When I woke up I remembered I was still in bed with Niall. Why did I let myself do this? I questioned myself as I lay in his arms while he still slept.

I know he doesn't really care about me and I know I am falling for him, I shouldn't have done this. I shouldn't be here. He fucking hates me.

I looked up at him, he looked so cute sleeping. His eyes closed and his mouth opened partially soft snores coming out of it every once in a while. He looked so peaceful and beautiful with his messy blonde going in all directions.

His muscular arms were still holding me in place, I wanted out, I know I shouldn't be here. It seemed like a good choice last night but that was only because I was scared and I just wanted a bit of comfort from someone and it happened to be him I got it from.

I looked at the clock on the wall and it was twenty past eight. We don't have to get up until after nine as far as I know.

Maybe I should enjoy this while it lasts because this fairy tale isn't going to last forever. I bet when he wakes up he'll shout at me for something. I put one of my arms around him and the other on his chest. I just kinda wanted to be able to feel him.

Is that weird?

His hairy legs felt funny tangled with my smooth ones. I couldn't help but smile. Imagine all the girls that wish they were in my position, lying in a bed with Niall Horan and I don't even wanna be here right now. Well, I do but at the same time I don't. It's confusing. I'm confusing.

I felt him fidgeting around a little bit and he let out a loud breath, clashed with a small, barely audible whine. His limbs stretched out and he yawned a little, his eyes cracking open and he peered down at me, his eyes then widening as he seen the position we were in but he quickly recovered.

"Morning." He smiled at me in a raspy tone. God that morning voice. I give him an unsure smile back "Did you sleep?" He asked me.

"Yes." I quietly replied, moving my hand from his chest, making him shiver slightly. He grabbed my hand again, placing it back on his chest. I give him a questioning look.

"Feels nice n'warm." He shrugged and closed his eyes again. It felt so peaceful there lying with him but I know this is wrong. So wrong. The only sound in the room was our steady breathing, otherwise it was silent.

"We don't have to get up for half an hour." I said.

"I know." Niall replied. "Sleep." He grumbled. It didn't feel like much longer until Michael was knocking on our room door waking us up again. The door opened and he looked to the empty bed to us and then he smiled.

"Aww, I see you two are finally getting used to each other." Michael smiled at us. Niall didn't move, he just stayed where he was and didn't even open his eyes. "Be ready before ten guys." Michael said to us and left the room.

I sighed and got up and go my clothes out so I could take a shower. Niall whined a little when he felt my absence beside him and he curled himself into a ball. I went to the bathroom, locking the door after me and turning on the shower. I stripped off (Which wasn't much) and got into the shower.

I looked down at my body as the water cascaded over it. I was never really one to be proud of my body. I hate my curves, I don't think they're nice and I have a lot of stretch marks on my inner thighs, hips and back. It sucks really.

I was glad to get out of the bed. Well, I was glad but at the same time I was longing for that tinglingly feeling I get when Niall and I's skin touches. I don't know why it goes like that but it does.

I finished up in the shower and realized I forgot my t-shirt. I sighed and put on what I had then wrapped the towel around myself and walked back to the room. Niall was just getting up as I walked back in. He was sitting on the edge of the bed, rubbing his eyes.

I looked in the bag and found my top and was about to go to the bathroom to put it on when Niall stopped me. "What?" I asked him.

"Just do it here, stop running off to the bathroom every time you wanna get dressed." Niall said to me.

"But I don't feel comfortable changing in front of people." I shyly said, gripping the towel tighter.

"It's only me, the rest of the boys aren't here anyways." He said. "And look, I'm standing here in my boxers." He said and I my eyes looking down his body. He is fit, I have to say.

"I know but I have no confidence." I admitted.

"I seen you last night when you were putting on a top and trust me, you have nothing to be shy about." Niall said, ending his sentence with a smirk he barely let paint his lips but I seen it. He went to the bathroom and I quickly put my top on before he came back. What did he mean I have nothing to be shy about? I know I am not perfect and don't have a body like other girls. I wish I did though. He's probably just lying to me again.

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It was concert time for the boys by now. The day was boring enough for me, just tagging along from place to place and of course, Niall didn't say more than five words to me throughout the whole process. Halfway through the concert Niall ran off stage.

"Gotta go to the toilet move." He said pushing past me and running down the hall as fast as he could.

"He's forever doing that." Lou chuckled. A few minutes later Niall was running back up the hall and back up the stairs to the stage.

I decided I would check twitter seeing as I was bored. Before I was hired as Niall's girlfriend I never had any interest in checking twitter and was actually never on it to be honest. But I just can't help myself now, I am just curious to see what people are saying about me. It interests me to read the tweets.

Niall still didn't follow me and to be honest I didn't want him to either because then they'll send the hate to me and not him.

I searched up the name Niall and I was surprised when Niall and Jenny came up in the bar. How do they know my name? I seen this video then and it was a crowd of people. The caption said 'Niall last night with the girl, you can hear him shouting her name sigh.' I pressed play and it was the time I got mobbed and Niall came through shouting on me and pulled me through. You could clearly hear my name. So that's how they know my name.

I then scrolled through the tweets.

'You can see how happy Niall is with her, as long as my sunshine is happy, I'm happy.' Well, aren't you cute, but Niall doesn't look happy around me.

'I wish I was Jenny, she's so lucky, I bet she gets cute cuddly Niall and morning Niall and sleepy Niall and I'm gonna make myself cry.' Don't get too upset, I'm not that lucky, he's nothing like you've listed above.

'Jenny is is pretty, seriously, Niall is so lucky to have her and I'm happy for him.'

'{chants} Nenny Nenny Nenny Nenny!!!' What the actual fuck is 'Nenny?'

'Jenny needs to back the fuck away from my man.'

'Jenny's parents should have used protections.' Thanks baby, I'm feeling the love.

'Look, this is Jenny and Niall going onto the hotel last night, they probably shared and room and we all know what happens when a room is shared...' No, obviously we all don't because nothing happened in that hotel room last night excuse me you.

'Jenny isn't actually as pretty as she thinks she is.' I never said I was pretty?

'Jenny's figure is terrible, what is she even thinking wearing this dress?'

'I want Jenny's figure.' You guys are bipolar, one minute I have a terrible figure the next you want it, I'm out.

I closed twitter, actually kinda satisfied by what I had read and I had finished just when the boys were coming off stage. "Party time!" Niall shouted, ripping off his t-shirt and running down the hall.

"He's a little excited about the party that's on tonight." Liam said to me and I laughed and I heard him shouting something again. "It's been a while for him." He said, making me giggle. They all went down to the changing room and soon I was shouted on. I opened the door of the room to find most of them were only half dressed.

"Here Jenny." Their stylist said, flinging a dress and shoes at me.

"What?" I asked her.

"You're going to the party with the boys, put that dress on." She said, I looked at the dress, it was a navy blue one and it was nearly all straight and it had diamonds on the neck of it. There was also some nice navy wedges to go with it.

"So what I get outfits like the boys now?" I laughed.

"As long as you're going to be seen out in public with them. yes, you will be provided with outfits if it's a special occasion." She explained. I nodded and walked to the bathroom to get changed. Once I was done Lou took me and done my hair and makeup. I felt like a star.

Once I was done and the boys were ready we headed for the cars.

So last week I was working in a vans shop and this week I am going to a party with One Direction. How times change, so quickly.

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