I Need You

Taehyung's pov

I can't believe I'm almost on my goal. Y/n would be mine no time and noone would be able to break us apart anymore

Not Jungkook. Nobody.

Jungkook shouldn't worry about this to much. The guys know what they are doing.

Everything is happening how I want it to happen,not otherwise.

Y/n and I just belong together,this is our destiny.

We belong together.

It should have never been her and Jungkook's story, because it was always her and I. I can't wait to finally see her tomorrow.

I just need her........

Jungkook's pov

I was devastatd. Could my heart really take all of this ? Should I really give her to them?. Was I even able to do this? Is there no other solution that could slove this?

I had so many question with no answers.

What Tae just did, I can already say it is unforgivable. It hurts me how he is demanding me to do it and the whole time I'm asking myself: Why he involved me in this.

It's so unfair.

It wasn't important to him how I felt right now, not at all.

I arrived at my home and just wanted to see Y/n. I was so frustrated and desperate at the moment that she was the only person who could calm me down again.

It stared to rain and I still got tears in my eyes and didn't dare to wipe them off. I don't even think they could be seen because of the rain.

I opned the door and Y/n came up to me.

I can't believe what I have to do tomorrow. It's just unbelievable to believe it.

Y/n pov

I heard the front door open and excitedly went to the door.

Jungkook was really wet... eh I mean because of the rain of course ..what were you thinking even?

I was glad he came,because I heard there would be a thunderstorm later and I wouldn't like it if he still had to drive until here in this weather.

I don't really like thunders. There making me scared.

"How are you Jungkook? The rain really got you tho" I question him and looked at his body. At some point he looked kinda hot. His clothes stucked on his abs and is was a beautiful sight to see, if you know what I mean😉.

His hair was on his forhead and there were some waterdrops that were sliding down.

When I looked him in the eyes it was a little bit red, I think. I couldn't really say it,because he was already so .... Ugh why don't we have another word for wet..I mean,it somehow sound pervert. Or am I the only one who thinks like this? I don't want to be a pervert but in some way I come across like this.

"Okay anyways, it's better if you change your clothes now. I don't want you to catch a cold" I smiled at him,but he had the same look on his face.

"Are you ok-" he hold me on my wrist and and pulled me closer to him.

"Promise me you will always be mine alright??? just promise me that". He said and looked me deep into my soul. Holding me on my face now.

"I- I promise you...J-ungkook W-what's wrong?" I hold onto his hands and waited for an answer but he was just staring at me.

He then slowly leaned in and kissed me. I kissed him back but didn't close my eyes, because I was very confused and also worried. He was acting weird. His lips were a bit cold because of the rain but still very soft.

Why did he even ask me if I will always be his? Of course I will, he shouldn't even ask me that question.

I slightly pull away and he stopped for a moment. I looked him in the eyes and he looked really sad.

I wanted to ask him what's wrong.but he kissed me again. This time I kissed him back too and closed my eyes.

I don't know what he has but maybe talking wouldn't help him now. Maybe he just need me by his side and nothing more. Sometimes it's better to
act than to speak.

He then started to walk with me until my back touched the wall. As we deepened the kiss, my clothes got wet too,because of him.

He hold both of my arms up with one hand and with the other he hold me on my neck to deepen ed it more.

He let go of my arms and his hands were discouvering my body until he hold me on my waist. I hold him onto his neck and then wandered to his blouse. I don't know why but I somehow wanted him more.

Right now.

I slowly unbuttoned the first buttons. By the third one he stopped me and also the kiss.

Our forheads were touching and we were out if breaths. My eyes were still shut when he spoke up.

"I'm scared..."But as these words slipped out of his mouth I shut my eyes opem. His eyes were still closed.

"Why... are you scared?" I asked him confused.

"Please... don't ask me anything..don't ask my Why" He shake his head and I could really feel that he was scared of something but I couldn't figure out what it was.

"Jungkook-" I insist.

"Just,please..don't.. Ask.."

"But I want to understand you... you are making me scared too,... tell me what's wrong."

"Let's endjoy the evening okay?" He said and finally opened his eyes.

I was never so confused like this before.

What was he scared of?

And what is he hiding from me?

He let go of me and went straight to the bathroom. Letting me stand here dumbfounded.

I was very confused by his behaviour. He actually didn't even react to my touches.

Did I do something wrong?. I'm not even sure if I should I ask him this.

I will go, change my clothes now. They were wet too now so.....

As I finished changing in my pjamas. I waited for him to come to bed too.

He came out with new clothes and climbed into the bed.

"Jungkook come here" I called him to me to lay his head down on my tights. He did as I told and I just caressed his hair like I did the nights before. He put one arm around my thighs.

"Did..I do something wrong?"

"Huh?"

"Did I do something wrong to you?.

"What makes you think that?".

"The whole time you are just ingoring what I'm asking you to."

"It's not like that...."

"Then explain.."

"I-.... I need you ..... to....*deep breath* to talk...w-ith.. V, and I'm just scared, and kinda affraid you know".

I let his hair go and he sat up.

"But Jungkook, why didn't you tell me this earlier? Of course I cak talk with V. But what's the matter,what are you so affraid off?" I questioned him back and tried to look him in the eyes, but he just looked down.

When he lifted his head up, I got very sad to see him like this.

I hate seeing him like this.But until, he doesn't opned his heart fully to me and trust me, I can't do anything to help him, but just to try.

"What's wrong?".

"I'm sorry for making you worry right now". He tried to force a smile, sobbing and whiped his nose.

"Stop saying that, of course I care for you and I would never stop with it" I touched his cheek now and lifted his head up so he wouldn't break the eye contact again.

"I know forcing you to tell me what's going on with you wouldn't help us both and I'm not going to force you to anything right now,it wouldn't be right. But I would be happy if you trusted me more....I promise you I'm going to talk with V, okay?,Maybe tomorrow? But I promise you: Everything is going to be alright... don't worry to much."

I told him and he nodded. I whiped his tears off. and gave him a little smile. He returned a little smile back and we laid down.

Before we drifted into sleep we were still looking at each other and I couldn't describe how beautiful he looked even when he cried before. He's not just beautiful from the outside but also from the inside.

I slowly started to get sleeply and closed my eyes.

Jungkook's pov

I couldn't think clear anymore. Could I really do this to her.

But my family... what about them?

I promise you Y/n after V and I get the money you will be free again and I hope You can forgive me in some way.

When we kissed before I wanted her too and when she unbottoned my blouse I almost losened it,but than I remember what I would do to her tomorrow and it wasn't right to this right now with her.

I wouldn't able to forgive myself.

When I went into the bathroom I changed my clothes, but I was also trying to make up a lie and then I remebered when she told me she would like to talk with V if I wanted it too.

She probably think now that I'm sad because V and I are still fighting.

"Please forgive me what's going to happened tomorrow,i'm so so so sorry"

The next day......
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I already woke up having a really bad weird feeling. She was still sleeping and I was just adoring her. She's so beautiful.

I could throw up thinking about what would happen today. I don't even know how they want to take her with her refusing. But they shouldn't even try using violent or else,because I wouldn't let them use violence.

I stood up and she accidently woke up.

"I'm sorry..I didn't want to wake you up"

She sat up.

"It's okay... how are you feeling?" She questioned me and looked still sleepy but very focused"

"I'm... okay" I quietly answered.

"Do you have to work today?Because if you want we can spent today together and maybe I can talk to V directly".

My heart started to bump really fast when she mentioned V.

"No I don't have to work today... We can spend the whole day together" I gave her a little smile.

"Okay good. I'm looking forward to it.I am going to take a quick bath and don't forget to call V for the meet up, alright?" She said and gave me a kiss on the cheeks. She stood up and went right to the bathroom.

I wouldn't call V. I would just tell her the time. When she finished I went in to take a bath too.

I made for us pancakes and we peacfully ate together. I sometimes hardly swolloed it, because I couln't stop thinking about what was going to happen.

Would she hate me? I had so many question I couldn't answer.

"So did you call V?". She spoke up when I was washing the dishes. For a moment I stopped and then answered her.

"Y-es. H-he said that..It will kinda get late today.."

"Oh, okay, what time exactly?"

"H-e only has time on... 2 am".

"B-but..wait, 2 am? Really..why don't we meet up with him when it's a lot lighter outside and maybe on another day?" She was surprised because, who would want to meet someone at 2am?.

"Unfortunately it isn't possible on a-nother day."

"And Why?"

"He.... He didn't really tell me the reason" I lied again.

"Okay...Anyways, I shouldn't worry to much I mean you will be by my side the whole time so" She said and came closer to me to hold me on my neck and I looked at her.

"Yes..I will". I touched her nose.

"So anyways, shall we go now?" Y/n asked.

"Yes..let's go".

We spent alot of time together: chatting, eating and just laughing with each other. I tried so hard not to think about later and just to endjoy the time with her.

"Can you wait here?. I need to use the bathroom for a second".

"Yeah sure" I said and she went to the toiletts. I still got to give her something I just bought yesterday, but later.

I waited for her until she came back.

"So finish."

It was now almost 7pm. And the most I looked to my watch the most I got terrifyed. We went out of the mall and sat down into a little park. Some people were walking around. It was a beautifil atmosphere.

We sat down on one of the banks and started to chat again.

"I need to give you something".

"Okay...what is it?" She sked me eith cuorsity.

"Turn around".

"Okay" She didn't hesitate and turned her back to me. I pulled it out of my pocket and put it around her neck. I closed the chain and she aĺready had her eyes open.


"Junkgook,when did you get this?" "

"Yesterday... ".

"It's so beautiful.Thank you so much".She said and hugged me.

"But why?I don't understand..."

"You know.. I have been so buys these days that I didn't get the opportunity to see you more often. I want to tell you that even if I'm not directly by your side, I'll always be with you". The saddest part is the she will later on realize what I really mean by that.

"That's so cute, Jungkook. I really love it and the message too".

After our little conversation, we went back home and we..prepared ourself for later.

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As time flies by it was already 2.AM. I didn't want to believe that this was really going to happen. Should I really shout my mouth after everything we did today?.

It really hurt, I swear.

We entered my car and I drove off. I parked it near a house and we both went out. Y/n was holding me really tight on my arm as we were still walking. The area seemed very dark and strange to me it wasn't a good area.

"Your friend doesn't seem like to live in a good area" She nervously lauhghed and hold tighter onto me. I just didn't response because I couln't I felt very petrified.

I suddenly got a weird feeling when I saw to guys standing together and acting like they were talking to each other. As we were walking near them they started to walk into our direction. I tried so hard not to look at them because I exactly knew who they were and still hoped that something would change, but unfortunately:

It did not.

One of them bumped right into my shoulder. And it was exactly at this moment that I knew things would get worse.

Guys, Guys, Guys....Thank you so much for 8K💜. I can't this describe how happy and grateful I am right now, for the support you all are giving me, (You guys are the best😘). Thank you so much really it means a lot to me and it also shows me that I'm making a good job💜💜💜. I really appreciate that you guys are enjoying this book so much. Oh and before I forget that. Happy Birthday to all the ARMY's out there. I know the B-Day was Yesterday, but still Borahae😘💜. I 💜purple you all.💜

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