this is probably gonna be a really bad story yee   song i am listening to joyriding  and the taco bell saga also i am too lazy and go back to punctuate so yep 

triggers:abuse,self harm they are probably a lot of triggers. 

(Y/n) was a very quit kid and nobody really cared for her or about. her she would always hide her emotions nobody cared except her best friend and only friend .she always wore long selves shirts or a jacket to hide her arms and wrist.her parents were in constant fights her stepfather abused her mother and sometimes you. You sometimes tried to stop the fights but always got hurt. her mother became non caring and you had to take care of your self. soon you mother stared doing drugs then so did your stepfather. you had act like everything was okay but it sure as hell wasn't ( this a little description).

Your mom and stepdad were fighting again you arent surprised it the second fight they had today the screaming and yelling you tried to drown the sound out with by turning the volume all the way up on your iPod. you heard a bottle break you jumped up and ran to the kitchen were they were fighting you screamed to the top of you lungs for  them to stop your stepdad looked at you while him being probably drunk and high out or his mind he walked up to you and looked you directly in the eye he grabbed you by you face. you trembled by his touch cause you knew was about to happen he smack you with all him might you mom watched while it happened not even a worried look came across her face she didint give a single fuck what happens to you.

(your p.o.v)

"WHAT HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING"your step father yelled

"trying to keep my mother alive"

second p.o.v

he laughed and hit you once more throwing you to the ground you ran to your room once in your room you opened your nightstand drawer. you pulled out a razor (i fucking dying northern downpour came on)looking at the cold shiny metal you slid across your arm you quickly grab a rag and placed it on the fresh wound to stop it from bleeding even though you would like to bleed out and leave this world you lay on you bed blasting  honey, this mirror isn,t big enough for the both of us in your earbuds your eyelids began to feel heavy and you fell asleep.

*time skip brought to you by Pete wentz from my chemical romance* 

you woke up by the sound of give 'em hell kid in your ear you saw the time it was 6:01 if you hurried you could make it on school on time you put on you three cheers shirt on cause all your other band shirts were dirty and you would have to wash them when you get home today you put on you converse and brush you teeth and hair and run out the door.

   your p.o.v 

"holy shit how much fucking smoke is down here like fuck" 

"WATCH YOUR MOUTH"!! your mom said with a bong in her hand  

"YOU KNOW WHAT GO PACK YOUR BAGS"! SHE YELLED

"WH-?"

"GO"

you packed you bags and you mom yelled at you to leave 

so what you throwing me out !?! you asked 

yeah no shit get out ! she yelled and laughed 

"WHAT THE fuck "!!!!! you step dad stood behind you mother and he moved her out the way and hit the fuck out of you  you ran as fast as you could from that house 

*time skip brought to you by Gerards iPod dance*

you been walking for miles your bags grew heavier and heavier and he sky became darker and darker a van slows down and pulls up beside you "hey  need a ride" a guy spoke you were hesitant(alien) but you were desperate so you said "yes please" you hoped in the van it was dark so you didn't see the people in the van but for some reason the sounded familiar

"for some reason you guys sound familiar"you said

"whelp idk why but my name is Gerard" he spoke

"THAT'S IT YOUR MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE !!!!"

"AYY  a fan i see" mikey said

"MIKEY GEESUS CHRIST THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY THIS IS HAPPNING!!!!"  you yelled in excitement

"OK calm down for a sec"they laughed 

sorry just letting the fan girl out" 

your fine" ray spoke 

Thanks guys"

Wow that was shit