It's too late

We started together

You and I

Like best friends

Best buddy forever

Then...

One day,

When the night fell

I tried to be brave

And that was my biggest mistake

I wanted to escape sanity

And you didn't stop me

I flew away...

To the dark sky

To never return back

And you were there still

But never hold me back

Now it's too late

I've become kinky

To explore the dark more

And each time...

My feet been buried

Deep into the ground

Where, even tree roots can't reach

You're trying now

To bring me back

But it's too late

You've missed the fate

Apologies are meaningless

You've lost all chances

Like magnetic poles

Distance between us...

Been increasing day by day

And you're still silent

'Cause you can't do anything

You'd done nothing in past

You've failed at last

Blazing prohibited dark desires of mine

It was your straight defeat

That you couldn't refrain

Coarsely chopped dignity

Fought a war...

With laws of privacy

And you let me win

Because you were alone

And you were not afraid to admit that

That's why I loved you

But now it's too late

To even break the line between us

'Cause I am too doomed

And you still respect us

My monster will defeat you

Again and again

It's too powerful to win over

And your mind is too fragile

I cast a hoax every time

And you lose your mind

The hollowness of your manipulating power

Will never let you win

Because the terror I hold is far horrifying

And horny at the same time

Nagging your limit of patience

But you can't do anything

You're tied to that pole

Your mouth is gagged

With that small red ball

So that your words will not leave your mouth

All you can do is

Just watching me

Over and over

Again and again

While I do every illegal details with myself

My core burns

And aches for the touch

And when I'm done

I look at you

I see you crying

And praying that I'd stop humiliating myself

But you're in vain, you know that?

I just throw a smirk at you

And start humiliating myself

All over again

Powerless you are

You were a silent viewer from the beginning

Could you deny that you weren't as excited as me?

You were...

But you knew it all along,

It's wrong

But you never stopped me

You never raised your voice

You never succeed to overpower me

Your silent crusade wasn't worth it

Now it's too late to be back

Too late to smile bright

Too late to find a sky

That is full of hope and light, stars and stories

It's too late for you...

And...

Of course for me...

P/N ... A duel between self and self... right and wrong... light and dark