A/N: this chapter contains smut

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Your voice echoed in his head as he kissed you, "Neither can I." 

He didn't want to distract you from your studying but damn, it was so hard to keep his hands off you.

Oh well.

Jungkook's strong arms enveloped you against him as he tilted his head to deepen the kiss. Your lips molding perfectly against his own. 

It was like the two of you were always in sync with your movements. You always knew what he would do next and followed suit.

"I feel hot.." You whispered, pulling back slightly before sliding your long cardigan off from your shoulders, tossing it behind you before leaning back in to kiss him, cupping his face and moving your lips against his. His large hands dragged over the back of your skirt, resting over your butt as he nipped at your lower lip.

"You're driving me crazy, Y/N." Jungkook whispered, feeling his jeans tightening considerably as he grew harder by the minute.

"Then do something about it." You mumbled; eyes glazed with pure lust. Your cheeks were pink, lips plump and swollen as you looked at him.

He leaned back in, letting you tilt your head back as he grazed his lips across your jawline then down your neck. You moaned softly, eyes closing before feeling his hands slide under your skirt, his nails raking across your ass cheeks then down your thighs. You shivered, sucking in a breath before sliding off his lap away from him. He followed your movements as you laid onto the soft carpet.

The couch was right there but the two of you were so caught up in the moment that you couldn't make it to it.

The floor was fine enough.

You looked up at him as he got between your legs, hiking your thigh up to wrap around his waist as he pressed his crotch against you. You gasped softly, feeling his bulge pressing into you, sending a shockwave of pleasure up your spine. You reached up, gripping onto his arms as you both stared at each other. Your breaths heavy and eyes dark with lust. He rocked his hips, grinding his bulge against you. You could feel how wet you were through your panties as he rocked against you.

"Please.. stop teasing me." You whimpered; your eyes watery from trying to keep them open.

He smirked, leaning down and pecking your lips as he whispered, "I just like to see you needy for me." His hand snaked up your stomach to your chest, squeezing your breast through your tank top before sliding his hand around your throat, "Only me." He mumbled, looking into your eyes as he rocked his hips against you painfully slow.

"Only you, J.K." You breathed out shakily, reaching up and holding onto his forearm that was wrapped around your neck, your legs spreading more in hopes you'll get more friction from his movements.

His freehand held your waist down tightly to keep you from moving and he smirked, "Quit moving you little demon." He groaned out lowly, squeezing your neck lightly.

Your eyes closed tightly, licking over your lower lip before opening your mouth,

"P-Please... I can't take it anymore. Please.." You begged, your face flushing pink. You looked up at him, pleading for some sort of contact. You were unraveling with desperation.

"Again." He growled, his hand moving from your neck to under your jaw, keeping your eyes glued to his as he ground his himself deeper against you.

"Pl—" You were about to start begging again when you heard his phone ringing. Your eyes went to his hoodie on the floor and you looked at him,

"J.K.. Y-Your phone." You tried to speak, your voice coming out in a croak.

"Ignore it, babe." He mumbled gruffly and the phone stopped ringing.

He leaned down and pressed his lips onto yours, his hands running down to your thighs under your skirt. He deepened the kiss, about to pull away and fuck the life out of you before his phone started ringing again.

"Fuck." He growled, pulling away.

"Just answer it." You nodded, trying to sit up.

He sighed deeply and got up, snatching his hoodie off the floor and pulling his phone out as he looked at who was calling,

"Are you fucking kidding me." He pressed his fingers against his forehead for a second to calm himself down before answering.

"Hey Namjoonie hyung."

You sat up and crawled off the floor to the couch, looking up at him as you tugged him over to you. He took a seat down on the couch next to you and you smiled at him.

"No, I didn't forget about our phone meeting. I was just... in the other room when my phone rang. Right." He leaned back on the couch, resting his head against it.

You slowly got off the couch and got onto the floor between Jungkook's legs. Jungkook's eyes widened as he watched you get on your knees between his legs and he held his finger against his lips to shush you.

You grinned up at him, shaking your head

"I don't think that's something I can think about right now, Hyung." He looked at you as he spoke on the phone before running his fingers through his hair, shaking his head at you with a light smirk dancing around his lips.

You quirked your head to the side as if you didn't understand him and leaned in, kissing over his hardening bulge. He twitched lightly, stuttering over his words for a moment before sucking in a sharp breath.

"Focus." You whispered softly up to him before reaching up and popping open the button on his jeans, sliding the zipper down slowly.

He stared down at you, unable to think coherently. He lifted his hips lightly and let you slide his jeans and boxers down, his face flushing tomato red.

He couldn't believe what he was doing.

You smiled at him, taking hold of his length once he got his boxers down and pumped the base slowly as you leaned in, kissing over the tip of his cock before gently slapping his length against your soft lips.

He grunted lowly, struggling to keep it together, "No, no... I-I'm here, hyung. Right, what were you saying about the choreo--?" Jungkook almost hissed as you leaned in, tongue gliding from the base to the tip of his length.

His fingers went to your hair, burying into the soft locks as your lips wrapped around the head of his length. You looked up at him, sucking on the head lightly before swirling your tongue around it.

He inhaled sharply, head dropping back against the couch as he closed his eyes, trying to focus on his phone call.

You wrapped your lips around the head of his cock before lowering your head slowly then starting to bob your head along his length, your tongue swirling around the head as you came back up. Your nails raked up his thighs and his leg muscles twitched under your touch.

He was barely hanging on.

"That means I'll have to stay here a little longer, yeah?" His voice almost broke as he spoke, eyes staying shut. He gave your hair a light yank. A silent command for you to keep going.

You obliged with his wordless request, taking more of him into your mouth as your hand wrapped around the base of his length, pumping him slowly as your head bobbed up and down. You hallowed your cheeks, letting his length slide down your throat. You choked lightly as you deep throated him and he gasped, his eyes flashing open. He looked down at you, shaking his head as he struggled to silence his moans,

"N-No, hyung... I'm good... I just dropped something. That's all."

He pressed his lips together as you looked up at him with tears in your eyes before you went back to bobbing your head, pulling your lips away from his length and leaning in, your tongue gliding along the veins of his cock.

He couldn't take it anymore.

He breathed heavily, fingers untangling from your hair as he opened his eyes, looking down at you with fire behind his eyes.

You pulled away from his cock and smiled pressing a final kiss on the head of his length before you got off the couch and walked out of the living room, disappearing up the stairs to your bedroom.

"I'll talk to you soon, yeah? I'm going to take care of it. Don't worry." He mumbled gruffly into the phone before ending the call and tossing the phone carelessly onto the couch.

He got off the couch swiftly, pulling his clothes up and following after you,

"You better get back here, Y/N."

He almost ran up the stairs.

You heard his steps come up the stairs and giggled to yourself as you laid on the bed, waiting for him.

He found your room and walked in, eyes flaming with lust.

"You think that's funny?" He smirked as he stalked over to the bed, grabbing your ankle and pulling you over to the edge of the bed.

"Kinda." You smiled, turning over and bending over the edge of the bed, one leg up on the bed while you planted your other foot on the floor.

Again. You always seemed to know what his next moved were. You began to wonder if doggy was his favorite position cause he always seemed to want to have you bent over.

He grunted, "That was basically my boss on the phone, Y/N."

"So?"

He clicked his tongue, hiking your skirt up as your legs instantly spread, your fingers curling into the bedsheets.

You knew you were in trouble. You could feel his desire as soon as he walked into the room.

His lust for you was so strong. He couldn't believe he kept it together on the phone for that long.

"You're gonna be punished for that."

"Do it." You whispered out shakily as you felt his rough hands raising your ass.

You arched your back, ass going into the air before feeling his palm come down on your skin, giving your asscheek a hard slap. You moaned softly, eyes shutting as you winced lightly from the pain.

His hands went to your hair, fingers burying into it, letting the locks tangle in his fingers as his freehand rubbed over your asscheek that he slapped before he drew his hand back and brought it down onto your ass again,

"Again." You whispered, tears in your eyes from the stinging pleasure and pain. You swallowed hard, backing up against him as bit. He yanked your hair to keep you in place, his hand rubbing over the handprint over your ass.

"You're not supposed to be enjoying this, Y/N." Jungkook growled, nails digging into your skin.

"I can't help it."

"Why?" J.K grunted, fingers tugging your hair lightly as his hand moved from your ass to your waist, circling around you and reaching down between your legs, pushing his hand into the front of your pants. His fingers trailed down, pressing against your clit. He rubbed your clit in circular motions and your back arched, lips parting as your eyes fluttered closed,

"Everything you do to me just feels so good. Something about you... feels so right." You breathed in, feeling his fingers circling slowly against your clit. You could feel his stare burning into you as you spoke. "You make me feel like I'm on fire... all the time..." Your toes curled as you moaned out softly before taking a deep breath, "That's why."

His fingers moved from your clit, bending you more as he reached back behind you, sliding your panties to the side and sucking over his finger before pressing it against your entrance.

"That's what I like to hear, babe. Just for me, right?" He whispered as he teased your entrance with his finger.

You whimpered softly, nodding aggressivly as you backed up against his finger, trying to feel more than just his finger probing you.

"Say it." He whispered, his finger slowly pushing into you.

"Only you... Oh-" You moaned out, your head dropping down against the bed as you breathed heavily, "You... just you." You moaned again, inhaling a sharp breath.

"You belong to me. Right, Y/N? That's what you're gonna tell Jimin next time he talks to you. Right, Y/N?" He growled, finger burying deep inside you before he waited for your response, "Yes or no, baby."

"Oh my gosh--- Yes. Please.. Just don't tease me anymore." You mumbled incoherantly, panting softly, your face pressed into the bed.

"That's my girl." He smirked triumphantly, pulling his finger out of you.

"No.." You whimpered softly as you felt his finger slide out of you. You lifted your head a bit, about to turn around and he shook his head, pushing your head back down and keeping you bent over,

"No moving." He grunted, sliding out of his jeans and boxers before his hand went to your waist, holding it tightly as he took his cock with his freehand and guided it to your entrance, gliding it up between your folds before pushing into you suddenly without warning, burying himself deep inside of you. He groaned as your walls clenched around him, his breaths hard as he licked over his lips.

"You good, babe?" He whispered, hand moving from your waist, snaking up your back to burying into your hair.

Your breath hitched in your throat, vision going dark for a second as he pushed into you. You felt no pain. Just pleasure as he filled you up. 

He always felt so right. No one's ever made you feel so amazing. You nodded, moaning his name, "I'm good."

He smirked lightly, slowly starting to move his hips. He started to thrust painfully slow, his length buried deep inside of you. You backed up against him each time, meeting his thrusts as your back arched. You whimpered his name over and over, eyes squeezing shut as your legs trembled. You could barely keep yourself stable and were thankful you were bent over the bed. You held tightly onto the bedsheets to keep yourself steady as he thrusted in and out of you, each thrust becoming harder each time.

"Who do you belong to?" He grunted, tugging your hair as he rocked his hips in you.

"You. Only you..." You cried out softly, panting softly for air as you felt him hitting all the right spots.

Jungkook didn't know what came over him. Deep down he was still upset about Jimin talking to you and he supposed this was the validation he needed from you. He wanted to show you he was serious. 

That's all he wanted to hear. You telling him that you're his. 

Maybe you were lying to him. Maybe you just told him what he wanted to hear. But he believed it anyways.

Satisfied with your answer, his mumbled, "On your back, babe." as he pulled out of you, helping you to lay on your back as he got onto the bed and back between your legs again. You followed his movements, speechless and overcome with lust. Your eyes lidded as you spread your legs for him.

"Good girl." He whispered as he pushed himself back into you, looking down at you with hungry eyes. He leaned in lips crashing hard against yours and you wrapped your arms around his neck, returning the kiss before dropping head back against your pillows as you moaned his name. 

Your thighs trembled as you wrapped them around his waist, his shirt was still on him and you pulled on it to bring him closer to you. He thrusted deep into you, hips slamming against yours. 

He rested his forehead against yours, your eyes locking with each other as he rocked himself up into you,

"You don't understand how I feel for you, Y/N." He whispered out, his hand snuck up, lacing with your fingers as his thrusts slowed. 

You laced your fingers with his, holding on tight. You swallowed hard, jaw clenching lightly as you listened to him. You reached up, looking into his eyes, brushing his hair away from his face,

 "Then make me understand." You whispered to him and he slammed himself into you in response, you moaned out loud, nodding in encouragement.

"There's no words." He mumbled breathlessly and you cupped his cheeks, lips pressing against his as you both moaned into each other's mouths.

"Then show me." You whispered back to him, your hands trailing from his cheeks to his chest, then holding onto his shoulders tightly.

He pulled back and his hands went to your thighs, unwrapping them from around his waist and lifting your leg up a bit as he gave it a squeeze, starting to pound into you, holding your leg up with one hand while the other grasped onto your skirt that was was hiked up around your waist.

Your eyes closed, head tilting back as you choked back moans, reaching up with one hand to hold onto the headboard of the bed as your eyes opened,

"Just like that. I'm so close..." You moaned, nodding as your lips pressed together.

"Me too, baby." He leaned down, lips pressing soft kisses along your face to your lips, capturing your lips with his as he sped his thrusts up a bit. Letting your legs wrap back around his waist, pressing himself more into you.

He thrusted harder into you, trying to tell you the way he felt with his body. Every thrust sent him closer to the edge but he couldn't stop. 

He wanted you to feel the way he felt. 

He wanted you to feel the need he had for you. The desire. The anger at not having you to himself. The uncertainty of it all. The fucking madness going on in his head and heart. 

He wanted you to feel how crazy he was for you.

Jungkook was confessing to you without saying a word.

And you understood.

You looked up at him, eyes full of tears as you tried to blink them away. You didn't even know why you were crying until you realized how close you were. You walls clenched around him, back arching off the bed as you closed your eyes, tears dropping as you came undone, crying his name out as the electricity flowed through you. You gasped for air, your body trembling, chest rising and falling quickly as you tried to control your breathing. 

No one's ever made you feel such a high like this.

He kissed your tears away, whispering sweet nothings to you before he made one last thrust. He released hard, filling you up as he groaned your name out, breathing heavily. He rested his forehead against yours as his breathing calmed.

You looked up at him, leaning up and pressing a gentle kiss against his lips. He returned the kiss, moving his lips against yours slowly before closing his eyes, shaking his head,

"Do you get how I feel now?" He whispered, pulling out of you slowly and laying down on his back, looking up at the ceiling.

You were silent for a moment. You finally realized how fucked up this all was. You were falling for someone you barely knew. Someone who was leaving the country soon.

Someone you couldn't be with.

Did you love him?

You couldn't. You wouldn't. Not again.

You slowly turned onto your side, looking at him before sliding closer to him. You leaned in, pressing a soft kiss against his cheek,

"You don't know what you're saying." Your heart clenched as you spoke, getting off the bed and grabbing his hand. You had to pretend you didn't understand but deep down you felt it all. 

"Yeah.. You're right." He mumbled dryly, shaking his head, deciding not to push you further. 

He knew exactly what he was saying but you didn't feel the same way. He knew this was strictly business and he let himself fall anyways. He was going to be the breaker of his own heart and he quite frankly did not give a fuck anymore.

"Let's go shower." You mumbled, looking over your shoulder at him as he got off the bed too.

He forced a smile at you, letting you lead him to the shower.

You walked into your bathroom and flipped the light on before turning around and looking up at him as you reached down and took the hems of his t-shirt, helping it off him. He leaned down to you and you tiptoed up, pecking his lips before he helped you out of your camisole and skirt. 

You slid into the shower, turning on the water and letting the warm water hit against you. You tilted your head up, letting the warm water wash over your face as you felt him get into the shower too, his strong arms wrapping around you tightly from behind.

"Hey." He mumbled, lips pressing gently against your shoulder.

You turned around in his arms, looking up at his beautiful face, leaning up and pressing a kiss to his lips, "Hey." You smiled lightly before reaching for your shampoo.

"Let me, babe." Jungkook mumbled, taking the shampoo from you and you nodded. You turned around, tilting your head back for him and letting him lather the shampoo into your hair as you closed your eyes.

You let the shampoo wash away before you turned around to face him. Your heart was breaking in your chest. You wanted him so bad but couldn't have him. You swore you wouldn't let yourself have him. But here you were, the need to have him take you again right here in this shower growing more and more as he seconds went by. 

"Jungkook.." You muttered as your hands went to his chest, pulling him closer to you under the water. You pressed against him, arms wrapping around his neck as the water washed over the two of you,

"Yeah?" He looked down at you after he finished washing soap suds off his body.

"Nothing.." You shook your head, flushing lightly, biting your lower lip before giving him a smile.

 You felt an ache between your thighs. Maybe it was the warm water. Maybe it was this handsome man in front of you. But the desire for a round two was unbearable. 

He chuckled lowly, leaning into kiss your lips as he pressed you gently against the cold shower wall, you didn't need to say a word to him. Your face said it all,

"Say no more, baby."

You gasped softly as your back hit the shower wall, pulling him closer to you as you kissed him back deeply, arms sliding around his neck and into the back of his long hair.

You couldn't get enough of him. You wanted more and more every single time.  

You told yourself after this time, it would be the last time. 

But until then.. 

Fuck it. 

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A/N sorry if this doesnt make sense