I was awoken to Niall nudging my leg with his. My eyes shot open and I looked up at him. I then realized I was basically curled around him. "I need a wee and you're kinda retraining me." Niall pointed out. I blushed and moved so he could get out of bed and go to the bathroom.

"What time is it?" I asked him as he came back into the room.

"Half ten." He said.

"Woah, that's a lie in for you guys." I said, shocked we had been allowed to sleep that long.

"Yeah, we have a free day today until concert time so I'm going golfing with Mark and some of the other boys." Niall told me. "So you can do whatever you want today." He said and I panicked a little because what am I meant to do?

He sat down on the bed across from him and started pulling on clothes. "What will I do today?" I asked him and he shrugged.

"Do whatever you want." He shrugged, biting his nails.

"But what am I meant to do like I don't even know where we are." I sighed.

"Not my problem, I'm going anyways, I can't be looking after you twenty four seven, I have a life too." He said, pulling up his jeans.

"I know sorry." I quietly replied pulling back the covers to go get dressed in the bathroom. I grabbed my clothes and locked the door after me and when I went back into the room and I seen Niall was gone already. I sighed and grabbed my phone just as the door to the room opened and Lou appeared.

"hey Jenny." She smiled at me.

"Hi Lou." I smiled back.

"Niall's left, yeah?" She asked me and I nodded. "Shall we do something together today? I have nothing to do." She laughed.

"Yeah, I have nothing to do either." I replied.

"Shopping would be fun, what do you think?" She asked me.

"Shopping sounds wonderful, I am so in." I said.

"Alright, are you ready to go?" She asked me.

"Yeah, should I take Niall and I's bag because we won't be back here, will we?" I asked her.

"Nah, someone will get those bags for you, don't worry." She said as I tied my hair in a ponytail. "Just grab your handbag and let's go." She said and I grabbed my purse and we left the room. We got in a car and Lou drove.

"You know your way around here?" I asked her.

"Actually no, I'm just hoping we won't get lost." She chuckled and started to drive. "So how are Niall and you getting on?" She asked me.

"Um, I don't know." I shyly replied.

"Is he nice to you?"

"Sometimes he is, sometimes he isn't." I truthfully replied.

"Give him a while and I bet he'll be best friends with you." She smiled at me.

"He was nice to me last night and it was probably the nicest he has been to me." I said.

"See, maybe he is just getting used to you." She assured me.

"I hope so." I smiled.

"Do you like him?" She asked me, smiling.

"What do you mean?" I asked her.

"Like do you think you like-like him?" She asked me, smirking a little. I shrugged and played with the hem on my sweater, blushing immensely. "Ohhh, so you do?" She smiled.

"No well, I don't know." I admitted. "I honestly don't."

"Yes you do Jenny, don't lie to me." She grinned. I shook my head and giggled, feeling super awkward and embarrassed right now. A few minutes later Lou was pulling into a parking lot. "I have a feeling you do, but hey Nialler is a little irresistible, he's a real lady's charm." She said as we got out of the car. "This said shopping mall so I don't know if this is any good or anything." She told me as we walked in the doors.

The first shop we met was a clothes shop. I looked around and there was so many nice clothes. This one top really caught my attention then I looked at the price tag and nearly had heart failure. This shop is not cheap, though Lou had a few items in her hand already.

"Are you actually going to buy them?" I asked her.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I?" She chuckled.

"It's so expansive." I sighed.

"Not really, this is my favourite shop, I don't think it's that bad." She said looking through a rail. "Don't worry, I'll get you buying clothes here." She smiled at me. I don't think I'll ever buy anything here, it's too expensive for my likings. I know I get payed well but it would all be gone if I bought things in this shop a lot and I need to save for college and a new phone.

After she paid for her clothes she took me to New Look. "I bet this shop is more to your likings because it's cheaper." She smiled at me as we walked in.

"Yes, this is totally my favourite." I said, going for a rail with nice clothing. I picked up a few various items, a few pieces of jewellery and a nice new pair of boots and went to pay. It had honestly ages since I bought any new clothes for myself so this give me a thrill.

"Happy?" Lou asked me as we left the shop.

"Vey actually." I grinned. We went into a shoe shop and I seen these shoes that I just fell in love with. They were brown boots with laces and then had a heel. They were amazing but I had just bought heels and I didn't know whether or not I had the money to splurge. I had already spent so much. I looked over at Lou and she already had three pairs in her hand. She can fairly afford things where as I struggle to even buy cheap things.

These boots weren't that expensive so I decided to treat myself for a change and I bought them. I promised myself that was all I was going to buy for the day then. Lou had bought another pair of shoes in the moments I had been debating. I have a feeling she just buys things for the sake of buying them.

"This day has been fun so far, shall we get something to eat before we go back to shopping?" Lou asked me and I nodded. We went to some restaurant and the food was delicious. I really like Lou, she's so nice to me.

"You know, it's nice to actually have a girl on tour with us." Lou said, sipping on her drink. "It's all boys on tour and it gets boring, they won't go shopping with me." She laughed.

"Well, I'm happy you're on tour with me but what about their stylist?" I asked her.

"Oh Mary? Nah she's too old, boring." She said. I guess Mary is kinda old but she's only in her forties I'd say. She's tiny and very overweight but she's a great stylist. She seems lovely though, but I understand where Lou is coming from.

When we finished eating we went back to shopping and spent a good few hours doing so. I kept my promise to myself and didn't buy anything else, except half the bill of the food but that doesn't really count.

By the time we had gotten back it was time to go to the concert. We left our bags on the buses which were outside the stadium ready for when the concert was over. At least I will have pyjama's tonight.

It was pretty hectic backstage because the Louis, Niall and Zayn happened to be missing. Paul had to go on the hunt and ended up finding them outside with each other on go carts, wherever they got them. Of course Niall being Niall though kicked up a fuss and wouldn't come in. I was watching from the window and Paul was chasing him around and it was literally five minutes until showtime because their support act had come off the stage. Paul caught him and slung him over his shoulder. A few minutes later he was in the dressing room with him. Niall was out of breath and sweaty and needed a shower but there was no time. They just put loads of deodorant and aftershave on him, dressed him and pushed him on stage.

I watched from the side of the stage again. Niall is so playful and funny and bubbly on stage and he never shuts up, yet he can't hold a conversation with me.

It kind of hurts, I don't know.

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When I woke up the bus was moving. Lou said we'd be travelling for most of the day sigh. I hate travelling, it sucks because one- There's nothing to do and two- it makes me feel nauseous. I was never a good traveller not even now.

I stayed in my bunk for a while playing games on my old phone. I peeped out the curtain and seen everyone else was already up. I wanted to get up too but I felt kinda sick. I was afraid if I stood up I would fall over. I don't like this.

I eventually willed myself to get up and I stood up and walked to the living area where everyone else was. "Ah Jen come sit next to me." Harry smiled at me and patted the only empty space on the couch next to him. I sat down while everyone watched me.

"Niall shut the fuck up now, you're just pissing me off now." Liam snapped at Niall.

"Wouldn't be pissing you off if you hadn't of brought up all this shit." Niall spat. I had no clue what was going on.

"They're fighting about something stupid." Harry told me.

"It's not fucking stupid Harry for fucks sake, he's saying I need to stop acting so stupid on stage like I am doing fuck all just having fun." Niall defended.

"You do be a bit crazy on stage, I see where he's coming from, like calm down." Harry said.

"Louis? Am I seriously like that?" Niall frantically asked Louis.

"I am not getting involved." He sighed.

"Isn't anyone going to fucking defend me?" He asked, looking a bit frustrated. Everyone stayed quiet so I decided to step in.

"I don't think you're annoying on stage, I think you exactly what the fans want, fun and playful." I said and all eyes turned to me. I felt a blush creep up my cheeks as all their eyes scanned me.

"You don't count, I'm talking to the boys." Niall snapped at me. "Zayn?" He said, turning to Zayn while everyone's attention was turned to Zayn now.

"I agree with them, you irritate me." Zayn said and Niall sighed, running a hand through his hair.

"Thanks boys." He sighed and sat back. "Why don't I just not go on stage?"

"Stop being such a fucking drama queen." Liam shouted at him. "You were better back in two thousand and eleven when everyone hated you because you were ugly, at least you were quiet then."

Niall stood up and left the room slamming the bathroom door after him.

"Liam why were you so harsh on him?" Louis asked him.

"Yeah, I agree with Louis on this one, the last thing you said was a little too far." Harry said.

"And what did he say to me before Jenny came? He was no angel himself." Liam snapped.

"Now you've upset him though." Zayn said.

"He's a big boy, he'll be alright." Liam said. "How come you guys only care about little Nialler?" Liam asked putting air quotations on the 'little Nialler.' "He said rude things to me to but how come you're not saying he was in the wrong?"

"You know how self conscious he was back then and now you're bringing it up. He didn't say anything half as bad." Louis replied.

"He said I'm immature and an asshole these days and some things I don't even want to say again."

"Well, you were an asshole to him there." Harry pointed out.

"You fucking agreed with me you long haired freak." Liam yelled at him.

"Least I have hair, you're nearly bald." Harry snapped back.

"Lads, lads, lads, stop fighting." Louis sighed. "You need to go say sorry to Niall."

"Like fuck am I saying sorry to him, he needs to say sorry to me." Liam huffed, crossing his arms over his chest.

"Don't be so childish." Zayn said to him.

"He's the one being fucking childish running off crying." Liam spat.

"You know how fucking self conscious he is about that and you fucking know what happened yet you bring it up again." Zayn snapped at him.

"Like I care."

"Yeah well, Niall is right, you used to care." He spat and got up from the sofa. Harry got up too after shooting him a glare and Louis sighed and shook his head following. I awkwardly looked at Liam not really knowing what to say.

"Welcome to behind the scenes of One Direction." Liam sighed.

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