Hey Tyler,

I knew that you had problems with your older brother, but I never get to know the depth of your relationship with him.

All I knew is that William is and will always be a sour subject.

So I was surprised when you opened up to me about what happened, you were never the one to talk about his problems.
We all thought you had none, but who doesn't have problems.

You said the William hate you and I thought that "hate" is just a big world to use.

Then you told me everything...

About how he blamed you about your mother death.
Your mother that you remember nothing about.
Your mother that everybody refuse to mention.
Your mother that your father told you nothing about how she was. She was always a "forbidden" subject.

That was when you started talking about your father.
Your father who AVOIDS you!
Your father who is always working alone in his room.
Your father who never spoke a word to you, never hugged or praised you.

You started to think that maybe William's words are right.
Maybe that's why your father despise you so much like you're some kind of disease.
Maybe that's why your brother hate your existence.

But what had you done?

Nothing.

William only put that in your head, because that's the thing about humans....

They tend to put the blame on each other to feel better.

That's exactly what your "family" did.

Your brother found it easier to hate you, to put the blame on you. An easier way to accept your mother's death.

Your father found his grief in working and staying away from you.
We don't know why? Maybe because you remind him of her...or of her death?

You never knew the reasons behind their behavior, you were such a kid.

How could a kid be a murderer?

You looked me with those amazing eyes of yours and asked me in a sad tone that question that broke me even more, the question that me and you kept trying to find an answer to.

"Why do they put the blame on me?"

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