swollen eyes, pale lips pounding headache, what more could I hope for. I roll over to see Jimin already looking at me I try to smile but my emotions won't let me, instead it comes out as a smile of pain. He wraps his arms around me then caresses my back softly

"We're going to get through this me and you" He says in my ear , I feel the tears building up in my eyes as I hug him back tightly. " if it makes you feel better i jammed my toe the other day and it sounded like someone opening a peanut" He says softly I started laughing as I hit him in the back softly

"Ochi that's not funny!" I scream at him
" it sounded like someone cracking open a hard boiled peanut too" he ignores my comment
"Jimin!" I scream as I'm trying to catch my breath from laughing. I smile then kiss his shoulder , no matter what happens he's always so loving towards me he's always making me laugh. He always sees the good in me even when I see the demon in me, but he knows how to calm my demons down. It's so weird. But I love it.

"Hey, Jimin?" I whisper
"Yes bebe?" He replies
"Can we visit Ariella in the hospital?" I comment
" yeah let's go"

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Jimin holds my hand as we walk into the shiny marshmallow hospital, I feel my legs starting to give up on me just knowing that everytime I come to a hospital something bad happens. Nothing good every happens to me. Jimin then places his hand on my lower back as he kisses my cheek multiple times. I smile then look up at him. He kisses me then talks to the nurse receptionist to ask about visiting Ariella.

Ariella, you better wake up, you're my sister you give the best advice ever I need some of your strength you're the strongest woman I've ever known. He grabs my hand as we walk towards her room , how ironic they got her in a room with her favorite number. He twists the door knob and I see her laying there. My body feels like it wants to shut down but I can't . I have to be strong for her , because when I had the rough life she was strong for me.

I walk over to her bed as I grab her hand I sit on the stool next to her holding her hand. " Ariella you're so beautiful, your soul is just amazing and you're an overall amazing person no one could ever take your place even if they wanted to, your words are so inspiring and the way you uplift everyone is in love with your intelligent mind , I aspire to be like you" I say while squeezing her hand tightly " you mean everything to me and I'm not saying that because you're my friend it's because you've changed me to an amazing person into the person I want to be please Ariella for the love of god come back to me, you can even throw your shady jokes at me when I'm to afraid to ask Jimin something but just please come back to me, I love you" I say through my cracked voice .
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We go out just to buy her some flowers and some cards for her to wake up too. I place the tulips on the table with this big ass card for recovery. " I love you sister" I kiss her forehead softly then Jimin kisses her head as well . We walk out and we see her step-mom smiling at us.

"Hello Yasmine I haven't seen you in so long sweetie"
"My either , I would ask Ariella about you all the time she's said nothing but good things and how you wanted to come sooner but had no money" I reply

"Yes , yes I did I work two jobs just to get her faster I came a week late , but I hope I can take you guys out one day" she smiles
"Oh I would love that , I have so much on my mind I would love to escape from it, oh this is my boyfriend Jimin" I say while smiling , Jimin shakes hands with her mom and smiles

"Nice to meet you ma'am"
"Ohh that's a respectful young man, I like him" we giggle as she walks away into ariella's room I look up at Jimin who is looking down at the floor I grab his hand as I intertwine my fingers with his. Is he okay? Is it something I said? Is it something I did?

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As he's driving him I look over at him to see him concentrated on the road

"Baby?" I say softly
"Hm" he says not looking at me. I sigh slightly then I feel the tears rising in my eyes , why is he mad at me? Why is he upset?

"Are you upset at me?" I say softly
"Nope" he comments a little harshly
"Are you mad at me?"
"Nope" He answers quickly

He pulls up in the driveway then turns to car off, I unbuckle my seatbelt fast letting it hit the car seat, as I speed walk to the front door I stick the key in the lock then open it while slamming it behind me, as I'm speed walking towards the room I hear him calling my name in the distance as I'm about to slam the door Jimin places his foot in the middle of it, I roll my eyes then I walk towards the bed. I kick off my shoes then grab my pjs so I can't change.

"Excuse me" I comment for him to move out my way but he doesn't " I said excuse me" I say in a more harsh tone

"Bebe? Can I talk to you?" He says softly
"Hm, you wanna talk now, before it seemed like you didn't want me around" I say trying to move past him , but he stands still in one place.

" I'm not upset or mad at you, I just feel helpless and useless next to you" He says while looking down at his fingers.

"Helpless?, useless?" I comment " never have you ever been useless to me you mean everything to me why do you think I'm mad right now I want you to talk to me and tell me what I did wrong, I want you to lecture me like you always do,just tell me the truth I won't get mad , I only get mad when I'm trying to help and you're not letting me cause then I feel like I'm wasting my time" I say while making him look into my eyes.

"Bebe I feel as if , the words I'm saying aren't helping you because you're still upset and you're still hurting, like you told her mom you have so much on your mind that you would like to escape I guess that I'm not your escape" his voice cracks , he then turns around to head downstairs but I run in front of him and jump on him as I wrap my legs around him, I place both my arms on his shoulder then I lean in to kiss him. Our kiss turns into a makeout session but not a heated makeout session , but a passionate makeout session

" take me to the bed" I whisper upon his lips, we look each other in the eyes which is full of love, he then opens the door with his foot then closes it with his foot. He lays me down on my back as I place my hands on the nape of his neck. " you are my escape, I was telling you that not her, I really wanted you to help me escape, so take me to cloud nine" I whisper to him softly

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I look at Jimin as his back rises up and down , I love this man so much words cant describe how much I love this man and sometimes I feel as if I take him for granted. Like today. I got mad at him for feeling the way he felt. When I should've just waiting for him to tell me. I shouldn't have been hounding him and pestering him I should've just let him come to me. I always do that.

"What are you thinking about beautiful" his raspy voice growls in the pillow he then turns to face me I sigh softly and with no hesitation he pulls me into his chest while caressing my bare back.

" just thinking about how I treated you today I got mad at you for feeling the way you feel, and that's not what friends or girlfriends are for we're supposed to listen and give the best advice possible you know? We're supposed to be there for our friends and let them know that you're not alone and that someone is there too listen" I whisper as my voice cracks

" yeah you did get mad at me, but it shows that you care, and I forgive you for it, I'm not mad at you nor am I disappointed or whatever you think my emotions are, I just know now that I mean the world to you and I make you happy"
" you make me so happy" I look up at him as he's already looking down upon me, He brings his head down to kiss me I smile through the kisses as I wrap one arm around his waist .

Park Jimin you have no idea how happy you make me.

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As Jimin and I are drifted into deep sleep, my phone rings out of nowhere scaring me half to death , I frown trying to reach for it , it's pretty difficult when you have a clingy boyfriend who won't let you go. I finally grab my phone and slide to answer

" Jungkook , this better be good for you to call me at" I look at the clock for a spilt second then sigh " at four o'clock in the morning"

" it is trust me, it's something you'll wanna hear" he implies

Hearing those words damn near made my heart skip a beat , my ears were block it felt like time was frozen for a couple of seconds.

" is it true?"

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Authors note:

Hello! I know I rarely upload on this and I apologize, it's just I kinda been distracted making other stories knowing damn well I didn't even finish the ones I have . Cute right? I know , but anyways if you haven't already check out what's been happening on " mine" cause you remember mine and hidden are crossover stories ! With that being said stay happy and healthy goodbye loves! 🕊🌙

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