I've realized that every time I write something, it's intended towards the negative side. I've considered giving this journal a last goodbye, but it is a great way to express how I feel to you. Obviously I know you will never get a chance to read this. But for the sake of wanting a bit more happiness in my life I write to you anyways. I congratulate you and the rest of the boys for your outstanding job. But you know something?.. The more I see you all, the more I feel like our bond is cutting up. I don't want it to be the truth, but as much as I don't want it to be it, it is so. I won't even say such soppy words to end thing entry, because really, we've never been anything and will never be anything. Still, I will keep you as close to my heart as I can therefore I will still support you until someone better can.

~J