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Jimin pov
I'm sitting in this cream boring plain room as I'm on the couch talking to a girl about my "drug addiction" which I don't have but whatever this is my punishment I guess.

"So park Jimin let's start with how did you get these pills?"

I roll my head then look at her with a death stare she backs up just a little then clears her throat "I got them along time ago, I was prescribed with anti- depressants"

"And what caused you to be prescribed with these anti-depressants?" She says while writing things down
"I use to be depressed" I answer dryly

"Okay , why and how did you get depressed and are you feeling depressed now?" She says softly , I look at her then tilt me head with a little smirk I lean my forearms on my thighs then I start chuckling

"I got depressed because my father use to abuse me in everyday possible way and am I depressed no I'm fine"

"You know a lot of people say they're fine but they're not really fine Jimin we need to know if you're stable"

"For the last time, I am not depressed and I don't need this damn class because it's quite pointless a person could have five overdose and they won't give them fucking help they'll say their insane and put them in a straight jacket but people who only had a history of two gets therapy and they're forced to take it? It's complete bullshit" I say while raising my voice a little

"I'm so sorry mr.park but it's my job to make sure you're good and you're stable" she says softly
"We'll miss I'm fine and right now I'm hungry may I leave?"
"Fine come tomorrow at five mr.park"

I get up then slam the door these classes and this teacher is so annoying I'm not crazy I'm not depressed I'm perfectly fine I may go a little off and be distant lately but I'm not depressed. I walk towards my car then slide in , before I put the car in gear I get a FaceTime from my baby

"Hello baby" I say
"Hey baby, where are you?" She says softly
"Oh I just came from the store did you want anything?" I say while putting my seatbelt on
"No it's okay baby I just wanna know where you're at , I'm scared that-"
"Beautiful I'm good as long as I'm with you" I see her smiling brightly then I see her covering her face I smile brightly then I hear her giggle a little

"You're a butt"
"Yeah?"
"Yeah"

I smile bigger at her cuteness, she's so fucking cute and I love her so fucking much I'm crazy for this girl I'm not kidding she's my everything and I wouldn't trade her for anything in the world

"Why you staring at me?" She yells
"Because you're beautiful" I reply
"I hate you"
"And I love you" I say while smiling

"Okay my baby I'll see you when you get home , drive safe I love you!" She says while kissing the camera
"I will baby and I love you more" I kiss her through the camera then she waits for hang up , I roll my eyes then I hang up the call.

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Yasmine's pov

I feel like Jimin is hiding something from me but I don't want to be too nosy and push him he just got out the hospital.

I walk towards the kitchen and make myself a ramen as I'm waiting for it to cook I hear my phone ringing and by the ringtone I know it's Jimin I run over to it and press answer.

"Yes baby?" I say while walking back towards my ramen
"What are you doing at the moment?" He says in a raspy tone
"I'm eating why? Are you in trouble?" I say while taking my ramen out the microwave
"Wow you really think I would be in trouble?,Okay so I know you love your food but hurry up and eat that and I'm taking you somewhere"
"Somewhere legal or illegal?" I say while chuckling

"Do you trust me?" He replies
"Yes"
"Okay so trust me and know that I'm not in trouble I want to show you something"

I giggle then eat my ramen "okay mr.park"
"Okay I'll see you in 20 minutes mrs.park , bye I love you"

I blush at what he just called me because I was just thinking about that yesterday going everywhere and anywhere and they have to call me "'mrs.park" when that day comes I know I'll be the happiest woman alive I know I made the right decision even if my mom doesn't like him , I haven't seen my brother in a while so I may visit him after Jimin rendezvous

20 minutes pass and I hear the door bell ring i open the door to see Jimin wearing a very reveling sexy outfit

Don't do it yazzy don't do it he's going to show you something important

"You ready?"
"Yeah I'm ready" I say while grabbing my phone that's currently on 40% I grab his hand then we walk to his car he opens the door for me like a gentleman I smile then slip into his car

"So taxi where are we going?" I ask as he slips in the car and puts it in ignition
"Well beautiful customer we're going to an old place where a lot of things happened to me" he says while clenching his jaw , oh no boy please don't do that please cause I will fuck you up.

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We arrive to this elementary school I frown up at him as he smirks to himself.

"Cmon, don't be scared, it not haunted I promise" he says while giggling , I trust his advice then get out of the car I grab his hand tightly then proceed walking with him.

He opens the door and I frown up at him how did he know this was open? When you walk in the lights are still on . I think we're breaking and entering

"Jimin were breaking and entering" I whisper
"And? So what who cares" he says as he keeps walking , he stops in front of a class then he opens it , this class seems like a kindergarten class

"So you remember how I promised to open up to you?" He says while sitting on the desk.
"Yes?" I say while sitting next to him
"Well in this kindergarten class my father yelled at me and slapped me because I wasn't on top of my schoolwork mind you, I'm only in kindergarten, I was so scared of him that when it was recess I didn't go and play I stayed right here" he points at a desk "in this chair doing my homework or class work any type of work because he wanted me to be smart"

"Jimin-" he cuts me off by kissing me
"I want to tell you" he grabs my hand then takes me to what looks like a tenth grade class "so what happened here is that I had a crush on this girl and because she wasn't at our level of money"

"So he beat me in front of everyone, my friends and even my crush" he sighs
"Jimin that's disgusting, I'm so sorry your past was dark and painful but I promise to never treat you like that ever" I say while squeezing his hand

"I know you won't, because you love and care for me too much to even hurt me more than less lay a hand on me" he says as his voice cracks "sometimes I wish I had a normal family all my life I've wanted that"

I grab him by his head then kiss his head softly "me , you and your friends were the perfect family" I hear him giggle inside of my chest I start smiling then I kiss his head softly.

"I love you yasmine"
"I love you more park Jimin"

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After he takes me to a park and we sit on the grass looking upon the stars well he's looking at the stars I'm looking at my future

"You know sometimes I wonder what's so romantic about looking at stars? , stars are just luminous sphere of plasma held together by its own gravity" he says then I see him turn around and look at me "hm I guess this is why it's so romantic" he places his hand on my cheek then we start making out passionately his thumb caressing me softly as if he's scared to break me.

Then something interrupt us..

As we were making out the sprinklers turn on I gasp at how cold it is then I look at Jimin he starts smiling while biting down on his lower lip he gets up then helps me up

"Come on let's run around a bit!" He says in a cheerful tone

I grab his hand as we run around he sees a tiny hill then he lets go of my hand then rolls down it "hey! You remember we made that bet that I'd get an A on my math test you'd do something for me to make me forget about everything?" He says while fixing hair

"Yea?"
"Well you already did thank you" I smile then walk towards him he grabs me by the waist then makes out with me again as we're making out the sprinklers go off.

"Can you take me to my house? I haven't seen my brother in a while I wanna talk to him again and not just at school I miss him a lot "
"Hey you're more than welcome to go move back in with them okay? That's your family you should stay in touch with them , let's go"

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We arrive at my house and I sigh as I see the lights on outside she's here smoking her cigarettes I hope my brother is getting the proper rest and eating I kiss his cheeks then I get out the car then walk towards the front door

"Hm you finally cared?" She remarks
"Hm and you never gave up smoking?" I reply I walk in the head straight to his room I see him kinda skinny, skinner than before as soon as he sees me he hugs me really tight.

"You're back , please don't leave me"
I frown the look at him " why what's going on talk to me"
"Mom had choked me against the wall" he says softly. My heart stops is history repeating itself? Please tell me this isn't happening

"For what?"
"Because I didn't want to give my stuff to her boyfriends kids she called me selfish" he says as his voice cracks "can you please stay?" He says while sobbing in my chest, this breaks my heart so much it hurts even more because I wasn't here to help him through it,

What sister am I?

"I'm here baby I'm here" I say while petting his head , I grab my phone to text Jimin

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Jimin pov
I toss my phone down on the seat then start driving to my house , after a twenty minutes I arrive at home, I walk in and see ariella knocked out the couch with her phone open on a text and Netflix paused. I shake my head then smile I lift her up then lay her down in her bed then I tuck her in the kiss her forehead. I walk back to my room I change into a tank and sweatpants then lay down I miss her already but her brother needs her, I'm selfish with her but not that selfish.

I smile at what she said today

"me , you and your friends were the perfect family"

And one day I want to start one with you yasmine, or mrs.park in this case, thank you all my feelings and guilts are gone. But just this one thing I'm really insecure about us hidden .

What if I am a becoming drug addict?

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Authors note:

This chapter is kinda long lol but here's hidden again when all these projects and finals are gone I'll be able to post more like I used to but at least it's something lol anyways I love you all and take care.🖤

Ps: if the grammar is bad I'm sorry it's like 2am right now lol

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