It's one of those times again. I think of you and I get that sadness that I have deep in me. As much as I want to cry about the situation, not even a single tear comes out. Your radiating self keeps me blind, while the dull part of me seems to be way off of your radar. I can see you, but as much as I try and hope for the best, you don't see me in return. This is all so stupid.. You have your own life to live, as do I. We will never cross paths and we will never get to usher a word out to each other. Your reputation tells it all to me. Still, I hope that you are okay. You seem stressed out lately and there's not much that I can seem to do but watch from screens and videos. It's two different worlds that we live in after all. Really I just hope for the best of you.

~J🥀