Ok guys I'm venting for a reason. First of all one of my bffs irl moved away and may never come back. I miss her so much and almost cried. Second, my neighbor is dead and my uncle is dead. Bad memories are getting to me. Third, today I learned that in the school my oldest brother goes to, this kid/his friend committed suicide and died yesterday. I'm having bad memories get to me as I panic. It's hard. I'm sorry you have to hear me vent like this 😔