.
"Well, maybe I don't remember how it felt." He yelled at me.
"Then maybe you need to kiss me again." I yelled back.
"Maybe I fucking do." He shouted.
"Well then what are you fucking waiting for?" I asked him, throwing my hands in the air.
"You're making me so fucking mad." He said, pulling my body to stand up with him. "I swear to god." He hissed, his hot breath on my lips. He pulled my bottom lip between his teeth and his eyes stared harshly into mine.
"You make me so mad too." I hissed against his lips making him groan. He dug his fingers into my hips and hissed against my lips again.
"Touch me you bitch."
"Fucking kiss me you bastard." I said back and he just really went for it. It was broken kisses to start with and I wrapped my arms around his neck. His tongue inched out of his mouth and he licked my bottom lip, but I denied him entrance. He let out a frustrated groan and pulled back, looking at me with a questioning look while I smirked at him.
I grabbed him again, digging my nails into forearms and pressed my lips against him. I wanted to be in control this time so I asked for entrance of his mouth with my tongue. He opened his mouth and let me but once I was in he tried to battle for dominance. I won this time and I explored his mouth for the first time.
He took me by surprise when he squeezed my butt making me jump a little and I felt him smiling against my lips. I ran my tongue over his teeth and he moaned into my mouth, sending a shiver down my spin.
After some time we finally ended the kiss and pulled back. I looked at him and he looked at me and neither of us really knew what to say. "Well, what did you think of it?" I asked him and he bit his lip looking at me, smirking. "Words would be nice." I said, growing impatient
"Maybe you need to kiss me again just so I'm sure." He smirked at me and I swatted his arm. "Give me another one." He smiled and I shook my head, backing away from him, giggling. "I need to be sure." He said and I shook my head and made a run for it. I ran back down the path and he ran after me. I was a fast runner though and I was quite a bit away from him. I ran onto the grass area and there were people watching us but I didn't care. I just kept running, it was kinda fun.
I was then stuck because I was met with trees and a brick wall. The exit happened to be at the other side and the gate I had initially seen was closed. "Hah, you're stuck now." Niall smiled, standing behind me. I turned around to face him and he was smirking. Boyish and predictable. He did have me cornered.
"Oh my God, look at that." I said, pointing behind him, to what was nothing, I just wanted him to turn around so I could run away. Of course I wanted to kiss him but I wanted to make him work for it.
"Not gonna fall for it." He said, walking closer to me making me back into the wall. Damn he's good.
"Not gonna kiss you again." I said as he neared me.
"Yes you are." He whispered, his lips ghosting over mine. I pushed him abruptly back by his chest making him fall to his bum. He glared up at me while I burst out laughing. I held my hand out to him and he took it and I hauled him up.
"Loser." I teased. I looked over Niall's shoulder to see someone was either taking pictures or videoing us. "There's someone videoing us." I told Niall.
"Then, let's put on a good show for them." He said, pushing my body against the wall and pressing his own against mine. I was a little taken aback by his actions to be honest. Especially seeing as we were in public and all.
"Niall." I whispered. "We're in public." I said as he pressed his body harder against mine.
"I know." He rasped back, running his hands up and down my back. His pupils were dilated and his breathing was heavy. The tension was growing between us as the seconds passed and I felt my eyes fluttering as his lips were harshly pressed against mine. In a swift motion his tongue was inside my mouth, certainly making itself at home. I was like putty in his hand. I tangled my hands in his hair, tugging on it while he let a groan fall from in between his lips and it send vibrations into my mouth.
After some time, he decided he wanted to end the kiss but I harshly grabbed his hair, forcing his mouth to stay where it was. He moaned into my mouth again as I tugged on his hair, the reason oblivious to me. He was nibbling my bottom lip and sucking it gently and when we finally did end the kiss my lips were quite swollen, his synonymous to mine.
"Well, what's your verdict?" I asked him as he licked his lips.
"Maybe it was good." He smiled, making me blush. "Look, I made your lips swell." He said, tracing his finger over my lips, making me shiver.
"I made yours too." I said, lightly touching his lips as well. "I'm cold." I said, even though Niall's hot body was pressed against mine still.
"Should we go back?" He asked me, finally freeing my body from his. I nodded and he took my hand while I shivered slightly, I really should have taken a coat. When we got out of the park Niall took off his coat and wrapped it around my shoulders.
"Thanks." I said giving him a slight smile. I put his jacket on properly, it was still warm from his body heat and it smelled nice too.
"How was your walk?" Maura asked as we entered the house again.
"It was lovey." Niall replied. "Hey, I'm gonna go to dad's, are you coming or staying here?" He asked me.
"I'll stay here." I replied, taking off his coat.
"Right, I'll be back in an hour." He said and kissed my cheek. I was a little shocked but then I realised he had done it because Maura was in the room.
"Should we bake Niall something for when he comes back?" Maura asked me.
"Oh, that sounds nice." I smiled.
"Let's make a cake." She said and lead me to the kitchen. I'm not a very good baker but Maura helped me and we started on a cake. I went on my phone while it was in the oven and I checked twitter of course.
'Niall said he was her girlfriend last night when he was drunk I am crying.'
'She better take good care of our Nialler or we'll come and kill her.'
'The way he kisses her though and dances with her I'm jelly'
'I can't believe Niall finally has a girlfriend and he actually took her home to meet the family, it must be serious'
'I'm happy for him but sad at the same time.'
'My heart is broken'
'He even went for a walk with her today and pushed her against a wall to kiss her I'm weAK'
'I didn't know Niall was such a dominant type, kissing her against a wall.'
'If they do that in public I don't even wanna know what they do in private.'
'SHE IS DATING MY BABY I AM SAD'
'Niall can't have a girlfriend he's just a baby.'
'BUT WHY AREN'T WE TALKING ABOUT THE PICTURE OF HER FUCKING SITTING ON HIM.'
'SHE WAS SITTING ON HIM AND HE WAS ONLY WEARING BOXERS WHY ISN'T ANYONE TALKING ABOUT THAT'
'Jenny is so lucky I wannA be her sigh'
'But did you guys see the recent pictures of them out for a walk'
'But the way he introduced her with her on his lap I AM NOT BREATHING'
'I hate Jenny already'
'She's so lucky getting to sit on nearly naked Niall I mean wowo.'
'I don't ship them at all tbh'
'Oh Niall why would you do this to us.'
'It was so cute the way he climbed a tree and chased after her I want Niall as a boyfriend.'
Then I decided to click an article about us because this all amuses me. I dont know how they got the video's of us so quick like that was less than an hour ago.
'Niall Horan's got himself a new lady!'
The 1D heartthrob has broken the hearts of millions of girls over the world today as last night, he told us about his new girlfriend Jenny. (Sorry Niall girls!)
He introduced her saying how he's 'the luckiest man in the world' and she replied with 'I am the luckiest girl' then the couple shared a kiss! (Video below)
They danced and drank the night away, sharing a few more kisses which were all caught on camera, the cheeky chap probably didn't know.
Also, the pair went on a walk today, he has her home in Mullingar with him so it must be serious girls sorry to tell you !
The pair were seen today out for a walk in his hometown neighbourhood. He climbed a tree with her then chased her around the grass but he ended the day by kissing Jenny, but girls, as we all knew, he's the best kisser. He pushed her up against the wall after he chased her, the two giggling the whole time.
So what do you guys think about the couple? We personally think they're adorable.
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I find all this so amusing to be honest. It's so weird being in a 'relationship' which is constantly looked over, constantly judged, and constantly being viewed by media.
I had been so consumed in reading all this shit about us I hadn't even realised the cake was ready. It was out of the oven and Maura was getting the icing ready.
I helped her ice the cake and it looked cute once it was finished. She had cut it and I put cream in the middle of it too. We made a good team even though I had no clue how to cook. I tried to ice Niall's name onto it but it came out messy and sloppy, I also drew a shamrock and it looked kinda cute.
It was then we heard the front door opening and Niall appeared in the kitchen a few minutes later. "We made you a cake." Maura smiled.
"I iced it." I proudly told him. He looked at it with a big smile plastered on his face.
"Oh you guys." He cooed. "This is so cute."
"I drew a shamrock." I announced.
"Yes, you're very good at drawing them." He chuckled and took out his phone, taking a picture of it. He probably put it on instagram like he does with everything. He cut the cake and we all ate some and I have to say, it tasted lovely.
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Niall took me into town today and showed me around a bit. I have to say, I love Ireland, it's such a beautiful place. I don't ever want to leave to be honest. I really like it here and at east while we're here Niall is nice to me.
I like it when he's nice to me.
I like him.
I was quite late by the time we got back and we literally went straight to bed. I changed into my pyjama's after I brushed my teeth then I took off my makeup and got into bed beside Niall. He turned on his side to face me when I did.
"Sorry for being rude to you, I just don't want you to fall for me Jenny." Niall whispered to me.
"Why?" I asked him.
"As I said, loving me will hurt." He sighed.
"How Niall? How?"
"Just trust me Jenny, believe my word when I say this, it will." He stated.
"Please expand." I said.
"I don't wanna talk about this." He said, tugging his hair. "Just please don't."
"But you kissed me today and it wasn't for show, what signs are you sending me?" I questioned.
"Maybe I just like kissing you I don't know."
"Niall you can't just do this to me, I am not some kind of doll, either you kiss me and you mean it or you don't kiss me at all." I snapped at him, getting irritated. He looked over and it seemed as though his bottom lip was trembling. He looked as though he was crying but I couldn't be sure with the lack of light in this room.
"I'm sorry." He finally whispered and got out of bed, scurrying out of the room. I heard the bathroom door closing in the room next to me. I sighed and rubbed my thumping head. This is all so confusing. He had the tap running but I could still hear his soft sobs coming from the bathroom. Oh Niall.
About ten minutes later Niall came back into the room His head was bowed and when he got into bed his back was facing me. I shuffled closer to him and massaged his bare back. I read somewhere they liked this anyways so I just assumed he would maybe like it. He sighed audibly when I done this and sniffled a little. I knew it. "Don't cry Niall, I don't know why you're crying but don't do it." I softly said as he rolled on his stomach, giving me a better angle.
"M'not crying." He mumbled as I rubbed his tense shoulders.
"Don't mess with me Niall, I know you were." I said but he didn't reply. I had a feeling he was crying again but I decided to leave him be and just kept massaging his back for him. I don't wanna make him feel uncomfortable with all these accusations. I know boys don't like to admit they're crying, my brother Marcus would never admit he was.
Then again Joanna never would and I don't like to cry either. I guess us Johnson's are a tough bunch.
I don't know why boys like getting their back massaged so much. Niall seemed to really like this anyways. He moved his head so his cheek was sitting on his intertwined hands, his eyes closed. Even in the light barely lit room, with only a small lamp, I could see his flushed cheeks, they made him look cute, almost angelic.
I could see small freckles on his back, they were absolutely adorable.
After a little while I could hear soft snores coming from Niall, he had fallen asleep. I couldn't help but smile at how cute he looked. I still don't understand why the boy was crying tonight though. He's a complicated boy, I have to say.
I got out of the bed and turned off the lamp before crawling back in next to him. He moved a little and his eyes opened slightly. He couldn't keep them open though and they were closed again within a matter of seconds.
"Night Niall." I whispered.
"I'm sorry." He whispered back. It was greatly mumbled, but I clearly understood it.
I seriously don't understand him, one minutes he's shouting at me, then the next he's kissing me and the next he's telling me we can;t be anything more than friends then he's crying I just don't get him.
I wish I wasn't falling for him, but I think I am.
I have a feeling loving him will hurt.
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A/N Yay I updated and I done it a bit longer ! I hope you're happy haha :)
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