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I was peacfully sleeping in my bed.
Well actually I didn't sleep well. I had and still have a bad headache and my relationship is drving me crazy.

Yes I do love Devine,but I couldn't say that he loves me too.

He just loved himself and his drugs.And the girls he cheated on me.

I often wanted to break up with him and I once even did.But he is really good at manipulating people.

He really made me belive him again. Giving him a second chance, my trust.

Everything I got.

I got brainwashed over and over again.

Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped. Like, I just can't escape my destiny.I often had the faith that everything would change.

That it would be diffrent.

But this guy will never change.

And the bad part is,he changed me.My whole life is going up and down,just because of him.

Of one damm Person.

I slowly stood up to wash myself.

As I finished, I brushed my teeth quickly and went into my kichten to see what I could eat for breakfast today.

And I decided to make myself this:

I really loved to experiment with food and what I could do with it.

I sat down and put my phone on the table.I put some orange juice in my glass and started to eat.

I had to check some things on my phone so I took it in my hand and turned it on.

The next thing I saw on the screen were missed calls and messages from Devine.

Oh No.This will not end well.

And this is what he texted me:

The only word that I could describe a person like him is a monster. He is such an evil person. I can't even belive that I felt something for him that it so called love.

He is very far away from this word.And now,he is threathing me again. I don't know how to excape him.  I don't really know and if I do,he will be chasing me and maybe he is going to do something to my mother.

Oh God,please help me out of it. This is a Nighmare I'm living in.I can't countine like this anymore.Oh please release me from this horrible person.

This is not the first time he threats me like that.

I leaved my phone and put my plate in the sink. I was at the edge of crying again. Everyday is a fight for me. It is really hard,but I have hope That everything will be alright. I forced a smile.

It was so hard. But I have to stay strong.

I looked down to my sink and saw a tear falling into it. I closed my eyes and heard nothing.

It was all silence. The only thing I could feel was my breathing.

Suddenly my phone ranged. I didn't even try to turn around and to see who it was. I already knew who this could be.

And before I even knew it

*Ding Dong*

*KNOCK,KNOCK*

Someone knocked really loud at me door.

I got scared. This might be Devine I think. Oh no. I shut my eyes open.

If I don't open the door now,he will break my door into pices.

I slowly  opened the door and couldn't even open it fully,because he pushed the door really hard.

You could say that the fear was written in my face.

I got pushed back,because of that.

"Well,well well". He said smiling brightly closing the door.

"If that is not my wonderful Girlfriend Y/n L /n".

"How have you been,I mean I tried to call you the whole time,but I know you're a busy girl and has many,Many things to do,like hooking up with other Boys and cheating on me like always,but I really, still hope that you can explain me everything in detail alright?". He said still smiling.

But I knew that deep inside of him,he wanted to kill me.

With every word he came near me and I backed away. Puching some of my Chairs away. Going around the table.

I was very terryfying right now,because I didn't know what he will do next or how he is going to react.

Someone help please.

He quickly changed his mimik and looked very angry. I think I forgot how to run.

I couldn't even blink and he was already holding me on my throat.

I tried so hard to breath,but it was impossible.

I was holding his hand,trying to push him away,but I was weak.I was really weak.

I had no chance to take his arm away.

"Devine please,I can't-".

"What-"  He started laughing.

"What-,I still can't here you,hahaha.. aww,Y/n,can't you talk anymore,cause you can't breath". He smiled and hold on me tighter.

I'm serious right now,if he doesn't stop,I'll pass out or worse, I could die.

"D-devine,please". I could bring out of my mouth.He looked at me and got angry again,but let me go.

I hold my throat and took a deep breath. I already know how my throat will look like.It will be market with dark purple bruises.

But that was not  all. He pulled my hair really hard that my head went to the back.

"Ahhhhh!!" I screamed.

"You are such a fucking whore,making your own boyfriend worry about you so much, do you think it's funny,huh? Not picking up any calls?I already warned you,but as the bitch you are, you don't listen to me".

"Ahhhh!"I screamed again holding his arm.
I couldn't stop crying,whining. Everything.

This was too much for me.

"Yes scream,if you want this is nothing,this is not enough pain for you. I can be honest with you I felt more pain when you didn't pick up my calls."

He said and took one of my arms and turned it on my back.

My body would break I swear.

"But You know what? I know how hard it can be for a bitch like you not to go out in the night to hook up with some fuckboys,I already know".

" B-but,h-how did you know that I was outside?". I asked him in fear and he lost his mind.

He got really mad and pushed me really hard on the wall,but my waist actually hit the table first before I landed on the hard cold floor.

This is it,Devine was out of control.