It was like I was stuck.

F A L L I N G

Into this,
P
  I
T

Of,
N
  O
T
  H
I
N
  G
N
  E
S
  S
.

An E N D L E S S void of D E S P A I R.

Something U N E S C A P E A B L E.

Something worthless.

But still meant everything.