3 weeks, it's been 3 weeks since I kissed Hide, and since I've been avoiding him, I just couldn't face him, why would I, I'm here to kill ghouls, not have relationships, it's just wrong, cause I know that if he knew what I do then he wouldn't like me at all, and I refuse to love him or even have any feelings towards him, it will only screw everything up. Who would love a killer, a mental crazy girl who enjoys to put people through pain. I walked to the one and only coffee shop known as Anteiku, I always made sure that I went after Hide left just so I wouldn't have to face him, I sighed as I pushed through the doors only to see Touka and Nishki bickering, with Komo and Kaneki behind the counter, Touka and Nishki stopped to look at me, Nishki smirked while Touka glared at me.
"Would you quit starring, its weird." I growled as I sat down at the counter.
"Why are you even here!?" Touka asked as she glared daggers at me.
"This is a public place, so you have no right to ask why I'm here....Rabbit." I said as a small grin formed on my lips.
"WHY YOU-" Touka yelled, but Nishki held her back.
"You know better then to get in a fight with her, especially in the shop." Nishki said, Touka growled as she snapped out of his grip and stomped upstairs, probably to talk with Hinami. I glared at her as she stomped up the stairs, I then turned back to face Komo and Kaneki.
"You need to learn your boundaries kid, don't make it worse then it is." Komo said as he cleaned a cup.
"I agree with Komo, Mira, you and Touka need to learn yo get along, if you don't then it might make things worse." Kaneki said.
"Whatever you say eyepatch." I mumbled.
"So...have you talked to Hide lately?" Kaneki asked, I glared at him as I let out a small growl.
"If you ask me, I think she's in love." Nishki said.
"LIKE HELL I AM! A relationship is the one thing I don't need to worry about, besides I kill, I'm not gonna be someone's house wife." I said.
"Look kid, I'm not gonna tell you how to run your life, just know that if you shut everyone out now, then you'll regret it later in life, so if this boy does like you then you should let him into your life instead of shutting every one out." Komo said.
"Wow! Komo, you actually gave her some good advice." Nishki said as he laughed his ass off.
"Mira, you know Hide 's worried about you, please, at least call him to let him know your ok." Kaneki said, I snarled as I stared at them with a tint of hatred and happiness in my eyes.
"Ugh! You guys at so annoying, fine I'll call him if it gets you guys to shut the hell up about it." I said.
"Atta girl." Komo said, I gave him a small smile, and at that moment Touka came down and she glared at me as she walked down then Hinami came down with het mother.
    "Hello Mira." Royoku said as she gave a small smile.
     "Hello Royoku, hello Hinami." I said as I gave them a small smile, I talked with Hinami for awhile before deciding to leave the shop.
     "Bye guys!" I said as I walked out of the shop and into the busy streets of Tokyo, it was dark and I knew that meant it  was the time ghouls where out and hunting for prey, I decided to find some ghouls and mess around a bit, I just wanted to get my mind off of everything. I wandered until I found a group of ghouls, they looked like they just got done with eating someone.
    "Well, it looks like tonight's my lucky night." I said as I approached the ghouls.
       "Well look at this, now a little girl has stumbled onto our turf" one ghoul said.
      "She looks like a good one boss."another ghoul said.
         "Get her boys."
All three ghouls charged at me as I sat there, once they got close enough I pulled out my sword and stabbed on ghoul in the stomach, blood flying everywhere, I pulled my sword out as I slide it clean across his neck sending his head flying, the other three ghouls looked at me in complete shock and disbelief.
     "KILL HER!" The leader yelled as the other two charged at me, kaguane and all.
      "You ghouls never learn." I said as I jumped into the air, landing lightly on my feet behind them, I rammed my blade into the others head, blood flying everywhere, spreading my clothes and my face, a smile  appeared on my face has I began to laugh, what's wrong with me? I questioned as I continued to laugh, I lifted my head, hair covering my face, eyes wide and a sly grin on my face (kinda how Flare from Fairy Tail gives Lucy that look an is all like, 'Hey Blondie', you all know what I'm talking about, and if you don't then do yourself a favor and watch Fairy Tail, ok now on with the story.).
    "You ghouls make me laugh, HAHAHA!" I said as I attacked the other ghoul, leaving one remaining, when I wasn't looking, he used his kaguane to price my arm, I turned to him as I smiled.
     "Bad move you just made." I said as I jumped onto him stabbing him over and over again.
     "DIE!DIE!DIE! JUST DIE ALREADY!HAHAHAHA!" I said as I repeatedly stabbed him, and even though he was dead, I'll still did it, not really knowing that someone was watching me, blood was everywhere and all I was doing was laughing.
     "I think he's dead."
I looked up to see known other than Yomo himself, I smiled as I stood up.
     "You want to join them." I said as I gave him a sly smile.
      "You need to clam down Mira, is this what you want, people to see you as a monster." He said. I stared at him as I dropped my sword letting it clang onto the ground, and I fell to the floor, looking at my blood stained hands, I looked at Yomo who lended me his hand.
      "Lets get ya cleaned up.' He said as he picked me up and gave me a piggy back ride back to Anteiku. After freshening up, I couldn't stop thinking about what I did, I acted like a complete maniac, a psychotic killer with no boundaries, I pulled out my phone to see that I had 13 missed calld from Hide. I decided to finally call hide
     'Hello'
     'Hey Hide, it's me...Mira, look I wa-'
      'MIRA! Are you ok,why haven't you been picking up your phone? Are you hurt!? Were you abducted by aliens!?'
       'WOAH, calm down I just called to tell you that I'm fine, and to meet me at the park tomorrow so we could talk.'
      'Yeah, sure I'll Be there around 8:00.'
      'Ok thank you, see ya then.'
      'Ok night Mira.'
      'Night Hide.'
I hung up my phone as I lied in the bed Yomo let me stay in, which was upstairs in Anteiku. I sighed as I stay phone down and I slowly drifted off to sleep. What's wrong with me? Why did I kill with pleasure? Why did I almost charge at Yomo? Am I losing my mind? And how do I deal with Hide?

~Hello my fellow readers
Sorry it's been awhile since I updated this story, I kinda had writers lock for awhile, but I'm back, and I hope that this chapter is good. So please vote or comment, I love you all, AnimeGeek201 out!🎀~