I have so much to tell you guys
Well mainly about my English class because if you know me at all you know that class SUCKS (at least mine)

But I'm not going to till tomorrow...

I don't know, I just feel like crap rn

I finished my Spanish project but I just realized how scared I actually am. I hate talking in front of large groups of people I don't know. Especially when I'm talking about something I care about so I'm freaking out.
Are they gonna understand me?
No, most of them are idiots
Are they going to care?
No, probably not but I care
Are they going to learn that Josh plays the drums and is in a band?
No, because none of them know Spanish

I HAVE NO REASON TO FREAK OUT
But I'm terrified ;-----;

Not to mention I was on Instagram and a artist I liked is going through a lot of drama
I don't agree with her personally I feel she was kind of mean and straight up rude about what she said, but I was stupid and read through the whole thing. Now I feel even more sick and ready to cry frick
I unfollowed because
A) I really don't need to get at an all time low again because of someone's else problems
B) I don't really have a reason to follow since they aren't doing art I like anymore anyways

Ugh
I hate how other people's drama can affect me I'm so horrible with that stuff

Oh, and my stomach just hurts in general and I'm hungry but if I tell my parents I didn't eat they'll get mad and say I was to distracted by my iPod

School is mentally killing me

I'm done with my stupid math teacher hardly teaching us or doing anything

I'm done with PE. It's gotten so hot outside that we're getting mirages of water on the street (it's a weird thing we get. If you ask I'll explain it more) so why would I want to do PE when it's so hot?

I'm sick of science. I hate science. I don't care that birds beaks evolved so they could survive. Good for them! I learned this in 7th grade I'm done with this *insert many many swear words*

And honestly I'm ready to stomp up to my English teacher and just yell
"THOU YEASTY, ONION-EYED, RABBIT-SUCKER!"

A kid at my table figured out that if you call someone a "saucy clotpole" you're basically calling them a kinky male

Bleh whatever I'm going to sleep and hopefully ignoring whatever is getting me so ticked off right now