Oh shit I think I might've accidentally made this story an angst...there will be tearsssssss... WHAT HAVE I DONE!?!?!?!?

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You bitterly smiled up at the starry sky feeling almost like your own universe was imploding under the pressure of your stress.

Tomorrow was the last day of high school, in other words...the last day to be with all your friends..

Although you didn't want to let go, it was useless, you'd just be keeping them away from their dreams and being a, terrible, selfish person.

Law was no doubt wanting to go to a high class medical school and finally become the best damn surgeon out there, Luffy always said he wanted to he an explorer so who knows where he'll be heading...and if he'll ever come back to the damn same continent.

Kidd though, somehow moved in with Law, which means being under Cora's roof, and has been doing an amazing job in mechanics..maybe he'll be a mechanic..

Zoro and Sanji were both with Luffy now...and the three stooges were with Law, Robin and Nami went out to visit Nami's older sister and decided to move there...heh.

A tear fell down your cheek, tomorrow you were going to lose everyone.

But you couldn't hold them all back for yourself, the three weren't ever supposed to even enter the forest in the first place, this was all just an accident formed from your own, selfish decisions.

And it was gonna hurt so much to say goodbye.

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You slowly woke up and sat up with a dull gaze, the entire forest was eerily silent, not even a distant giggle from a fairy was there, nor did the barely sounded whispers of the leaves come to comfort you.

Reluctantly, you pulled on your clothes and gloomily stumbled to the school down the empty path.

After this, you were all alone with no one to hold onto, or care for...and that was your worst fear.

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Kidd smiled as the raven blushed and looked away, "you're a fucking jerk" he hissed.

The redhead only laughed in amusement as Luffy smiled up at his friends.

"Wow, the last day of school already, Law what are you gonna do? Be a doctor like you always wanted?" Luffy dreamily sighed.

The medical student paused and looked off into the blue sky with a small smirk, "well it's crazy actually but...I was thinking about (Y/N)-ya's amazing world and...why not stay in that forest with her, learn about medical knowledge there?"

Kidd looked shocked at the medical student while Zoro and Sanji wildly grinned on Luffy's shoulders.

"THAT'S WHAT LUFFY'S BEEN THINKING!" they shouted.

Law and Kidd blinked in suprise as Luffy blushed and looked away, "I thought you wanted to be an explorer Luffy-ya?" Law suspiciously huffed.

The teen bit his lip as he smiled up at his longtime childhood friend and vigorously nodded, "yeah, and (Y/N)'s world is so fun and aweome! It'll be the place I wanna explore as an explorer, I'll make a cool journal of my adventures too!"

Kidd looked down at his two friends and pulled them close to his chest with a toothy grin and laughed out in his mirth, ignoring the many stares of his peers.

"Well I'm obviously gonna come with! You guys are the best thing that's happened to me..I'm gonna stay by you're side..I can't wait to leave this shit hole of a town, that forest is like paradise!"

The other two giggled and laughed at his small moment of sentimentality as the mischievous younger raven initiated a small game of horsing off.

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As you finally left the cover of the forest, your first sight was the only human and magical friends alike that you've ever had, all goofing off together without a care in the world..without you.

Just knowing that after today you'll never see them again...

It hurt so much.

The pain growing in your heart was massive, nothing in this earthly realm could compare with the internal ache of loneliness and abandonment, and to be left behind twice..

It chews you up inside until it's completely devoured all that's left of you in the heart.

But you ignored this pain and pretended everything as fine, they were happy after all.

That's all that mattered.

The school bell rang and the yard was cleared without a single person left in an instant.

They didn't even notice you.

You felt something inside snap as your sparkling eyes suddenly became dulled and your body relaxed like that of a zombie, something changed.

'They don't need me anymore...I'm nothing...I must forget them..' with one last tear rolling down your cheek you reluctantly shielded your heart from all the pain using pure will.

You've convinced yourself to shut everything out.

With a lifeless sigh and dead gaze, you fumbled into the empty hallways of the school, nothing could chance how cruddy this day was now.

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Finally music class!!

Kidd smiled at the other two as the students all sat independently for today's no-team project.

Yesterday, you guys had to make an individual song that would connect with how you feel about today or how you've felt in this school year in someway or form.

The group all noticed you were strangely late today as you haven't shown up yet when you'd usually be the first, but the trio were convinced that you were going to enter with a flashy bang!

The projects were about to start and that's when you finally arrived through the door.

At first the eight were happy to see you since they haven't caught sight of you all day, but something was wrong.

..You weren't smiling..

It was with the same blank slate expression you had on the first day, only twenty times as worse, you looked at all the faces you've gotten used to over the year and paused for only a moment at your friends...no...not friends...your old friends.

The silence was tense as you collapsed into your seat and looked up to mister Brook with a dull gaze.

"*Ahem* okay mina-san, the first student is...ah Luffy-san please come up"

The small raven gave you one last concerned gaze as he reluctantly came to the stage and popped in a disc.

God dammit.

You could feel the dribbles of tears leaking out of your unstable dam as Luffy gave the cheering crowd of students his signature smile, this song was all about his determination to gain his dreams.

Next up was a few other kids until Law was up next..

Another sickening crack resounded in the dam on your heart, each song was just reminding you of the good old days.

The days where you blissfully didn't know that you eventually had to say goodbye, not like this.

This one was about you all together, how Law was friends with you and the others, people who would be considered delinquents or heathens..

You only felt yourself deflate even more than humanly possible when Kidd was immediately called up to the stage next.

A bitter rage swelled up inside of you, that song was about his parents, obviously.

All the way from where you sat you could hear Law and the three shapeshifters internally going ballistic.

Then finally when there was no one else left to sing...

You walked up onto the stage.

Seeing all the kid's shocked faces, you knew that your tears were clearly visible, it would've taken a blind man not to!

But ignoring all their confused glances along with your friend's worried ones, you shoved your song into the player..your final song.

With one last push of determination, you finally finished singing your final goodbye, pouring out the entirety of your heart and soul, as well as every emotion you had leftover.

And it hurt like hell.

Tears poured down your face like an endless rain as you clenched your mouth shut from releasing any broken sobs you were desprately keeping in.

As if the universe was bestowing a miracle on you, the final bell rang and allowed you to run like heck, that bell just signified your farewell....but you couldn't brake down in front of them before they leave forever.

Not even stopping at your locker to pick up your stuff, you zoomed out of the building and disappeared into the depths of the forest.

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Kidd wheezed in a breath of much needed air as the group watched you zoom off into the deep thicket after failing to catch up with you.

"W-what the hell just happened?" Law growled.

They were really worried about you now, it was clear that something was definitely wrong.

"We need to go see her" Luffy charged ahead without a second thought as Bepo and Shachi both shifted into a pair of horses to help Law and Kidd keep up with the speeding teen.

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You were packing up all your things in the house.

It was your choice to leave this world, you just couldn't ever take a blow like this ever again, losing those eight was like losing over half of your life...and three fourths of your heart.

In a daze you looked down at the tiny locket shard and frowned.

You had to make this the last time you were abandoned, and to do that, you had to never meet anyone else ever again.

Back at the pond in the middle of the grassy clearing was a portal that could be opened with a spell like the brick wall, only this one was a one way trip that led to only one place.

The deadwood valley, a place where there was nothing but darkness and dirt.

You could go there, but never leave, and it was just perfect, no one would possibly find you there.

No one could possibly hurt you there.

Finally gathering up everything, you looked around the empty house and was about to leave until something tugged on you at the back of your mind.

Hesitating for just a moment, you left behind a small note along with your small heart shard, knowing you could never fully let go as long as you carried the remaints of, that heart.

With one last look at the flowery house...you silently left your home.

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Just at the moment you left, the group crashed into the field at top speed.

"GUYS COME ON! SHE'S GOTTA BE IN THE HOUSE!!" Kidd and Law mounted off of the two shapeshifters as Penguin transformed into a giant groundhog and karate kicked through the door.

But they all froze in shock at the horror before them.

The entire building was cleared out, almost as if no one resided there anymore, in fact it looked as if it was abandoned for years, holes were in the walls, the floorboards were damaged, and the roof was completely caved in...the only thing left untouched in the cleared building was a small folded note and... (Y/N)'s locket shard.

Luffy was quick to scoop up the precious object and hand it to Law as Sanji nervously unfolded the letter while Zoro closed the door with a deep frown.

Once the note was flat, a beam of light shot out of it as a recorded hologram of you played in front of them, coming directly from the enchanted paper.

"...To whom this may concern"  Kidd quirked and invisible eyebrow, 'what the fuck is she up to?' He nervously mused

"If this is Kidd, Law or Luffy then it must have been....maybe a few years since you last saw me..." the hologram faultered as you turned away with a hurt frown, '(Y-Y/N)-ya what on earth are you talking about?' Law worriedly thought.

"I'm sorry to inform you that I'm gone...I guess I died, committed...suicide, if you could say that" the group froze and some fell to their knees in shock.

W-WHAT?? WHAT?!?!?!?!?

"I just couldn't stand saying goodbye to you guys...the three of you, had amazing dreams that I couldn't be a part of unlike the others, and it completely wrecked me up inside, I wanted to play more, laugh more, sing more, explore more, I wanted to show you guys more of the wonders out there...I wanted the family I didn't have for such a long time with you guys..but if I held you back from your ambitions then it would be so selfish of me, even if I feel abandoned"

The three shapeshifters started to tremble uncontrollably, Zoro and Sanji were hissing and sobbing at the recording in denial, but the three boys just kept silent.

"So...guys...I wish I could see how successful you've become without me now...Law's probably the best damn doctor in the world right? Luffy's obviously taking the planet by storm...AND KIDD YOU BETTER BE A FAMOUS MECHANIC OR SOMETHING OR I'LL HAUNT YOUR ASS!!" The hologram bitterly chuckled as tears streamed out like a waterfall from your cheeks dispite the wide grin on your face.

"Sometimes I wondered...did you guys ever think of me after all this time?..Did you ever think of coming back here to be with me instead of following your dreams?...Did you guys forget me as soon as the bell rang to persue your dreams?...Do you guys even remember each other? Do you still even keep contact with one another?"

Those words hit through the three like a deadly arrow as tears finally broke out of their eyes almost on command.

"..Heh heh, sorry guys but I'm still selfish even when I'm dead..so if one of you do ever see this recording...please take this forgotten piece of my heart to live on with you"  Law unconsciously pressed the tiny necklace deeper into his chest as the tears continued to fall.

Then the recording finally paused with a glitch and gave the three a dazzling smile as it begun to frizz out and brake down, signifying the end, "t-t-ThaaNK-S FOoOor T-t-The A-adVENTures-s GUYS-S I-I...LoVE YOUuuuuuuuuuuu-*****"

The recording finally shut down and left the room with a dead silence only accompanied by the sound of static, her static.

A sound that could never be forgotten or removed.

Luffy fell to his knees and couldn't even utter a sound, not even a single, heart wrenching sob, he was so shocked and filled with grief, his mind was completely shattered, he couldn't even remember his own name, it didn't matter now...nothing mattered, you're dead.

Luffy once again lost another person dear to him, but this time they weren't coming back.

(Y/N) was dead.

Law couldn't move, he couldn't breathe, he couldn't think, all he could do was continue to cry silently, like a small pitiful child.

He was completely broken from the inside, if you were to take a knife and rip open his body, all you would see is shattered bones, ripped up organs...and an extremely broken heart.

(Y/N) was one of the brightest lights in his life, he owed so much of his current life to her, his success came flooding, his confidence was boosted, his motivation back to it's former glory, his new friends who loved him.

She was the one who changed everything for the better, she gave him his old spark back, she gave him a push whenever he needed it, she brought him to Kidd's side...

She was the light that brought this all together...and she was dead.

Kidd couldn't even process all the pain he was feeling right now, it was worse than his childhood all together.

He lost the one person who gave him a chance, the first person who ever tried to see the good in him, the one who did so much with him just for the hell of it.

He lost his first true friend, she was dead.

The eight were too torn up to even scream or shout, it was just all too much, too big of a loss, too gigantic a blow.

But before anyone could lose their mind, the front door opened and you walked in, and it seemed as if ghosts were walking for them.

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Damn.

Dispite all you felt and said, you just couldn't let go of that locket.

It was all you had left of them, even though you knew you would go mad from holding onto it you just...couldn't.

Although, when you opened up the door and stepped in, you did not expect to find everyone collapsed on the floor in puddles of their own tears.

"...What. the....WHAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!"

You shrieked out in suprise when Luffy, Law and Kidd suddenly decided to tackle you into the floorboards like crazed animals.

"GUYS, WHAT IN THE-" "WHAT THE FUCKING HELL WAS THAT!?!?!? DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING DARE THINK ABOUT FUCKING SUICIDE, EVER!!!"

Luffy's unexpected shout suprised you greatly as you suddenly went silent with widened eyes, he never cursed like that..holy damn what happened?

"DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH OF MY LIFE JUST DIED SEEING THAT VIDEO!?!?!?" Law shrieked.

"DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF US LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN OR I'LL BEAT YOU TO DEATH!!!" Kidd hollered.

"(Y/N) YOU DUMBFUCK WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING!?!?" Zoro snarled.

"OH MY BELOVED (Y/N)-SWAN IS BACK FROM THE DEADDD!!!!!" Sanji wailed.

"(Y-Y/N)-CHANNNNN!!!!!!!!" Bepo burst into tears like a little child and had a meltdown on the spot as Shachi and Penguin pointlessly tried to calm him down to no avail.

You blinked up very confused at them all until Law angrily shoved the locket into your chest with a teary frown and growled.

"God dammit (Y/N)-ya, did you ever stop to think that MAYBE we DID want to stay here with you, instead of going off like that!? We had heart attacks!! I almost went into a cardiac arrest!"

Your eyes widened and started to become glassy as you blinked away the upcoming tears, "y-you guys..really wanna stay?"

Kidd snarled at the stupid question and lifted you up onto his shoulder in a protective hug, "what the hell kind of stupid question is that?" He mumbled in your clothes to hide his tears from you.

The three stooges turned into bunnies and jumped on you in suprise as Law and Luffy also tugged onto you in a protective hug as you all laughed in pure happiness and relief.

You looked down at the small locket shards as they clanked together making out the outlines how they used to be a complete whole.

A whole that said, 'Be Loud And Love Your Friends Forever' And you all swore that is exactly what you were going to do...

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The years went by, but the nine of you stayed strong and happy together, once in a while some nosy minions of Nezumi and curious students from the school would come to try and find out what exactly happened to the three of you.

But everytime an intruder came, you and the guys would dress up like monsters and pretend to be ghosts or something..unless it was Corazon or Sabo coming to visit.

Never had you felt so happy to find these three to spend the rest of forever with, though Luffy was the only one who aged since he was still mortal for now.

But you guys would cross that bridge when you got to it.

And that is the story of how you all lived happily ever after in the mysterious magical forest, now playing and laughing together forever in the place you all came together as one big family...

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IMPORTANT NOTICE!!!: now if any of you are wondering why I'm insisting you'll spend the rest of eternity with the boys when Law and Kidd are clearly born mortal, is because of that potions book you gave Law, one side affect of being magic that you didn't know at first is that you become immortal so...yeah...

Plus if ur wondering what potions they used, Law drank the ope ope potion and Kidd the....(what his devil fruit is called) Luffy didn't drink one coz he's a phoenix.

MANNNNN THAT WAS A TERRIBLE ENDING.......