Taehyung curses loudly, throwing his crystal glass, full of liquor, against the wall harshly. It shatters with a loud crash and the pieces fall onto his silk carpet, irrevocably ruining it.

"Dammit Jeon Jungkook, what's it going to take for you to be mine..." he hisses, slamming his fists onto his desk. He thinks back at how normal everything was before Kook found out.

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"Tae... I've known you for how long? almost a month now?" Kook asks seriously. Tae nods back in confusedly in response, not knowing where he was going with this.

"We learned a lot about each other and I told you everything about my past. From the abuse, to growing up in the orphanage a-and even the cutting..." he finishes, his tone tinged with a hint of shame.

"You told me about how you grew up with no one as well and had nothing to live for. But that's the thing...Have you ever thought about what you would do in the future?" Kook asks, gazing off to the distance as he takes a long drag of his cigarette.

"Where is this coming from Kook?" Tae asks worriedly, rubbing his shoulders gently.

"It's just that I don't see it. I can't imagine what happens tomorrow, a week later, or ten years from now. I don't see it...or at least that's what I thought" he finishes emotionlessly and looks at Tae straight in the eyes.

"I have no one -no, had- no one until I met you. You were the first person who didn't think I was pathetic for having nothing and no dreams, because you're just like me" he says earnestly, making Tae fidget uncomfortably about how much he was holding back from him.

"I don't know what I'd do without you..." he whispers gently, weaving his hands through Tae's soft locks and mounding his mouth against his firmly. Taehyung groans in appreciation and languidly keeps the pace steady. Eventually both part, gasping for air, and that was when Tae realized he needed to come clean so that he could be someone who could give Kook everything he deserved.

"Kook..." he starts nervously, swallowing audibly.

"Mmm?" He replies shooting him a crooked smile and rubs his hand gently.

"Kook I, I lied to you before... I'm not an orphan like you... I'm actually the heir of Samsung... but I didn't tell you this because I knew you wouldn't give me the time of day if you knew. But I can't do this anymore. I love you... I can give you everything you never had: clothes, money, a home anyth-"

He's cut off when Jungkook pushes him away roughly.

"...what did you just say?" He asks, voice lowering dangerously in fury. "Is this a joke to you? Am I a joke to you?!" He laughs bitterly.

"I get it now. Prey on the fucking pitiful orphan because you know you could buy him with your money? Fuck that. You love me? Don't give me that bullshit, you don't LOVE me, you're just amused by the idea of me, until you get bored and realize that your toy isn't worth anything... I can't believe I thought you were different..." he says hurt, but he covers it up as he shoots Taehyung a cold glare, then stands to leave.

Taehyung's hand wraps around his wrist firmly, holding him back. "Kook, don't do this. Come with me... you have nowhere to go, just stay with me please..." he pleads and Jungkook's eyes narrow even more and he pulls his arms away roughly, scoffing at the man who he thought understood him.

"You don't get it at all do you, Kim Taehyung..." he shakes his head disbelievingly and with one last look of concealed longing, he stalks off.

"FUCK. KOOK! Fine. Leave if you want but I know you have nowhere to stay so take this" Tae shouts running up to him and hands him 100,000₩ (90$). For Tae, it was only cheap pocket money, but for Kook, it was enough money to last him for weeks.

Kook shuts his eyes tightly, not being able to stand the obvious act of pity thrown at him. "I really thought you were better than that Tae..." he whispers, grabbing the cash and slamming it onto Tae's chest roughly.

Tae grabs his arms when he try's to pull away and draws him into a rough kiss, pouring all his feelings, pain and sincerity. Kook struggles for a second before melting into his embrace and kissing him back with equal fervor and bites down on his lips roughly, slightly drawing blood. He moans when Tae's lips graze his neck, gently nibbling the sensitive part only he knew he liked.

With as much will power as he could muster, Kook pushes Tae off lightly, seeing his eyes hooded with desire, and despite feeling the same way, he knew he had to end this. He had to get away before he got too involved, too vulnerable and... before he fell too hard.

Kook turns quickly, savoring the taste of the man he would never see again and shuts his eyes painfully as they well with tears.

"Goodbye Kim Taehyung" he whispers bitterly and walks off, not looking back once.

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First chapter is up!! This will be a longer fic and I'll try to update as regularly as possible. I've never written this style, but it seemed to be what you, the readers, want!

So I'll try my best to make you happy ☺