Every training camp this happened, they knew why it started yet not why it continued in this way, but boy were they grateful for it.

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Bokuto and Kuroo had met before the training camps, they saw each other in a café, immediately bonding after overhearing each other talk about some volleyball team.

They spent the day just vibing with each other and going on about their interests and hobbies aside from volleyball.

Kuroo went on about how he was soon to get a job at some café in the town close to his house whilst Bokuto gloated about how his ass was so thick that the girls at his school were jealous, which Kuroo just ended up teasing him for and giving him a ridiculous nickname.

It was Thickuto Assataru and he hated it.

When they saw each other at the training camp, they were ecstatic, almost immediately yelling at each other over their stupidity for not swapping numbers and staying in touch.

"Oh my god- Is that the Thickuto Assataru or are my eyes deceiving me?!" Kuroo yelled out, hyena cackling when some of Bokutos team joked about the nickname, which earned him a slap on the back.

Once they were done with the formalities they finally swapped numbers after forgetting to when they first met.

Idiots.

After the grand tour of the building, they got straight to catching up. Telling each other about family, school and what not.

"I still can't believe you didn't tell me about being on Nekomas volleyball team!" Bokuto basically yelled at Kuroo, the both of them sat on some bench out back of the building.

Kuro just shrugged, snickering at the others chaotic energy with anything and everything he did/said "It never came up! And same goes for you with being on your schools volleyball team! You could've told me that!" He shot back at him with a playful smirk

Bokuto just huffed, rolling his eyes "I- whatever! It DiDn'T cOmE uP!" he then mocked Kuroo, to which he just stuck out his tongue "Say, do-" Kuroo went to speak but got quickly cut off by his coach yelling about the matches starting, they both then bounced up in excitement "Nevermind, race you there!" He blurted out as he started running towards the court.

At Kuroos words, Bokuto smirked and ran along short behind him, yelling a faint "Hey-! That's cheating, you started before me!" but neither of them cared as they ran as fast as they could, both determined to beat the other.

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After the match the both of them were panting and sweating, Nekoma winning with 25 - 22, 24 - 26, 28 - 26.

"Nice game!" Bokuto said with a smile, having gone out of his emo phase as soon as the match ended.

Kuro looked over at him and smiled, moving his hair that covered his right eye back over to the left and wiping away the sweat on his forehead as he spoke "Yeah! You played really well, I'm surprised!"

Bokuto narrowed his eyes and raised an eyebrow, giving Kuroo an almost insulting look "Surprised-? What makes you say that?!" He playfully snapped at him, the corner of his mouth tugging into a small smile- as much as he tried not to.

Kuro chuckled at Bokutos look, nodding towards the door as he started walking "Well, you just seemed like one of those guys that are overly confident in how good they are- which normally means you're full of shit!" He said in defense, bowing his head just slightly in apology

"I-" Bokuto went to argue, to say anything to shut him down, but he had a point "Okay, yeah you have a point, smart ass!" "I know I do" "Bleh!" He then stuck out his tongue, pulling down at his eyelid with his pointing finger "Boo you, Kuroo!"

And for the rest of it, they had fun.

That was, until it started.

Bokuto was stood head down by one of the sinks in the bathroom, the water that dripped down into the sink from his wet hair, mixing in with his tears, hid the fact that he was crying. He held onto the edges on the sink, his fingertips digging into the porcelain edges of it as he panted.

He wasn't sure how or why this started, all he knew was when. The first time he went on any kind of trip out of town- even family outings! He would break down into tears, uncontrollably crying. He's never found a way to stop or even prepare himself for this, he just knows that when it starts, it doesn't end for a while.

Bokuto felt lucky, lucky that it didn't start when he was in the middle of a match or in the middle of practise. Instead, it happened just as lunch started. Everyone else was munching on some snacks that had been given to them, so they would all be occupied and he could get this over with.

If Bokuto wasn't so up in his own head, his hearing clouded by his own thoughts, then he probably would've been able to hear the increasing sound of someone..running? In his direction and basically slamming the bathroom door open "Is he i- Ah! Thickuto, there you are!" The voice called out as they walked over to Bokuto and tapped him on the shoulder

"Where ha-" They then stopped themself when they saw the empty yet pain-filled look in Bokutos eyes, quickly changing what they were going to say "Woah, dude are you okay-?"

The tap on the shoulder and words took Bokuto out of his trance, making him jolk slightly before slapping a smile on his face as a reflex "Huh- Oh, hey Kuroo! What're you doing in here, shouldn't you be with the others?" He asked as he looked down on him, hoping to be able to change the subject.

Kuroo just shook his head, hating to see his friend in such a state. "Nevermind all that, the question is are you okay? You-you looked so empty, s-so- my god, are you crying?" He quickly added to his sentence when he noticed how swollen and sore Bokutos eyes looked, along with the obvious tears that build up inside them.

Bokuto just quickly nodded, sniffing as he rubbed his eyes in attempt to try and make himself look somewhat okay "Wh-what? Yeah, don't worry Kuroo! I'm fine! I-I just got soap in my eyes when I washed my face-!" He stuttered out, scratching the back of his neck as he hesitantly looked down at Kuroo with a shy smile.

"First off" The black haired boy started as he moved some of Bokutos hair out from in front of his eyes "There are no soap bubbles in the sink, and even so- I don't see any soap around here" He then looked up at him and raised his eyebrows, giving the other a sad smile.

"Second off" Kuro then pulled Bokutos hand away from the back of his neck, knowing that scratching has never been a good thing and never will be when you're in a state like this "I can tell when you're lying, idiot. You never know what to do with your hands and you just stand there like an idiot or start scratching."

Bokuto would be lying if he said he wasn't somewhat impressed, after that long of not seeing each other and only just seeing each other again- Kuroo still knew his shit. He sighed, looking down at the floor as he felt the tears start again. "I-I'm sorry, you-you shouldn't be seeing me like this."

The other boy tilted his head to the side as he heard what Bokuto said and watched as he body started to shake "Wh-why? Why is it a bad thing? Bokuto, I'm always here for you. Talk to me" Kuroo said as he propped himself up onto the sink, keeping his eyes on the boy in front of him.

"W-well...nothing's wrong, really. Just whenever I go out of town, even on a family trip, this just happens. I-I haven't found anything that helps with it or why it even happens, it just does.." Bokuto mumbled as he looked down, refusing to look up at Kuroo

"Do you have anything that you'd think will make it better? Something that maybe you'd need another person for? Like a hug?" Kuroo suggested, wanting to be able to help his friend in any way.

"Hugs don't work.." "Oh-" "Yeah... I-I mean, I do have something in mind that I haven't tried..but I don't know.." Bokuto then trailed off, regretting what he said the moment the words left his mouth

"What's your idea?" Kuroo asked, widening his eyes and leaning forwards slightly to show he was paying attention.

"I mea..I-it's stupid and I get if you think it's weird and don't want to, especially since we're both guys-! I mean, I was told it was wrong but it's the only thing I can think of and there are no girls arou-" Bokuto went on, his cheeks lighting up slightly as he started to fiddle with his fingers, quickly getting interrupted by an impatient Kuroo.

"Just spit it out, dumbass" Kuroo said with a half glare, wanting Bokuto to stop rambling already.

"I- sorry, it's um- well- a-a kiss." Bokutos eyes widened when he finally said it, quickly looking up at Kuroo and waving his hands around like an idiot "A-again you-you don't have to a-and I can understand i-if you th-think it's disgusting o-or whatever b-but it's a-all I can-"

"Sure" Kuroo said bluntly, interrupting Bokutos stutters as he froze in place, eyebrows raised and lips pressed together in a forced smile "I-I what?"

"I said sure, dummie. You said it might help you with whatever this is, right? So yeah, it's no more than that so I'm up to it" Kuroo said with a nod and a faint smile, still looking up at the other boy until their eyes were met

"Y-you will?" Bokuto asked again, just wanting to make sure as he looked up at Kuroo.

To which Kuroo just groaned, grabbing Bokuto by the collar of his shirt, closing his eyes and pulling him in for a kiss. The kiss wasn't quick and, on Kuroos side, it was filled with passion and a somewhat desire for more.

The black haired boy loosened his grip on the others shirt, instead letting his hand snake around Bokutos neck to pull himself closer and deepen the kiss whilst his other hand was used to balance himself by holding onto the sink.

Bokutos eyes were closed as he kissed back, letting himself relax into Kuroos warm touch and doing as his body asked. When he felt Kuroo pull himself closer and deepen the kiss it only made him feel and want more, his cheeks turning a red/pink color as he stepped closer to him, elegantly moving his hands down to the others waist.

Upon feeling Bokutos hands around his waist Kuroo whined into the kiss, his cheeks reddening as he moved his hand that was keeping him balanced and rested it on one of Bokutos hands, making one last attempt at deepening the kiss as much as he could before having to pull away to breathe.

Kuroo panted, resting his forehead against Bokutos whilst he just stood there breathless, absolutely lost for words at what had happened and how great it was. Any pain or guilt that he was feeling before, now gone like they were never there in the first place.

"Did- did that help?" Kuroo asked, his hand still resting on Bokutos whilst his other still sat around the back of his neck, tracing circles with his thumb.

The white-grey haired boy quickly nodded, stuttering out a quick "Yeah-yeah i-it did! Th-thank you, Kuroo" as he looked down at the boy in front of him.

"Is- is there anything else y-you need? O-or was one kiss en-enough?" Kuroo asked, wanting to make sure that Bokuto was definitely feeling better before leaving, totally not want to just get as many kissed in as he could to fulfill his own selfish needs.

Bokuto hesitated before nodding, pursing his lips together before giving an answer "A-another? J-just to be su-" He didn't even get to finish his sentence before Kuro had connected their lips again, deepening the kiss further by leaning his head towards Kuroo.

Kuroo whined again, wanting nothing more than for moments like this to never end, where he was finally in hi- someone elses arms, almost being used for their own pleasure..even if it was just a kiss. His cheeks darkened as he felt Bokuto deepen the kiss, using the hand he had on Bokutos neck he did the same, pulling the two of them closer together- chests meer inches apart- as he continued to kiss him.

After what, for the both of them, wasn't long enough Kuroo pulled away from the kiss again to breathe, panting as he looked back up at him "O-okay yeah, n-now I- I think that did it f-for now" Bokuto said with a hum that earned a chuckle and a nod from him.

"How-how often do you g-get like th-.this?" Kuroo asked as he started tracing circles on Bokutos neck again, getting the response of "Every or every other day. They're random though so I'm never too sure about when it will happen exactly- it just does"

He nodded at what the other said, biting the inside of his lip before speaking, still panting as he tried to collect his breath "Th-then, everytime you s-start to fe-feel like this, co-come and g-get me. I'm n-not going to l-let you do-do this on your o-own, okay?"

Bokutos eyes widened at Kuroos words, if it weren't for the fact he was already blushing he would've started blushing again. He went to double check with Kuroo, but when the seriousness in his tone and gaze hit him, he decided against saying anything and just nodded. "A-alright. I-I will"

"Good."

And with that it just became a regular thing, over the years, even before and after tournaments, if Bokuto was feeling that familiar feeling he'd somehow find his way to Kuroo and they'd make out in the closest closed off and private areas they could find.

It started off with small and quick kisses when Bokuto needed it, which turned into longer and more passion filled kisses if either of them felt down or lonely, which turned into longer kisses with somewhat touching to relieve stress to full on make out sessions with as much contact as they could get away with without anything..extreme happening.

They'd always start and play it off as having that emotionally drained feeling, where they felt like they'd break down.

Never saying the real reason why either of them liked doing this so much..Although half of the time Bokuto really did feel like that.

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Kuroo wasn't sure when it happened, but he started feeling drawn to Bokuto. Constantly wanting to be around him whenever he got the chance- but he never thought to hard on it. All he knew was that he liked being around the other boy. That was it. Nothing more, nothing less.

They were practising with Karasunos french fry when suddenly Bokuto jumped too far, he missed the net completely and instead flew towards Kuroo, the both of them lading in a very..suggestive position.

Well, to them it was. To everyone else they had just fallen, but to Bokuto and Kuroo it was much more.

Bokuto had managed to, somehow, shift their positions so that Kuroo wouldn't hit the floor, which lead to him holding himself up over the other. Bokutos cheeks flushing as he looked up at Kuroo, his face being meer centimeters apart from the others from where they held up themself- preventing what would've been a lot better than...this.

It took them both a moment to process what had just happened and the position they were both in before either of them could react "A-AH! I-I'M SORRY!" Bokuto quickly yelled out, Kuroo then pushing himself up and shaking his head "YEAH- YOU SHOULD BE-!"

Tsukkishima, Lev and Akaashi looked as lost and confused as a guy in the womens section at a store as they watched the scene before them, all of them audibly rolling their eyes 'They're idiots'

Kuroo walked back to his position and got ready as Bokuto and the others did the same, resuming their practise and hoping this never got brought up again.

Later into the night, long after they'd finished up their small group practise, Bokuto woke up to feeling that familiar pit in his stomach. Tears starting to well up in his eyes as he curled in on himself.

He looked over both his shoulders to see if anyone was awake before pulling out his phone to check the time, wondering if it would be wise/okay to wake up Kuroo.

3:47AM

'Fuck'

Regardless, Bokuto just sent Kuroo a message- just hoping that he was awake.

|Provocation "expert"|

If you're awake could you come to
the bathroom on the first floor? If
not that's totally cool!!

Don't worry about it, bro!

Just it's happening again and I didn't
know what to do other than message
you,,

He then turned off his phone, quickly and carefully getting up and going to the bathroom as he failed at holding in his tears, not wanting to wake anyone up.

'Bokuto..?'

When he got into the bathroom he did the same as he always did.

He put his head under the tap and turned it on, soaking his head and hiding the tears incase anyone unwanted came in.

Kuroo was awake, he hadn't been able to sleep...especially after what happened in training. He couldn't get Bokutos face out of his mind. The way he looked beneath him, what that simple slip up could've lead to if no one else was there- he couldn't rest on the thought.

He didn't fidget, he just laid there, wishing to be able to go to sleep and just forget about it- until he got Bokutos text. Kuroo wasn't sure why, but knowing that he'd get to feel Bokuto again put his mind at somewhat rest- picturing Bokutos hands on his body and vise versa..it calmed something in him whilst waking up another.

Kuroo then quickly got up, knowing he wouldn't wake anyone up because they're all obnoxiously deep sleepers, making his way to the bathroom to comfort Bokuto.

Once he got there the scene before him made his heart ache, Bokuto was on the floor of the bathroom, his knees pulled up to his chest and head in his hands. Kuroo wasted no time to swoop in next to the crying boy, placing a hand on his shoulder and whispering a quick "hey"

Bokuto looked up, quickly rubbing his eyes before speaking "K-kuroo? What- why're you awake..? It's like- ten to four. You have practise tomorrow.." He wasn't sure why he was saying all this, whilst he didn't know why Kuroo was awake, he was grateful for it seeming he didn't want to be a complete wreck that day.

Kuroo shook his head as he spoke "So? I couldn't get to sleep anyways so I might as well make some use of my restlessness. And so do you, wouldn't you rather go down with an idiot like me by your side rather than alone?" he chuckled at himself because of how stupid he sounded, but surprisingly, Bokuto nodded.

"Y-yeah I- you're right..it'd be less humiliating" He replied with a sad smile, looking over at Kuroo as he let his arms rest on his knees.

The raven haired boy smiled, moving closer to the other as he placed a comforting hand on his cheek, the other quickly spreading his legs open so that he could fit through the gap and connect their lips.

At first it was gentle, soft, warm- but it soon became heated and needy.

Kuroo pushed down Bokutos knees, quickly moving up onto his lap as he hooked an arm around his neck whilst he let his other hand get lost in his hair and pushing their heads closer together to deepen the kiss.

At the movements Bokuto moaned, only making the both of them more needy as he put a hand on Kuroos hip to hold him down whilst his other snaked its way up Kuroos shirt and felt him up.

He whined as he felt Bokutos hand feel him up, moving up his back and then to his chest, his thumb pressing down on a playing with his nipple sent Kuroo into a mess of whines and gasps as he pulled away from the kiss.

Bokuto looked up at him and went to apologise "A-a, s-sorry I di-" but before he could finish his sentence Kuroo had already pulled him in for another kiss, mumbling  "Don't be- sorry- I liked- it" between breaths.

At his words Bokuto smirked, doing it once more before moving his hand out from under his shirt to the back of his neck and squeezing.

Kuroo moaned again, arching his back and pressing their chests together as his grip on Bokutos hair tightened. He loved the feeling of pleasure he got from these moments, as sad as they start out- seeing Bokuto by the sink with sore eyes and no smile, he wished they could last forever.

But like everything in life,
it must come to an end.

"Boku- what the fuck..?"

They quickly pulled away from their kiss, looking over at whoever just walked through the door, cheeks red as a tomato as they both just stared at him.

Konoha just looked at them in disgust, his eyes scanning over the both of their faces and positions, gagging as he quickly walked out mumbling "Fucking fags" Just loud enough for the both of them to hear.

Bokuto didn't move whilst Kuroo hesitantly got up off of him, looking down at the floor before speaking "I-we should probably g-go back t-to..y-yeah" He then looked back up at Bokuto, their eyes meeting for a brief second where Kuroo swore that he felt something. That Bokuto was going to say something, anything, ask him if that was what he really wanted-

But he didn't. Instead Bokuto just nodded, looking away from Kuroo as he pushed himself up and walked away mumbling "I..See you at practice" before leaving Kuroo on the bathroom floor, confused.

He sat there on his knees for a while, thinking over what had happened and more importantly what he felt. Kuroo knew he couldn't be feeling this, he shouldn't, it's wrong- disgusting.

If that was true then why did it feel so good?
Why was it all Kuroo could think about?
Bokutos face, the sounds he makes, how soft his skin is, his touch-
Bokuto.

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The next day Kuroo avoided Bokuto and Konoha. He had noticed people giving him looks and just guessed that word had spread around yet he said nothing. He did nothing.

He was too afraid.
Afraid of what Bokuto would say if he realised there was more to it for him.
Afraid that he'd never want to see him again.
Afraid that Bokuto was joining in with the others calling him a fag.

Kuroo was stuck.
Stuck in a position where he didn't know how to act or even if he should.
He was stuck between coming out about his feelings..
Or doing what Bokuto was most likely doing and saying that it was misunderstanding.
A mistake.

He shook away the thoughts as he made his way to the bathroom, starting to get a feeling familiar to the one that Bokuto got.

Once he got into the bathroom he staggered over to one of the taps and put his head beneath it, trying to cool himself off whilst also trying to mask any signs of him crying that he could. With what he thought was being said about him, the last thing he needed was for someone to come up to him and see him crying.

It was humiliating.

But sadly, it happened.

Two guys from one of the other teams, he wasn't sure which and nor did he care he just wanting everything to end already, walked into the bathroom. They looked at Kuroo before looking at each other and whispering something. All that Kuroo could make out of it was "Fag" and "Beat him" The first one alone was enough for him to understand he needed to get out of there.

So he tried to. Kuroo quickly turned around and went to leave but they stopped him. The two of them smirking as they held him in place "Well, well, well~ If it isn't the one and only fag of the court. What are you doing in here on your own, hm? Shouldn't you be with your boyfriend~" One of them cooed, their words echoing in his mind.

Kuroo didn't respond, he just stood there, eyes on the floor as tears continued to roll down his cheeks. One of the guys then grabbed his chin, forcing him to look up at the two of them "Answer hi- oh, oh my..are you- are you crying? Wow, and to think you couldn't be even more pathetic" he then started laughing, using his grip on Kuroos chin to shove him back at the sink.

"I honestly don't care what you're crying about-" They continued, their tone of voice becoming more empty and monotone with a slight menacing hint "But just know that we're about to give you an actual reason to cry" Before Kuroo could react he got punched in the jaw whilst the other kicked his stomach.

He then fell to the floor, doubling over in pain as the two of them repeatedly kicked him for what felt like hours but in reality it was only a minuet or two. One of them then crouched down in front of Kuroo, grabbing him by his hair and giving him one last disgusted look before shoving his face into the floor and basically spitting the word "Pathetic" At him as they both left.

Kuroo yet again was left alone on the bathroom floor, yet this time he wasn't confused. This time he understood why it was happening and he allowed it to. After all, a fag like him deserved this. He had basically been using Bokutos problem for his own selfish needs.

He laid there for a while, although he refused to let himself black out or give in like this. He needed to stay strong for whatever moral he could possibly think of. Eventually he got up, ignoring the small puddles of blood that he had spat out onto the floor and stained his clothes, instead walking over to the sink and washing his face off and staring at his reflection.

Kuroo didn't know what he was thinking of, nor what his reflection was telling him- but he knew he had to just get out of the bathroom before anyone else came in.

As he was walking through the hall he got looks from anyone that walked past him, giving the few that asked if he was okay a forced smile and a nod.

That was until that person was his own coach "my god- Kuroo- the fuck happened to you?!" He yelled as soon as he saw the bruises and blood that littered the boys body.

"Nothing, coach. I just fell over is all. Don-" Kuroo said, trying to come up with an excuse but it quickly got shut down "Don't bullshit me, boy! Who the fuck did this to you, eh-?! And most of all why?!"

"I-I swear, coach! It wasn't-"
"It was because of that nonsense about you being a homo, wasn't it? Those fucking assholes- Kuroo, guessing you're not going to tell me who then we'll have to do it the hard way. Come on." The coach said, sparing no time as he dragged Kuroo along with him to the main gym where he called up the other coaches and told them to gather everyone up in there- that it was urgent.

Once everyone was in there, Nekomas coach started speaking(Well- yelling) to everyone, Kuroo being stood not far behind him- what had happened to him basically being put on display for everyone to see.

He hadn't been concentrating on what the coach had been saying, but judging by everyone elses reactions it was bad. Then it hit him "I don't know what you thought you'd be acomplishing by saying the nonsense, even if it is true- it's none of your business. None of it! Nor is there anything wrong with it! So fucking get over your childish act." The coach then stopped pacing, turning around to face everyone in the crowd.

"Because this-" He pointed to Kuroo, making sure they all saw his beaten and bruised body "is unacceptable behaviour! You aren't children anymore so you better cut out this behaviour before I let your parents know that you've been beating people up in bathrooms, where they're vulnerable and weak, just because they're a homosexual. It's pathetic, the lot of you are for doing nothing about it." He then let his arm drop back to his side, narrowing his eyes as he spoke again

"There was supposed to be a barbeque on the last day on this camp, but now that will be cancelled until the two of you own up to it. We already know who it was, we had someone quickly go over the tapes and you were the only two people to enter and leave the bathroom in the duration that Kuroo was in there. We just need you to confess or you wont hear the end of it." Kuroo looked down, swallowing what felt like the biggest and heaviest ball of spit as he felt everyones gazes pierce him like a blade.

"That is all. Now get back to whatever you were doing and if I hear anything else about Kuroo or anyone I will make sure that you wont be playing volleyball for a while" And with that, the coach left, taking Koruu with him to go and patch him up.

The two guys ended up owning up and 'apologising' to Koruu, a few people, including Hinata and Asahi, came up to him asking if it was actually true and if he could give tell them how he knew he was into guys in which he just responded with

"It's no different to feeling attracted to a girl, just they're a guy. It's as simple as that. I didn't know from kissing him, I knew before then- it just never hit me until a while ago"

To which they all bowed as a thanks before going back to their days.

Kuroo was taking a walk in the field, the cold spring air weaving through his hair and giving him that spine chilling feeling, reminding him that he was still alive.

He sighed, taking in a deep breath as he continued to walk along the field, not hearing the sound of footsteps rapidly getting closer to him.

"Hey, Kuroo!" The owner of the footsteps then called out as they finally reached Kuroo, tapping him on the shoulder and forgetting about the bruises.

Kuroo winced in pain at the contact, immediately turning around to face them "H- oh...hey Bokuto" He said in an almost monotone voice, his expression quickly changing into his usual bored expression.

Bokuto tilted his head to the side at Kuroos reaction to seeing him, going to say something until his eyes landed on his bruised face, his mouth slightly agape and expression softening  as Kuroo started speaking again "If you're going to just stand there are stare then you might as well take a picture because that'll last much longer. Oh- and whilst you're at it, leave me alone."

Bokuto furrowed his eyebrows and shook his head at what Kuroo said, giving him a confused smile "Pf- Ku-" "Or are you just here to insult me like everyone else? Regardless of what coach said. Listen, Bo-" "What?! No! Kuroo why would I ever do that-? What has gotten into you?!" He almost snapped at Kuroo when he interrupt him, stepping closer to him as he let his arms go limp by his sides.

"What's gotten into me-? I've been fucking kissing my best friend every time either of us feel like shit, basically using the fact it's the one thing that helps him for my own selfish needs, then- then we get caught but guess fucking what, I'm the one being beaten up and called names!" Kuroo snapped at him, tears building up in his eyes as he looked the other right in his eyes.

"Kuroo, I-" "Not only that, he did nothing to try and stop them! He didn't tell them that it was a lie or anything! He just let it fucking happen to me whilst he got away scott free!" He continued, his eyes slightly swollen and red as tears streamed down his cheeks.

"Kuroo..If- you should've come to me! If I knew you would feel this way about what was happening then I would've done something sooner! Why didn't you just tell me?" Bokuto asked, moving closer to Kuroo as he reached to place a hand on his arm, only for Kuroo to move away from him.

"Because I couldn't! What, would you seriously be able to see me the same if I told you that I looked forward to and love kissing you?" Kuroo asked as he stepped towards Bokuto, making him take a step backwards

"You'd be able to look at me the same if I told you that I lie awake at night thinking about you and stuff I wish we did together?"

Another step.

"You'd be able to look at me the same if I told you I get off on the thought of you touching and doing things to me, on the thought of touching and doing things to you?"

Another

"You'd be able to look at me the same if I told you that I have a big, fat, homosexual crush on you? That I fucking like you unlike I've ever liked anyone before?!" His cheeks were basically stained with tears at this point, having not looked away from Bokuto or blink the entire time.

It didn't take him long to respond, Bokuto not even hesitating before speaking "Yeah, yeah I would be. I'm not a hypocrite."

"I kn- wait what? What do you mean by that?" Kuroo asked, not understanding what Bokuto had just said, edging back slightly as a reflex.

"What I'm saying is that I feel the same." Bokuto said as he shook his head, smiling as he took a step towards Kuroo, making him take a step backwards.

"That I kiss my best friend whenever I feel down, using the fact that he's beyond kind and will do anything just to be sure I'm okay to my own perverted advantages.

Another step.

"That I stay up at night thinking about you and things I wish we did together"

Another

"That I get off on the thought of touching and doing stuff to you, on the thought of you touching and doing stuff to me"

And another

"That I've got the fucking biggest homosexual crush on you, Kuroo? That I like you more than I even like myself, which is a lot. That I like you more than even life itself? That I-" Bokuto went on, stepping closer to Kuroo with everything he said, Kuroo eventually shutting him up by kissing him.

Bokuto smiled into the kiss before looking away, a big smile still plastered onto his face. "That I really fucking like you, Kuroo" He finished, quickly placing his hands onto Kuroos waist and pulling him closer.

Kuroo blushed, wiping his tears away and giving Bokuto a dumb smile as he spoke "R-really?" he then let out a whine when Bokuto pulled him closer, looking away from him.

He nodded, gently using his pointing finger to turn Kuroos head to face him as he spoke "Yeah, I really do."

Kuroo then looked up at him then smiled, quickly pulling him in for a kiss and hooking his arms around his neck like always.

Bokuto smirked into the kiss as he let one of his hands trail down to Kuroos ass and squeeze it. Kuroo moaned at the feeling, moving one of his hands up to Bokutos hair and tugging at it, getting a moan and a whine out of it.

The kiss lasted longer than it normally would, the both of them basically fighting each other for dominance with things like applying pressure on sensitive parts and even pinning each other down on the floor.

Kuroo moaned as Bokuto bit his collar bone, arching his back as he grabbed him by his hair and pulled his head away from his chest "W-we..we should pro-probably s-stop" he said between whines, looking up at him.

"Why~? Because you're all pouty about not being able to top me?" Bokuto teased, playfully sticking his tongue out.

At his words Kuroo narrowed his eyes, quickly switching their positions, ignoring any pain he felt from his bruises as he held Bokuto down. He had a hand around his neck whilst he used the other to hold both of Bokutos hands up above his head.

Bokuto just looked up at him with wide eyes, his cheeks a dark red as he gasped for air after having the wind knocked out of him.

"Who's pouty about what, hm~?" Kuroo cooed into Bokutos ear, nibbling on and tugging his ear lobe before placing kisses along his jaw line

Bokuto went to say something but went against it when he felt his ear being tugged at and the kisses being placed alone his jawline.

"I know you want to do more stuff, and trust me, so do I, baby~" He continued as he trailed the kisses down to Bokutos shoulder, skipping his neck where his hand was still wrapped around to keep him pinned down.

"But I think it's best we leave..that kind of stuff until after camp~ You think you can do that, for me, Baby~?" He asked, biting down on Bokutos collarbone and leaving a mark before moving his head away to look up at him.

Bokuto moaned at the bite, arching his back as he nodded with a whine. "No, I need you to tell me that you will, Baby. Use your words~" Kuroo cooed as he tightened his grip around Bokutos neck.

He moaned again, letting out a pleasure filled gasp as he nodded, finally speaking "Y-yes! I- I will!"

Kuroo nodded, placing a kiss on the mark he made before loosening his grip on his wrist and neck. He then sat up, grinding on Bokutos crotch just to wind him up and tease him even more before getting up.

Bokuto whined again, looking up at Kuroo as he sat up "H-hey! You-you did that on purpose-!" He said as he stood up, coming up behind Kuroo and resting his head onto his shoulder.

Kuroo just chuckled, petting Bokutos head and placing a quick kiss on his cheek "I know I did~" he cooed with a smirk, turning his body to face him

He whined, looking into Kuroos eyes as he tugged at his shirt.

He just chuckled, bringing a hand up and placing it onto Bokutos cheek, caressing it as he pulled him in for a kiss.

Bokuto smiles into the kiss as he felt Kuroo pull him in closer by his waist 'No wonder he likes it when I do this- it's great' he thought before Kuroo pulled away from the kiss.

"Bokuto, I hope you know that this now means that I am yours and you are mine, right?" Kuroo said as he traced over Bokutos cheek with his thumb, smiling when he felt him lean into his touch.

He smiled back at him, his gaze softening as he looked into Kuroos eyes and spoke in a soft tone "I wouldn't have it any other way"

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Thank you for reading!! I know this is really bad and rushed but eeee I hope at least one of y'all enjoyed it.

I love my babies sm and just wanted to write smn for them. Idk when the next chapter will be up but- hEy-

Anyways, yeah I really hoped you enjoyed this! Don't be afraid to give me suggestions/tips/CONSTRUCTIVE criticism in the comments!

Have a lovely day/night!:)
-Sam