After that I kept myself locked up for a while. I didn't want to face anyone other than my family members.

I was scared. Too scared to let my feelings control me again.

I've always been a person who craved friendship. A real friendship. A person who'd not play with my feelings and use my friendship. I never wanted that.

But that's what always happened to me.

Everyone ignored me. Even I have no idea why.

Whenever I tried to approach them first, to start a conversation they'd give me looks or will just avoid me.

So after a while, I stopped making efforts.

I was just waiting hopelessly as if someday someone would come and take me out of the deep dark hole in which I was stuck.

But he made me realize something. Something I wouldn't have realized without him and must have stayed like this...forever.