Regret Over Love (SONGFIC)

Requested by @crazycatlady46

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WARNING: Mild/heavy? language. I mean, it is 2P! America

PG-13 (although.. it really does not matter)

She shouldn't be here.

I stared at the couple. My heart turned stone cold, then ripped out of my chest. A scowl rose on my face.

I walked right up to the couple and tapped the male on the shoulder. He turned around and looked at me, his eyes widened, even if he was wearing glasses. I could see his eyes. I dated that idiot for years. He was my everything, my first love, my first "do it" partner. Hot tears began to well in the corner of my eyes.

I thought of angels

Choking on their halos

"What the hell are you doing, Allen?" My voice was full of anger. He seemed to be surprised and suddenly horrified. He had seen the bad side of me, the good, the sassy, the sexy, everything. He threw out my entire life sucking on the other bitch's face.

"Babe.." He began, letting go of the other girl and looking at me. It wasn't filled with lust, love, passion, or care. It was serious, deadly. It was poisonous.

"How could you?" I began to let my rage rise. I was beyond pissed. I was murderously angry. "How long have we dated, Allen? How long have I been this dummy you wanted? Was I not good enough? Was I some sort of practice person so you could go take your pleasures out on someone like this bitch?" I pointed at the blonde woman. She scowled at me.

"Baby doll, calm down. Lemme explain the entire f***ing situation!" His voice was calm at first, but then he began to yell. Oh, how it hurt. My heart was beginning to let me go, but I became stubborn.

"Calm down? Calm. Down? Bitch, I will tell myself when to calm down whenever I f***ing want to! Explain this to me, right now." He sighed and looked between me and the other woman.

"I met her a week ago. To be truthful, babe, I thought ya were getting dull." He paused, making sure I wouldn't attack him before he finished. However, he did notice how red my face was from anger. So, he continued. "She's amazing, babe. Ya need to get to know her. Anyway, off topic, she and I have been hitting it off, if ya know what I mean. I hate to say it, but..

Get them drunk on ro-ose water

"... I don't love you anymore."

See how dirty I can get them

Pulling out their fragile teeth

And clip their tiny wings

I could not take it any longer. The pain was too much. He toyed with my feelings. He should pay for it. I lunged out at the woman, kicking, screaming, biting, anything to let out my anger.

Everything felt like it has been slowed. Everything was a blur.

I know there were witnesses around, and what I had done can't be taken back. What's done is done. However, none could stop what I did.

It wasn't long, however, for Al to blockade my next attacks on the woman he was sucking faces with. She looked fragile in his eyes. Pathetic. I know her scheme. I am the fragile one. I am the one hurt. Or am I being selfish? Nonesense.

"I think," Al began, turning his back to me, "you should leave us."

My heart broke into pieces. I stared at the two of them with disbelief in my eyes. When I looked at her, she gave me the most horrid, sinful look she mustered. Absolutely fitting her: bitchiness.

Soon enough, there were cops pulling in. Somone must have called out for assistance when none of us were heeding to other's uncomfortable situation.

One cop came out of the small vehicle. His uniform stuck to his skin, like tights. His stomach was protruding, like he had had too much donuts. His face was that of boredom.

"What's going on here, folks?" Cliché police interrogation in the middle of town. It was the perfect opportunity now to use my voice against these blabbering mindf***ers. They would surely not suspect anything, but with my unbearable charm, especially to men, there was no way I'm being blamed for something like this. However, before I began to answer his question, another officer appeared. He seemed more attractive that this floating marshmallow, no offense to him.

He had hella good hair, and he was actually fit, meaning, he had them muscles. I began to go to him for the plan for torture.

Anything you say can and will be held against you

So only say my name

It will be held against you

"Officer," my voice became the high pitched, annoying slutty high school girls voice, mixed with the seduction poison I laced for the attractive police officer, obviously, both he and the chubbier one fell for it and kept their attention on me for a bit, "they harrassed me, and the man sexually harrassed me right in front of his girlfriend, and then she assaulted me." They both looked at me with pitiful stares.

"Hold the f*** up." Allen explained. "This never happened!"

"Did you or did you not molest her? Or sexually harrassed her?" Hot officer asked, looking at Allen with a stern look.

Anything you say can and will be held against you

So only say my name

He hesitated before he answered. "Y-yeah, I did, but-" He was interrupted.

"Not another word. You're coming with us." The big man got a hold of Allen, and knowing him, he did his best to break free of the grip of those fatty arms. Once he did so, he punched him square in the nose, causing blood and gasps and horror to arise in the situation. He fled.

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About a day had passed and nothing has been of disturbance. I was sitting peacefully on my couch, enjoying the wonders of Allen being chased by the cops, and it being on local news. While I sit here, fantasizing about my current peaceful life, I had received a disturbing sound of the doorbell being pressed repeatedly. I got up and opened the door.

As soon as I did, I was forcefully shoved to the side and the door was closed and locked. When I got control of my vision, I saw Allen. He was out of breath and his sunglasses were nowhere to be found. It looked a little goofy, but he probably had reasons to do so.

"(Name).. Babe..." It was one of the few times he had actually called me by my name.

"What is it?" I faced with hostility in my tone.

"Look, I'm sorry, sincerely. I want you to be my girlfriend again."

If heaven's grief brings hell's rain

Then I'd trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday

"Ha! Like hell I'd go back with you. Why don't you go suck faces with bitch-face and place your dick somewhere else?" Though in my heart, I was glad he was coming back to me, but I was not going to let this up. He ruined me. He broke me.

I have to see him suffer.

"Don't f***ing make this harder on me than it already is!" He retorted, turning his entire body towards me. His eyebrows furrowed together.

(I know I'm bad news)

For just one yesterday

(I saved it all for you)

"Too late, sweet'ums. You already made it harder for me." He gave me the confused angry look. It still looked cute on him, but with this going on, I wasn't about to let it go.

Oh, I want to teach you a lesson in the worst kind of way

"I am f***ing done with you." My voice was calm. His eyes widened in shock.

"Babe.."

Still I'd trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday

"You better leave before I get the cops." He gave me a saddened look. Doing as he was told,he exit the door without looking back. Hell was already on his mind.

(I know I'm bad news)
For just one yesterday
(I saved it all for you)
For just one yesterday

~ Fin