Jungkook's pov

"Y-/n-"

"Save your excuses, okay? Just be quick". She said, straight up to my face.

"W-hat are you doing here... with V?".

"Huh? Is this the only reason you want to talk to me right now? Then I can leave immideantly-".

"Please wait-".

"To be honest Jungkook, I don't really want to talk to you. You are just.... discusting and waisting my time again...
It...* sigh* really hurts to know that you really tried to sell me like that. I really thought...." She tried to hold her tears back and closed them for a long time.

"I really thought,what we two had was something special...but again I got disapointed, by the only person I really trusted".

"Y/n.what we have is special,I...
I promise you.. I'll get you out of their hands, They were threating me and.."

My eyes were teary now too.

"So you want to pay me off again? *laugh* Are you really trying to say indirectly, I'm an object, Jungkook?

Wow..What actually went wrong in your head?...NO! I'm the one who is wrong here.....How could I have even loved you.....".

....Ouch!!!..Those words hit differently. My heart was aching so much.

"And here I go again...I loved you too much..and even now you are still the only person I want to think of, because I still have feelings you, even if you don't feel the same, but I do....I was so worried about you..I really thought they killed you....I should have known from the start that this wasn't a good Idea.You are a police..One of the most handsome one...everyone knows you..you have a statues. You can't just put yourself in a relationship. As you said before, it could ruin your image.
But maybe you didn't realize it, but let me tell you something..." Y/n came closer to my face.

"This...relationship....already ended on the first day you got in this shit".

Glaring at me, and wiping her tears, she backed away.

"Y/n...please...I-m s-so sorry......I'll get you out of there...but please you have to believe me....I love you and there was not a day I stopped with that". My eyes got filled more with tears.

"Are you happy now? You made it again. I should have never giving you a chance I can't believe you did this to me after knowing that Taehyung and I.....*groan*

"K-Knowing what?

"...Forget it"

She response and just touched the back of her neck,looking down.

I didn't know what she was going to do, until I saw what was now in her hand.

She grabbed my wrist and made me open my hand.

"I reall wish you would deny everything........Here...I don't think I need this anymore...maybe the girls you are hooking up with will like it and appreciate it more than I ever did.....".

She gave me the necklace, I had given her as a gift, before she got kidnapped. She stormed passed me,opening the front door.

It was all my fault.

I did the mistake.

I didn't expect any other reaction. She was right. I destroyed everything. I hurt her feelings in the worst way I could.

Y/n??.......I'm never hooked up with anyone.

The thing I always wanted to advoid got reality now. I'm such a fool.

Y/n pov

I quickly had to get out of here. because I didn't want him to see me cry.
It could kill me that I couldn't even hug him,or ask him, if he was okay after everything what happened. I'm still so happy to know that he's okay, but he had scars on his face.

Wounds that I couldn't treat, even if I wanted to.

But he caused me wounds that are barely to see.

I quickly went in Taehyung's car and looked down.

"Is everything alright? "He asked me carefully.

"Yeah...just drive, please" I told him calmly and looked outside the Window. I don't want to cry infront if Taehyung too. Not for this reason.

Jungkook isn't worth of my tears.

Taehyung didn't ask me again and just drove off.

Jungkook's pov

I went out and entered my car.

"What took you so long?-Jungkook....are you okay?".Mina asked me after she saw my face.

"I will drive us home". I ignored her question.

"Is it because of the girl, Y/n ...did you just talked to her?"

I didn't response.

"I saw her comming out of the station...Jungkook-"

"It's...nothing,let's just go home" I told without any emotion and stared to drive the car.

I juat hope she is not going to ask me this again. It hurts to know that she hugged Taehyung instead of me. But at the end of the day, I was the person who lied to her.

Y/n pov

We arrived at his place and went into his house.

I have been staying here over a week now, so it wasn't really a problem for me.

My mother also contacted me,but I didn't tell her anything. It wouldn't be good to stress her again.

We both changed our clothes and ate something. After that we were chatting a bit around. Since we met each other we always talked about our lifes and how it has been over the past view years, without each other,by our side.

But today,I wasn't really in the mood to talk about anything. Jungkook really managed to completely turn my mood down.

I'm serious, if I hadn't met him today, I don't think I would have ever wanted to see him again, even if it would hurt me so much.

" Y/n...can you tell me what Jungkook told ya, before?" He asked me very carefully and brought this topic up again.

"I'm sorry I didn't want to-"

"It's okay Taehyung.....He was just making excuses again.You can't even imagine how sad it makes me feel.... to know that....that he wanted to do this to me. I really don't understand it." I told him, hugging my knees,while sitting on his couch.

He was just staring at me,placing himself closer to me,which made me look up at him.

Leaning his arm on the couch, he spoke up.

"I'm really sorry, Y/n. It's really insane what he wanted to do and me ,after knowing him for so many years now...I never expected him doing things like that".

"How could I be so wrong about him?" I did and aegyo,not even noticing it.

I turned to look at him and he was just staring at me,very intensively.

"W-what ". I smiled a bit.

"You are doing it again".

"What do you mean?"

"An aegyo...you always did this when were frustruated.

*Giggle* " I remember. I can't believe, you still know this.". And this is another reason, I missed about him.

He always made me smile even when it was just for a moment.

"Oh God!" He suddenly groaned really loud and suprised me.

"What is it?".

"Your eyes are so beautiful I just keep getting lost."

"Aww,Taehyung stop. Don't make me shy" I coverd my face and he laughed.

"If I can see a little smile on your face,it's worth of it".

I looked him deep in his eyes, which he returned.

Taehyung got more handsome over the past view years. . I never thought I would have ever the opportunity to see him again.

I can't explain what is happening right now but I couldn't take my eyes off him.

Without breaking the eye contact he sat closer to me, slowly started to lean in.

I closed my eyes.........

And opened them again.......

But I didn't see Taehyung.......

It was Jungkook.....

Was I even seeing clearly?

What the hell???

I closed my eyes again and quickly shot them open.

And now Taehyung was infront of me.....

What was happening???.

" Taehyung...." I whispered his name very unsure and turned my head to the side so he wouldn't kiss me on my lips.

"It's okay if you don't want it now,
Y/n.."He said and still leaning in...........

To give me a long peck on my cheek, which made me shiver through my whole body.

"Goodnight, beautiful." He whispered in my ear and he winked at me.

"I just gave him a little smile,before he left the living room.

What was going on???

And why Does it feel like I was cheating on Jungkook???

Do I still even feel something for Taehyung anymore?..

I'm confused.

No! Stop! Stop it, Y/n!

He is the one who hurt you so you shouldn't feel guilty anyway.

........Timeskip........

It's already Friday today. This week flew really fast.

Everytime I look at my phone I saw missed calls or messages from Jungkook.

Why couldn't he just leave me alone.? He already destroyed everything,Why does he want me to suffer like that?

It's already been so hard without him and I really miss him. Every freaking day,he's the only one, I'm thinking of and I want it to stop. But everytime I miss him I remember the things he wanted to do to me.

I was deleating every Messgages he send me, until I acciedently typed on one and listen to what he said.

"Y/n....You..might not even listen to this, but I still want it out of my heart. The whole time you spend your time with me and I had the opportunity to be there for you, there was not a Single day.... I stopped loving you. You ARE and will always be an important person to me. There is no excuse for what I did, but I really want you to forgive me. I'm sorry please, please forgive me. Please take the time to think about this again,please take the time you need to forgive me, but I'm begging you...Don't get out of my life. I can't live without you and I know you can't do the same so please come back to me. I miss you every single day. I'm having sleepless nights,knowing that you aren't by my side.This could really kill me.I undertsand your anger,I understand your irritation but please give me another chance.That's the only think I'm going to ask you,Just give me another chance.....I love you,stay safe."

And it ended. It felt so real what he said and I really wanted to believe hus words, but on the other hand I can't. It's not so easy and I don't even know if I can trust him anymore.

"Y/n?... are you okay?" Taehyung suddenly came into the kitchen.

"W-what?"

"You are crying..."

I didn't realise that tears were comming out of my eyes. I quickly wiped them away and forced a little smile on my face so Taehyung wouldn't worry.

"No I'm fine,it's just...I saw something sad on my phone...b-butt it's alright, I'm fine"

"You know, you can talk to me, about anything, right?" He said and sat on a chair.

"I know.... don't worry about me".

"O-kay... so actually I wanted to ask you something."

"Sure,go ahead".

"So, there is this friend of mine, also working as the police and he is having his 3 anniversary with us, so he wanted to celebrate it with his birthday, because it's on the same day".

"Okay" I waited for him to continue.

"So my question is; Would you like to accompany me today?"

"Eh.Today?"

"Yes,I know it's short of term, but would you like to come anyway? .

"I would love to accompany you, Taehyung" I answered him with a big smile on my face.

"Okay good.I'm glad you agreed to come.Distraction will do you good."

"Yeah you might beright". I said and he kissed me again on the cheek. I was startled but didn't show it tho. Taehyung must have really missed me.

Jungkook pov

"He invited you too.".

"Oh okay cool,I'm looking forward to it." Jimin answered.

I wasn't really into partying ,but I think , distraction is the best thing I could do right now.

I just wish Y/n would give me a second chance,to explain her everything and who Taehyung really is.

But first of all she has to listen to me.

Taehyung's pov

"Yes...I'll give you the other half later, just do your job correctly alright?,....good. See you at the party".I hung up the phone.

If everything goes after plan today. I will definetely win Y/n heart back. It just have to work.

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