O P H E L I A ' S  P O V

I strangely wasn't feeling extremely nervous as I stood in front of the mirror in the lace, black bra, and underwear with a garter belt attached. Maybe it was the fact that I was used to wearing lace undergarments, or maybe it was the fact that I knew Levi would like to see me in it, his eyes showing that I was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.

I thought back to the conversation between Shalissa and I, causing an involuntary blush to rise to my cheeks.

"You what?" Her eyes widened a fraction as I fiddled with my thumbs.

"Just as a thank you, for everything he has done for me and college. I know it was stressing him out," I mumbled.

She paused, "What exactly are you asking me, Ophelia?" She put down her phone.

I fiddled with my thumbs again, "For advice. We've been having sex this entire week and I've been trying to show him that he could- you know - go all the way." I sighed. "But he still doesn't. I mean- it doesn't hurt anymore," I rubbed my forearm.

Shalissa sighed thoughtfully at this newfound information, "Just- take control."

"But h-"

"Ride his damn dick, girl." She laughed. "His ass can't say no to that. You'll be the one deciding how far you wanna go, not him. And his bitch ass can't do nothing about it," She laughed again.

The conversation from there was something that I'd rather not repeat, due to the amount of vulgarity in Shalissa's words.

Today was Sunday. Tomorrow would have been my first day of college, the college that Levi got me into a couple of days ago. I didn't feel obligated to do this, I just wanted to.

I jumped slightly when I heard the door to our bedroom closed, knowing that it was Levi that made an entrance from his long day at work.

I slightly questioned my motive at the moment. He was gone from work since five this morning, on a Sunday. I couldn't imagine how tired he must be right now, especially coming home at nine o'clock.

Before I could change my mind, I softly twisted the door to the bathroom and walked into the room.

Levi was shrugging off his blazer from his suit, his back facing me. It was easy to see that his muscles were extremely tense from his long day at work.

Quietly padding over to his figure, I rested my palms on his shoulders, watching and feeling his muscles relax before a soft hum leaves his lips.

He turned around, a soft, yet tired smile on his lips, which quickly disappeared when he saw me and my attire.

"How was your day?" I asked softly as my hands played with the buttons of his white dress shirt. I slowly began to unbutton each one, my eyes trained on his chest.

"G-Good," He swallowed and then cleared his throat.

It was quiet until I finally managed to completely finish my task of unbuttoning his shirt. I swept my hands across his tanned chest, pushing the shirt past his shoulders and letting it drop to the floor.

"I hope-" I swallowed. "I hope I can make it better," I whispered.

I gently caressed my hand over his broad arms, moving onto his chest where I traced small circles. I finally slowly reached my fingers to loop around his neck, looking at his features quietly. From his structured jaw and tousled hair to his obsidian colored eyes and pink lips.

After my staring, I pulled him down to my level to reach my lips, tightening my arms around his neck when his hands landed on my waist, pulling me closer to his body.

His lips moved in a slow movement against my own, savouring the taste of my mouth. They were careful on mine, like a butterfly landing on a flower in such gentleness and delicacy in my stomach, that it made that same butterfly explode into millions of others, fluttering and flying in chaos.

The sensation was unfamiliar, despite the many times that Levi and I have kissed. However, I wasn't exactly trying to go for sweet. Levi noticed the slight change in my pace, which caused him to do the same, his arms looping under my thighs and sweeping me off of my feet in zero effort.

He walked us over to the dresser, sitting me on the cold, wooden material as his hands cupped and groped my backside roughly. His light, feathery touch hovered over the side of my neck, grazing and tickling the flesh of my skin as he continued his mission in assaulting my lips feverishly.

Skillfully without removing his lips from mine, he reached over a little and pulled open the drawer, the sound of loud rummaging giving me the initiative that he was searching for a condom.

He suddenly pulled away frustratingly, his breathing laboured and ragged. "Fuck, where are the fucking condoms?" He cursed. I could see the sweat dripping from his forehead as he pulled away completely and yanked out the entire drawer, spilling the contents on the floor as he angrily searched.

"Levi—"

"It had about four damn packs in here, where the fuck are they?" It was obvious that he was becoming extremely frustrated with the way that the vein bulged in his forehead and the way that his hands shook with anticipation as he searched and scattered the floor.

"You're—"

"Damn it, they gotta be around here somewhere," He growled as he pushed his hair back so it didn't stick to his forehead.

"Levi, you're looking in the wrong drawer," I whispered as I bit my lip to suppress a smile.

He paused his actions, eyes still trained to the floor, the simple action causing my eyebrows to furrow, especially with his hurried and quick breathing.

I jumped down from the dresser, taking slow, calculated steps towards Levi. I rested my hand on his cheek, "What's the matter? You're tense and frustrated." I asked softly.

He licked his dry lips and finally looked up to meet my stare, although not for long due to the path that his eyes took down my body.

"Fuck, Ophelia. Where'd you get this? Are you trying to kill me?" His finger looped around the garter belt where he pulled me closer to his body.

I blushed profusely, "That wasn't really the plan," I smiled shyly as my eyes momentarily find the large tent in his pants. "And I just thought that you'd like it." My cheeks glowed in the dark room with a red colour as I admitted this.

His eyes searched my body once more as his hand moved down swiftly to my behind where he squeezed and groped it once more, but more aggressively this time.

He groaned, "These are fucking perfect," He rested his head in between my shoulder-blade where he sucked harshly at the skin, walking me slowly backward until the back of knees hit the bed.

Before he could lie me gently on the bed, I quickly tugged onto his hair, trying any method I can so that I wouldn't be the person lying underneath this time.

This seemed to have distracted him, due to how his lips find my own quickly.

I used this time to quickly caress the muscles of his chest, turning us around in the process so that he could be backing the bed.

Allowing me to push him to lie back, I shyly put my feet around his waist to straddle him in his sitting position, his eyes staring widely at me.

Before I could change my mind from the confident act, I threaded my fingers through his hair, pulling his head back and upwards toward me so that I could kiss him.

His hands instantly tightly gripped the arch of my back as he pulled me impossibly closer to him, the vibrations of his groans into the kiss leaving between my legs damper each time.

His lips had absolutely no rhythm or scrutiny. He was kissing me how he pleased as his hands wander my back, eventually settling one hand on my neck to bring me down closer to him.

Without doing much thinking, my hips seemed to have a mind of their own as they slowly made small circles in his lap, grinding sensual movements over his manhood.

"Ah, fuck," He sighed as he pulled away from my lips to rest his head in the crook of my neck, placing both of his hands on my behind to pull me closer.

The sensation between my legs was a burning one, throbbing and tightening with every moment I made. Soft noises escaped my mouth and I bit down on my lip to stop them as I tightened my grip in Levi's hair.

Still holding me close to him, he eased us up on the bed so that his head was lying on a pillow and I was completely above him.

I looked down at Levi and blushed as I rested my hand on his chest, swallowing hard. Suddenly, I wasn't feeling so confident now. The shaft between his legs was surely lengthy and the girth didn't disappoint. This made me wondered if it would be too much for me to take and I'd end up embarrassing myself.

"You- You don't have to," Levi reassured me. Although his words did reassure me, I still felt incredibly nervous, but I wouldn't let it get to the point where I was too nervous not to continue.

He seemed to get that I made up my mind which led him to take off his pants to reveal his throbbing member. It was thick, long and veiny. Drops of clear substances continuously poured from the tip as it stood tall in the air without any support.

Finally finding a condom, he rolled it on expertly and looked back at me.

I straddled him once again hesitantly, sitting on his stomach as I leaned down to kiss him once more, hoping that it would relax me a little more. It wasn't long in the kiss before his hands moved between my legs and moved my underwear to the side as he glided his thick fingers up and down my core.

"Mm," I moaned into the kiss. It felt incredibly good as his finger moved in slow circles around my centre, but at the moment, I didn't want to reach my release from just his fingers.

Pulling away from him, I sat up straight, looking at him directly in the eyes as I moved back and lifted myself until his member was poking against my entrance.

Slowly, I sank down, taking him inch by inch until I only reached halfway. I tried not to close my eyes at the feeling. It wasn't hurting by any means as of now, but I knew it was because I had grown accustomed to it, only with a mere 5 inches in.

Levi lifted his head up off the pillow as he looked at me, "You don't have to go down any- Jesus fucking Christ." The back of his slammed down on the pillow below his head as I sunk down harshly on the rest of him.

His hands squeezed my thigh painfully, but it still wasn't as painful as the pain I was experiencing between my legs right now. I whimpered slightly, my eyes closing in discomfort. Was it possible to feel him in my heart? Because it felt like he was poking at my heartstrings.

"Fucking hell, woman," Levi mumbled coarsely.

At the moment I wasn't exactly listening to him, I was just trying to concentrate on adjusting to his size, which I was happy was starting to happen.

Taking two deep breaths, I tried lifting myself back up but Levi held me firmly by my waist.

"Don't move yet," His eyes fluttered close in ecstasy as my walls wrapped around his entire length, clenching momentarily because of the pressure.

Not long after, he slowly lifted me up and eased me back down onto him, my hands resting on his chest to level myself. The movements were slow, but somehow, Levi still looked incredibly pleased with them.

However, I wasn't.

I realised that even though I was on top, Levi was still the one in control. He was controlling the movement of my hips, he was controlling the speed of my hips and he was controlling the rise and fall of my hips.

I felt a slight tightening in my stomach as I grabbed Levi's hands from my hips and rested them right beside his head as I arched over to kiss him, plunging my tongue immediately in his mouth.

I didn't exactly want this moment to be the sweet, loving moment that we always seemed to have. Damn Levi for always wanting everything to be sweet with me.

With his hands gone from my body and underneath his wrists in my hold caging him to the bed, I lifted my body until only the tip of Levi was left in me, and then slammed down back onto him.

The entire movement caused Levi's body to jerk completely, his hands flying off of the bed before I pushed them back down hard.

I knew that if he really wanted to, he could release himself from my hold, but the bigger part of his mind didn't want to be released.

I was repeatedly rising and falling on his length, the actions causing tears to form in the corners of my eyes but I didn't care. I wanted my body to explode on top of him until I fell limp and couldn't feel my bones anymore.

"Oh, God," I bit my lip as I increased my pace. I was close, so close and I could also tell that Levi wasn't too far behind due to the tight lock of his jaw. His hands clenched into fists and his eyes turned darker as if a primal beast was released inside of him.

I then knew that I was in some deep trouble when he fought his hands free from my hold, and grabbed onto my hips as he slammed me down on his member. His hip movements met mine as they moved in opposite scrutiny. When my hips went down, his thrusted upward, pummeling into me from below.

I screamed out loudly, covering my hand with my mouth as I bit down harshly on my knuckles. I felt a tight knot in my lower stomach. With every thrust that Levi made upward, that knot wasn't going to hold much longer. It was going to tear and allow my body to empty its contents, leaving me with wobbly bones that I wouldn't be able to hold up for too long.

Levi's forehead was sweating, dripping with his body's salty substances. He tried to palm my breast until he realised that the material of my attire was still covering them. In one swift movement, he tore them off and threw them across the room as he pulled me down by my hair and latched onto my nipples like a leech.

My head was spinning. It was clouded with indescribable pleasure that I wasn't even sure existed at this point in my life. My heart was burning each time Levi rocked me against his body, his lips still on my nipples, sucking harshly and biting down momentarily.

I gripped down harshly on Levi's shoulders as my mouth fell agape, a loud screech coming from my lips as I felt my orgasm arrive, my whole body shaking and convulsing as my brain turned into goo.

The only thing that I could hear right now was the pounding of my heart. I couldn't hear the sound of Levi's own high coming at me, but by the look on his face I knew it did. I didn't hear the sound coming out of his mouth as he looked up at me with a worried expression.

I could only hear the beating sound of my heart in my eardrums and I could only see stars in my vision now. I felt my eyes drooping repeatedly until I let them close, and welcomed the darkness.