Mercredi 26 avril
7h25

Sometimes the thing of growing is a little bit confusing
You wanna take your time but your life is at your door
Waiting for the day you'd be sure
That your hard work will pay off
I am the rose growing inside of you
The sea screaming in dark and blue
 
What if I don't have the talent I was expecting
If I have nothing interesting
If all things I did didn't matter
I thought I was a star
But everybody looks down on me
I've got nothing awesome
I'm nothing
Why did I pretend I was more important that I actually was.

The flower I was is withering
As I grow, I become commonplace You're nothing
Thousands of hands are pulling me down
Thousand of voices are shouting that I shouldn't hope that much
Stop crying
Stop thinking you're the best
Don't see too big
Stay small and useless

My days are filled with fear of relinquishment,
which is only a word for you
I'm so alone

Stop crying and thinking that your lives are over because you don't have the New iPhone
I'm crying because my life is about to cease
My life is hanging on a thread
And the sword that will cut it is in your hands

I can't bear the pity that's shining in your eyes
I wanna stop here
Just fly and burn my lies
Put them in the water
And never wake up

Your determination will make hills move
I'm sorry if you're not proud of me
I'm sorry if I don't correspond to your expectation
I'm a rose full of thorns
Don't come too much near me
My petals will lose their colors

I wanna prove who I am someday,
I will look down on you, who were all doubting me
And regrets will shine in your eyes