A/N THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SMUT AND MATURE CONTENT.

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The valet swung the car around for Jungkook as you both stood outside the club. Autumn was approaching but the air between the two of you was hot and heavy. Feeling thick with love, melancholy, and lust.

 In a few hours Jungkook would be on a flight back home to Korea.  

 Home. 

Is that where he was going? The place he once thought was home didn't feel like it anymore.

Jungkook found himself to believe home was where he was when he was with you. Would he be able to go on being away from you? Even if it was just temporary?

His eyes were on you as you waited for the car. You were hugging his arm, looking up at the night sky, your head resting against his shoulder.

He just wanted to stay this way forever.

Jungkook took the keys from the valet and opened the passenger side for you, giving your cheek a gentle peck before you slid into the car. The engine started with a gentle rumble and he adjusted his mirrors before pulling his seatbelt on. You reached over and turned the radio on.

Get You by Daniel Caesar was playing.

You turned to him and smiled,

"I love this song."

Jungkook grinned, cupping your cheek as he sung the lyrics to you

Your eyes widened a bit as he sang to you and you blushed. His voice was smooth and not what you expected. You've never listened to a BTS song before but maybe you needed to now just to hear him sing.

He leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to your lips as he sang and you burst out laughing, grateful for his silliness. He never failed to make you laugh. You kissed him back, sighing softly against his lips. You both vibed to the song, laughing softly and just enjoying the moment. 

'Every time I look into your eyes I see it. You're all I need'

"I gotta call my friend and let her know I'm going home before they look for me." You nodded and tugged your phone out of your bag. Jungkook smiled with a nod. He was lost in his thoughts for a moment as you quickly called your friend to let her know you're going home as you both sat in the car. 

Jungkook thought about his plans for tonight. Naturally, he wanted to make this last night with you special. He had everything planned. From the sex to when he had to leave in the morning. Jungkook had a plan to make sure that even though he was gone, he would leave little things behind to remind you of him until you met again. 

He wanted to cherish you tonight. As cliche and cringe as it sounded, he wanted to take his time with you tonight and make sure you knew he's going to miss you. 

Once you were finished your call, Jungkook turned to you, hand finding yours and bringing your hand to his lips and kissing over your fingers.  

"Your place?" Jungkook smiled, eyes turning to focus on the road as he drove out of the club parking. He held your palm against his chest and you could feel his steady heartbeat through his shirt.

"Please." You nodded as you watched him, a blush creeping up onto your cheeks. 

"Let's see how fast this car can go." Jungkook smirked, putting his car on sport mode, and taking off down the empty freeway.

Your eyes traced over his face as he drove, his hand was now resting over your thigh. You looked down at the bracelet you got him around his wrist and hummed, playing with it before glancing back to him again.

He was so beautiful. You've seen some attractive people in your life from all over the world. Different faces, different races. But Jungkook was different. His beauty was rare.  

Not only was he physically attractive but you came to realize that his heart was so pure. He was so kind and respectful. You came to that conclusion when you admired the way he socialized with your friends at the club without needing you at his side. He had no idea who they were, but he entertained them with patience and care. He didn't look for you when you disappeared with your other friend at the bar. Didn't feel awkward. He knew when to give you your space and knew when to find you as well.

You were proud that he also let you have a dance with Jimin despite the rift in the beginning between them.

He was so humble. So careful. So patient. If BTS really raised him, they raised him right. 

You felt lucky to know him, to love him and for him to love you too. 

Damn, your heart hurt. 

He arrived at your house quickly thanks to his car and the empty roads. You got out of the car, grabbing his hand, and tugging him behind you to the door. You didn't waste any time, getting into your house and dropping your bag onto the entryway table before kicking off your heels, purring as your feet became free.

It all felt so normal. You've done this several times with him. Having a good night with Jungkook and getting to come home with him. It felt so good. It was a fun evening spent with Jungkook. Drinks and dancing. An evening with friends, love, and happiness. It didn't feel as though this was all temporary. 

One day it wouldn't be like this, right?

One day you would both come home together and that would be it. No leaving the next morning. No flying back home. No heartache and pain.

You had already began moving to the staircase, looking over your shoulder at Jungkook as you waited for him, 

"You gotta be faster than that, Kookie." 

Jungkook slid his shoes off and chuckled. He was deep in his thoughts, scanning your house and trying to figure out where to leave the gift he had in his car for you. He settled on leaving it in the kitchen. He followed behind you before meeting you at the steps, arms quickly wrapping around you and picking you up swiftly in his arms, 

"Oh yeah? Are you calling me slow now? I'm not one of your thousand-year-old sugar daddies, baby." He smirked as he held you up easily in his arms, promptly carrying you bridal style up the steps, "Can your old geezers do this?" He smirked at you as he climbed the stairs.  

You yelled loudly when he swooped you up, arms wrapping tightly around his neck as you looked up at him,

"Put me down, Jungkook! We're gonna fall!" You flailed and he ignored you with a smile, walking quickly  up the stairs to your bedroom.

"Oh my jeebus, Jungkook, seriously if you miss a step, that's it. We're dead. We're gonna break our necks and fucking die." 

"Relax, baby. I got you. See? We made it." Jungkook gave you a big toothy grin and you huffed, holding your chest.

It was like nothing to him carrying you and walking up a flight of stairs. He didn't break a single sweat or huff. Why was that so hot? Those little displays of his strength electrified you.

He carried you inside your bedroom with a smile, tossing you onto the bed like a rag doll. You sat up quickly, fixing your hair with a pout,

"Not fucking cool." You looked at him and he laughed at you before turning back to flip the light on in the bedroom. His gaze was still playful, but you learned how to read those precious coffee-colored eyes from spending hours looking into them.

Those eyes read seduction.

Jungkook approached you slowly as you sat on the bed. You were completely awestruck by his intense gaze on you. The atmosphere shifted as the energy between the two of you began to intensify. His voice lowered to a gentle whisper,

"Lights are on because I want to make sure I see every part of you tonight." He mumbled, sliding his blazer off his shoulders and placing it neatly onto your dresser.

You smiled, nodding in agreement before you slowly got off the bed as you looked at him,

"Sit down. I have something for you, honey."

You blushed, taking his hand and tugging him to the bed. Jungkook's pierced brow quirked in question but he followed you, taking a seat on the edge of the bed before you leaned down, your voice mumbling quietly to him,

"I'm going to miss you so much, Jungkook." 

You nodded before making him lay back a bit as you leaned in and pressed your lips against his, a soft exhale escaping your lips as you kissed him. You told yourself you wouldn't cry until he left but you could feel a lump forming in your throat, tears welling up in your eyes. You needed to keep it together. You wanted to show him that you'll be okay. You kissed him slowly, resting your hands on either side of his body before they moved to hold his face carefully in your hands. Your lips moved unhurriedly,  mouths molding perfectly against each other.

His lips were so soft, always tasting like mint and strawberries. He always kissed you back with so much love and passion it made your knees weak.

Everything about Jungkook made your knees weak.

You slowly moved your hands from his face down to his chest, your fingers starting to work on his button up shirt, popping the buttons open one at a time until his shirt was splayed open, exposing his beautiful honey colored skin to you.

Jungkook kissed you back instantly, trying to relish in the feeling of your lips against his before he heard you whisper that you'll miss him. He felt his heartbeat accelerating the closer you pressed against him, and he kissed you more passionately. Jungkook let you unbutton his shirt, leaning back a bit to give you room as he tilted his head and continued the kiss before he pulled away slowly from your lips. Eyes dark with arousal, lips tingling and lightly smeared with your lipstick.

"I knew you were planning something for me. Are you going to show me how much you'll miss me, Y/N?" Jungkook mumbled, eyes lidded as he rested on his elbows, manspreading so you were standing between his legs.

You smiled as he broke the kiss and you nodded, following his movements, and pulling back. You moved to your nightstand, tapping your speaker, and pressing play. You had this all planned, of course. 

The intro to the song December by Anders beginning to play as you approached him.

Your fingers brushed over his shoulder, trailing down his arm as you mumbled,

"You always know what I'm thinking, huh? How did you know I was planning something special for you tonight?" You grinned at Jungkook, turning around with your back to him and leaning back, head tipping backwards and letting your hair flow down your back as your hands ran over your body, hips swaying sensually to the beat of the song.

'Know it's been a while since you let somebody in. I can help you remember.'

Jungkook smiled as he watched you turn around, his eyes trailing over your back to your ass while your hips swayed,

"I had a feeling you were going to do something for me when I saw you in this dress." He nodded with lidded eyes, his tattooed hand resting over his lap.

You looked over your shoulder at him and smiled, turning to face him now, "I'll keep this dress on just for you." You smiled at him, hands roaming over your body as you moved to the beat.

His eyes followed every inch of yourself that you touched, and he sucked in a deep breath. Flashbacks of the first time he met you came to his mind, and he had to say, this time was even better. He could see you clearer now. The lights in the private room at the club were too low, making you seem like a shadow in the night. The first time you danced for him, his mind was cloudy from drinks. He didn't even remember much from that night except for the way your touch electrified him and the bells that rung in his ears for the rest of the night after you left him.

Jungkook smiled, teeth dragging over his lower lip as he watched you. He was patient. Enjoying his view as he looked you over.

You were now sitting prettily in his lap, back against his chest as your hips moved on him slowly. Your ass looked phenomenal in that white dress, and it looked even better grinding over his lap. The dress was backless, giving him a chance to admire the way your skin glistened. Your skin was always so soft. Always glowing. Always radiant.

He remembered how bad he wanted to touch you the first time. How hard he had to fight himself to refrain from reaching out and press you against him. Tonight, he could touch you as much as he wanted. His large palms roamed over your ass, resting over the small of your back as you moved your waist on him.

'I don't wanna hold you up, so I'ma love you from a distance.'

You turned around on his lap, hands gliding down his bare chest to his abs. You pushed his shirt off his shoulders, sliding it off his arms and carefully dropping it to the floor. You straddled his lap, face leaning down close to his as your long nails dragged down his skin. Your lips brushed his as you danced on him, eyes locked on each other as the heat between the two of you started to rise.

'You should be mine by now. You don't need no one else .'

Jungkook tried to close the space between the two of you and you smiled playfully, shaking your head as you swiftly avoided his lips.

"No kissing. Not yet."  You grinned, starting to play your little game with him. He always lost when you two played this game. But you believed you would be the one giving in tonight.

Jungkook smirked lightly, hands running up your thighs, giving them a firm squeeze before resting over your ass. Your back arched in response to his touch, eyes lidded as you kept your gaze on him. You wanted to kiss him so bad but you didn't want to give in just yet. You took a deep breath and slowly slid off his lap, getting down to your knees on the floor between his legs.

You smiled up at him, nuzzling your face gently against his inner thigh before leaning in, pressing a soft kiss against his bulge in his pants.

He was so hard already. It must of been agonizing to be sitting here like that all this time.

Jungkook shifted as you got between his legs, a smirk dancing around his mouth as he watched you. His hips bucked slightly when you kissed over his bulge and he inhaled deep. His eyes never left your face, 

"You look so sexy between my legs like that, honey." Jungkook's gaze was fiery and voice smooth like velvet, licking over his lower lip.

You smiled up at him, moving your hair back before reaching out to undo his belt. His jaw was clenched, watching you in anticipation. He chewed over his lower lip as he tried to be patient but he couldn't wait. You got his belt open and popped the button on his pants, unzipping the zipper slowly. He raised his hips for you, letting you pull his pants and boxers down just enough.

You looked up at him as you took his length out of his boxers, biting over your lower lip as your hand wrapped around the base of his length.

Jungkook's eyes fluttered, head tipping back as you touched him. He groaned softly and you smiled at his response to your touch before you leaned in, spitting over the head of his cock and then wrapping your lips around it. He groaned your name out softly, eyes opening to look down at you. Your long eyelashes fanned across your cheeks as your soft lips sucked over him.

He was struggling to maintain his composure your name spilling from his lips as you sucked more of him into your mouth until you were bobbing your head along his length. His hands went to your hair, holding your hair away from your face and burying his fingers into your locks. His hand resting against the back of your head, guiding you up and down on his length, 

"You're doing so good, baby. Go lower now."

Jungkook inhaled sharply, giving your hair a gentle tug as he instructed you. Your eyes trailed up to his face and you hummed in response to his command, your head sinking lower until you felt his length sliding down your throat. Your eyes watered and Jungkook smirked, nodding approvingly,

"That feels so good, baby. Keep going." He smiled, head dropping back as he eyes closed.

You wished you could smile from how hot he looked but obviously your mouth was occupied with other things. Unprepared Y/N would be stressed when your eyes started watering because your mascara would start streaking but you tonight you layered on the water proof shit that nothing could ruin.

You deep throated him slowly, tears in your eyes before you pulled back, saliva dripping down your chin as you smiled before leaning back in, lips and tongue trailing up the shaft of his length before wrapping back around the head of his cock, swirling your tongue around it.

Jungkook grunted softly, smoothing his fingers through your hair as he struggled to keep eye contact with you. He moaned low, his chest heaving. Any more longer and he would be coming down your throat but you pulled away and he was relieved because he wanted to come inside of you instead. Preferably more than once too.

"Come here, princess." He beckoned you to his lap, panting softly. 

You smiled and stood up, climbing into his lap. His arms circled around you and your hands went to his hair, running your fingers through his soft waves, nails gently raking over his scalp.

His eyes were lidded, trying to kiss you but you kept avoiding him until he growled, firm hand giving your ass a spank,

"Kiss me, Y/N.. you're driving me fucking insane here."

You yelped softly when he spanked you and you instantly crashed your lips against his. Moaning into his mouth as he kissed you back. "Do that again." You whispered against his lips, your ass pressing back against his hand. You loved feeling his rough hands slapping your ass. Something about the sting of his slaps made you want to climax on the spot. He didn't have to fuck you to make you come. You could pretty much get off from anything Jungkook did to you.

He was that good.

Jungkook spanked you again before rubbing his hand over your ass, grabbing it hard. His lips pressed harder against yours until the kiss became sloppy. His hands moved from your ass, reaching up and grabbing the top of your dress and pulling it down to expose your chest. He broke the kiss and looked up at you, hands moving to cup your breasts. He massaged them and you inhaled shakily, hands holding onto his shoulders tightly as he buried his face between your breasts, kissing along your skin before kissing up the front of your neck. His hands on your breasts started to play with your nipples, rolling them gently between his fingers. You moaned his name, lips parting as you felt yourself become increasingly more turned on.

"Lay down and let me taste you." He commanded as he pulled back, reaching up to run his fingers through his messy hair.

You slid off his lap obediently and pulled your dress up as you laid down, biting over your finger as you looked up at him. Your legs spread when his hands pushed your thighs apart. He quickly got between your legs, giving you a smile as he pushed your legs up a bit.

He noticed your blush pink panties and grinned, "Cute." He mumbled, kissing over the top of your panties before trailing his tongue along it, sucking over the wet spot that had begun to form. "Your panties are soaked, Y/N." Jungkook smiled up at you, a big proud grin on his face.

"Because of you." You moaned out, your back immediately arching off the bed, legs shaking. The simplest touch he made had you trembling, "I'm so wet all because of you." You nodded, eyes on his.

You ached with need as his tongue caressed over you through your panties. You were about to start begging but he must of grown impatient himself from the way pulled back quickly and grabbed your panties, pulling them down and off you with a snap.

You blushed intensely as you whispered, raising your hips for him and watching him take your panties off you,

"You can have those." You smiled and Jungkook's eyes widened, a smirk growing on his lips,

"Just a little keepsake for me. Maybe I'll start a collection."

He took your panties with a smile, folding them up nice and neat and tucking them into the back pocket of his pants. You didn't want to know what he did with your panties and quite frankly, you didn't care anymore either. You laughed softly and shook your head before humming  as his face went back down between your thighs.

You spread your legs for him and he glanced up at you, eyes burning into yours as he mumbled,

"I've been dying to taste you."

You propped yourself up into your elbows, one leg raising and resting over his shoulder as you smiled,

"Go ahead." You nodded, taking a deep breath.

"Not yet. I need to give you something to remember me by whenever you start to ache for me."

Jungkook nodded, his voice was soft and sweet but you knew he was far from being a cuddly bunny right now. His warm breath fanned over you as he spoke and your hips moved a bit, beckoning him closer to you. He smirked, turning his head to press a kiss to your inner thigh, biting over the flesh and sinking his teeth into your skin and giving the spot a good suck. He pulled back, tongue dragging over the bite that had already started to form a bruise.

You gasped in shock, your legs trembling. You have never had anyone mark you there. Or anywhere for that matter. Jungkook was the only person you let mark you and you loved it. You were about to lose your mind with how needy you were. You wanted to be patient for him so you tried to stay still, eyelashes fluttering as he pushed both your legs up towards your chest.

You followed his movements, pulling your legs to your chest for him. Jungkook smiled, eyes meeting yours,

"You're so good to me, Y/N." He mumbled, "Now let me be good to you." He leaned in, face and tongue immediately pressing up against you. His tongue glided up from your entrance to your clit, repeating the motion a few times before starting to devour you.

You moaned his name out loud, almost screaming really. The feeling made you want to pass out. It was so intense but so good. You clutched your legs against your chest, lifting your head to watch him, nodding as your lips pressed together before you moaned his name again,

"You're always... good... to me.. always." You panted softly, holding your legs apart for him as his tongue swirled over your clit. He dipped his head lower, tongue diving into you. He sucked up your wetness, moaning as he tasted you. He pulled back, licking over his lips before sucking over his middle finger,

"You taste so fucking good, Y/N." Jungkook growled out, his finger pushing into you while his tongue found your clit again. His tongue swirled around your throbbing clit while his finger was buried knuckle deep in you, moving in and out of you as he sucked over your clit. His finger curled each time it pushed back into you and he added another digit nto you, pulling his head back and spitting onto your clit before pressing his tongue flat and rolling it against your clit.

"Oh, I-" You couldn't speak. You let go of your legs, unable to hold them up any longer. Your hands went to the back of his head, pushing his face more into you until you were basically grinding against his face. You still couldn't speak, only moaning his name out and gripping onto his hair tightly. You were seeing stars, moons, and planets. The whole fucking universe.

Jungkook couldn't stop the grin forming on his lips as you ground against his face. He let you use him, pushing a third finger into you before pulling his face back, his fingers still inside of you as he moved up to your lips. He grabbed your neck with his freehand, fingers curling inside of you as he muttered,

"Taste yourself." Jungkook pressed his lips against yours and you kissed him back, moaning into his mouth before grabbing his face, licking over his lips before pushing your tongue into his mouth. He swirled his tongue with yours, fingers moving in and out of you as your legs shook. His grip on your neck tightened and he squeezed, giving you just enough air to take small breaths and you moaned his name from the feeling of him choking you. It felt like ecstasy. 

Your eyes squeezed shut, breaking away from his lips. Tears pricked your eyes as you held his hand that was around your throat, making him squeeze harder while his fingers inside of you never faltered. Your nails dug into his skin and you cried, tears pouring down your face as you felt yourself about to climax. Your head dropped back, screaming his name as you came over his fingers. "Oh my... oh... J.K." You mumbled out incoherently as you cried harder while you came, gasping for air and Jungkook grinned, letting go of your throat and pressing a kiss against the front of your neck, his fingers curling once more in you before he pulled them out of you.

You panted softly, a trickle of sweat running down your neck. You stared at Jungkook completely blown away. You had absolutely no words. Your face was red, cheeks stained with tears. Your clit still throbbed. You could feel a wet spot forming on the bed from how soaked you were. Your toes felt permanently curled as you looked at him in complete bliss. 

He sucked over his fingers one by one, grabbing your chin and pressing his lips to yours again, pushing his tongue into your mouth and swirling it yours before he pulled back,

"No one tastes as good as you, honey."

You kissed him back, moaning into his mouth before taking a deep breath as he pulled back. You laid down, moving your hair back before trailing your fingers down your chest to your entrance, brushing your fingers over yourself. He had the ability to make you crazy but you knew you could make him crazier. Your toes curled and you inhaled shakily, pushing a finger into yourself as you stared at Jungkook, exhaling as your finger curled inside of yourself,

"I need you now, Kookie. If you make me wait, I'll just fuck myself." You moaned out, legs trembling as you waited for him.

Jungkook pulled back almost instantaneously. He pulled his belt off, flinging it across the room with a huff as he watched you. He kept his pants on, unable to give a fuck to get completely naked right now. He took his throbbing length out of his boxers, shaking his head as he looked down at you with your fingers stuffed inside of you,

"You really know how to drive me fucking insane, don't you?"

You smiled dizzily at him, "You love it." You nodded, taking your fingers out of yourself and gasping as he grabbed your hand, licking over your fingers as he stared at you before taking his cock, pressing up against your entrance and letting himself slip into you.

You moaned loud, eyes closing for a split second as your head fell back into the pillows. You didn't need to adjust to him now, you were stretched enough thanks to his wonderful fingers. You simply commanded him to move and he complied, hands at your thighs, prying them apart and spreading your legs wider as his hips snapped up. 

His hair was over his eyes, some pieces stuck to his forehead. His chest glistened, muscles flexing and abs contracting with every thrust he made. He moved slowly in and out of you. Your thighs gripped tightly in his hands before he hoisted one of your legs over his shoulder, making him fit deeper into you.

The energy in the room changed the second he pushed into you.

He was slow this time. Hips rocking against you nice and deep. You could feel him touch your soul as he leaned down and pressed gentle kisses against your cheeks and forehead. You could feel every inch of him filling you up every time he entered you. Making your skin heat up, hair raising and your toes curling.

Your lips parted and your head fell back into the soft pillows. Your hands slid up his abdomen, feeling over his skin before holding his shoulders and pulling him down to you as your leg slipped off his shoulder. You wrapped your arms around his torso, nails digging into his sweaty back, etching your sharp nails into his skin and making sure you left scratch marks on him.

Jungkook pressed against you when you pulled him down and he grunted, feeling your nails in his skin. It made his cock twitch inside or you, heat pooling in the bottom of his stomach. Face resting between your shoulder. 

You closed your eyes, tears forming again as you felt him move in you. The feeling was overwhelming. Making your vision blurry with tears. Pushing you closer and closer to the edge as you felt him burying himself deep inside of you each time. Your hands traced over his skin, running over the raised scratches on his muscular back then back to his chest. You opened your eyes, holding his face tenderly in your hands as you leaned up to kiss him, tears shedding as you moaned into his mouth.

He kissed you back when you brought his face to yours, grunting your name softly against your lips, whispering how much he would miss you into your mouth as he fucked you into the bed.

"What if you forget me?" Jungkook suddenly whispered against your lips, his thrusts slowing but never stopping as he breathed heavily.

You mewled, a soft whimper escaping your lips as his thrusts slowed, the pressure rising in you as he started to brush against every nerve in you from his tempo change. You shakily exhaled against his lips, looking up at him with tears in your eyes,

"I could never." You nodded, tracing your fingers over his cheek, pulling him in for another kiss. He kissed you back slowly, groaning into your mouth before he pulled back, panting softly.

You could tell he was exhausted and struggling to hold back his release. You cupped his face, walls clenching around him slightly as you whispered, 

"Lay down, J.K. Let me take care of you now."

Jungkook took a deep breath, nodding. Yes, he was tired but he could keep going. He could fuck you all night if you wanted him to. But mentally he didn't know if he could keep it together anymore. He didn't want you see how hard this was for him too. Every time he looked into your eyes, he was closer and closer to saying fuck it and fuck you to everything and everyone so he could just stay in this city with you forever.

You looked at each other as he pulled out and you hummed lowly at the feeling when he slid out of you. He rolled over and laid on his back, helping you get on top of him. Your legs were shaky as you moved to get on top, moving your hair back before you guided his length to your entrance. You legs quaked as you sunk down onto him, eyes closing as you shook your head. You took a deep breath, hands on his chest and his on your waist. You finally opened your eyes and looked down at him.

His eyes were on you, memorizing your face and body, lower lip between his teeth as his chest heaved. The muscles on his arms twitched, gripping your waist hard between his rough hands. He let out a moan as you started to move on his length. You were slow first, hips circling and letting him bury himself deep into you and then as you got into the rhythm you started to bounce on him. Hands going to your breasts and holding them as you glided up and down on his length. Your skin was flushed, dress bunched up around your waist, hair stuck to your forehead and your lips parted as you moaned his name over and over.

He sat up with you in his arms, his hand at your lower back and freehand resting over your ass. He helped you bounce on him, raising and lowering you on his length as his lips found yours. He kissed you hard, pressing your body flush against his.

"Don't be sad, Kookie..." You whispered to him as you kissed him. Your arms fell over his shoulders, lips moving against his slowly. You could feel his emotions as he pressed against you. His lips trembled as he kissed you and you could feel yourself about to sob as you whispered into his mouth, "We'll make it work." You pulled back from him, looking into his eyes before pushing him to lay back down, "I'll make it work." You nodded, leaning down and kissing him again as you moved your hips, feeling his cock twitch inside of you.

"Don't hold back for me now, J.K. I want you to come inside of me when you're ready." You whispered, fingers reaching up to thread through his hair, moving the strands away from his face. You knew he was struggling to keep himself from releasing. He always wanted to make you climax first.

Jungkook grunted in response, laying back down and enveloping his arms around you, holding you against his chest as he kissed you back before he groaned your name, looking into your eyes before he grunted again, his hand on your waist tightening as he felt himself about to release. He didn't want to just yet and he quickly rolled the two of you over, shaking his head as he whispered, moving your legs apart as he fit himself between you,

"We'll come together."

You moaned softly, "Yes..." Taking a deep breath as you stared up into his eyes, fingers caressing his arm, running your fingers over his tattooed skin, nails scratching along the designs. He was basically walking art with a canvas on his skin. You pretty much had all his tattoos memorized by now but everytime you touched him, you noticed something new. 

His length moved fluidly in and out of you, hands roaming over your body to your breasts. He leaned down, sucking over your nipples as your fingers tied into his hair, tugging at the soft locks,

"I'm going to miss this so much, Jungkook." You whispered, tears pricking your eyes. You inhaled shakily as you held him, legs wrapping around his waist as you felt yourself throbbing. You were so close, toes curling as your insides clenched. You gasped softly, a tear falling out of your eyes as the pleasure took its hold on you. "I'm going to come.." You cried his name out softly, eyes squeezing shut as you clutched him against you, finding his lips and kissing him hard as you clenched around his length. The feeling of pure ecstasy overwhelmed you, making your spine shiver and skin tingle as you climaxed. "Oh my God." You cried, head falling back as you gasped for air.

"Shh, it's okay, baby. I got you." Jungkook whispered into your ear as you clutched onto him when you climaxed, reaching up to brush your tears away before pressing comforting kisses along your skin as you rode out your climax. 

He groaned, face pressing into your neck and biting over your skin. His hips moved faster, pressing you down into the bed as he sucked over your neck before he moaned your name, whispering how much he loved you against your skin before he exploded in you, filling you up entirely with his cum. He bit over his lower lip, groaning as his hips slowed down then came to a stop.

You were still breathing heavily, hands on his chest as your vision cleared. You clenched around him lightly again before feeling him slowly pull out of you. He laid on top of you between your legs and you hummed softly, squeezing yourself together to keep his cum inside of you. Something about him filling you up all the way made you feel so good inside. You leaned in, pressing a soft kiss against his lips before laying your head down on the pillow,

"You're so beautiful, Y/N... I wonder how I'll manage without you." Jungkook smiled down at you, his beautiful bunny smile making its appearance.

"Don't say that, Jungkook. You'll manage just fine. We'll manage." You tried to smile at him and he sighed, pulling back from you and sitting up and then sliding off the bed,

"Come here, baby. Let me clean you up." Jungkook mumbled, taking your hand and helping you off the bed.

You shakily slid off the bed with Jungkook's help, clutching tightly onto his arm. You felt his cum trickle down your leg and you blushed. You turned back and glanced at the big wet spot on your bed from you soaking the sheets and you blushed even more intensely. Jungkook followed your gaze and chuckled, leaning in and pressing a soft kiss to your cheek,

"Don't be embarrassed." He smiled and led you to the bathroom, flipping the light on once he got inside with you.

"Bath or shower?"

"Bath." You mumbled instantly, pulling your dress that was around your waist and gently kicking it to the side. Nodding as you rested against the counter and Jungkook smiled at you. Your legs were barely functioning. If you had to stand in the shower, you'd probably fall for sure.

You watched him as he leaned over your jacuzzi tub, turning the water on and looking through your bath products. He picked out a lavender and peppermint scented bubble bath and poured it in, letting the bubbles form as he sat down on the ledge of the the tub, giving you a small smile,

"Come here, love."

You smiled and wrapped your arms around yourself, taking a wobbly step forward before crossing over to him. He pulled you into his lap and pressed a soft kiss onto your cheek as he waited for the water to heat up.

You both stayed silent for a moment and Jungkook tested the water, dipping his fingers into it before looking at you,

"It is hot enough? I know you like to shower in temperatures as hot as hell." He mused and you giggled, dipping your hand into the water after him before nodding,

"It's perfect." You slid off his lap and he stood up, helping you into the bathtub.

You sunk down into the water until it was just your head peeking out. You hummed softly in approval, closing your eyes.

Jungkook was behind you, a hair scrunchie in his hand that he grabbed off your counter, he leaned down and pulled your hair back, pressing a kiss to the top of your head as he slung your hair into a ponytail. You leaned forward a bit as he tied your hair for you before you smiled, leaning your head back,

"Thank you, J.K.. you always take good care of me." You nodded, playing with the water as he sat on the ledge of the tub. He picked up a washcloth and soaked it into the water, started to run it along your skin,

"I'd do anything for you, Y/N." Jungkook mumbled and you looked up at him. You smiled and his lips curled into a gentle grin, leaning down and pressing his lips to yours. You kissed him back before allowing him to help you get cleaned off.

"Join me." You nodded, making room for him in the tub with you.

Jungkook smiled and nodded, setting the washcloth aside and standing up, undoing his pants and sliding them off along with his boxers. He placed his clothes onto the countertop of the sink and carefully got into the tub with you.

The tub was large enough for the two of you to be comfortable and still had extra room. Jungkook smiled at you and opened his arms,

"Get over here."

You smiled at him and slid forward, moving into his lap. You sat in his lap and faced him, your hands at his shoulders. He leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to your lips. You kissed him back, cupping his cheeks and leaving bubbles along his face. You giggled as you pulled back before leaning down, resting your face against his chest.

Jungkook's fingers caressed down your back, his cheek resting against the top of your head before you pulled back to look at him. He looked at you, his warm, pretty brown eyes making you feel small and tiny under his stare.

As long as you had him, nothing could hurt you.

"I love you." You whispered suddenly, cheeks burning as you stared at Jungkook. You realized you haven't told him that lately. You always had a hard time to say how you felt but with Jungkook, you wanted to tell him you loved him every single second of the day.

Jungkook smiled at you. A sweet, toothy grin as he tugged you closer to him. He held your chin, studying your face before leaning in and giving you a kiss as he spoke, 

"I love you too, Y/N."

You kissed him back, arms wrapping around his neck as you settled more comfortably in his lap. You smiled into the kiss as you felt him massaging his hands over your ass. You sighed softly against his mouth and he deepened the kiss, hands squeezing your ass before one hand trailed from your asscheek to the front of your body.

You gasped softly and broke the kiss when you felt his fingers brushing over your stomach, moving lower.

"Can I touch you?" Jungkook whispered, fingers hovering over your belly button, not wanting to do anything you didn't approve of.

You looked at him and nodded quickly and he smiled at you, running his fingers down more and then over your folds as you inhaled shakily, hands clutching tightly to his shoulders. He leaned forward, kissing between your chest then licking up to your neck as his finger slid into you.

You moaned, head falling back as you felt his finger push up into you. You struggled to keep your eyes open, feeling him fill you up with his finger,

"Jungkook... What are you doing to me?" You moaned out softly, cheeks flushing. You could feel your heartbeat thumping in your ears.

"Should I stop?"

"No." You exhaled, shaking your head before rocking your hips against his finger.

Jungkook smiled, finger curled inside of you before he leaned in, pressing his lips against yours. He kissed you softly, thumb running over your swollen clit as his finger moved leisurely in and out of you.

You moaned softly into his mouth and pulled back, eyes on his as you slid your hand down his chest to his stomach. His finger in you stopped moving as he inhaled sharply when you reached down between the two of you and wrapping your hand around the base of his length.

"Baby.." Jungkook groaned, eyes lidded as you began to stroke his length slowly. You smiled lightly, teeth dragging over your lower lip as his finger started to move in you again.

You leaned forward at the same time as him and rested your foreheads against each other's. Lips parted and your moans spilling out of the bathroom as you moved your hand up and down in his length, massaging over the tip of his length each time your hand moved up.

His thumb circled around your clit before he quickly slid another finger into you. You moaned his name, letting go of his cock and making him pull his fingers out of you. The water splashed around the two of you as you lifted yourself off his lap a bit. He followed your movements, taking his length and guiding it to your entrance, his hand holding your waist as you slowly sunk down onto his length.

"Oh." You leaned forward as he slid into you, stretching you apart as if he wasn't already in you for the last few hours. You moaned, nails digging into his shoulders as his hands grabbed over your ass.

"You always feel so good, Y/N.. I tell myself I can manage but I don't know. I really don't fucking know." Jungkook was rambling, his breath shattered as he dragged his nails over your ass.

"I know, Kookie.. I know.." You silenced him with your mouth, kissing him softly as you sat down on his length. The water splashed again as you started to ride him, cupping his face as you kissed him hard. You couldn't bear to listen to him right now. Your heart clenched when you thought about how soon he'd be leaving.

Your name fell from his lips as he moaned against your mouth and you pulled back to look at him. Eyes burning into his as he guided you up and down along his length. You could feel his length twitching inside of you and you moaned, forcing yourself to keep your eyes open to look at him.

Jungkook reached up and cupped your face to make you look at him, thumb running along your lower lip before pushing into your mouth. You moaned and sucked over his thumb, hips rolling in a circle as you felt his cock rubbing against every bundle of nerve inside of you. You gasped his name out and looked at him,

"Jungkook, I'm so close.." Your legs trembled and the bath water sloshed around the two of you as your hips moved a bit faster. You clutched onto his strong arms, nails in his skin as you closed your eyes. Your head fell forward onto his shoulder and you bit into his skin, crying out softly as a familiar wave of heat fell over you. Your teeth sunk more into his skin as you hit your climax. You moaned his name, seeing white specks in your vision from how tight you closed your eyes. "Oh, Jungkookie... you always make me come so hard." You shivered, your body trembling as you came down from your high.

Jungkook watched you climax and his jaw clenched, head tipping back before he let out a small groan. You tightened considerably around him when you came and his eyes shut, licking over his lower lip as he praised you, "Fuck, Y/N.. I love the way you say my name." He moaned, exhaling sharply before he felt himself about to come. He held your body close to him, face between your breasts as he bounced you on him one more time, burying his cock in you and releasing hard once again. You rolled your hips for him, helping him ride his release out and Jungkook groaned, leaning up to press a sweet kiss to your lips,

"Always so good to me." He mumbled before pulling back, sighing deeply.

You smiled softly and pulled yourself off him, laying back in the water across from him. Before peeking to the floor and seeing that half the water from the tub was spilled onto the marble flooring.

"Don't worry, baby. I'll clean it up." Jungkook smiled as he turned the water back on to let the tub fill up again.

You hummed as you floated closer to him, turning around and laying between his legs and resting your back against his chest. You laid your head back against his shoulder and you closed your eyes as the steam from the water and your shared body heat filled the bathroom.

...

Jungkook got out of the bath first and wiped up the spilled water from the floor. He told you to stay in the tub for a bit as he headed to your bedroom. You relaxed in the water, eyes closing and almost falling asleep as Jungkook came back. He helped you out and wrapped you in a warm towel that he popped into the dryer for a few minutes. You moaned at the warmth of the towel and snuggled into it. You followed him into the room and you sat on the bed before sliding into a fresh pair of panties.

He came back to you from the laundry room after helping you into the bedroom, an oversized t-shirt in his hands and helped you into it. He warmed that up in the dryer too and you snuggled into the shirt, eyes closing in happiness for a moment.

"You don't have to do stuff like that, Kookie.." You blushed intensely and Jungkook chuckled as he looked over his shoulder at you from the dresser. He was already dressed in his boxers and pants, sliding his button up on.

"I want to. And I'll keep on doing it." He nodded, starting to button his shirt up.

You glanced at your clock on the nightstand and chewed the inside of your cheek.

5:34AM.

The sun would be rising soon.

You got off the bed and walked over to Jungkook, reaching up and buttoning up the last few buttons on his shirt before taking his blazer. You were quiet, knowing that this was basically goodbye.

Jungkook was silent, eyes on you as he watched you button his shirt up. He took your hands when you were done, pulling you closer to him before reaching up to cup your cheek.

You stared at his chest, avoiding his eyes as tears welling up your eyes but you bit your tongue hard, forcing yourself not to let the tears fall.

"Y/N.." Jungkook mumbled, stroking over your cheek as he looked at you. He could see the tears in your eyes and how hard you were trying to keep your composure. His heart ached so bad in his chest as he watched you.

"I know, Kookie.. you gotta go." You whispered with a sniff before finally looking up at him, "You don't have to worry about me, okay? Focus on your work and only call me when you have time." You nodded but your voice cracked and you shook your head, "I'm sorry." You took a deep breath.

Jungkook's brows creased as you put on a face and composed yourself. He cupped your cheeks and nodded as he listened to you, brushing his thumbs across your cheeks before sliding his arms around you, pulling you against his chest. He couldn't speak because he felt as if he would cry so he held you. His cheek on top of your head, rubbing your back as his lips pressed into a line.

His phone buzzed in his back pocket and he sighed. You pulled away and looked up at him with a smile across your lips, wiping your eyes.

"Thank you for everything, Kookie... I'll really miss you."

"I'll miss you too, Y/N.. you have no idea." His jaw clenched before he took his blazer from you when you handed it to him.

"Go now.. I cant follow you to the door because I'll definitely lose it when you walk out the doors. So just lock it behind you." You smiled at him, rubbing your arm as you watched him walk to your bedroom door.

You stood by the door and smiled up at him, hearing his phone buzz again.

"Go, Jungkook. You'll miss your flight." You whispered and Jungkook nodded, his heart shaking in his chest.

"Come here. Give me a kiss before I go." He pulled you into his arms and leaned down. You tiptoed up to him and pressed your lips against his, kissing him slowly with as much love as you could put in a kiss.

Jungkook kissed you back, sighing against your lips before he pulled back, looking at you with an unreadable expression,

"Bye, Y/N. I'll text you when I land."

"Have a safe flight, Jungkook." You smiled at him before watching him leave your room.

You listened to him disappear down the steps before hearing the front door shut behind him as he left.

Once you knew he was gone, you sat down on the bed. Taking a deep breath before your head fell forward and you began to sob.

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A/N hope you enjoyed reading!