I sit in my quarters with sore muscles after a hard fought victory. My goal was to keep a few clones alive until we got to their home legion. It was tough with thousands of commando droids pouring out of a factory we had to cross. I took some blaster shots and got a broken hand, but it was worth it to see the squad reunited. I left to visit the medics before any of them could notice I was there. Oh, I forgot to mention I'm a jedi knight! Don't have a legion assigned to me cause my 'brother' told the jedi council a secret of mine. A asshole, he is, no matter how many times he says its for my own good. Is it 'for my own good' to have my love taken away?!

I get up to answer a knock at the door. I open it to see my 'brother', a nervous look on his face. "H-Hey Y/n-" I shut the door. Another knock resounds, maybe its someone else? I open the door to see him again. "What?" I ask coldly. "Well first things first thank you for getting the three back to their sqaud-" "If thats all you came to do then leave." I closed the door and locked it. If he wants to try to make any ammends then maybe he should'nt have told them in the first place! Because I lost so much respect from it all, a damm secrect department of the GAR offered me a job if I faked my death! Like what the fuck?! 

I should problobly explain what the secret is. So I had a lover, also in the order. The begginings of how we met and how it started are blurry but I remember the middle to the end. Once we were found out by my 'brother' when we started packing to leave the order he didnt hesitate to alert the council who then made us go to some reformity place thing. By the end they somehow managed to get her to break up with me, and hate me. Also to put the cherry on top she was pregnant, keyword 'was' as the baby was aborted. I would have left but Yoda convinced me to stay after he convinced the council to not kick me out. Actully, Yoda and Anakin are the only ones in the order I talk to anymore. Also Anakin's married if you didnt know.

I walk back to my bed as the knocking continues. "Come on Y/n! I just want to talk!" He cries. I ignore him until he stops. I could hear his footsteps fade away, good. Another knock at the door alerts me. I then used the force to sense who it is only to find out its the sqaud leader of those girls I saved. What do they want? I open the door with the force along with a vocal "come in." They enter as I sit up, my back to the wall. 

"Did you need somthing Ma'am?" I ask as she takes off her helmet. "I just wanted to say thank you for bringing those three back. Also to say sorry for any trouble they may have caused you." "It's quite alright, just make sure they dont stray off next time, hand still hurts." "Yessir!" She then asked a question I should've expected. "On the way here I saw the general looking down, would you know why?" I pused then told her to take a seat. She did as I started explaining it all. At the end she looked at the floor for a moment before looking back to me.

"I dont know you anything beyond what you've told me, but from what I seen you're a good man, a good man that like any will get things wrong. Why dont you get his side of the story? He's not you so his actions will be based on what he knows, I know this might not mean anything as we just met but do take my words into consideration." She then got up and was about to leave when I stopped her. "Whats your name?" I asked. "Number's CT-0187, but the nickname's Starsplitter." She then left. I mulled on her words before I went to sleep.

Maybe I should?