Let Go pt.3


"Jungkook was here? What did he do?" she asked me in a frightened voice.

"It's complicated to explain..." I thought a lot about how much and in which way I would deliver her about me and Jungkook.

"I have time " She said very relaxed.

"Ok... Jungkook... is Taehyung's best friend since years. They have been working together for a while now and before I got to meet........Taehyung I had a little something....with..with Jungkook-"

"Wait,wait,wait! You had an affair with him? " She says surprised.

"Jeez, not so loud" I slapped her shoulder lightly." It wasn't really an affair .. to be honest I don't know what we had." I sank my head fumbling with my fingers.

"And what has he done to you?"

"He broke into my cabin-" ". I told her briefly.

"Dont tell me he saw you naked??"

No, for God's sake. He scared me so I screamed". I lied to her.

"What did he want from you?".

"If only I knew? belive me I'd explain it righaway".

"Otherwise, are you okay?"

"Yeah..I think so..but please be careful if he wants to flirt with you. He loves to play with women and I don't want you to become one of his sluts-"

Woah! Calm down Mom. Do not worry. I've my limits and he won't be able to cross them so quickly, Not even with his handsome charm-"

"Oh, please I don't want to know what you are imagining right now, hahah".

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Taehyung invited me and Ji-eun to a picnic evening, well ,I'd have been more excited if it would have been only for us.Why did he had to invite them both? I have nothing against Jimin, but why did he have to include Jungkook?.

"Ji-eun.. I think I forgot something in the car,. Why don't you go and greet them? We will be right back".I signalized her with my eyes that I wanted to talk to Taehyung alone for a second, which she quickly understood.

"Sure. We will start unpacking the stuff". She says and walks away.

I dragged Taehyung back to the car when I started to confront him." I say crossing both of my arms around my chest firmly. My rage overfloded my body just thinking to spent almost the whole evening with my ex again..

"Why cant we do this alone Taehyung?? Why does he have to be with us e? Why do we have to hang up with them all the time".

"Its only for our engagment-"

"How is this only for our engagment. It doesn't make sense. I wanted to relax with you and Ji-eun. I can probably forget that now.But No!, if he's going to stay I'll leave". I wanted to open his car door when he pulled me back.

"Precious, wait please look; I asked him to come because.....You know that Jungkook and I were best buddies and I realised that I don't want lose him as a friend.We were really close back then and I don't want to He is still one of the closest friends I've ever had. I don't want to lose our friendship like that" He slided his hands to my crossed arms, folding them appart while sensually gliding down till my hands.

The shiver he transported through my body felt pleasant. My frown automatically disappeared when he smiled at me. He squeezed my hands and pulled me to his torse,interwining our fingers together. My heart skipped a beat as butterlfies where overtaken my whole soul. This guy was giving my chills only with his eyes.

"He is not going to disturb us in our wedding appointments, like tasting our cake or our location and so on-".

"But he's going to be involved in all our engament apporations and tasting the cake for it too" I said annyoed realizing his hands from me. My gaze sank when I fidled with my nails infront of him. Taehyung tightly grabbed me by my waist instinktively.

"Baby, look at me" He waited patienly for me to lock eyes with him again. I awfully felt how I constantly confused him with my selfishness.

God damit girl,Pull yourself together. He wants to be reconciled with him. Just ignore him and stay for the rest of the day by Taehyung's side. You'll be save....

"Everything is going to be fine okay".

"What if he bullies me again?".

"Hey" He says and in the same moment capturing my face with one of his soft hands. His other firmly rested on my waist.

"Don't worry about this. I'll handle him whenever he's trying to attend something alright. I will keep an eye on him the whole time". He assured me so that I would no longer have any doubts about it. I now knew that nothing would happen to me if Taehyung stayed near me.

"Okay." He should be glad. I'm only accepting it because I can see how important it is for Taehyung to slove their confrontation.

Taehyung's face was so close to mine that I could smell the sweet ropy fragrance of the coffee he had drank minutes ago. My heart beat faster and faster when I put my palms on his hard chest. I never thought this could be possible, but I could feel how rapidly his heart was pounding against his chest. He drew me towards him with his eyes, inclining his face towards me before he layed his mouth on my mine, our were eyes full shut. The touch of his lips blossomed like a flower on me.

He carefuly pressed my body to his as we deepened our kiss, my knees starting to feel weak. The tension started to get intense when a familiar voice suddenly despite on us." Yah!, you lovebirds, why did you invite us if the only thing you're going to do is feeling each others lips?'' Ji-eun scolded.

I smiled against Taehyung's lips as he pecked my lips a last time before loosing his grip. He captured both of my hands and kissed my palms.

"Let's go".

Alright Y/n, it's only from one day. One day. I can do this.

Jungkook's pov

Jimin and I arrived much earlier. On the way here I unfortunately had to listen to Jimin's long essay what I should and shouldn't do. I leaned my body on my car, listening to him with crossed arms.

" And please, to break the ice. Just apologize to her".

I sank my head and let out a chuckle. Why should I apologize to her?. I didn't harm her, I didn't cheat on her so why shoud I apologize?. There is no need. She's the one who broke my heart into pieces not otherwise. This is ridicouless.

As I didn't hear any protest from him I titled my head back up to face him. I swear, my soul almost left my body, seeing his facial exprssion. He looked pretty mad and I got to say. Mad Jimin is scary Jimin. It wasn't a joke. he was hella scared giving me a death glare.

"Okay, okay. I'll apologize to her".

"Behave. Just act normal until this day ends alright?, Let's go, now there most be here any minute" He said when we heard another car in the area. I remain silent.

Just by looking at it I realized that is was no other than Taehyung's car. We both bought the exact same car, that's how close our friendship once was. My arms were still folded as we observed them from far away how they got out of the car. I couldn't really identify Y/n's countenance but, I felt the hesitation in her. She must not be pleased to see me here. We waited but they stopped in their way. The only peron who joined us was her friend. She had an extrmely cute dress on. And her smile really captured my eyes. It automatically made me smile too. She was holding a basket in her hand.

" Hey Guys. Should we hug, shake hands or leave the greeting to the side?". She smiled at us with an incredible cute voice.

"I prefer physical greetings". I winked at her.

"woohh, okay". She excitedly spread her arms when I wrapped her in a hug in a heartbeat. She didn't leave Jimin out.

"Where are the others?" Jimin asked her out of curiosity.

"Oh, Y/n wanted to talk to Taehyung alone for a second. I didn't want to disturb them thats why".

Just by hearing your name I had to look to my side to see you. you were agruring about something but it was impossible to figure out what you were arguing about.

"Shall we unpack a few things?" She says puttuing the basket down and waiting for our answers.

"Sure we have brought two blankets. There are in our car, I'll be right back".

We folded them off when Jimin came back, making ourself comfortable. Ji-eun was really adorable we chatted for a while. At some point, I couldn't stop starring to my back as they still weren't attending us. I almost got an heartattack when I turned around.Taeyhung was all over her lips. Did someone just stabbed me in my heart? Because that's how I felt.How could she do this to me? I forbade her to do that. Was it so hard to listen to me?

Ji-eun noitice my face changed, turning around to see what I must endure ". These two will never change wait. I'll call them over." She stood up rushing to them.

I forgot how to blink as starring became the only alternative. I shouldn't feel hurt. She should. Taehyung was genuinely eating her mouth. What the-?

"Are you ok?" Jimin interrupted my thoughta. He knew I was suffering seeing them like that.

"Why shouldn't I be okay, Jimin? She's living her life and I'm living mine, eveything is perfect" But deep down my my words hurt me so bad. I couldn't let my feeling control me. This isn't right.

We both stood up as they were close enough. Y/n was taking my breath away. Everything about her made me crazy and I could fall in love all over agsin. Seeing her in such a beautiful summer-dress, made me forget about our surraounding. Taehyung was holding Y/n around her shoulder so firmly but not in a harmful way, but in such a protective way. Jis grib was so attached, I had the feeling just by loosen the grip he would feel like his entire world collapsed.

"Jungkook?" Jimin called me as I gazed him. He signalized me what to do as I unsterstood right away what he wanted.

I gulped hard scanning everyone for a second. Y/n looked at me confused as she was patiently waiting for me to say something.

" I..want...to.. to apologize... It was wrong of me what I did to you 2 days ago. I can't just bother you like that. I got into something. c-can you forgive me?". I asked her for forgiveness with pleading eyes.

Y/n's pov

His big brown doe eyes begged me to accept his apology. I was kind of confused. 2 Days ago he was acting like a playboy and today he changed again?. The way he was looking at me showed that he was back to his sense. Maybe he was really regreting what he did before. I shouldn't embarras him and just accept it..

"Already forgotten. I forgive you Jugnkook." I looked at him uninsured. He gave me a hesitate half curved smile thanking me for accepting it.

"Good,good, since everything is sorted out now let's start unpacking the food and have fun" .

"Sure,sure" Y/n smiled at Ji-eun.

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I'm glad the weather is nice. It's feels pleasant and the wind wasn't really cold. Taehyung almost never leaved my side a we were making more beef one the grill. Talking about our time in High school brings so many memories back.

"Is the second half, ready can I help you guys with anything?".

"uh, yeah, you can make sure they don't get too much charcoal, I'll get more supplies" Taehyung joked around.

"Alright". Jimin said as Taehyung went to his car. I only smiled at Jimin as he gave me a quick smile back. Jungkook and I aren't in a relationship anymore but I got to admit that everyone , especially his sibilings are absolutely gorgeous. Jimin eyes disappeared when he smiled. That's so adoorable.

"Are you okay Y/n?".

"What? Yeah sure..I'm okay, why are you asking?".

"I was a bit concern. We rarely talked or saw each together, when you dated Jungkook" I sank my head.

"Yeah unfortunately" I tristful admited as I played with my waterbottle.

"Your friend is really nice".

"Yeah she is" I turned my head to see her enjoying the food with Jungkook, wait they were sharring their food. He shoved her a peace of meat in her mouth as if she was his girlfriend. she did the same only seconds later. My heart automatically skipped a beat. The sigh of him with anoter girl dreadfully hurt. Jugkook whispered something in her ear that made her laugh as she touched his thigh not to fall of. If Jimin wasn't here right now I would probably brust out crying alone. My eyes were already feeling teary by the side of them. He was showig her so much affection.

"Are you happy with Taehyung?"

"What?"

"Are you satisfied in this relationship?" Why is he suddenly interested to know it.

"I'm sorry if it's too personal. I just wanted to know-"

" It's fine Jimin..I I think I am. I mean, he is not perfect, noone is, but Taehyung makes me happy and he shows me love and affection".

" Do you feel the same as him?."

"I wouldn't marry him if I didn't have feeling for him". I said a bit sternly.

"But are they enough?".

"Jimin stopped turning the meat for a second turning around to take a seat next to me.

"We all know how things started for you. It was something unendureable to change the decision you had to take to for Jungkook. But the fact that I noitice how you guys are exchanging glances is something I can hardly ignore. He isn't the same anymore after you left his side.

"And so what Jimin? Our relationship is over. I want to let the past rest. He can do whatver he wants now. he can be the person he wants to be and he can be with every girl he wants too. And it does't look like he is really missing something in his life right now. I caused him to much pain and sorrow. I misled him to this point. even if our Love didn'treach it's grave now, it will not change anything.
We will hurt each other over and over again and there is nothing we can do about it. "

"I don't know how things are going to change in the future but I really want to tell you somwthing important: True love has an habit of coming back. Maybe it's not always about trying to fix something broken. But maybe it's about starting over and creating something better with zhe still existence love".

"How can we create something that is not even stable. It will never work".

"One of the hardest decision you'll ever face in life is choosing, whether you to walk away or try harder...It takes a strong heart to love. But it takes a stronger heart to continue to love after it's been broken. God created the univers like that if you are destined everything will come in the right place on the right time together. Don't lose hope". Jimin is really wise. I shouldn't feel that way but his words kind of confronted me. It felt like he was the only person who really understood me right now. I was overthinking myself so much the last few weeks/days.This is something I really needed. His words were spinning through my mind.

Maybe he was right. Maybe things will change when they have too. Maybe I shouldn't loose hope, but maybe I should hope for much too.

"Thank you Jimin". I smiled at him as he returned it.

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We came with the second half of the food, finally joining Jungkook and Ji_eun.... Jungkook and Ji-eun were literally in their own world,making me uncomfortable,even tho I was i Taehyung's arms.

"I think we should leave them here alone for a while. It looks like they are in their own world.". Taehyung whisped in my ear.

"Guys, Jimin , Y/n and I are going for a walk, you guys can chat join us later if you want to. ". No Tae why did you do this. How can I observe them now???? We can't leave them alone again.

I'm not jealous of her. On the contray I was happy she could enjoy herself. It just bothered me that she would spent time with Jungkook.. and not Jimin for example.

"Sure" Ji-eun said not even looking at us as Jungkook bit his lips smiling at her.

Just why,why is he doing this to her? He can only bite his lips infront of me an no one else.Why had God to create him so damm hot??? Wait what!?? Stop it Y/n!!.

Jungkook's pov

Just by looking at your face I realose how much my actions are making ypu jealous. You'll see. It won't take long to break your heart omce again.

Y/n's pov

"This place is so beautiful. I wish we could stay here forever". I mentioned as we three sat down on the pier, adoring the beautiful lake around us.

"I wish we could capture this moment in a way".

"I brought my camera with me. It's in Jungkook's car. If you want I can bring it over here so we can take some pictures" Jimin anounced us

"That's a good Idea Jimin". I told him with a big smile.

"Oh but I might need your help Taehyung. The camera has a tripod too. I don't want to transport it all they way around"

" Lets build it from there then and come bsck. It won't take us too long I think.. Do you want to help us". Taehyung asked me as I cheekly responsed.

"You guys are strong and intelligent enough to buid this alone. I'll stay here adoring the nature a bit more.

"Alright Princess see ya in a bit." He kissed my cheek as the left together.
I took a deep breath closing my eyes.
Realizing I was finally alone my tears fell out uncontrollable. It's almsot been a month now. Why can't he get out of my mind. Has he buired himself in my heart.

"Y/n". I quickly turned around,standing up as the one and only Jeon Jungkook stood infront of me.

Jungkook's pov

" You are pretty amazing Jungkook. Wait let us take a selfie together". Ji-eun has a womderful personality but I almost freaked out ehen the said they are going for a walk. How should I make her jealous now.

"Sure" I waited for her to take out her phone.

"Wait! Oh no".

"What is it?"
"I left my phone in Taehyung's car. I'll be right back. But gonna search for him first.

"Should I come with you". Maybe I can see Y/n then.

"Oh no there is no need. Just stay there I'll be right back".

As she was out of the sigh. I stood up to search for them too. But it didn't take me long to see a little figure sitting all alone on a pier. Is it Y/n? Where are the others. I need to find oit what's going on.

Y/n pov

"Why re you crying, Precious?"

"Stop calling me like that,okay? And I'm not crying".

"Yes, you are!"

"Why do you even care? And where is Ji-eun actually?".

" She's searching her phone, Why? Are you scared I'll do somethig to you". Suddenly the tone of his voice changed again.

"Ugh,get lost-w-ahat are you doing?" He came closer making me step
backwards.

" For a brief moment I was really concerned about your condition but seeing your beautiful pink lips remembered me of the prohibited action you did infront of my face some hours ago". He shamlessly tried to grab my chin when I snapped his hand out of my face.

"What do you mean-"I gasped really loudly when he pulled my arms towards him so he could hold me close to his body.

"Jungkook! Let me go!!" I hit his chest multiple times.

"What did I tell you about letting Taehyung touch you? You are mine and only mine!!".

"I'M NOT YOURS FOR GOD'S SAKE!!And Do you think I care? You really want to know why I'm crying. I'm crying because of you!!. You are hurting my soul Jungkook. I'm suffocating because of you.I've lost you, who wasn't even mine Jungkook. You only love to see me breaking. It hurts to know you'll never look at me the way I still look at you!!.You never appreciate my love for you!!!"

"Because I never had to, alright? Stop crying and acting like the victim. Who do you think you are? .Just let me go. It would be easier for us both to handle this. I hate you because I can't get you off my mind. I found heaven in your eyes, now all that's left are lies. You're messing with my heart the whole time. But I'm finally awake and you'll stay in my memories just like a beautiful mistake.You know what, your friend Ji-eun is way better than you".

Thats when everything hit me. His words cut deeper than a knife. I couldn't take his humilating behaviour any longer as I ripped myself away from him slapping him right in the face. He touched the spot that was getting red now.

"ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW-!"

""YES YOU DESERVE IT!!Don't you think I can say the same about Taehyung *smirk*. He's such caring person. Our make-out session always get heated up when we lay on bed together-"

"Stop!" He warned.

"Why? I laughed "Does it hurt Jungkook?.Your cheek or your frustruated heart? Why does it hurt you?...You want me to spit those words out of me right??. Oh wait I'm not even done yet. Every single night we can't stop touching each other-".

"Y/n!".

"And guess what yesterday it happened,we slept-ahh!!" I screamed as I almost tripped over wood of the pier. I squeezed my eyes shot not to get the water in my eyes, when I couldn't feel anything of it. Someone caught me in the right moment.

He was pretty angry.

"Are you done now?" He asked me feverishly making me shiver. My hope disappeared when I felt how he loosened his grip, for me to fall i the water.

I surfaced again discovering him smirking at his work for throwing me in the water.

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