So this all started when I found out I was gay and didn't want to go to church anymore. I started to protest and my mom took away my phone and a week of internet, so I could 'try again next week'. So I defiantly not go to church and I started a family war between my entire family. Fast forward to the present and the quarantine was keeping me from going. Now that Utah is open again, mom is forcing me to go. So I went to sleep and set and alarm to wake me up so I could figure out what to do. I sleep though it, again. And she's mad at me. Luckily she gave me a heads up by making my step dad wake me up so I had a minute or two to hide my phone and silence it. I always silence my phone so this isn't a problem and I also have many places to hide my phone. A phone can hide in many places. So anyways I'll be off for the rest of today and probably tomorrow as well. I'll update as soon as I can.

Also when she came into my room she ransacked it looking for my phone.

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Here's what it normally supposed to look like (ignore my bad taste in everything and wall decor)

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And here's what I looked like after she forces me out of bed, you can't see it but many of my blankets are strewn about.

She also gave me a pat down, while I was still half naked. And she knows I'm not a touchy physical person because of my abuse.

That is all thank you and I'll see you soon.