My last month was well spent, I took full advantage of my last moments in California. I partied a lot with the older guy's I knew there, mostly at Tommy's or Jason's. I drank too, probably not a smart idea, but I didn't care this was the last of freedom before I went back to school back home. Tommy was starting to fall for me and so wasn't Jason.

I didn't tell Evan anything, he saw the pictures and knew where I was at all times. He literally kept tabs on me constantly, making sure I didn't have an anxiety attack again. He really did love me and it broke my heart that we were spending our last few days together for awhile.

As I woke up in Jason's basement, about 3 days until I was supposed to get on a plane and go back home, my phone rang a call from Evan who I hadn't seen in weeks. I wasn't avoiding him I promise, I answered it half awake and extremely hungover.

"Hello?"

Evan's voice sounded really concerned, "Uh Lex... You haven't been to your aunts in over 3 weeks, you're leaving in 3 days. Are you coming back? I'd like to spend a few more days with you before you're gone." 

I yawned my head pounding, "Yeah I'll be home before you get home from school. I'm yours the rest of my time here." 

That made him very happy, "Okay I'll call when I'm home."

"Okay Ev, see you later," I said.

"Okay Lex, bye." he replied.

"Bye," I said and hung up.

I got up off the bed in the basement, most of the rest of the people were still sleeping, Trisha had slept next to me. She was still out, I stretched and went upstairs. As I came out of the basement, Jason was coming downstairs,

"Hey Lex, you sleep okay?" he says and hands me some aspirin already knowing I needed it.

"Yeah, thank you." I said and smiled.

He made breakfast, then drove me home, hugging me goodbye and letting me know he would message me on facebook. I nodded and went into my aunts house, went to my room, showered and changed. Then I did the laundry, since my clothes smelt like booze. I wasn't ever going to drink again for awhile, I started a pot of coffee, grabbed a cup when it was done, then sat on the couch and watched Grey's until Evan called. When he did, I put my hair up into a messy bun, slipped on my flip flops and met Evan out front locking the door. 

He pulled me into a huge hug, I knew he missed me, I missed him too, I hugged back and kissed him. Then we went into his house, and up to his room. He did his homework, I used his laptop and chatted with my friends back home.

He had a project to work on and I fell asleep at the desk. He woke me up, telling me to go lay on his bed, it was 1am. I did so, falling asleep immediately, he covered me up and laid next to me falling asleep as well. I slept through the night, Evan cuddled with me until we both woke up at around 11:30am. 

We went downstairs, he made us breakfast, we ate, then went to relax. I only had a few days left, plus I partied to much, Evan didn't care what we did, he just wanted me near him. I was going to miss him the most, it was always hard leaving that goodbyes were in tears, they stopped, started again back home in my room when I 'went to bed'. My parent's hated seeing me like that , not knowing how I wanted to move there. I always came home, I'm ready to give home one more chance, then if thing's didn't stay good I'd come back. 

We cuddled, watched every fast and furious then fell asleep. That was our Friday, Saturday morning we woke up around 11, went had breakfast, then we went to the mail. He wanted to buy me a necklace, that I wanted. 

I picked out a heart shaped sapphire necklace, putting it on when we left, happy it was beautiful.  Then he took took me out to lunch, then we went back to his house.