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You sat back watching as Amelia talked endlessly with her other friends ignoring you, like you had her most of the day.You hadn't meant to honestly, well you had but you were dealing with things.Personal matters.

Personal matters that would ruin your friendship with Amelia if she was to find out. You hated this you two had been best friends for years why did this have to happen?You didn't want to admit it, but the dreams sure as hell did.

They were all about Amelia.In various sexual settings, always with you. Alone, no one else ever involved.And you knew it could never happen for various reasons.

The main two being, one you were best friends and two she was homophobic.

Very homophobic.

You'd heard everything from her.How they were awful foul people.How they were ruining this country.How they didn't deserve to marry, or adopt children.Sometimes the things she said against them just seemed so outlandish you couldn't believe they were real things coming out of her mouth.She was always so happy and willing to help anyone and everyone.

Yet they were true.She said it anytime someone brought up the lgbtq, or even worse when they saw her getting all touchy feely with you.Amelia was a very affectionate person, always hugging you or holding your hand(usually she was dragging you somewhere though).

And people often mistook it as showing you were a couple. The moment they said that it would set her off.She would tell how that would never happen and that you were best friends.The worst part was when she said you both hated gays.

You sighed putting your head in your hands.You wanted to tell her how you felt, but you knew exactly how she would react.

She'd rant at you about how it was wrong.Then she would try and make you change, and then she would cut you out of her life.

Poof gone friendship terminated.

"{Y/N}," you heard a voice whine.Looking up you came face to face with Amelia who was pouting.

"Are you gonna talk to me yet?The others got boring!"She said wrapping her arms around you, "Did I do something to make you mad?I really didn't mean to!Come on tell me whats wrongggg!"

You felt a giggled a bit, biting your lip.She was just so cute.
"Its nothing you did, more of something I did," you said ruffling her hair slightly.

"Huh what did you do?You never do anything wrong!"She said blue eyes locking with your {e/c} coloured  ones, her eye brows furrowed in confusion.

"I can't tell you," you stated calmly.

"Why not?"

"You'll hate me."

"What?How?You're my best friend why would I ever hate you," she whined, "I only hate like three things!And you aren't any of the three so you I have no reason to hate you!"

You gulped looking down at your hands.She had no idea.

"What if I was one of them?"

"Huh?"

"What if I was one of them?"

"Well it depends which one would you be?"she asked her head tilting a bit.

You looked back at her feeling your heat beat widely against your chest.

This was it.Your chance to tell her.You had to, it hurt to keep it from her.

"Amelia I'm a lesbian," you said, attempting to sound confident, "I have been for a while, I struggled to accept it but I have I'm really sorry."

Silence.

She was staring at you her eyes unreadable.

And then she laughed.

She laughed so loudly,and so long. You were confused and about to speak, only for Amelia grabbed your shoulder while wiping tears out of her eyes.

"Y-you're kidding right? You're not re-really a fag, are ya {Y/N}?"she said between breaths while smiling widely at you, her eyes still full of something you couldn't read.

You twitched a bit, and moved her hand off your shoulder.

"I'm not kidding,"you muttered.You heard her inhale like she was about to speak but cut her off, "I gotta go, maybe I'll see you around."

And with that you left, ignoring her asking you to stop. Ignoring her yelling for you to let her talk, pushing off her off if he grabbed you and just continued to walk until you got home and locked the door.

You slid down the door head in your hands.

"I knew it was a bad idea to tell her," you mutter before finally letting the tears you didn't realize you were holding back fall.

______________________________One Week Later____________________________________

You hadn't seen Amelia in a week.You hadn't talked to her in anyway shape or form.

You hadn't tried.

But she sure as hell did.

Calling you, texting you at one point trying to break into your home.

You hadn't left the house since you'd gotten home that day after telling her.You hadn't even gotten to tell her how you felt, though you supposed it didn't matter anymore.

You felt so empty and hurt.You'd told her something important and she'd laughed at you.God you could only imagine what would happen if you'd told her the last part. 

You had just sat in your room. Watching T.V. only leaving to use the bathroom, and extremely thankful that your roommate Felicia was bringing you food to you until you felt better.

You were a mess, your hair was greasy, you'd been in the same pajamas for multiple days.  You wanted nothing more then to sleep until you either died or your body wouldn't let you.

"{Y/N} get up,"you heard a voice say, "Jou have been in zhat bed for days, jou're coming out vith me and my friends. After jour shover of course."

You looked up to see Julchen her hands on her hips, with a cocky smile.

"What if I don't want to?"you muttered putting your face in your pillow.

"Zhen Françoise Isabela and I vill have to help jou,"she said about to grab you only for you to sit up.

"Fine give me like a hour."
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You were sitting with the three girls at some café  after being dragged around the mall for hours.

You were so ready to go home and sleep and cry. It was so weird being out or the house.The trio were talking excitedly and saying how they wanted to bring you to a gay bar. To 'get you a sexy lover' as they put it.

You were simply nodding listening to them.You didn't want to go to any type of bar with them, but there was no point in trying to fight them seeing as when you were getting ready they kept  trying to help you in ways that were most defiantly not needed

"{Y/N}!"

𝕊𝕙𝕚𝕥.

You looked away from Julchen t see Amelia staring at you from the entrance of the café.

"Right on time!"Isabela said jumping up heading for the door.

"Oui, 'ave fun!~"Françoise said  following. Julchen simply smirked at you before leaving.

They'd helped Amelia get you out of the house. They'd helped her tire you out so you couldn't run.

They'd helped Amelia get you alone to talk.

𝔽𝕦𝕔𝕜.

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