I frown as I see Jimin dad stepping towards me I try to run but I'm tied down to the chair he then chokes me and starts laughing crazily

"You know my son doesn't deserve you, you're nothing but a fake person, you don't care about no one's feelings but yours, you're selfish oh and did I forget to mention poor?" He pulls out a knife and puts it close to my neck. I start to breathe nervously but I keep my composure

"Trying to act tough huh?" He says as he pulls out a taser he then shocks me causing me to whine of pain I close my eyes as I prepare for another shock, he then takes me on my neck causing my to scream
"Now that's something I like to hear" he then starts whipping me all over my body I let out a whine as he continues to whip me he then pulls my hair back and puts the knife to my throat "hm you're stronger than I thought it's time to kill you" before he could slit my throat I wake up and see Jimin hovering over me shirtless

"Hey, bebe you okay?" He says while looking into my eyes
"Yeah yeah I'm fine," I say as I roll over
"No you're not fine" He says while pulling me towards him, he places his chin in the crook of my neck I feel his breath tickling my neck I close my eyes as tears come out and I think he realized it too because he squeezes me tighter then kisses my neck softly, I start sobbing really hard to the point I'm wheezing , he wipes every single tear off my face then he kisses my cheeks, I finally stop after twenty-five minutes Jimin is still holding me tightly and caressing my arm softly , I start to calm down then I kiss his hand.

"I-i had- a nightmare about your dad—when he was torturing me when he kidnapped me and he was about to kill me, then he insulted me by saying I'm selfish and I'm a fake person, am I really? Because last time you were in rehab and I left you because I couldn't see you like that I left you for my own selfish reasons, I didn't stay to help you I didn't stay to hear what you had to say I just left what if I am a really bad person, what if I really don't care about humans, I drop them like it's nothing I mean look what I did to my dad and my mom, sadly I left my little brother too I did it so carelessly like it didn't hurt me at all I showed them no mercy and just left"

"Bebe?, you're a great beautiful person and I love you to pieces, everyone gets a little lost on their way that's just the way of growing and making mistakes is apart of growing up we all make mistakes if we didn't make mistakes are we human? Sometimes we do things in the heat of the moment that we think it's right but it isn't, and that's okay because we don't know what we would do in someone else's shoes to make a good call, you can't blame yourself and wear everything on your sleeves because it will get the best of you . You can't fix something you can't change and that situation happened you can't change it all you can do is move forward and learn from it and make yourself better and own up to it and make sure it doesn't happen again" he says while putting his hand on the side of my face , my lips start to quiver and I feel the tears streaming down my face then he clears them with his thumb then smiles

"If life changes change yourself to be stronger, Ezra scarlet from your favorite anime fairy tail I pay attention to you" he smiles brightly
"Please don't leave me Park Jimin please I need you more than ever I'm afraid of being alone," I say while hugging him tightly
"I won't not now not ever because I keep my promises and I promised that I would never leave you when I asked you to be my girlfriend my baggage is yours and yours are mine you're stuck with me no matter what happens I don't give up on people even when they give up on me I still have so much love and support for them because we were once close and I can't forget" he says while kissing my forehead

"Thank you" I say while sobbing on his shirt I grab his forearms as I squeeze them firmly then I feel his heartbeat, he's so in love with me and I'm forever grateful for that because no matter what I do no matter what I say he's always giving me good advice and he never favors one side or the other and that's what I love about him.. thank you for everything you mean the world to me I hope to never lose you because you make me so happy words can't even describe it... even on my bad days you still appreciate me and I want you to know that I appreciate you..

Forever and always.

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I frown as I feel a pain in my stomach I start to feel queasy as hell, I then feel it coming up I run really fast causing me to hit my pinky toe but I continue running, I reach the toilet then throw up hard as I'm throwing up I feel someone getting the hair out of my face. finally, after a good five minutes of me throwing up, I sit against the wall as my temperature change from hot to cold in an instant.

"hey bebe are you okay?" he says as he cleans my mouth but he still looks into my eyes

I'm probably pregnant " I'm probably sick," I say tiredly

"aw no my bebe, I'm going to make you that ramen you love yeah?" he says while caressing my cheeks I nod my head as I bite on my lips slightly he winks at me then he kisses me, I whine because that was gross

"jiminie!" I say while punching his shoulder

"yes mommy?" he says seductively I start to say something but his choice of word really caught me off guard so I just fold my arms across my chest then suck my lip in he then kisses my cheek multiple times as I finally crack a smile "that's what I wanted to see!" I then hug him around his neck.

"I love you bebe"

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I lay in the bed after eating all that food he stuffed me with his amazing cooking. I smile as I see him sleeping "you're so cute when you're sleeping"I whisper softly I grab my phone from my dresser then text Ariella.

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I arrive at subway and I see Ariella in the corner and I smile brightly then open the door and walk towards her

"you ordered m cookies already you're such a sweet friend," I say softly

"anything for my sister, so whats up?"

"so remember when I told you jimin had came in me?" I say while bouncing my legs

"yes i remember I was so happy I was screaming" she says while smiling

"well I showed some signs today out of nowhere I had a desire to throw up, I've peeing a lot more than usual i have random backache" I say while taking a bite of my cookie

"oh my god so are you really pregnant?"

"Ariella I have no idea I want to get a pregnancy test and see" I reply nervously" but I'm scared for him to find out"

"Yasmine, he has the right know okay my dear, you should let him but get a pregnancy test first okay to see if you're just getting the signs but you're not pregnant"

"you're right I'm going to do it"

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I walk into the bathroom as I close it shut softly not to wake jimin up I bought two tests just to be sure. I pee on the pregnancy tests then I pace back and forth fast I start biting my nails. a few minutes pass and they're ready to be checked. and what they read is something I wasn't expecting.

.....not pregnant...

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authors note:

hey yall, I actually missed yall it's been a hot minute since updated this one lol. but I'm back at it again with the clutch! and ill be back with many more don't worry I have more up my sleeves 😏 lol anyways do you guys feel bad for Yasmine? I do she seemed really excited but one day right? anyways I'll see in the next chapter!! I love you all and thank you for the support.

~ooo ooo pick me pick me! If theirs any grammatical errors just let me know right here🙊