“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t do that...” Sunoo suddenly let you go and stand in front of you while gripping his hair feeling angry.

Your were shocked because you the one who should resist the kiss and it’s making you embarrassing that your brother the one who back away from you.

“I’m sorry y/n, I shouldn’t do that.” he said as he feels disappointed on himself.

“Oppa, you need to calm down.” you said while trying to reach for his hand.

He kneels to you and looks deeply to you. What surprised you more his eyes were in tears making you worried.

“Y/n, I really love you b-but you are my sister...” he said making you confuse but you know he did this with a reason.

“I know we’re not, but it’s okay.” you said as you are feeling disappointing that he still denies it.

“Y-you know?” He shuttered.

You nodded while playing with your hand.

“Y/n, listen.” Sunoo said and hold your shoulder.

“Whatever happened, don’t tell me about this again. Understand?” He said with his puffy eyes.

“Y/n, please promise me never tell me about this again. I’m scare to lost you so please promise me, okay?” He said and showing his pinky swear.

“Okay.” you said and do the pinky swear with him

You know really well he didn’t want Sunoo to know that you know about this.

“Do you love me as a man or as a brother?” He asked and cupping your cheeks.

“I—” you don’t know what to say.

“You kissed me back, why?”

“I love you but afraid to be with you...” you honestly said.

“Why are you afraid of me?” he asked confused.

“I think I’m sleepy.” you said trying to ignore his question and stood up facing him.

“Goodnight Ddeonu oppa.” you said and hugged him.

When he already out from your room, you sat on your bed feeling lifeless.

“I don’t know.” You whined while thinking what happened to your life.

You lay down on your bed and sighed before trying to sleep.

+ +

Y/n's POV

I woke up and looked at the window in my room. It’s still dark so I looked at my phone that was showing 2:01 am.

“I’m thirsty.” I said and going to downstairs to drink some water.

I close my door and trying to fully awake before going to downstairs. I was standing to long at my door feeling sleepy.

When I was about to go downstairs after fully awake, I heard a voice that sound like they were mad at someone.

“Are you crazy? She’s our sister!” a voice that come from Sunoo’s room.

“He still awakes?” I asked myself before opening his door.

I was about to open his door but stop when he said something I’m curious about.

“You kill her parents, the person I love the most and now you going to make her suffer just because she didn’t love you?” he said.

“So, it’s true...” I said after remembered my past.

“You are selfish Sunoo.” he said.

He talking with his another…… him?
I thought.

“Leave her alone. Let her have a normal live, let her have her own boyfriend. We have no control for her life.”

“Ddeonu is not a childish name, it’s a cute nickname that Y/n call me and she never love me as a man so do not mad at her just because she gave me that nickname.”

“I’m warning you Sunoo, Y/n is cute and kind girl. You already did too much. If she knows about this, she will never forgive you for killing her parents just because they didn’t let you to be with her.”

“I love her and her family, if she never forgives you so do I.”

It was silent after that making me curious. I leaned my ear close to the door to hear him clearly yet still nothing.

“It’s not me who kill them it’s you!!!” he was shouting making me flinched.

It was so sudden, thankfully nothing happened that can catch me for eavesdrops. I walked to downstairs trying to figure out, how can I run from this miserable life.

I opened the fridge and drink cold water. After I done, I looked at the kitchen counter while deep in thoughts.

“What should I do?” I said as my tear fall from my eyes.

Tbc.