A/N - THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT

Day 18/30. 

2 1/2 weeks later.  

The days have been taking longer to end. It was autumn now. The temperatures were dropping and it was getting dark out quicker. You loved this season. It wasn't too hot or too cold anymore. It was the perfect time of year. Soon winter would come and the outdoors would be bleary and cold. The only good side to winter was the hope that you would be spending that season in Korea with Jungkook if all went well with your exams.  

You were nearing the time for your exams to start and every day that time came close, you became increasingly more stressed out. 

That's where Jungkook came in. 

He was a God send during this time. He was patient with you. He gave you time to study and pretty much acted like a drill Sargent when you didn't want to. He pushed you every day because he saw your potential and wanted you to reach every single goal you aimed for.  

The two of you were still feeling out your relationship. It was tricky in the beginning. You both hardly spoke during the last two weeks. You texted each other in and out but unfortunately, it was difficult to sort out your schedules and the fucking time difference sucked too. Whenever he would call, you would be asleep and vice versa.  The times you did catch each other, it was just for 5 minutes while you were walking to class or for 10 minutes while he was getting dressed for a schedule.  

He missed you more every time he thought about you. During the day, he would think about what you might doing at that time. And at night, he would replay the moments you shared in his bed together.  

You thought about him a lot too. Crossing your mind when something exciting happened or when you got a good grade on an assignment or quiz. You wanted to tell him about everything that was going on. But there wasn't much hours in the day to fill each other in on your lives.  

But it was enough. 

You both made it work. 

...

It was late in the evening when you got home from school. You were greeted by a big box at the front of your door and you groaned.  

Another gift?  

You dragged the heavy box into your house and to the living room. You huffed, hands on your hips as you stared at the massive cardboard box. You leaned in close to check the sender's address. It came from the house Jungkook was staying at those few weeks ago.  

Interesting. The sender was initialed as: P.JM.   

You had no idea who it was and you were suspicious about opening the package too. But you were nosy as hell and grabbed your box cutter from a kitchen drawer, walking back into the living room. You sat down onto the couch and pulled the box over to you. You sliced through the tape covering the box and slowly opened the folds before gasping.  

Fucking Jimin.   

You shook your head as you laughed. The box was full of the instant noodles Jimin and you shared the first night you met him. Along with other snacks you have never seen before. They were all post-it noted with brief decriptions on what they were and how they tasted. You giggled softly, picking one of the snacks up and scanning over it before grabbing your phone and taking a picture of the contents of the box, sending a text with the picture to Jimin and thanking him for the snacks, begging him not to send anything else.  

Through the last few weeks, Jungkook had flowers delivered to your house twice a week. You had a $10,000 wire deposit hit your account a few nights ago. Not to mention, you were opening the gift boxes and gift bags that Jungkook prepared every day. Everything you opened was luxury so far. You never thought you'd say it but you actually didn't need anymore money or gifts.  

You just wanted Jungkook.  

Nevertheless, Jungkook always seemed to know exactly what you liked. His gift basket items were different each time you opened one. #5 was your favorite hand cream. #8 was a pair of Cartier hoop earrings. #12 was a YSL card holder with the letter 'J' etched into the back.  

He meticulously planned these gifts out and you began to wonder where he managed to find the time to do these things.  

Yesterday's gift was a BAPE hoodie that smelled just like him. You were wearing it today. Oversized and snuggly, giving you sweater paws from the length of it. You had sent Jungkook a picture of you in his hoodie and it made his day.  

He was happy to see you coming out of your comfort zone.  

You were the lock screen on his phone now. It was a selfie you sent him from a day you went on a walk. It was you posing next to a BTS poster you found at a bus shed. It was adorable. He looked at your pictures every day when he couldn't talk to you, counting down the days he would get to see you in person again.  

You both sent pictures to each other almost every day. Whether it was a selfie or your meals for the day. He helped you get more comfortable with showing yourself on camera to him and taking selfies of yourself. Easing you every day into showing your face more and more until you answered his calls right away with your face on display.  

You're not sure when your confidence started to dwindle. You used to be the life of a party. A bright and bubbly personality that loved to have fun. But at some point in your life, you retracted. You became closed off to the world and only ventured out into society when you needed to. You believed it had something to do with your ex. But ever since Jungkook came into your life, you were doing things you were once afraid to do. You were engaging in lecture discussions at school, making friends in class and even seeking advice from your professors. You were more outspoken now, volunteering at your local hospital to gain experience in the medical field too.  

Even your friends noticed you were more upbeat and relaxed. You hung out with them more. Called them more. You laughed and smiled more. You learned to be patient with yourself. You learned to take your time and enjoy life.  

Jungkook didn't know but his love for you made you love yourself too. 

You had a different outlook on life now. A new hope for the future. A future where you weren't alone against the world. It wasn't just you and yourself anymore. You finally had someone to share happiness with.  

Jungkook made you happy. He made you smile. He made you laugh. Soon you were smiling at random things. Laughing at nothing. You woke up bright and excited for the day.  

He helped you be a person you have always wanted to become.  

You were happier now.  

... 

You sat in the living room with your computer on your lap, your mouse cursor hovering over your internship application. You didn't submit it yet. Telling Jungkook you weren't sure if you even wanted to do it. This could change everything. You would have even less time for Jungkook and yourself as well. The internship was extremely competitive and required a lot of hard work. Sure, it was a good experience but you were nervous about doing something this drastic.  

You sighed, eyes roaming over to the international internship options on the screen. 

Hm. 

You clicked it and a new page opened up. You rubbed your lips together, scrolling through the list of countries that offered medical fellowships, residencies and internships. You went down the list slowly. When you applied for medical school, you learned that attending a school in a different country was highly recognized but you never wanted to study in a different country. You loved your city and everything in it. Staying here for school was a convenience for you.  

At least that's what you forced yourself to believe.  

Things were different now. You had Jungkook now. You knew if you wanted to be with him, you would have to make sacrifices. He had already done enough for you by choosing to stick with you and not run for the hills when he developed feelings for you. You weren't sure if you wanted to move to Korea now or ever but curiosity got the best of you and you couldn't look away as you went further down the list.  

Kazakhstan  

Kenya  

Kiribati  

Korea   

Kosovo  

Your eyes trailed back up to the list, stuck on one country in particular.  

Korea.   

Korea.  

Your lips pressed into a thin line and you felt yourself starting to sweat as your heart rate accelerated. There was a voice echoing inside of your head as you hovered over the application submission button. 

Do it.  

Your heart was beating so fast you thought you were going to faint. You took a deep breath before exhaling slowly. It's not like it would be bad. You'd be closer to Jungkook. You'd have a chance to learn about a new country and its culture. It could look incredible on your resume too.  

You gnawed over your lower lip, your stomach doing somersaults.  

Fuck it.  

What's the worst that could happen? You get rejected? That's fine. You could always apply to a hospital in your city too. 

You held your breath, pressing the option to upload your application. You uploaded the necessary documents and your finger felt frozen when you hovered over the submit application button. 

You sucked in a deep breath, eyes closing as you steadied your breath. 

Come on, Y/N.  

Cancel.   

"I can't." You breathed, fingers in your hair as you stared at the screen, exiting completely off the website and sighing.  

You closed your laptop and leaned your head back against the couch, holding the bridge of your nose as you shut your eyes to collect your thoughts.  

You picked up your phone when it buzzed, rubbing your finger over your lock screen. It was a picture of Jungkook he sent you the other day. It was a mirror selfie. His face covered with a mask and a bucket hat over his head. You loved that picture of him.  

You knew you wanted him to be your lock screen when he told you that he had you as his but you felt weird to have his actual face there. 

Every time you looked at it, you were reminded that this handsome man was all yours. If anyone saw it, they would think it was a random person and that's what you wanted. Jungkook was your little secret.  

You unlocked your phone and smiled when you saw it was Jimin. You opened up your messages and pressed his name, laughing quietly when you read his texts,   

7:09PM - Jiminie  

I'm so happy you got your package, Y/N.   

Sorry I couldn't give you it in person. :(   

Here's a picture of your boyfriend though! We're having a meeting right now.   

Boyfriend, huh..  You quirked your lips as you read the messages before sighing dreamily. You ogled the picture, saving it before typing,  

7:12PM - Me.   

That's all you got for me today?   

Jimin was the goat. He always sent you secret pictures of Jungkook almost daily. You both had become close since he left and you were grateful to have a friend like him. You were used to his flirtatious advances now and he knew you would never give in to them so it was a playful banter more than anything. Sometimes you played along with him and sometimes you would want to punch him through the phone. It was a love/hate friendship and you liked it.  

7:18PM - Jiminie  

What do you think about this guy?    

7:19PM - Me  

Please never take the mask off... lmao  

I'm kidding.

He's aight.   

7:20PM - Jiminie  

You're so mean to me, Y/N.  

Here's your precious boyfie...  

He caught me, Y/N. Now you'll have to pay.   

I'll send my request for payment later. ;)   

You ignored Jimin's reply, just focusing on the picture of Jungkook. He had an amazing smile. Your heart ached and your stomach did flips as you looked at the picture. God, he was so handsome.  

7:21PM - Me  

Thanks for your daily dose of Kookie.   

I appreciate it :)   

7:22PM - Jiminie  

Jungkik wants to know what you're wearing.   

And for you to send pics to me because he's busy rn.   

Jungkok**  

Whatever.   

You laughed and rolled your eyes so hard they almost fell out of your head. You left Jimin on read and tossed your phone aside, fixing Jungkook's hoodie around yourself before eyeing the gift basket you've been keeping on your coffee table.  

You always felt nervous when you had to open the gifts. The familiar bubble of curiosity creeping into your stomach as you reached over to the basket. You plucked  #18  out of the basket and untied the ribbon from around it.  

It was a heavy, rectangular box. You tried to save the gift wrap but ultimately ripped it off, placing the garbage on the table in front of you. You pursed your lips as you held the box in your hand. It better not be a new phone or something like that.  

You looked it over, inspecting the writing on it before you slowly opened it up and made a noise of surprise.  

It was a stethoscope.  

You laughed hard, head tipping back as you giggled. Taking it out of the box and looking at it. You ran your fingers along the side. It was pink and had  'Y/N, M.D'  engraved on the side. You snorted softly, shaking your head as you put it back neatly into the box. You were going to put it in your dressing room to take with you at your first day volunteering at the hospital tomorrow and hopefully, it would be going with you to Korea when you decided to apply for the internship there.  

This man was seriously out of his mind. You weren't even finished school yet and he was already manifesting your goals for you, buying you a stethoscope and shit. You had a feeling a practice suture kit was in that basket somewhere too.  

You smiled to yourself as you stood up from the couch, grabbing your phone and stuffing it into your hoodie pocket. You disappeared up the stairs to the bedroom and into your glam room, shutting the door behind you and looking into your closet. You pulled out a boutique box and slipped the lid off it, peeking down at the contents inside.  

Tonight was the night.   

... 

Jungkook yawned as he got into the elevator of the company building. He pressed the button to the floor where their rooms were and leaned back against the elevator wall. He scrolled through his phone idly as he waited for the floor to come, eyes trailing over your Instagram and then flipping back to your texts. 
 
At this point Jungkook had to admit he was obsessed with you. 
 
Jungkook tracked your posts on social media daily. Even though you didn't post often, he never wanted to miss an update of yours.  

You knew he would check your posts and stories out so you began to post more. Sometimes it was simply the blue sky in the morning on your way to school or your friends in the evening when you all went out for dinner. Sometimes it was a meal you cooked and if he really got lucky with the timing, you'd post a selfie. 
 
He had to say he was extremely fortunate to have met you. Jungkook believed the day he saw you in the club was fate. Every time he thought about you, bells would ring in his ears and his heart would feel so full.  

He had never felt this way before. Never had been so invested in a person in his life. Everything felt so right with you. You made everything so easy for him. Yes, you missed each other. And he thought it would be unbearable to live apart. But thanks to your independence, he didn't have to worry about you. You understood his position and didn't expect anything from him. 
 
And because you didn't expect anything. 
 
He wanted to give you everything. 
 
Jungkook came up with the 30 days of gift idea after your first date. He knew he would have to leave soon and he wanted to leave something behind for you. He knew you were a fun person so he wanted to make it interactive and enjoyable. And so, he had his hyungs help him prepare the basket. The basket wasn't the only gift he prepared though. You had something else coming but you were not aware of it yet. 
 
He stepped out of the elevator and went to his room, keying in the passcode and scanning his palm before the door unlocked for him. He stepped inside, sliding out of his shoes and taking his hoodie off. He hurried to the shower and got cleaned up before pulling on a loose, dark green button up pajama shirt and the matching pants as well before plopping down at his desk. His lips twisted as he pondered whether to call you or not. It was probably midnight for you right now and he wasn't sure if you were asleep or studying. It was morning for him and he had just worked overnight. Naturally, he would want to be spending the rest of the day surrounded by his comfortable blankets and pillows, blissfully asleep. But he wanted to see you first. Even if it were just for a few minutes. 
 
Jungkook's thumb hovered over the face time button, lips pressed into a line before he said fuck it and decided to call you.  

 
You brushed your hair out as you sat at your vanity table, fingers threading through the soft locks before you tossed it behind your shoulders, slinging Jungkook's necklace around your neck. No matter how many luxury gifts he gave you, this necklace was always your favorite. You ran your fingers over it before leaning close to your mirror and patting on a light lip tint, brushing on a rosy colored blush to your cheeks and then filling in your eyebrows.  

You didn't put on a full face of makeup. Just enough to make your facial features all the more striking so he could see you clearer through the camera. You stood up from your vanity table, fingers smoothing down your outfit. You wore a red baby doll style lingerie set with a silk red robe over. You took a deep breath and blushed at yourself as you looked at your reflection.  

You felt so awkward inside right now. Not sure if Jungkook would be impressed or turned off. 
 
You wanted to go an extra mile and do something special for him. It took a lot of courage to put this idea together. Going out of your comfort zone to show him how much you loved him with your very limited options since you were both an ocean away. 
 
You grabbed your phone as you checked yourself out in the mirror one last time before leaving your dressing room and walking into your bedroom, and flipping the light on, climbing into the center of your bed and pulling your pillow over you.  

You unlocked your phone and just as you were going to call him, a notification for Jungkook to FaceTime you came onto your screen. 
 
Suddenly a nervous wave washed over you and you took a breath, shaking the anxiety off before accepting the call. A smile instantly crossing over your lips as Jungkook came onto the screen, 
 
"Hi babe." Jungkook smiled, his great big bunny grin on his lips, "Where are you going? You're all dressed up today." 
 
"I'm not going anywhere." You smiled before tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, gasping softly as you took a good look at him, "Wait... Did you get a haircut?" You inspected his face through the screen with a smile, 
 
"I did. My hair was getting way too long." Jungkook chuckled, reaching up to push his hair back, exposing his gorgeous forehead. 
 
You loved his long hair. But this short look hit different. He looked so good. You didn't know what to do with yourself. You could see his face better now with his short hair. His piercings on full display for you to ogle at as much as you wanted. 

 
"Do you like it?" Jungkook asked with a grin, pulling you out of your stupor. 
 
"I love it." You mumbled, core aching as you stared at him. He looked wonderful. It was still long enough to run your fingers through but it was clean and cut. Giving him an edgy look but still making his sweet baby face gleam. 
 
"How was your day, princess?" 
 
You smiled, lips curving into a grin, "It was good. I got a lot done today." 
 
"Like what?" Jungkook smiled, eyes on yours as you both chit chatted, 
 
"Well.. I cooked and cleaned the whole house. Had my class. Oh yeah and Jimin sent me a huge box of snacks and stuff. I'm so happy." 
 
Jungkook chuckled, "Well it sounds like you had a productive day, baby. That's good. I hope you enjoy those snacks. Let me know which one you like the most." He smiled, remembering when Jimin was getting the box of snacks prepared for you.  

He was jealous at first, not getting why Jimin would do this but the older explained that the first night he met you, he made you those same noodles and you loved them. Jimin promised to leave the noodles for you but instead, he had new ones shipped from Korea along with other snacks. 
 
Jungkook still didn't get why Jimin would do it but he didn't fight the elder on it. But he did warn Jimin that's all he better try to do. 
 
"I got my nails done too." You smiled and showed him your manicure. 
 
"You know I love those nails of yours, babe." Jungkook laughed softly, wishing he was feeling your nails in his skin right now. He always loved when you scratched him. He shook the thought away before smiling, 
 
"Whose card did you use for your nails?" 
 
"Yours." Your cheeks went pink. You hated spending his money and you never thought you'd say this, but he gave you too much of it. And he kept begging you to use his card too. This would probably be the first and last time you ever put anything on his card anyways. You couldn't understand why he was happy that you were spending his money. 
 
"That's my girl." 
 
Was it weird that Jungkook was turned on at the thought of you using his money? He knew you weren't a big spender but he felt proud to know that you were finally comfortable enough to swipe his card when you wanted to. He remembered you nearly in tears the day he slid his card to you. And now here you were, treating yourself to a manicure and whatever else you wanted.  

That's what he loved. 
 
He's always wanted to be a provider and it made him happy to be able to get you small things you needed. Even though you could very well provide for yourself, he wanted to be the one to take care of you. 
 
"Do you have class tomorrow, babe? I don't wanna keep you up too long." 
 
"Actually, it's my first day volunteering at the hospital tomorrow but my shift doesn't start until the evening so it's okay." You smiled at him. 
 
"That's right! You told me that." Jungkook grinned, reaching to run his slender fingers through his hair, "I hope it's fun. I can't wait to hear about how it goes." 
 
"I'm sure that stethoscope you got me will come in really handy now." You grinned, biting over your lip, "Thank you for that by the way." 
 
"That was Namjoon's idea." Jungkook chuckled, "I thought it was brilliant. I gotta give Namjoon props for that." 
 
"I'll have to thank him when I see him." You smiled. 
 
Jungkook nodded with a smile, rubbing his chin, "Babe, I don't wanna push you but I was doing some research and I found that they offer your internship here in Korea... just in case if you were curious or something." He trailed off, cheeks flushing as he listened to himself talk. Shut up, Jungkook. 
 
You took a deep breath before exhaling softly. He did his research too. You were about to apply to the same internship today but couldn't bring yourself to do it. You shook your head as you mumbled, "Let's just see how my day goes tomorrow, okay? Then I'll figure out internships. If I intern in Korea, I'll have to move there." 
 
"That's the point." He mused, licking his lips 
 
"Right." You giggled, your heart rate increasing at the thought of moving. 
 
This is why you loved Jungkook. He always wanted the best for you. He always checked if you ate. He asked about your day and really wanted to know what happened. He went out of his way to make you know he loved you. If he didn't know about something you liked, he'd research it and then surprise you with information. He was patient and listened to you speak, engaging in the conversation even if it he didn't know what you were talking about. He made you feel special. Encouraging you to go into detail about what you did or what you were doing. He was so observant and remembered little things about you. 
 
You were quiet for a moment. The two of you just enjoying each other's company in silence before Jungkook shifted on his computer chair, 
 
"Do you miss me, Y/N?" Jungkook finally mumbled, arm behind his head as he rested his back against the chair. 
 
"Of course, Jungkook." You breathed, fidgeting fingers playing with your robe as his gaze burned into yours through the screen. 
 
"How much?" 
 
"More than you could imagine." 
 
"Show me." Jungkook mumbled, a smirk crossing his lips as he looked at you. 
 
"How?" 
 
"You know, I love looking at your face, Y/N. But can I see a little lower maybe?" Jungkook pouted lightly at you. 
 
You laughed quietly, face resting in your palm as you hummed. You forgot about what you were wearing and suddenly you felt shy. You took a breath before nodding, pushing the shy feeling down and away, 
 
"Fine. Take a good look, okay? I'm only going to show you for a second." You teased and then took a breath, moving the pillow away from your body as the camera pointed away from your face and down to your body. Letting the camera linger over your red outfit before you moved your phone back up with a smile, cheeks burning as you laid down on your side. 
 
Jungkook sucked in a sharp breath when you panned the camera down to your body. Round eyes becoming even more rounder as he took in the sight of you in your lingerie. He wanted to groan as he looked at you, his skin prickling with heat. 
 
"Fuck, are you wearing that for me?" Jungkook muttered, eyes closing as he tried to engrave that image of you in his head. He was silent, trying to compose himself. 
 
"I bought it just for you, Jungkook." You whispered and his eyes opened, his dark, cocoa eyes flaming with desire. You licked your lips and sat up, back pressing against the headboard of the bed, "Are you okay, Kookie?" You smiled at his silence. He looked like he was barely keeping himself together. 
 
You never really knew the effect you had on Jungkook until this very moment. You could feel his need through the screen and you felt sad for him. He seemed as if he was in agony. 
 
"I'm okay, babe. You just look fucking amazing. You have me thinking about the worst things right now." Jungkook breathed, shaking his head, "I think I need to take another shower." 
 
"What things?" 
 
"Just thinking about how much I'd love to rip that little outfit off you and fuck you until you're screaming my name again." He breathed out softly. 
 
The sound of his voice made you shiver. Your body felt hot as you listened to him. Hands trembling while you held the phone. Every time he talked this way to you it made you feel overwhelmed, turned on and excited all at once. 
 
"Jungkook." You mumbled his name, your skin flushing as you reached over and turned your nightstand lamp on to bring even more light into your room, "I want to see you. Not just your face." You nodded, a small smile crossing your lips. 
 
Jungkook didn't hesitate to move into action when he heard you. This is what he was waiting for. From the second he left your city, he regretted not being with you enough.  

He spent most of his free time thinking about you. Reminiscing about the moments you shared together. Especially the ones in bed. More and more frequently he found himself with hand down his pants whenever he thought about you. He didn't want to. He wanted to wait until he was with you again. But he couldn't help it. You drove him crazy. 
 
Jungkook smirked lightly, sitting up slowly and leaning back against his chair, chest heaving as his eyes fluttered, "Do you see what you do to me, Y/N?" He asked, flipping the camera as his palm brushed over the bulge in his sweatpants, a tent forming under the pant material before he made the camera flip back to his face. His eyes were dark, head laying against his chair as his lidded eyes trailed over your face. 
 
You swallowed the nervous lump in your throat. Your stomach filling with butterflies as you watched his tattooed fingers roam over his growing bulge before looking at him when he panned the camera back to his face. You felt naked under his stare, biting over your lip before moving onto your knees, propping your phone onto a book on your nightstand and moving back, letting Jungkook get a full view of you as you slowly slid the robe off your shoulders, letting it fall off your body as you mumbled, 
 
"Do you see what you do to me?" Your fingers brushed over your collar, moving your hair back to let him see your body better. The straps on your outfit sliding down as you cupped your breasts through your clothes before leaning down, letting him get a good look at your cleavage before you laid down, picking your phone up from the nightstand and laying on your back, pointing the camera at yourself, fingers trailing down the front of your chest. 
 
You could hear Jungkook groan from the screen, hair hanging over his eyes as he watched you tease him. His lips were pressed together, fighting to keep his composure. The phone in his hand shook as he mumbled, 
 
"Show me more, Y/N." 
 
"No." You smiled, legs squeezing tightly together. 
 
"Not until you show me something." 
 
"Tell me what you want to see, Y/N." Jungkook almost growled into the phone. You could see his hand moving down as the camera went up, fingers brushing over his clothed length. He twitched, taking a deep breath as he waited for your instructions, 
 
You blushed intensely, biting over your lower lip before speaking, "You know what I want to see, Jungkook. Why are you making yourself wait?" 
 
Jungkook let out a breathy laugh, his head shaking as he sat up better, phone propping against a speaker on his desk. Giving you an entire view of him as he leaned back, hand reaching into the waist band of his pants. His hardened length sprung out and you watched his head drop back before he mumbled, 
 
"Take that dress off." Jungkook ordered, hand wrapping around his pulsating length. 
 
You blushed vividly, your cheeks turning red as you sat up, reaching down and tugging the hem of your lingerie over your head, sliding it off you before you sat on your bed, fingers curling into your bedsheets, 
 
"Better?" 
 
"Fuck yes." Jungkook muttered, his hand gliding up his length, rubbing over the head of his cock before groaning softly, "Could you touch yourself for me, honey?" He looked at you and suddenly you felt as if he was right there in the room with you. 
 
You wanted to do anything to get him off. Legs squeezing tighter together as you reached up, hands cupping over your bare breasts and massaging them as you watched his hand start to move along his length, nodding in approval. 
 
Jungkook groaned your name, shaking his head as his eyes fluttered closed. He moaned softly and it made your toes curl. The sight of him was magnificent. Your eyes glided from his face to his hands and then his length. You never got the chance to appreciate how good he looked when you were having sex. This was your chance to admire him. 
 
His shirt hung low on his chest, veins in his forearms making their presence known as he stroked himself. His lips were parted, eyes squeezed shut as he breathed hard. His hand started to glide along his length at a slow pace, his cock throbbing in his hand as he leaned back.
 
"Look at me, Jungkook." You whispered and his eyes flashed open, a gorgeous smile stretching along his lips as he mumbled, 
 
"You're getting a kick out of this, huh?" He groaned your name, eyes on you as his hand twisted around his cock, pumping himself a bit faster. 
 
You chewed the inside of your cheek, the desire to have him was unbearable. You actually wanted to cry. "No, Kookie.. I'm not. You have no idea how hard this is for me. I wish I was with you." You inhaled shakily, moving to lay on your side, hand propping your head up as you watched his length twitch in his hand, 
 
"Me too, Y/N.. I'd be deep inside of you right now." He groaned out, panting softly as his eyes flashed to the camera, taking a deep breath, "Do you remember how good it felt?" 
 
"I never forgot." You whispered, staring at him with lidded eyes, you had to hold your thighs together as they trembled. 
 
You made a pact to yourself not to touch yourself until you were with Jungkook again and you had to say, you were quickly about to give up. 
 
Why would you think to do something stupid like that? You had no idea but you liked the challenge. 
 
"Fuck, Y/N." He grunted, thumb rubbing over the head of his cock before he moaned your name, "I'm going to come." He breathed out, eyes on you as he caressed over himself, pumping his length one, two, three more times before he groaned your name, eyes closing as his released into his hand. You watched him grip the edge of the desk hard with his freehand, while he moved his hand on his length a few more times, more of his release spilling out. His teeth dragging over his lower lip before he groaned your name again. 
 
So that's what he looked like when he would come. 
 
You never really got a good look at him since you were either under, on top or in front of him but watching him unravel was the sexiest thing you've ever seen. 
 
You watched him steady his breathing, finally opening his eyes and leaning over to a drawer near his desk and grabbing a bunch of tissues out of a box before fixing himself back into his pants.  

Jungkook finally met your eyes, a trickle of sweat running down his neck to his chest as he spoke,  
 
"I can't wait to see you again, Y/N." 
 
You blushed a bit, smiling softly at him before mumbling, "Me too, Jungkook." 
 
"I didn't think it would be this hard. Every time I see you... I miss you even more." He breathed, slumping back against his chair in exhaustion.
 
You smiled, setting your phone down to pull your dress back on before laying down and squishing your cheek against your pillow as you looked at him, you yawned softly, eyes drooping as you felt the need to sleep overtaking you,  
 
"Don't worry, Kookie. It won't be this way forever." 
 
Jungkook sighed and laid down as well, eyes on your face as he mumbled, 
 
"Promise?" 
 
"Of course! I can't wait to come and see you and the rest of the Bangbros." You teased and he rolled his eyes at you before chuckling, 
 
"By the way, you and Jimin aren't very sneaky you know. I see him taking picture of me all the time." 
 
"Well, my own boyfriend is always too busy to send me pictures so I have to resort to getting them from Jimin." You smiled at yourself calling him your boyfriend, watching Jungkook's face change to a bright smile, 
 
"Did you just call me your boyfriend?" 
 
"Did I stutter?" 
 
Jungkook smiled, feeling his heart bursting within his chest. He couldn't wipe the grin off his face. He wanted to do a happy dance, 
 
"I guess that makes you my girlfriend?" 
 
"Maybe." You teased, yawning softly again and he chuckled. 

"You should probably sleep now, babe." Jungkook frowned a bit as he watched you yawn, "I'll try not to bug you too much tomorrow cause' I know you'll be busy."  

"Mm.. Okay." You hummed, eyes closing.  

"Hey, Y/N... Wanna sleep on the phone with me?" Jungkook asked, smiling at you.  

Your eyes peeked open and you nodded, a soft blush cascading over your cheeks,  

"I'd like that."  

"Alright. Go to sleep, honey. I'll be here when you wake up." Jungkook nodded, keeping his phone propped up against his speaker as he reached for his headphones, "You won't even notice I'm here."  

You smiled, eyes still closed before mumbling as you drifted to sleep, "Night, Jungkook."  

"Goodnight, Y/N. I love you."  

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