*trigger warning for suicide

I know I said this would be updated by now, and I will eventually, but I'm juggling so much.

I have 8 yoi blogs on the go and an ao3 to run as well.

a week ago my cat had to be put to sleep and tonight one of my friends sent out a suicide note. No one's heard from them and I am so scared. I don't know if they went through with it or not we just have to wait but I am so so scared. And I don't know what to do. I don't want to bother anyone with this and my parents wouldn't get it.

I'm just so worried.

So needless to say it will be a while before any updates are ready. I'm sorry again.

I do post on ao3 sometimes, Ammarettu there too so if you want to read some angsty yoi go check it out.