A/N - This chapter contains a bit of mature content.  im aware birth control is easy accessible everywhere but who said you think logically when you're in a panic?

You were all lounging on the couch and floor after the rest of the guys came over. You thanked the heavens that you bought more than enough food for them because they demolished the chicken and beer faster than anything. Now, you were all having shots of soju and munching on a large bowl of corn snacks Hoseok brought along with him.

The guys also gifted you and Jungkook a beautiful housewarming gift basket. It was full of practical items for your home. From bath bombs to designer coasters. Everything to put the cherry on top of furnishing your place. It made you extremely happy. Touched, really. You felt undeserving of their love sometimes. They did the absolute most and it made your existence swell with joy.

You were all enjoying each other's company. Your legs were curled up on the couch after you showered and changed into a pair of sweats and one of Jungkook's t-shirts, resting your head against his shoulder and watching the television screen as Seokjin and Taehyung searched for songs to sing to for their karaoke battle. "Pillows by Keshi and Eaj"  You suggested and Seokjin and Taehyung turned to each other, both clearly wine drunk and ready to serenade each other, "Yes! Let's do that one." Seokjin shrieked and got comfortable, "I'll do Keshi's part, V." He smiled and Taehyung chuckled, shaking his head, "Course' you will. Alright, come on. Press play."

Yoongi was relaxed on the floor with his back against the couch, discussing their plans with Namjoon who was sitting close to him on a single couch about their plans for their upcoming concert that was about a month away. Your gaze briefly landed on Namjoon. He was nodding along to what Yoongi was saying but his gaze was on Seokjin as him and V began to sing along to the lyrics on the screen. You felt your heart clench in your chest and you looked away quickly, pressing your lips together.

You glanced to Jungkook and he looked at you, "Did you see that?" He mumbled under his breath, pointing with his eyes to Namjoon and Seokjin's direction, "You know something about them?" He questioned. You shook your head and glanced back to Seokjin who was belting out the lyrics to Taehyung, he locked eyes with Namjoon for just a split second but it was enough. Enough for you to feel the silent tension between the two of them. It gave you shivers and you swallowed hard, leaning in to Jungkook as you mumbled, "I'll tell you later."

You smiled at Hobi who was leaned against Yoongi's side with his eyes glued to the screen of the television, "Y/N, let's do a song after these two are finished screeching," He turned and grinned at you, his expression was broad and radiant, lighting up the entire room, "Of course!" You couldn't help but smile back at him.

Something must have happened the day you and Jungkook fought. Everyone seemed more laid back and relaxed. Jungkook especially. He didn't tense up anymore when anyone leaned too close to you and didn't wrap a protective arm around your shoulders whenever his band mates started a conversation with you. You felt at ease now. You appreciated Jungkook trying to be calmer. The way he was acting eased all the tension you had been feeling before the guys came over. You'd definitely have to reward him later on.

"And then me and J.K can do one after." Jimin glanced up at the screen and shook his head as Taehyung and Seokjin dramatically swayed with each other as they sung, "So cringe." He laughed, taking his phone out and starting to record them, "You must think we're so weird, huh?" Jimin glanced at you with his signature eyesmile and you laughed, shaking your head,

"Yeah, you're all pretty weird but I love it." You grinned, patting his shoulder. After Jimin finished recording his band mates, he was sat at your side, scrolling through his phone and looking up tickets for you and him to attend a concert of a band you both were fans of. He scored amazing seats and you both were looking down at his phone screen, heads smushed together and bodies vibrating in excitement at the fact that you both would be almost up close and personal to see your favorite band in a few weeks.

Jungkook rolled his eyes at you two, mumbling something about you and Jimin being nerds before he almost got a pillow thrown at his head from Jimin's side, "Hey! Watch your mouth!" Jimin threatened and you burst out laughing, your fingers were petting behind's Bam ear as the dog sat on the floor between you and Jungkook. He was so protective already. Following both you and Jungkook around whenever the two of you got up to do anything.

It was sweet. You loved it already. 

"Hey, Y/N. Don't they look the same?" Seokjin came over to you and showed you his phone. You took his phone and started to die of laughter,

You zoomed in on the picture and shook your head as you laughed, "Oh my God, Jin. Send this to me. I need to print it and frame it." You giggled, studying the picture with a grin, "So cute! I don't know what to do with myself." You passed Seokjin his phone back so he could text you the picture and you looked at Jungkook, "Like father, like son. Seriously." You laughed and Jungkook rolled his eyes at you, reaching up to flick your forehead, "When you and Jin are together, you're both even more annoying."

"You love us!" Seokjin teased the younger, sitting down in front of Bam with a grin, "Is that right, bahmmie? You love us~ Yes, you do!" He cooed to the dog and Jungkook chuckled, getting up off his seat from next to you, 

"Anyone want a drink?" He made his way to the kitchen and Taehyung got off the couch as well, following Jungkook to the kitchen, "Me, please."

Hoseok got off from the floor and stole Jungkook's seat next to you, passing you the remote to choose a song for your karaoke, "Here, Y/N. Pick something and let's show Jin and V how it's really done." He grinned, leaning back against the couch. You took the remote from him and laughed, scrolling through the long list of songs to choose from, "There's so much."

Yoongi looked up from his phone and chuckled as he glanced to the t.v screen, picking the first song his eyes laid on, "High school by Nicki Minaj." (clean version ofc). He looked at you and flashed you an adorable grin. You shook your head, about to say no because you were embarrassed but Hoseok encouraged you,

"C'mon, Y/N. I feel like there's a rapper inside of you." He laughed and Namjoon even leaned forward with a dimpled smile, "I'm eager to hear this."

"Oh God... Whose verse do I do. Can I be Nicki?" You looked at Hoseok and he chortled with laughter, nodding enthusiastically, "Yes! Press play and let's school these guys."

Jungkook and Taehyung were in the kitchen pouring and mixing a few drinks for you and the guys when they heard you and Hoseok starting to rap to the song. Taehyung was leaned up against the counter with a grin, arms crossed over his chest with a chuckle, "I didn't know Y/N had a voice." He smirked lightly, glancing to Jungkook who had fallen into a trance as he watched you, "I guess you didn't know either." He laughed quietly at the younger's expression.

Jungkook looked like he wanted to hop over to the couch right now and do the unspeakable with you.

"Give it to you whenever you want. Whip it whenever you want. Baby, it's yours. Anywhere, everywhere. Baby, it's your world, ain't it?"  You looked at Hoseok and grinned as you sang, laughing at Jimin took his soju glass and raised it as he swayed to the song, "Aye, aye, aye." He grinned and the other guys started to cheer,

"She can sing too." Yoongi praised and Namjoon grinned, hand at his chin as he watched you and Hoseok,

"Go, Y/N. Go, Y/N."  Seokjin laughed hard, taking Bam's paws and starting to dance with him.

They hyped you up like crazy and you were already wine drunk, feeling yourself a little too hard. Did you sound good or bad? You had no idea. You were jamming to this song, getting into the frame of Hoseok's phone and basically serenading the screen as he held it up to record the both of you enjoying yourselves. You were having so much fun that you didn't even realize Jungkook and Taehyung were watching you from the kitchen, "I know you want it boy, I see you trying. Just keep on pushing. Imma let you slide in."  You swayed with Hoseok, barely catching Jungkook's gaze on you from the kitchen. You glanced over to Jungkook when you caught him staring and smiled at him, giving your boyfriend a playful wink before you turned back to the television screen, feeling your cheeks go red from the way he looked at you.

Jungkook watched you with a proud smile. He loved to see you have fun. Even though it was karaoke and everyone was supposed to sound as if they were on crack, you sounded unbelievable. You had a hidden talent and Jungkook didn't think you were aware of it. He laughed when Taehyung started to dance his way back to the living room from the kitchen with a tray of drinks. Jungkook followed behind his hyung, a wide smile along his lips, 

"Since when did you become a singer?" He asked as he took a seat beside you when you and Hoseok were finished with your duet. Jungkook's eyes disappeared as he smiled, a happy grin along his cheeks when he looked at you, "You sound good, baby." He hummed and reached up, fingers brushing your hair back as he leaned in to you, "Might have to feature you on our next album, huh?" He laughed and Jimin chimed in,

"That would be awesome." 

You rolled your eyes at them and punched Jimin's shoulder lightly, "Stop that, you're gonna make the fame go to my head." You giggled and passed the remote to Jimin to choose a song for him and Jungkook to sing next. You felt your phone's alarm buzz in the pocket of your sweats and you took it out, "I'll be right back. It's 8:30." You mumbled to Jungkook and he nodded with a smile, leaning back as you got off the couch, letting you basically climb over his lap to get out of the living room to the bedroom.

"Where is it?"  You muttered to yourself as you opened your drawer and looked through it, jumping a bit when you heard someone at the door of your bedroom, 

"Y/N?" Seokjin walked into the bedroom with no problem as if he owned your apartment. He strutted in with a smile, his pretty brown eyes scanning the room for you, "There you are." He grinned and you spun around quickly in shock, shutting the drawer with your side, and holding the pack of pills you pulled out in your hands tightly,

"Jin! You can't just walk in like that, what if I was changing?" You laughed, shaking your head at him.

"Oh please, honey. You have nothing to worry about. I swing both ways. If you know what I mean." He gave you a smile and you quirked a brow,

"Oh yeah? I got it, Jinnie. Don't worry." You smiled knowingly at him with a curt nod, fumbling around with the small package in your hands, clutching it against your chest as you watched him stride over to your bed. "Nice bedroom. I love the décor." Seokjin grinned and flopped onto your bed, "Hope these sheets are clean, Y/N." He teased, leaning back on his elbow.

You rolled your eyes with a nod, "They're fresh sheets, yes." You laughed and circled around the bed from your drawer, looking at Seokjin with a raised brow, "What's up, Jinnie. Is everything okay?"

"Ugh. I was hoping someone would ask me that." Seokjin mumbled and sat up, running his fingers through his perfectly styled hair, giving you a half second glimpse of his beautiful forehead and thick shaped eyebrows. Woof. You almost barked at how handsome he was.

"I just... UGH! Y/N, I need help."

"What's wrong?" You looked at him, shifting on your feet before leaning against your dresser. Your gaze scanned over Seokjin's face and you smiled, "What's bugging you, Jinnie? You never look like this."

"I kissed Namjoon."  Seokjin muttered suddenly, looking up at you, "I kissed Kim Namjoon and I liked it."

You puffed your cheeks and tried not to laugh, your lips pressing together. You tried to pretend this was news to you and feigned shock, "Well, damn. Isn't that good?" You asked, tilting your head.

Seokjin groaned dramatically and laid on his back on your bed, resting his hands on top of his stomach, "It would be if I knew how he felt." The older sighed, closing his eyes, "I was so drunk, Y/N. He could have been a wall for all I cared but he wasn't. It was Namjoon." He mumbled, looking up at the ceiling when his eyes opened, "I've liked him for years." He sighed, "What do I do?" He raised his head and looked at you with pleading eyes.

You pulled yourself off the dresser and walked over to the bed, plopping down and sitting next to Seokjin, "Tell him how you feel." You nodded, looking over at Jungkook's beloved older brother, "Did he... kiss you back?" You questioned, turning so that you were now facing Seokjin.

He rolled onto his side, propping his head up in his hand as he looked at you, "I think he did. I don't even remember. Ugh, Y/N. What do I do?" He groaned, flopping over onto his stomach, and burying his face into a decorative pillow you had on the bed.

You watched him and sighed softly, reaching out and patting his back, "I really think you need to talk to him, Jin. Trust me..." You nodded, not wanting to tell him that Namjoon remembered that he kissed the older as well. You wanted Seokjin to find out on his own. "It doesn't hurt to say 'hey, man. We kissed the other day. What do we do about that?' You know?" You smiled and Seokjin pulled his head off the pillow, rolling over and sitting up, pulling his knees to his chest as he sat there,

"I guess so but what if he rejects me and makes it weird. I'll literally die." He muttered and you chuckled, reaching out to pat his arm, "Just do it, Jin. Trust what I say." You nodded encouragingly and Seokjin sighed out loud, tilting his head back before nodding, "Fine. Imma do it later." He nodded again, "Yeah... Imma do it. I waited a decade for him." He was hyping himself up and you laughed, "Exactly! You got this. You can do it." You grinned and Seokjin turned to you with a grin, spotting the pack of pills on your lap,

"What's that? Molly?"

"What?! No!" You laughed and picked the pack of pills up, rolling your eyes, "Birth control. I take it at the same time everyday." You nodded and got off the bed to grab your bottle of water, leaning against the dresser and cracking it open to take a drink. You were about to take the pills out of the pack but Seokjin started talking again,

"Ah, yeah. Fuck dem kids." He laughed, "By the way... How are.... things with Jungkook?" Seokjin blurted out suddenly and shamelessly.

What things were he talking about? Everything was going fine as far as you knew. 

You stared at him with a puzzled expression. Brows quirked and your head tilting until Seokjin gave you a look. A funny look. His eyebrows wriggling teasingly and suddenly the realization of what things he had been hinting at clicked in your head. Understanding what he said made you want to sink into the floor like quicksand. "W-What?!" Your eyes widened and Seokjin laughed hard, slapping at the air, 

"Oh come on, I just wanna know if he's treating you good." He laughed and you pulled at the collar of your t-shirt, opening the water bottle and taking yet another drink, eyeing Seokjin over the bottle of water, "Cause if he isn't, I'm always here to take his spot." He winked at you and you felt yourself gulp from his words. Not because you were shocked at what he said but more because you didn't know if he was joking or not. 

"Well." You laughed, rolling your eyes, wiping at the corner of your lips before you closed the cap on the water again, "If things weren't good, I wouldn't be here. Let me say that much."

"So things are good."

"Phenomenal." You muttered and Seokjin burst out laughing, standing up and basically giving you an applaud, "No words." You shook your head and started to laugh along with him and he cheered even harder,

"This is why I love you, Y/N. You're basically me." Seokjin laughed, plopping down onto the bed.

You laughed along with him and then glanced down at the pill package in your hands, pulling out the sleeve of pills from the casing and blinking when you looked down at the empty pack within your grasp, "Hold on." You smiled faded and you whispered to yourself.

Seokjin noticed the look of horror on your face and he sat up straight at once, his playful tone fading immediately as he watched you, "Y/N? What happened, hun?"

You stared at the empty pill sleeve in confusion, "I-..." Your brows furrowed as you counted back a few days, "...I should have a fresh pack. Did I not bring any?" You talked to yourself, quickly crossing back over to the drawer, and pulling it open hastily, "What the fuck?" You searched through the drawer, tossing things out onto the dresser, and started hunting through your belongings in a panic.

Seokjin stood up and was behind you in a second, "What happened, sweetheart? Talk to me." He mumbled and you turned around with distraught eyes, "I... I forgot to pack my birth control refill, Jin. I was supposed to start a new pack today." You whispered quietly, showing him the empty pack of pills, "I'm so fucking stupid."

"Alright, alright. Calm down, honey." His hands were at your shoulder's, turning you to face him, "It's fine if you didn't have sex. When did you and Jungkook last sleep together?"

Your gaze went from the pills in your hands to Seokjin's face, your lips parted and you whispered out, your voice trembling, ".... This morning. But he didn't cum in me."

"Fucking shit." He whispered, pulling back, and running his fingers through his hair in exasperation, "Okay, it's okay. Don't freak out." Seokjin started to pace, contradicting himself with his words. He told you not to freak out but he was already pacing and sweating, "What would Cardi B do?"

"Cardi B? She already had 2 babies, Jin!" You gasped and covered your mouth, feeling yourself about to throw up, "I can't get pregnant. I need to buy plan B or something." You shook your head and took a deep breath, fingers going to your head and almost pulling your hair out.

Seokjin spun around and grabbed you by the shoulders again, "We don't have plan B here, sweetie." He whispered and you collapsed against the dresser, "Fuck." You breathed and Seokjin moved his hands to your face, cupping your cheeks and making you look at him, "Look at me, Y/N. It's okay. It's gonna be fine." He nodded and you shook your head,

"Fuck, I'm so stupid. I can't believe I forgot to pack them. I have refills back home enough to last me till next year." You could feel the tears in your eyes and you tried to blink them away.

"No. You're not gonna cry. Take a breath. We're gonna figure it out." Seokjin reached up, thumbs caressing over your cheeks, "Breathe, girly. Breathe. Here's what we're gonna do." He nodded, "First. You're gonna tell Jungkook later, okay? Don't hide it from him because he'll freak out if he finds out on his own. Second, you're gonna go to the doctor as soon as frikken possible and get new pills." He checked your face to make sure you weren't crying, breathing in relief when you had no tears trailing down your cheeks yet, "And third... you're not gonna like this but third... you're gonna have to do a pregnancy test soon, okay?"

"Fuck..." Your eyes closed and you clutched onto Seokjin's hands over your cheeks for support, "Sperm can live in the vagina for up to 5 days. You only get pregnant when you're ovulating. My period is always on time. I make Jungkook pull out when I know I'm about to ovulate." You recited the medical knowledge you knew, chanting it like a mantra, "Fuck, I want to be a doctor and can't even follow basic medical advice. Jin, I can't get pregnant. No, no way." You whispered and Seokjin nodded along with you, repeating the same things you were chanting before you opened your eyes to look at him, "How do I even tell Jungkook? He's going to flip shit."

"He won't. He won't, babygirl. Trust me. Jungkook knew what he was getting into when he decided to go raw." Seokjin breathed, letting out a soft chuckle, "You guys would have cute kids anyways—"

"Hush it, Jin. I'm about to have a heart attack." You breathed out, shaking your head violently.

"Y/N? Are you in here?" You and Seokjin's heads snapped up when you heard a familiar voice by the door, "Yes, I'm here, Jimin. Give us a sec." You called out to him and pulled away from Seokjin, tossing the empty pack of pills back into the drawer and slamming it shut, forcing yourself to put on a smile, "Come in, Jimin. It's alright. We were just talking."

Jimin pushed the door open with a smile and stood by the entrance, "We're heading out to the club. I wanted to know if you would like to come with us."

You glanced at Seokjin then at Jimin, shaking your head quickly and forcing your smile to widen, "I'm okay, Jimin. You guys go have fun without me. That's okay." You nodded, "Is Jungkook going too?"

"He told me to ask you if it's okay, that's why I came." Jimin shook his head with a chuckle, fingers smoothing his dark hair back, "Is that okay?"

"Of- Of course it is! He's so dumb. He doesn't even have to ask." You nodded with a grin, following him and Seokjin out of the bedroom, inhaling shakily as you walked back into the living room, "That's more than okay with me."

"Jungkook is so whipped, oh my god." Seokjin laughed, pushing Jimin out to the hallway as he walked over to the other guys, "C'mon let's go. Move it."

You staggered out of the room to the guys cleaning up for you, your hand dropping from your chest to your side. Get it together, Y/N. Your brain yelled at you. 

You smiled at the guys, "Aw... thanks for cleaning up guys. I was gonna do that." You chuckled uneasily, rubbing at your arm, and glancing to Jungkook. 

How the hell were you going to drop this bomb on him? 

You needed time to think. It was perfect that he was going to the club tonight. You needed to call your best friends or something and discuss this. Seokjin was amazing help but you didn't want to drag him into your mess. You were an idiot for not packing your pills with you. You brought a bunch of jade rollers but forgot the most important thing? Idiot, Y/N. IDIOT. 

You wanted to sob but you put on a face, picking up an empty bowl from the coffee table and walking into the kitchen as the guys made their way to the front door, you placed the bowl into the sink, clutching onto the sink counter and staring down at the bowl, chewing over your lower lip in thought. You jumped when you felt Jungkook come up behind you. You reached up and fixed your hair, tucking the strands behind your ears as you tried to control your expression. You took a breath, feeling his arms wrap around your waist, his face pressing into your shoulder,

"You sure you're good if I go out with the guys tonight?"

You quickly turned around in his grasp and smiled, nodding encouragingly, "I'm good, J.K. Go out and have fun with your boys. I have some stuff to do and I wanna call my friends, I haven't talked to them in a hot minute." You forced yourself to smile, feeling your lips twitch as you looked up at him. 

Were you playing it off well? 

He didn't seem to notice that you were basically about to dry heave into the sink behind you from how nauseated you felt. He cupped your cheeks and smiled, leaning in and pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead, "Alright, baby. I'll be back before the morning. I promise. You have our son to keep you company too." He nodded and your eyes widened to dinner plates, shaking your head, 

"What?! What son??? Oh—yeah! Of course. Bammie will be my cuddle buddy until you're home." You tried to smile, your heart threatening to burst from your chest, "Just be safe, okay?" You nodded, reaching up to pat his cheek.

"Coming, Kook?"  Namjoon poked his head into the kitchen and immediately moved back, "OH, sorry." He chuckled in embarrassment and you pulled away from Jungkook with a laugh, "No, it's okay." You smiled, shaking your head. Jungkook chuckled as well and moved back from you, taking your hand as he walked over to the door, 

"Coming, hyung. Right behind you." He hummed.

Something was off with you. Jungkook sensed it right off the bat. You disappeared into the bedroom and was in there for a while with Seokjin. He didn't want to pry you for answers but he was curious. When you walked out of the room, Jungkook could see the color completely drained for your face. You looked sicked to your stomach and you were trying to hold yourself together. Jungkook knew you well enough already and when you turned around to face him in the kitchen, you smiled at him but your eyes looked like they wanted to scream something to him. He had to find out what happened and he knew who he had to corner. Seokjin, of course. His hyung would have no choice but to give him answers as to what was going on. 

You followed the guys to the door and leaned by the entryway wall, "Thanks for coming over, boys. It was fun." You smiled, crossing your arms over your chest. You all bid goodnight to each other and you waved until they all filed out of the apartment. Jungkook was second last to go, making sure one last time you were fine.

"I'm really going to be okay, Koo... Really!" You smiled up at him as he stood by the door, giving you a light pout before he finally nodded, "Alright, princess. I'll see you later." He nodded, tapping at his lips, and leaning down to your height, "Can I have a kiss?"

"I'll see you later." You smiled and leaned up to him on your tiptoes, pressing a soft kiss to his lips, "Love you, Kookie. Have fun." You giggled, "Now go!" You chuckled, giving him a playful push out the door to join his hyungs in the hallway.

Seokjin stayed behind until everyone was out, purposely pulling his shoes on as slow as he possibly could, lips drooping to a frown when everyone was finally gone and it was just you and him alone. "Come here, sweetie." He sighed out when he walked over to you, "It's gonna be okay, Y/N." Seokjin pulled you into his arms, rubbing at your back, "Text me if you need anything, okay? You have my number." He nodded, pecking a quick kiss to your cheek as he pulled back.

"I will." You smiled weakly, sliding out of his grasp, "Go before Jungkook gets sus." You chuckled, opening the door for him, "Don't forget to talk to Namjoon tonight. Call me later and tell me what happened." You gave him a thumbs up with a smile, feeling your stomach flip and start to pool with butterflies within your own body as you watched him.

"Ugh. Yeah. That... wish me luck." He chuckled and said goodnight, shutting the door to your apartment on his way out.

You instantly flopped to the floor in the middle of the hallway after you locked the door, your composure crumbling completely. You rested your back against the wall and pulled your knees against your chest, "Fuck." You breathed, fingers going to your hair as you leaned your head down to your knees. Bahm pattered over to you, nudging his snout against the side of your head as he whined softly, already picking up that something was wrong,

 "Bam..." You mumbled, reaching for the dog as he slid down to your lap, curling up against your side. You took a breath, leaning your head back against the wall and closing your eyes,

"I'm fucked. Literally."

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a/n

woops. Before I get dragged to hell for this chapter, I just wanna say....

Reader and jk are young and dumb. Young dumb and in love. 

its just a story pls dont come for me 

Thanks for reading 🤐

Until next time!