Persona pt.2
Your Pov
After 2 Minutes the roller coast came to an end. I was so glad the ride had finally stopped,but wait!
I was holding Jungkook.......
WHAT?!...
Why the f am I holding him???
Oh No!
I slowly looked up and he was smirking at me.
Oh come one now.
I quickly let go of him and cleared my throat. He giggled and we got freed from our belts.
I quickly went out.
"Don't even mention it" I smiled and he was trying so hard not to laugh.
"What?" He acted innocently.
I didn't answere him and we just looked at each other.
"HAHAHAAHA IT WAS SO FUNNY UP THERE I COULDN'T EVEN HAHAHA". We both laughed together.
"OH My God,that was so cool".
We walked up to the booth where they already showed photo of the people from the ride. The man who seld them asked us if we wanted to pay our photos and we just agreed.
We both looked that the pictures and we couldn't stop laughing at it.I can see how much fun we had. On the pictures I was holding him,but it was a fun ride anyways.
"This was one of the best rides I could have ever been on" I smiled from head to toe.
" To be honest you could ride something else if you want".
He didn't really said that right now did he? OH God... how can someone be such a pervert.
"Uhgg Jungkook stop..,come on now the athmosphare is so enjoyable right now and you just destroyed it with your perverts thoughts"
"Actually I meant this roller coaster over there ,but I wouldn't mine if you-" he said and looked down to vis pants.
"Stop just stop talking okay? and forget about you little friend over there"I pointed at it and looked him uo an down.
" Yah!- Did you just say little?I think we need to check this up" He said and wanted to opned his pants.
"Stopppp we are in public" I whined and hit his arm.He only laughed.
" You know I really enjoyed the ride. I mean....
you usesed me to get your fear away and I didn't mind to hold you at all.You satisfy everything I wanted to show. I wanted to protect you and I did. Can a men wish for more?"
And there he goes again.
"Ok I'm out of here" I playfully acted and started to run, but his reaction was so fast that he directy hold one of my arms and spinned me around to face him.
We both first laughed,but it faded away when our eyes met again...it was so intense.
I had the strong feeling that he wanted to kiss me ,but he didn't. I think he would have kissed me,if I gave him a sign,but I didn't. It wasn't the right moment I think.
But to be honest:This would have been a wonderful kiss. I just know it.
Jungkook let go of my waist and quickly spoke up.
"Should we try this out?" He asked me an pointed at another roller coaster I think. I don't know how it's called.
We waited patiently in the row again until they picked us to sit in.
I have to tell that this ride was way more funnier than the first one.
I sometimes didn't noitice that I touched or to express it better hold onto Jungkook's hand.
This was so funny.
As we went off there was a little Food,drink truck.
We sat down and ordered a drink.
"Thank you Jungkook...."
"For what?"
"For all of this...I mean...this is the first time I've had so much fun again.
I just want to thank you for bringing me here today"
"Y/n...please don't thank me..You deserve to be happy,to let a smile be set on your face...and by the way you are a wonderful Person,you deserve the best"
"That's so cute,but please stop" I whined shy and looked to the floor.
"Why?" He smiled.
"You are making me shy"
"That was my plan haha,but look I am still in charge to make you shy,so" He joked.
"Yeah...Jungkook I know,you can never stop praising yourself, right"
"Yes because I love myself and you should love yourself too,because love should start with you"
"I know,I know"
"But anyways what I wanted to tell you is that after I had the to meet you.I can see how much you care for others more than for yourself"
"Jungkook- "
"No I really mean it"
We talked and drank and talked until the word 'family' got mentioned.
"You already know many things about me,but what about you?"
"About me?"
"Yeah..I mean, do you have any sibilings?....I mean just tell me a bit more about yourself".
I told him and he nooded before drinking out his drink.
" Ok...So actually I do have sibilings that are all older than me.
My sister Mina is 5years older than me and also works for the police and my older brother Jimin who is 2years older than me"
"Oh,so you are the youngest"
"Exactly"
"This must be really fun, working wirh your older sister"
" yeah it is, not only that my uncle works also there"
"Oh wow, is it lika a family bussiness?"
*Giggle*
"No...but after thinking about it it could be one,No,I am joking I mean one of my friends is also working there so"
"Look told ya"
"But it wasn't really easy at the beginning of my life"
"What do you mean?"
He looked for a moment to the floor and spoke up again looking into my eyes.
"You know...every person that might be shining through the outside today.. must have been living hardships before"
"My ... the person I should call my father ... didn't ... take his responsibility of how a father should have done,"he said, looking down for a moment.
I never saw him so seroius. This must have been hard times. But I understand him so well. My father left us too.I just can remember how he left us without a reason
"I was only 4 or 5 years old when he left my mother for another women. We were never important to him...he was just thinking about himself and still is"
"he..never tried to contact you or your sibilings?"
"I don't even know if he still remembers us..I don't even know if he's still alive..if he even knows that he had a family...children,who needed him in that time ". He said it with a fake smile....he was hiding his feeling so much. This must have been very hard for the family.
"I'm sorry Jungkook..I can...I can understand you so much...The same happend to my mother and me too".
"Really ?"
Yeah..My..dad left me and my mum just like this..sometimes I asked myself too..how could he do this to us,but"I said and touched his hand for a moment
"I realized that thinking about it to much will just stress you out and make you sick,cause you are never getting an answer out of it or even a real apologize...So I just...I just forgave him like that".
"You just forgave him like that?"
"You know..at the beginning...it was hard for me too,but it's better to do so..in this way I can let go in some way. And we should never forget to praise our mothers for their work and the force they had to educate us.Without them we wouldn't be here today and succeed".
"Yeah your're right" He said and gave me a little smile,squeezing my hand a little bit.
"Thank you.. for listening and for undestanding me. This really means a lot to me...Not everyone thinks like you".
I smiled at him back and we hold a little bit of the eye contact.
He was still carrising my hand.
"Let's go" I said and wanted to let go of his hand ,but he hold onto me and started to smirk again.
"What?"
"I didn't know you like affection too,so don't blame me if I do it so"
He wasn't serious right now,right?
Always teasing me.Ok fine,that must v
Be his humour only.I now understand that he likes playing around and this also brings a cool athmosphare. I don't even know how to describe it.
"Are you always teasing people like this?" I smiled at him and pulled my hand away.
"No,not at all...I only tease people that I really like,or those who are really important to me..."
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.....Why are you biting your lips now?"
"Does it turn you on?"
"Okay I am out of here"
"Hey wait for me" he said and followed me.
"Why do you always have to be so silly-huh?"
"I already told you,I just want to make you smile in some way and I really like you" Now he's doing an aegyo.
This boy is really hard to handle.making it hard for me to handle him.
But anyways.
I was still very sorry for him. His dad must have left them in a very bad time.
They must have been suffering. And I think ,he's still suffering in some way.
I hope my words could heal his pain a bit or make him understand that he will be more satisfy if he forgives what his father did.
I know that this will often come up,if we meet but let's forget about it for a moment and just endjoy ourselves.
Jungkook's pov
I always say that Y/n is a beautiful girl, but I never mention it for her character. After our talk now I can now say that she has a beautiful character too.
How she handle things like that even if they were hardships. It's just impressive.I will fogive my father...maybe I can be in peace for once, but I know it will take me some time.
I still have to bring my thoughts in order,but I will follow her way.
"It's getting late but lets do a last thing before we go"
"okay,ehmm, how about this one" She pointed at on of the attractions.
"I don't think so..I think I am going to vomit if we do it so"I acted as if I was going to vomit "
"Hey stop hahha okay,we are not going to do it then. So how about-"
"How about we play a little game...If I win I can decide what we are going to do and if you win you decide what we are going to do, how does it sound?"
"Not a bad idea, good what's the game?"
"Let's do a quick starring contest"
"eh..what about rock paper scissors?"
She tried to advoid my offer, but I didn't accept a no.
We did it and it was pleased to see how hard she tried not to blink, but at the end I won.She was annyoed a bit so I accepted to play rock paper scissors and I won all of the tree rounds.
I decided to do something more calm like this:
A ferris Wheel.
We waited about 3 minutes until we enter one of the seats.
Your pov
We entered on of the seats and waited for it to start.
This went very slowly but it was really relaxed.
I loved to be next to him. We were chatting a bit and just endjoying the view.
"It's very beautiful from here" I said and looked out.
"Yes I know,but not as beautiful as you" He said it with a deeper voice and I looked at him.Jungkook really likes flirting and giving compliments.I feel very comfortable to be here right now.
The wheel stopped for a moment.
"Always giving compliments"I said and leaned back. he put his left arm behind me but didn't touch me.He just placed it on the chair.
"Can you..promise me something?"He asked me and looked away from a moment.This might be a important.
I just answered him with a 'Yes'.
"Promise me from now on that you will live ..however you want it to be...it's yours anyways, so please promise me that".I didn't expect something like this to come now but again he was right. I have the right to decide about my own life now and I shoulnd't just let tis chance go like that.I know that with time I will find my real Personalltiy again and love myself right.
"Yes..I promise you"He smiled after my words and I didn't realize how near our faces were to each other.
I looked a last time into his eyes,before I felt his lips on mine.
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