Reunion & The Truth Revealed

After a while, with Y/N, he and BF/N were hiding in a new place until Y/N could get in touch with his parents, which was certainly taking a while. Y/N was starting to grow a little worried as he kept calling them, but nothing. He started pacing back and forth as BF/N approached him.

BF/N: Hey, you okay, N/N?

Y/N: ...

BF/N: ... Judging by your silence, you're still worried about your parents and Loona. Right?

Y/N: ...

BF/N: ... Y/N, I'm sure they'll both be okay. Nothing can break them. Besides, what if we go to them?

Y/N: We can't!

BF/N: *flinches*

Y/N: I have no fucking clue where they are.

BF/N: Maybe they're on a shopping spree?

Y/N: Going shopping never takes that long! You'd think that they'd call me and tell me they'll be coming home late or at least check on me.

BF/N: ... Okay, that's true, but I'm sure your parents will be alright. Maybe there's bad service?

Y/N: ...

BF/N: Hey, I'm trying to help you feel better, man. I'm sorry if it's not working.

Y/N: *sighs* ... Keep trying, BF/N. Keep trying.

Meanwhile, outside, Loona was seen in her human disguise and Millie was beside her.

Loona: His scent goes to here. This must be their new home.

Millie: Right. Because of those agents you told me about on the way here.

Loona: ... Millie, are you sure about this? What if they catch you?

Millie: Look, I just want to understand Y/N more and the only way to do that is for you to interact with him more. Look, I'll be watching and remember.

Loona: I know. I know. I got this.

Millie: Good luck, girl.

Loona approached the door and sighed nervously. She turned back to Millie, who gestured her to go ahead. Loona hesitated, but she knocked on the door. Inside, they heard the door.

Y/N: You expecting someone?

BF/N: Nope.

Y/N got up and answered the door, only to be shocked to see Loona.

Y/N: Loona?!

Loona: *nervously* ... U-Umm... H-Hey, Y/N... I-It's been a while...

Y/N: Y-Yeah. Yeah, it has.

They stared at each other for a while in awkward silence.

Loona: ... M-May I come in?

Y/N: Uh, y-yeah. Sure. Come in.

Loona stepped in and Y/N closed the door.

BF/N: Loona! Thank God you're okay.

Loona: Yeah. Sorry for not being in touch.

BF/N: Hey, after what happened, I can't blame you.

Y/N: Plus, we don't even have each other's phone numbers.

Loona: *blushes nervously* ...

Y/N: Loona... What happened out there? I was worried that I wouldn't see you, again.

Loona: *nervously* I, umm... It's just that... I... Well, it's...

Loona held her arm, nervously, and looked around a few times, nervously. As she did, Millie discreetly peeked through the window and saw Y/N and BF/N.

Millie: Alright, which one of them is Y/N?

Back inside, Loona struggled to say anything.

Y/N: ... Y'know what? I don't fucking care about that. I'm just glad that you're still breathing.

Loona: *sighs in relief* Thanks for your concern, Y/N.

Millie: Wait, that's him? Not what I was expecting, but okay, then.

Loona: ... Hey, Y/N? C-Can I talk to you in your room? Alone?

Y/N: Oh. Y-Yeah, sure. This way. BF/N, stay put.

BF/N: Okay.

Y/N and Loona approached his bedroom and entered while Millie went to the window of the room and continued watching.

Y/N: So, what's up?

Loona: ... Y/N, there are a lot of questions I wanna ask you. And for both of our sakes, I want you to tell me the truth.

Y/N: Don't I, always?

Loona: I'm serious, Y/N! This is serious.

Y/N: O-Okay, okay. I promise. I'll answer truthfully, no matter what.

Loona looked out the window and saw Millie as she nodded.

Loona: ... *exhales nervously* Okay. So, first question. What do you think of me?

Y/N: Huh?

Loona: What's going on in your thoughts whenever you see me?

Y/N: Nothing much. Other than the fact that seeing you makes me feel happy.

Loona: How happy?

Y/N: That I feel glad to know that you trust me enough to see me. Especially after what happened before the agents. It brings me joy.

Loona: ... And you don't wish to get me when my guard is down?

Y/N: W-What? Loona, haven't we-

Loona: Y/N! I...

Y/N flinched a little.

Loona: Just tell me, please.

Y/N: O-Okay. *thinking* Geez. She's scary when she's angry. But, I find it very hot. *normal* No. I have no intention to hurt you. Or fuck you. A-At least without your approval or permission. I don't wanna do anything to hurt you.

Loona: ... If that's so, then what do you see me as?

Y/N: Honestly? A very beautiful woman. And I'm not gonna lie, you are... very sexy and hot. Especially when you're angry, but I'm still scared to be on the receiving side of your anger.

Loona: I'm only angry towards people that irritate me.

Y/N: And I'm not one of them?

Loona: Depends. Keep talking.

Y/N: U-Umm... What else?

Loona: When you look at me, what's the first thing you see?

Y/N: Your eyes. I can't resist how... mesmerizing and beautiful they are. I mean, compared to your body, but I'm more interested in what's going on in your heart. What's behind your eyes.

Loona: ... O-Okay. Good.

Millie was surprised to hear Y/N say this, truthfully.

Y/N: What else?

Loona: How good are you when it comes to lying?

Y/N: What, are you kidding? I'm terrible at lying! The only time I lie is when I stutter a lot or I try to avoid eye contact. I should know because I tried lying to my father to avoid getting in trouble, but I fail, badly. And that... got me punished more than I already was before.

Loona: *eyes widen*

Millie: *eyes widen*

Loona: ... How badly did you get punished?

Y/N: They grounded me to my room.

Millie: *gasps inaudibly*

Loona: ...

Y/N: ... But even though that happened, they taught me between what's right and wrong. It's because of them that I was raised to be a good person. To be honest, I don't find doing bad things as satisfying as most people do.

Loona: ...

Y/N: Loona, my dream... No, my goal is to live up to the example my parents put in this world. I'm just... scared of having to do everything by myself. I don't know what to do to survive and keep this house. I'm hoping my parents will be able to teach me when the time is right. I mean, I may be 23 years old, Loona, but I still have a lot to learn.

Loona: ... Lucky you.

Millie: ...

Loona: ... D-Do you... believe in Heaven and Hell?

Y/N: *eyes widen* ... Well, yeah. Of course I do. I mean, where would people go when they die?

Loona: Right... *nervously* A-And... H-How would you... feel... about the demons?

Y/N: ... I don't want you to laugh at me.

Loona: Why would I? Come on, Y/N. I won't laugh. I promise.

Y/N: ... *looks at Loona* You promise?

Loona: *nods*

Y/N: ... Well, I think they're lost and misguided. They've been... mistreated and were given a life that was completely unnecessary and unfair. I believe that with the right tutelage and everything, they can be like us humans. I mean, the demons may topple over us because of their strength and physical bodies, but the reason why humans are the more dominant species... is because of their heart.

Loona: Heart?

Y/N: Yeah. If demons are able to master their hearts, they can be human, too.

Loona: And how's that so?

Y/N: I always believed in another's point of view, the terms "human", "angel", and "demon" refer to their personalities and everything they stand by. Like you. I don't see you as a demon. If so, you'd have to be... heartless, selfish, and... monstrous.

Loona: ...

Y/N: But, given how I've seen you, I see that you're trying your best to be human, but you're struggling in a world where people see you as their bitch. But, you know, not everyone is like that. There's a balance between good and evil. But, even so, people will do anything to survive. It's how things work.

Loona: Yeah... I know that much.

Y/N: ...

Loona: ... W-What about hellhounds? What do you think of them?

Y/N: Hellhounds? ... Well, they're kinda... Umm... I-I'm not sure, honestly. I mean, I wanna believe that they're like Earth's canines, but more deadly and scarier than werewolves. But, I don't know.

Loona: ... And how would you feel if...

She looked out the window and saw Millie shaking her head yes.

Loona: ... How would you feel if you found out that you're actually friends with one, right now?

Y/N: Well, I'd be thrilled and lucky to- Wait... What do you mean, "right now"?

Loona: ... Y/N... I'm ready to show you something... And I want you to promise that you won't tell anyone about this. Unless it's BF/N because you trust him.

Y/N: Okay...

Loona: ...

Nervous and worried, she was enveloped by a fiery blue aura and Y/N stared in shock, but was mesmerized by the beauty of the flames.

Y/N: *in awe* Whoa...

Soon, the flames died down and Loona was now seen as a hellhound.

Loona: ...

Y/N looked at her up and down, shocked and speechless, as Loona crossed her arms with a nervous expression.

Loona: Y/N, I'm a hellhound from Hell. I know that demons are not allowed to show their true identity to humans, but... I don't fucking care. Because I... I-I...

Loona looked a brief moment at Millie as she nodded.

Loona: ... Because you make me feel something that's completely unfamiliar, but it's not a bad feeling. The real reason why I want to be around you is because when you're on my mind, you make me feel something that I've never felt before in my life. And I feel like the more I'm around you, the more I wanna understand because you're not like everyone else I've encountered in my life. You're so... nice and caring to me.

Y/N: ...

Loona: I always thought you had some kind of ulterior motive behind your kind nature like you'd wanna fuck me when my guard is down. And I'm... honestly afraid of that still happening, but... *sighs* ... Y/N... How do you feel... about me? And I want you to be honest.

Y/N: ...

Loona: Y/N?

Y/N: *shrugs* I-I... I got nothing... I don't... really know what to say.

Loona: *worried* ...

Y/N: Other than... *smiles* That's fucking awesome!

Loona: *eyes widen* H-Huh?

Millie: *eyes widen*

Y/N: *stands up from bed* Loona... I understand why you chose to hide this side of yourself. And to be honest, I always knew something was up with you.

Loona: You did?

Y/N: Humans aren't as dumb as you think they would be.

Loona: ...

Y/N: So... Everything you told me about the orphanage, Blitzø adopting you, you being an assassin... How does it work for a hellhound?

Loona: The orphanage in Hell is an adoption center for hellhounds who don't have parents. I was one of them. I was placed behind bars, waiting for someone to adopt me, but every time I do, I always get mistreated, abused, neglected, you name it. So much has happened to me for so long.

Y/N: *eyes widen* ... I get that you're a hellhound, but... That's just... too low, even for them. You're still a person who has feelings.

Loona: ...

Y/N: You didn't deserve to grow up in a life like that. I'm sorry.

Loona: Don't be. It's not your fault.

Y/N: Can't help but feel like it is. I mean, I get that you were adopted by Blitzø, but... You deserve better.

Loona: ...

Y/N: ... What about finding a date? How did it go for you?

Loona: Are you kidding? It was a fucking nightmare! Every time I tried to approach someone, they take advantage of me and manipulate me. They put up a false front to manipulate me into getting in bed with them and then dump me with another.

Y/N: *eyes widen & pupils dilate*

Loona: That's why I was so hesitant towards you, Y/N. I never understood you because I was afraid of what kind of ulterior motives you had behind the scenes, especially since you're a human. A society of perverted and self-destructive bastards. At least... That's what I grew up to believe...

Y/N: Loona...

Loona: I'm sorry, Y/N. I know you mean well, but... How am I supposed to understand you if I don't know what kind of motive you have?

Y/N: Loona, I don't have a motive to wanna hurt you!

Loona: ...

Y/N: I never wanted to hurt you. You deserve so much. That's why I was trying to be the kind of friend you can look up to. Someone that supports you. I wanted to be a shoulder you could cry on if you're dealing with something. I have no reason to be your friend other than I could tell that you're emotionally hurt. I... I wanted to be the kind of guy you can turn to in a dire situation.

Loona: ...

Y/N: Loona. I want to be your healer. Please... Let me fill in the gap that no one was willing to fill in. Let me... Let me be the missing piece of your life.

Loona: Why...? Why are you... so hard to understand? What am I supposed to trust in?

Y/N: Trust in the fact that... I wanna be your friend. Someone you can open up to and be yourself around. Please... It pains me to see you hide so much because you don't trust me. Just... Tell me what I can do to help you understand.

Loona: ... I-I... I don't know, Y/N... I don't know what you can do.

Y/N: Then deep down, you actually do trust me. You're just... letting your past experiences cloud your judgement. Loona, there's nothing wrong with remembering the past, but you can't let the past take over your mind on what you wanna do in the future. If there's a chance, you take it. Because... Because there's someone out there who's looking out for you. It's up to you to see it for what it is. Sure, sometimes the outcome won't be so... good, but the whole point is trying. Trying things that you think would be comfortable for you to do.

Loona: ...

Y/N: Loona, I understand you're still hurting, but sometimes, it takes more than one person to mend the pain. It won't go away, but if you have someone you can look up to, it can be nullified. There's nothing wrong with asking others for help. There are things you can't handle alone, no matter how hard you try to hide it. I-I... *sighs* I know because I know how you feel. Trust me when I say that my life was full of challenges. Everyone's life is full of struggles. That's why they do what they do. They're just trying to survive. You're not the only one that's struggling.

Loona: *clenches fists*

Y/N: Loona... Please...

However, Y/N felt a pair of arms wrap around him and he heard sniffling as Loona started crying and she hugged him.

Loona: *crying* Y/N...

Y/N: *hugs Loona* I don't expect you to start trusting me right away. Take all the time you need. If there's anything I can do to help you, please... Let me know. We can do this one step at a time. No matter what, I'll be honest with you. I'll try to be honest.

Loona: *crying* ... Then... Tell me what you think of me... What am I to you?

Y/N: You're someone who's struggling with trusting anyone because of your past trauma. You're beautiful, gorgeous, and... Please don't take this offensively, but you're also hot and sexy. You're someone who deserves the world. A better future. You're amazing inside and out. And... I want to get to know the real you. You mean so much to me...

Loona: *sniffles*

Y/N: I know we haven't known each other very long, but... I know you well enough to know that you deserve a better friend. Someone who treats you better. Like you matter. Personality and all.

Loona: *crying* Y/N...

Y/N: Loona... I care about you... So please... Consider giving me a chance, at least. Okay?

Upon hearing Y/N say such heartfelt words and how they carry so much emotion behind them, Loona began to feel her heart beat faster than normal and she blushed, but for the first time in her life, she accepted it and chose to give Y/N a chance.

Loona: *sniffles & wipes eyes* Fuck... You have a way with words... And you know how to say it with truth behind it... Alright, I'll trust you. Just promise me that this isn't an act or a false front.

Y/N: I promise. Thanks, Loona. For trust me with so much.

Loona: *blushes slightly & smiles* Y-You're welcome. And thank you for accepting me like this.

Y/N: Sure thing.

Loona: ... Hey, I need a moment to think by myself. If I can be excused...

Y/N nodded and walked out of the room. When he was gone, Loona opened the window.

Millie: ... I got nothing.

Loona: ...

Millie: This human... He's really something else...

Loona: I-I know...

Millie: You okay, Loona? I've never seen you like this.

Loona: And I'll break you if you tell anyone about this!

Millie: Okay... But seriously, Y/N is truly something I've never seen before in my life. I-I don't know what to say.

Loona: ...

Millie: You okay?

Loona: Millie... *smiles wholesomely* I think you're right about something.

Millie: Hm?

Loona: I think... I think I like him. Like, I love him. Like you said, he's really something else.

Millie: Really? You're not gonna deny it?

Loona: No... For the first time in my life... I feel like I'm willing to accept anything from him. Especially... his trust.

Millie: *smiles* I'm glad you're willing to accept this, Loona. And don't worry. Blitzø and Moxxie won't know about this because... They're dumbasses.

Loona: *chuckles* Yeah. Well, you'd better get out of here before someone sees you.

Millie: Yeah. Thanks for this, Loona. I feel like I'm seeing a new light.

Loona nodded and opened a portal for Millie to walk through. Millie walked through it and smiled as she looked at Loona closing the window.

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