H-Hello...

HELLO, MY DEARS, I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!! ( TT ^ TT ) /

 I'm sorry for my very long absence ( ; w \ ) COLLEGE HAS BEEN EATING ME ALIVE UHUHUH I was only able to post an update today because our classes got suspended due to heavy rainfall in our city ;;;;

But anywho! I'm really thankful for your understanding, my dears :'> You guys know how much I've been through in college, with the shifting and all. Now, I'm finally adjusting and getting accepted by my new schoolmates. Things have been working really well, and I feel so blessed. Thank you for all your words of encouragement! They really helped me get through :')   

*About Chapter 19 (Part 4)!*

~So this chapter focuses on Allen, our beloved redhead bad boy who has a thing for nail-covered bats, veggie burgers--and now, you, (Name)! XD This certain arc in the story would involve focusing on the characters and their development. That means, we'll get to delve into their inner thoughts, to get to know them better and to understand how their beliefs were shaped to how it is today.

So here, we can see that Allen began to exist as early as America's childhood. I really feel bad for the Second Players who started this early, because they're usually the ones with the most scars in their hearts, since they weren't as quick to figure things out as a child. Al has gone through so much from early childhood, which is partly the reason why he has so much emotions buried beneath his mind and heart.

I really like the idea of Allen proclaiming himself as the "Anti-Hero" tho!! <3 I think it really suits him, since America (Alfred) would proclaim himself as the "Hero".

We can't all be truly good, but it doesn't mean we can't do good things.

The song "Anti-hero" by Sekai no Owari also really suits Allen! Which is why I included the song in the story. I consider it a kind of character song for him.( )

I've been writing this chapter bit by bit throughout the months, so I'm really sorry if it isn't as good as my other chapters But I hope you guys enjoy it nonetheless. I also thank you for still being with me :') The next updates might take a while, but I hope you guys understand ehe.   

A lot has happened during my months of inactivity here, and I just wanted to share some events and things that had went on ^^ (Pictures and stories ahead! x'D)

*Cosplay Carnival

*Hetalia Summer Picnic Meetup

*HamilCon

*Star City

*THIS COLLEGE STUDENT IS SHOOKT

~COSPLAY CARNIVAL!

Last March 26, I attended the Cosplay Carnival, a cosplay convention at the SMX Mall of Asia, here in the Philippines. I cosplayed as Gakuen!Nyo!England with my friend Lily, who cosplayed as Gakuen!Nyo!America. OTP Cosplay <3 <3 <3 

Please excuse me for being so smol.

"Of all the nicer places you could've taken me, you take me to McDonalds? Amelia why--"

This little Iggy is smothered with American love x'D Lily made me wear her varsity jacket--and then another America cosplayer saw me and made me wear his bomber jacket over me, too xD

Attending conventions in cosplay is so fun! Tiring, yeah xD But fun! We also had a Hetalia Meetup during this convention, so I was able to meet other Filipino Hetalia fans, too!!

~HETALIA SUMMER PICNIC MEETUP!

Last May 20, I also attended a small Hetalia picnic and meetup with my friends, Lily, Haruka, and Roanne...and my significant other ( / w \ ) hahahah 

This is me and my SO ( > //// < ) Okay, to get things straight, he's not my boyfriend...yet ^^;

I promised myself that I would first finish my studies and graduate college before I enter into serious and committed relationships. That's why I asked him if he could wait...and he sincerely told me he could :'> That's why for now, we're just what you call "MU" or "Mutual Understanding". We both know we like each other, but we aren't officially together. We aren't what they call "together, together"...but we're together, and that's what matters.

We have a long, fanfiction-like story, but I'll leave that for another day ehe x'>

I really appreciate how he accompanied me to the Hetalia Picnic because he was worried I could get lost in Taguig City xD I live in San Juan City, which is far from the picnic venue x'D And being directionally-challenged like Austria--I cannot be trusted to go there and back home alone xD

He didn't really know much about Hetalia, but he did his best to join in on the activities. I'm just really happy and thankful at how much effort he puts for me.He never fails to let me know I'm loved. :"> I really hope he'll still be there waiting for me after graduation. We both graduate on May 2019, which isn't too far from now. For now, we're both focusing on our studies and such, but we see each other whenever we're free. Inspiration goes a long way. I'm happy to have someone like him.

Okay x'D enough of me gushing hahahah!

We had a miniphotoshoot during the picnic, too!

Of course, it didn't stop me from taking a selfie at home xD

okay sige na baka magsawa kayo sa mukha ko hahah XD

~HAMILCON

YES, MY DEARS, I LOVE HAMILTON SO MUCH I GOT ALL THE SONGS DOWN ETCHED IN MY HEART BLESS THIS BEAUTIFUL MUSICAL ( TT ^ TT )/ <3

I accompanied Lily as she had her own artist booth during the Hamilton Convention last June! 

Okay, so this HamilCon actually had a lot of issues regarding the organizer, but I won't dwell into that here. We still had fun in the event regardless ^^;

I also joined the singing contest x'D I didn't win, but at least I tried. I sang Eliza's "Burn" <3 If you wanna watch the video of my rendition of the song, just click on the link below :>

(https://www.facebook.com/100013508405090/videos/324042321389379/)

IF YOU GUYS LIKE HAMILTON TOO LET ME KNOW AAAA <3 I NEED MORE HAMILFRIENDS TO SING WITH XD

~STAR CITY!

Aaaaa I also went to Star City late June with my high school friends!! It was really fun! If you guys haven't been there yet (and are in the PH), I'd suggest this place for a fun-filled day with friends or family <3 

It felt like a quadruple date x"D

~THIS COLLEGE STUDENT IS SHOOKT XD

I have taken a liking to that funny word xD What I really mean to say is that, college has really gotten me shaken with so many major subjects, activities, requirements, and stuff. I may have had my fun during the summer (see pictures above xD) but now it's time to get real huhuh. 

I really can't tell when my next free time is, but just like the previous chapter, I will be writing bit by bit. I hope you can be patient with me, my dears :') 

Anyways! Thank you so much for reading! I hope you enjoyed the update, and this little sidenote here xD I really missed you guys. If you wanna reach me, you may message my dummy account on facebook, "Lorraine Williams" x) Or maybe just here on Wattpad ehe.

Please pray for me that I survive college x'D And thank you all so much for your support!

'Til next time, my dears!~

~flamehazelollipop