Ok I am in the mood to do a non-reader story and it happens to be sad,and about America.Just when ever you see those three dots in a title for this book,expect some twisted shit.Ok roll the story!Also if you are triggered by this,deal with it or answer to ME.

Entry 1
People like me right?They are all joking that's all...trying to weaken me,the hero.....I won't let it happen.

Entry 2
I'm starting to think I'm just hated wherever I go.....I'm really trying to make sure it doesn't get to me but I'm hearing it so often why wouldn't it be true?

Entry 3
I just looked at my weight and freaked out.Im that pathetic?.....I'm....I'm just not going to eat then....Lets see who the fat piece of shit is now!

Entry 7
Canada is starting to get worried but it's fine......the hero....always wins.....I need to eat something.....but I don't want to be fat......I don't want to be made fun of......I just want to be me...

Entry 8
I.....officially hate my life.....I didn't lose anything so I started eating again......I'm not going to meetings anymore and I'm getting angry texts from England and Germany.......I don't care anymore just....

Entry 9
My nerves are starting to go crazy.....they are tingling and nothing helps......I want it to stop.....I WANT IT TO STOP!

Entry 10
I tried something new today.It takes the tingling away but instead pain enters my veins.....That blade is going to be my best friend....

Entry 14
I CANT STOP.The cutting......I want more.....I can't live without that pain....that rush.....the feeling....

Entry 16
Today was the first day I passed out from bleeding so much......figures.....I can't count how many I have now.......there are so many.....

Entry 17
Why are they still angry at me?!?I want to be left ALONE.FOREVER.Canada came knocking at my door but I never answered,just cried into my pillow....

Entry 18
Word is getting out about what I'm doing to myself.I don't know how,but I don't care.Im getting texts like crazy now from countries all over,but I ignore them all.

Entry 19
What am I doing with my life?Im no hero,I'm not even a good brother......I don't want to ruin anyone else's life but mine......I bet the world would be better off without ME.

Entry 20
*sobbing*ImsorryImsorryImsorry
ImsorryImsorryImsorry........T-this might be my last entry.....To whoever reads this.....I hope your life is better without me......looks like I can save the day after all......goodbye....

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England's POV

"America!Let me in!I know your in there!Hey it's unlocked......that's a bit strange...."

"I'm worried about you America.Huh?A book?"

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*sob*

"America where are you!"

*panicking*

"America are you-........."

'I hope your life is better without me.'